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They went back to the ward to stay.

Rong Ma asked Lin Zhishen if he wanted to eat fruit, Lin Zhishen thanked him and declined.

She brought Rong Xiao an apple, and he thanked him. His mother asked him if he wanted to peel it, then handed him the peeler, and he had to say "thank you" again.

They are not quite like close mother and son.

Rong's mother once told Lin Zhishen in WeChat that Rong Xiao had asked her to go back to work more than once, and he said that he could just stay in the hospital by himself, and he had to be scared.

The doctor next to the expert inquired about the situation as usual, and Rong's mother asked politely, can I leave my mobile phone number, but the doctor did not agree.

That is indeed the case. Medical staff have their own work and life, and it is unlikely that they will leave private mobile phone numbers for patients.

Lin Zhishen had already asked his family to ask if it was possible for the expert to leave a contact information and pay for online consultation, but the expert did not agree.

Anyway, we still have to respect the ideas of medical staff.

Lin Zhishen originally wanted to take Rong Xiao to have a look, to clarify his condition first, but he didn't expect that he would be hospitalized and would need long-term treatment.

This is a bit troublesome.

After the doctor left, Rong's mother was depressed and said: "I really don't know what to do with your disease."

"Auntie, the more you have to be calm at this time. Things have already happened. What we have to do is to find a way to solve the difficulties. I will accompany you to the end."

Lin Zhishen was very calm.Rong Xiao found that he had this ability, no matter how sad he was before, he would be able to support everything soon.

Before going back to school, Lin Zhishen asked Mother Rong if there were any daily necessities that were missing.Rong Ma said it was enough, besides, she left immediately.

He nodded and said to Rong Xiao: "I have added your class monitor, group secretary and school committee, and I have taken care of all your school affairs. I have handed in all the homework in your notebook for you. I'll do it for you when I'm done."

Lin Zhishen's existence was probably to relieve Rong Xiao's anxiety.Without him, Rong Xiao would really feel anxious about these things according to his current condition.

After he left, the nurse brought medicine to Rong Xiao.

Rong Xiao drank water and swallowed, and heard Rong's mother say: "Xiao Lin is a very nice person, he is usually very popular."

They are in the same ward, and usually don't talk much.Rong's mother knew that her words were not pleasant, so she chose to speak less.

"Yeah, he has been the focus of the crowd since he was a child, and he has a good personality. People who thought he was pretending later became brothers with him. He was obedient to me, and would encourage me and help me Get what you want done."

These days, the first time Rong Xiao talked so much to her was because of Lin Zhishen, she suddenly felt a little sad.

"Then how did you meet?" she asked.

"In the second year of junior high school, I was taken out of school and bullied. He saved me. He was in Hangxia Junior High School." Rong Xiao stroked the corner of the phone case, "He was the only moonlight in that memory."

"During the second year of junior high school? You never told me about these things." She suddenly realized that she didn't know anything about Rong Xiao.

He said blankly: "Mom, I don't like to mention things about junior high school, can I not talk about it?"

She shut up embarrassingly.

Rong Xiao was silent for a while, the light in his eyes went out, "I am Lin Zhishen's disaster. Without me, his life will be smooth and smooth. He deserves to be liked by better and better people."

Lin Chang said that Lin Zhishen's complexion is not very good recently, is it because Rong Xiao's condition is not good.

He only vaguely said that it was not very good.After all, he couldn't talk about these things with outsiders without Rong Xiao's consent.

Lin Chang said: "In the past, when you were in school, you were all Meng Buke and Jiao Buli Meng. Now you are alone, and I am not used to it."

In fact, not only him, Lin Zhishen's classmates also asked him on WeChat where Rong Xiao went.He uniformly replied that he was in poor health and was temporarily hospitalized for observation.

When Lin Zhishen was watching a bi-phase-related video on the bed, he saw a WeChat message from Rong Xiao.

"Let's separate. I am a burden to you. You have been taking care of me and accommodating me all the time. This is too tiring. You can talk about a more relaxed relationship, and you don't have to bear my fate."

Because of this passage, he sat up directly from the bed, as if a corner of his heart had been gouged out, and the pain was severe.

He typed back: "We won't break up. You are sick. When you are sick, you need to be taken care of. How come you have so many thoughts."

He also sent a lot of messages later, but Rong Xiao never replied, which made him absent-minded in class the next day.

In the afternoon he went to the Seventh Hospital.

After mentioning the breakup, Rong Xiao was indeed in a bad mood, lying on the hospital bed facing the window, scratching the bed sheet with his fingers again and again, trying his best to restrain himself.

He ignored what Lin Zhishen said.

Lin Zhishen said to Rong's mother: "Auntie, it's inconvenient for us to be alone with Xiaoxiao..."

Before she finished speaking, Rong's mother said "OK" and went outside immediately.In fact, she also knew that only Lin Zhishen could calm her son down.

Lin Zhishen sat on the edge of the bed, looked at him for a long time, and then said, "Come, give you a hug."

He didn't move a muscle.

Lin Zhishen pretended to be helpless and said: "If you want to end the relationship with me, you have to wait until after graduation. Before that, we are still classmates and roommates in the next class. How inconvenient. Can you consider my 'affectionate' My character design, how do you make others think of me like this."

"Break up after graduation?" He finally said, "Okay, no problem."

"That's not true. Do you want to go to SK Island to get a marriage certificate with me after graduation next year? The procedures for getting a certificate there are not as complicated as other places."

Rong Xiao looked at him incredulously, and said, "Go right after graduation?"

"I don't care, I just want to get a certificate, otherwise you will always feel that we are not a family, and you will feel uneasy even if I take care of you." Lin Zhishen said, "We can take our parents there for a trip. Let's have a wedding, I can't bear the hypocrisy of some relatives. You can make other requests as you like."

He's so serious it's hard not to be moved.

Rong Xiao finally sat up and was willing to let him hug her.Lin Zhishen stroked his back, obviously feeling that he was more stable.

"Why are you so strong, you have no way to leave me, and you still have to separate from me."

"I'm only going to cause you trouble, and I don't want that."

Lin Zhishen said: "I want to ask a question, if I was hospitalized due to illness, would you want me to break up? As long as your answer is yes, I agree to break up."

"No, I would really like to take care of you. I only started to understand this disease when it relapsed. Even if it is cured, it may recur in the future. Some people will even take medicine for life." Rong Xiao let go of him, looked at him and said .

"If you can predict the future, it would be a loss without you in the fortune-telling industry." Lin Zhishen laughed a little, and then said seriously, "Even if your illness relapses in the future, I will definitely find a way to take care of you."

He added: "If you think about it, there are many people with disabilities and cancer patients who have suffered misfortune and are still fighting their fate. At least you have a healthy body and your family can afford the medical expenses."

"My dad also said the same. People with cancer are living optimistically and strongly. Why am I so pessimistic." Rong Xiao said, "I admire these people very much, and my situation is not as difficult as theirs, but you think it will be more miserable than that. Make me feel better?"

Lin Zhishen quickly said: "That's not what I meant, oh...forget it, I won't say such things in the future."

After Rong Xiao fell ill, he became more or less extreme.At least in the past, he certainly would not have reacted like this.

He can't even play with his mobile phone at ease now, anxiety and pain always surround him.So Lin Zhishen began to read Yu Hua's novel "To Live" to him.

Lin Zhishen's voice was quiet and gentle, with a stable force, but Rong Xiao needed to work a little bit to concentrate his attention and listen to his story.

On the day he was discharged from the hospital, Lin Zhishen hadn't finished reading it, but he didn't care, he just told Rong Xiao the theme of the story - people live to live themselves.

The doctor actually advised Rong Xiao to stay for a few more days because his condition was not good, but he really didn't want to stay and insisted on leaving the hospital.

Rong's mother asked with some concern: "Can he really be discharged from the hospital?"

"After being discharged from the hospital, there are some people whose condition is better than when they were hospitalized. You can observe it again." The doctor said, "I will prescribe you medicine for half a month first, and then you will come to the hospital to dispense it after taking it."

She also asked about dispensing the medicine, and the doctor said that it would be okay to ask a general psychiatrist from the Seventh Hospital to do the dispensing.

Next, Rong Xiao and Lin Zhishen will prepare for and take the final exam, and the summer vacation will soon be over.Mother Rong entrusted her son to Lin Zhishen to take care of him.

After returning to school, their school had to choose whether to practice in the first semester or the next semester of their senior year. Lin Zhishen persuaded Rong Xiao to fill in the semester together.

He didn't know if he could still go to class normally with Rong Xiao's condition, Rong Xiao was often not well.

To be on the safe side, I still choose to do an internship in the last semester - the internship is all found by the students themselves, and there is no need to go back to school, which is more free.

Lin Zhishen also advised him: "Why don't you give up the idea of ​​studying for graduate school first, the treatment will take two years to start. I'm really worried about your situation."

Rong Xiao said he would think about it again.

At that time, he still had a fluke mentality, thinking that what if he stabilized.

During the exam week, Rong Xiao found that his slow-moving mind couldn't remember things, and his expressive ability was also weakening.Fortunately, there are not many theoretical exams this semester.

Little did he know, this was just the beginning.

A few days after the holiday, Lin Zhishen left City A. His grandmother was going to have an operation.The old man is getting old and has no sense of security. He wants to see his granddaughter and grandson, so the whole family has gone to L City.

Lin Zhishen said to him on the phone: "Xiaoxiao, I'm going to stay in L city for half a month. You stay at home well, and if you need anything, you can call me. My phone is turned on 24 hours a day, and it's not on silent."

Now the changing father takes leave to take care of him at home, but his condition is still often not good.

One night after ten o'clock, he felt manic and restless, and wanted to go out for a walk alone, but was stopped by his parents.His parents blocked the door and wouldn't let him go out.

His father even dragged him to the sofa, held him down, and refused to let him stand up.In this way, he became agitated even if he was not emotional.

Parents think he is sick, and very serious.

He just wanted to go out for a walk and come back when he was in a better mood.His parents were like this, he was trembling with anger, and couldn't help arguing with them.

Especially with Rong Ma.When she said a word, he retorted, sharp as if he had thorns all over his body.

Mama Rong got excited and said, "Let him go! Let him go! The medicine doesn't help, what's the use! Let's just give up!"

"How can you say that?!" His father said to his mother, "Don't talk nonsense."

His mother was so angry that her voice was raised an octave: "Anyway, sooner or later I will give up! Let him go!"

Rong Xiao insisted on going out to no avail, and went back to the room.He was tired from the noise and fell asleep.

Just when his parents thought he was giving up, he quietly went out with his suitcase the next morning.

After the mall opened at ten o'clock, he sat on the rest chair near the elevator for a long time, not knowing where to go.

He didn't answer any of his parents' phone calls.He answered Lin Zhishen's call.

Lin Zhishen must have received a call from his parents, and the first thing he said was, "Where are you?"

"I tell you, you will tell my parents." His tone was very firm, "They want to give up on me, I don't want to go home."

"How could it be? What they said was angry. There are no parents who don't care about their children." Lin Zhishen said softly, "The weather is a bit hot, can you get some sunshine over there?"

"There is air conditioning."

"Can you tell me where you are? Don't you even trust me?"

Rong Xiao asked him back: "Can you promise not to tell my parents?"

Lin Zhishen would not lie, and replied honestly: "That can't be done, I have to tell them, they are also very anxious now."

"At the mall. Don't ask."

Lin Zhishen transferred five thousand to him, and said, "If you don't want to go home, find a hotel to stay for a few days, and go back as soon as you get angry, okay?"

He agreed, but returned the money, saying that there was enough money in his card.

Lin Zhishen finally said: "I'm going to see my grandma, so I'll hang up first. Remember to call me if you have anything to do."

"it is good."

After he had lunch, he received a WeChat message from Bai Xun: "Xiaoxiao, I live at my aunt's house in City A, do you want to hang out together?"

He replied: "I'm sorry, I'm not well right now and I don't want to go."

Bai Xun asked "Why", and after receiving no reply from him, he persistently called him more than a dozen times, but he finally answered.

They chatted for a while, Rong Xiao briefly talked about the family affairs, and also mentioned that he was in the mall.

"Which mall are you in? You are sick now, and I am a little worried about you."

Bai Xun was so good at harassing people, he kept asking and asking, and he just told me the name and general location of the shopping mall.

"Then where are you going at night?" Bai Xun asked, "Will Lin Zhishen come to pick you up?"

"Lin Zhishen's family has gone to L city, I should go to a nearby hotel."

"Come and stay at my aunt's house for a few days, my cousin's room is empty." Bai Xun warmly invited, "I can take you out to play together."

"I don't want to come."

"Then I'll go find you."

"Need not."

After a while, Bai Xun sent a voice: "I've already gone out, I'm going to take a taxi to the subway station, and I'll come to your district to find you."

Rong Xiao was afraid of him, and said: "Don't come, send me the location, I'll come."