Beyond friendship is love

As for Shen Mingyan's liking for An Shixiao, to be honest, they are not the kind of stubborn and old-fashioned people. Same-sex love is also open abroad, so I have seen it before. He would not object to the fact that the two children could be together, but it was not easy for them to interfere with An Shixiao's feelings for Shen Mingyan. After all, there was Fang You in the middle. As one of the directors of Shen An Group, he naturally heard about it, but because An Shixiao likes it, he can't comment too much. Children and grandchildren have their own blessings.But now that something like this has happened, it's impossible not to annoy Fang You, after all, Shen Mingyan has always treated them as his own child.Hey, we can only let nature take its course and let the children decide for themselves.

Father An told the Shen family everything in the garden downstairs of the hospital, including knowing from An Sihe that Shen Mingyan liked An Shixiao.The Shen family was taken aback for a moment, they didn't expect that Fang You would betray An's family, and what they didn't expect was that Shen Mingyan would fall in love with An Shixiao. Did not notice.

At that time, Shen's mother shed tears and cried and said: "It's all my fault, I was too careless, let Yanyan suffer alone, and there is no one to talk to, I am not worthy to be his mother, my Yanyan, I child."

Shen Mingyu also cried to the point of crying. Both mother and daughter are gentle and remorseful for each other's carelessness. Despite the persuasion of the man around them, they are still emotional.

"Old Shen, we are the ones who are sorry for Yanyan, and we are the ones who show Xiao is not good." An's mother felt that she had no face to face the Shen family at all. If it wasn't for her son, perhaps Shen Mingyan would not have encountered such a thing.

"It was an accident, how could we blame Shi Xiao." Father Shen also had red eyes, they never blamed anyone in An's family from the beginning to the end, if they wanted to blame, they would blame the group of ruthless gangsters.Although the price paid was too great, they agreed with their son's behavior.

The two families talked for a long time downstairs, and finally decided not to tell An Shixiao.

Everyone is waiting, hoping, expecting, and praying day by day, but half a month, like cruel quicksand, drifts away with all life, leaving a void and dead silence.

There are a lot of things going on in the company, because without Shen Mingyan and An Shixiao, the progress of the case in the resort has been much slower. Considering the current situation, An Sihe had to find someone to take charge of the project, handle the affairs well, and leave It was already 9 o'clock in the evening at the company, An Sihe thought that only An Shixiao was with Shen Mingyan in the hospital tonight, so he bought some supper for An Shixiao to take.

But when An Sihe walked to the door of the ward and heard the people inside talking, his feet seemed to be too heavy to walk.

Darkness gives people all fear and depression.

Anshi Xiaoshou stood in front of Shen Mingyan's hospital bed, looking at the man who was as good as a kitten, he would not talk to him, nor would he smile at him, and he would not even give him the most annoying disregard up.An Shixiao just looked at Shen Mingyan's closed eyes, afraid that if he missed a second, he would miss the chance to wake up the person on the bed.

A few days ago, he was tidy and tidy, but now his hair is messy, his clothes are messy, and he doesn't even bother to shave when the stubble grows out.As the time for the doctor's announcement got closer, his heart became more and more flustered. He pretended to be extremely calm in front of everyone, and he didn't need anyone to comfort him or persuade him. It hurts, how scared.

What Fang You, what child, what responsibility, he can't take care of it anymore, he just wants to be with Shen Mingyan, he admits it, he loves Shen Mingyan, loves the unconscious person in front of him, he can't do it Regardless of Shen Mingyan being with others, it is impossible to watch Shen Mingyan fall in love with other people, it is really impossible.

He doesn't ask for anything now, he only asks God to wake up Shen Mingyan, he just wants the person he loves to stand in front of him properly, able to speak, move and laugh.

However, God seemed to be blindfolded, his ears were blocked, he couldn't see his embarrassment, he couldn't hear his pleas, half a month had passed, Shen Mingyan was still asleep, despair, overwhelming, heavy I can't find an outlet to vent my grief.

The whole person bent down and lowered his head to lean against Shen Mingyan's heart, which beat regularly, but it couldn't warm An Shixiao's extremely cold heart.

"Yanyan, don't sleep, get up quickly, don't you feel bored after lying down for so long?" Carefully avoiding the wound on Shen Mingyan's stomach with both hands, gently wrapping around his increasingly slender waist, talking to himself talking.

He took out Shen Mingyan's hand that was under the quilt, and pressed it tightly to his face, but then remembered the beard that he hadn't shaved for many days, and smiled lightly: "Ah, I'm sorry, does it feel prickly?"

"The sun is very strong outside today during the day, it should be very warm, you little slacker, you just know how to sleep, if you don't get up to bask in the sun, you will almost grow mushrooms, but the moonlight tonight is not bad, if you wake up , I can take you out to see the moonlight, how about it?" He took out the key chain from his body, found a nail clipper, carefully trimmed Shen Mingyan's nails neatly one by one, and gave Shen Mingyan's nails neatly one by one. He raised his hand in front of Shen Mingyan.

"Look, is it well cut?" However, holding those skinny hands, he waited in the air for a long time, but he couldn't get any answer. An Shixiao was not discouraged, and put Shen Mingyan's hand back under the quilt , and stared blankly at the pale face of the person on the bed.

"Yanyan, you've been sleeping for a long time, get up soon, I miss you, you know, can you get up and talk to me? I'm so sad when you look like this." Bury her face into Shen Mingyan's neck He wanted to absorb the original breath of Shen Mingyan, but he could only smell the strong smell of disinfectant.

"Are you angry at me? You hate me, right? I'm such a bastard, you must be angry at me, then get up and scold me, okay, or, you can hit me, I will definitely not fight back , Yanyan, get up and hit me." Then he took the man's hand out of the bed and slapped himself heavily on the face.

"Hit me, hit me hard." He slapped him hard a few times, but when An Shixiao let go of the hand of the person on the bed, it dropped powerlessly again.

"Get up, Shen Mingyan, get up!" As if he was angry, he pulled Shen Mingyan's arm that was not on an IV and wanted to pull him up from the bed, but the quilt was pulled to the ground, and the person on the bed still didn't respond , as An Shixiao let go, he lay back on the bed heavily.

An Shixiao repeated such actions like crazy, until he was tired, and carefully carried him back to the bed to lie down.Seeing that the gauze on Shen Mingyan's abdomen was a little unraveled by himself, he was so frightened that he hurriedly checked his wound, but luckily the wound did not open.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Yanyan, is it hurting? It's my fault, clumsy." Gently stroked Shen Mingyan's face, and finally printed a kiss on that bloodless mouth, which I have no memory of. The softness of that night and the coma for many days made the originally rosy lips dry and cracked.

"Will you get up, I will never lose my temper with you again, as long as you get better, I can do whatever you want, okay? Yan Yan, you must not know that I love you, huh, you must not know why I have treated you like this these years, because I am jealous. I have said to myself countless times, I must treat you well, but when I see you, I remember how close you are to Ji Yiran, and I can't help it. I am jealous of Ji. If we can be loved by you, we have been together since we were born, why can he get your love, we are the closest people, why, why don't you love me, why can't you love me, Shen Mingyan , tell me, why is it Ji Yiran and not me? I love you, I love you, do you know?" Tears finally fell uncontrollably in the dead of night, sliding down the cheeks one by one, It dripped onto Shen Mingyan's face, and then trickled down into the pillow.

"Yanyan, as long as you wake up, I will treat you well. As long as you wake up, even if you want to be with Ji Yiran, I will definitely not stop you. As long as it is the person you love, I will treat you well." Get along with him. Did you hear that? Yanyan..."

The sound of sobbing, unable to speak, he surrendered, as long as Shen Mingyan could stand in front of him, he would be content, can't he compromise?

"I beg you, wake up, I beg you."

She pulled Shen Mingyan's hand over and pressed it tightly to her heart.

"Do you feel it, it hurts so much, my heart really hurts, Shen Mingyan, how can you be so cruel and make me suffer so much, I beg you, Yanyan, open your eyes to see if I am okay, don't be like this Snooze, everyone is waiting for you, how can you make everyone sad for you. Yanyan, my Yanyan, as long as you wake up, I promise you whatever you want, woo woo...I beg you to wake up ah!"

"I know I shouldn't treat you like that. I know I'm wrong. I really know I'm wrong. Wake up, don't torture me like this, okay? Shen Mingyan, actually, I love you so much, I want to be with you forever, do you know?"

Big and big tears fell, he lost the vigor and brilliance of the past, now he is just a shell that lost his soul, just an empty frame that lost his heart, without Shen Mingyan, his life can be Continue, but it will never be complete again, without Shen Mingyan, he can still live, but he will never be happy again.If he is allowed to choose now, he would rather Shen Mingyan live well, even if he can't get him, watching him and others happy from a distance, seeing him happy, that's good, that's good too!

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