smoky look

When I wrote "Ivory Tower Citizen", I wrote about a person, Lin Yan.I once said that I adapted the people and stories in "Ivory Tower Citizen" based on the people around me, and so did Lin Yan.The prototype of Lin Yan is a friend of mine, who is a beautiful girl like her in the story, but she is sensitive and delicate, not kind, and even has some delicate egoism.In the book, Lin Yan has an exquisite mind, is gentle and dignified, and has been a well-behaved girl since she was a child. Falling in love with Xiao Yao may be the most extraordinary thing in her well-behaved life for more than ten years.Needless to say, Xiao Yao's prototype.As a person who has been accustomed to the wild since she was a child, she is simply the opposite of Lin Yan.I know everything about sports, and there will be competitions whenever there is chaos. I chat with the boys in my class every day, and exchange everything except study.When she is happy, she laughs without any scruples about her image, and when she is unhappy, she forms a clique to play. The sorrows and sorrows of ordinary girls have nothing to do with her.But it's not because she was born with rough nerves, on the contrary, she used to be sensitive and inferior.It's just that she understands that everyone is born to live for themselves, and other people's eyes, parents' expectations, and social stereotypes all have to be put in the back row.People must respect themselves first, and then others will respect them.So, relying on her own efforts, she broke free from the shackles little by little, and lived a life that many people wanted but dared not to become. Like a ray of light, she shone into Lin Yan's ancient life without waves.The relationship between them is love, friendship, and more spiritual mutual understanding. In the ordinary life of high school, they have become the only ones for each other.

Even though I am just friends with "Lin Yan" outside the book, I gave Xiao Yao and Lin Yan in the book a fiery affection.This is actually a regret for myself. I once said in "Ivory Tower Citizen" that I don't believe that human beings will have such strong emotions, and even want to tie their lives to another person for a long time Together, therefore, I also yearn for such feelings, and hope that such stories will truly exist in the past, present or future that I cannot foresee.

In other words, in this square inch of heaven and earth, they have existed and will always exist.