Unspoken "I love you"

I've made up my mind this year. I don't want to lose you. When I have enough courage, I will confess to you.

Today is the first day of school, what a coincidence, we are not only in the same class, but also sitting together, so many people want to sit with you, but you choose to do it for me, I know you just sit together for me to protect me , the kind that treats me like a younger sister.

I want to sit with you, but I don’t want to sit with you. I think it’s because I like you, but I don’t want to. I’m afraid…I’m afraid that I will accidentally bury the phrase “I like you” that is about to rot in my heart. exit.

Of course, I want to confess to you now, and talk about a love that no one else would envy.

But... After all these years, I'm still afraid, that look, that... tired, disgusting look, I can't forget...

"Xiao Wan?"

This is the first time you called my name like this, because you called it. There are not many good-sounding names in the first place. When you and the girl I like call it, it feels good in an instant.

"Huh?" I looked up at you, I didn't expect you to be so excited, and said straight up, "It's really you!" Suddenly stroked my cheek, "I thought I recognized the wrong person, I didn't read the class schedule. "You are still cheerful.

But I have changed. I used to be like you, a lively and cheerful girl. I don’t know when I started to become introverted and not talkative. Relatives came to my house, and I didn’t have the intention to go to the side to say hello to others. , I just want to hide aside and stay alone quietly.

I feel inexplicably depressed and uncomfortable. When I see a group of people on the side of the road, I feel scared and dare not walk over. I feel that there is nothing or anyone in my heart that is worth keeping, except Cheng Xinyu.

She is an exception, she is like a ray of light, saving and illuminating me, who is alone in the dark, I can see her, but I can't catch her...

That is to say, I looked up at you, my face blushed unknowingly and inexplicably, I silently scolded myself in my heart, it's too shameless! !

"Haha, I will be at the same table from now on, please take care of me~" You sat next to me and talked to me, and I followed what you said sentence by sentence, but my eyes were fixed on the crowd around me all the time.

At the same table, familiarity, injury, protection, midterm exam, trough, light, review, snacks, physical education class, shade, final exam, holiday...school starts, torment, problem, depression, midterm exam, coming to an end, weekly exam, final Test.

Time flies so fast, maybe I'm the only one who thinks... I don't want to leave you so early, the final exam is coming soon, and we will be separated soon, I don't want to leave your protection.

I have been with you for two semesters. During this period, you have protected me more than once. I fell and got injured, was framed, and my classmates despised me. So many things happened. You have always been by my side and accompanied me. I doubted Do you like me too...

But after a long time, you still treat me the same way, never changing, just like how my sister takes care of my younger sister, so I don't have the thought that you liked me.

I remember once you asked me if there was someone I liked, I said yes, and you kept asking me.

"Who!?"

"Who is so lucky to be liked by my Wanwan baby?~"

"Tell me~"

At that time, my heart was really moved. For a moment, I really wanted to say "I like you", really wanted to say "I love you".

At that time, I didn't have much confidence, so I didn't say it. I decided to graduate on the day of graduation. On the day of graduation, I want to tell you "I like you! I love you!"

During this period, someone asked me if I had someone I liked, but I haven't said anything yet.I was going to say "no" but after being raped by you, you said "she has someone she likes!" They asked who it was, how long it was, and whether they were together.

I remember very clearly what you said, not a single word was missing, you replied to him at that time, "The person she likes is too mysterious, even I don't know."

"But Xiaowan probably likes TA very much." You said this while looking at me, and there was something in your eyes that I have never felt... I can't tell... what kind of feeling it is...

"We're not together yet."

The man said: "Ah, we are not together yet, then you have to work hard, the holiday is coming soon, and it will take a long time to see you again."

Then I didn’t know why, so I subconsciously glanced at you. At that time, you were also looking at me, with one hand propped on the table, leaning sideways. I looked at you for two seconds, and then moved away immediately. .

That person's good friend said to me: "That's right! The boy you're attracted to must be good, it would be miserable if someone snatched him away if he didn't confess his love!"

Before I knew it, many people surrounded me, all trying to persuade me to confess my love quickly, and I would be snatched away by other girls if I didn't hurry up. "