abandon love

On the way home, I was taken away by Yi Han.He dragged me into the car.

"What are you doing again, let me go."

"Do you remember what I said? If you are running, I will send the video of you and me having sex to your mother."

"Okay, you send it."

"You... Ah Ruo, don't run away, okay?"

"Then can you stop catching me? Why on earth did I meet you!"

He really made it impossible for me to escape this time. The net was pulled out, the door was changed, and the windows were blocked.

I don't know how long I've been here, but I just remember that he said a few days ago, "Ah Ruo, tomorrow is your birthday."

It turns out that I have been here for more than a year, and I know nothing about the outside world.

"A Ruo, do you still remember what you said to me last year? You said that you were given to me on your birthday. I didn't get it last year. Is it okay now?"

"Okay." I agreed to him because I always want to do what I said.

On the night of my birthday, I did the same, and he fell asleep after sex.

I thought in my mind, what I promised you has already been done, I owe nothing to anyone, and there should be an end.

I thought of a wonderful way in my mind, doesn't he love me?And what would it be like for him to watch his lover die, wait, he'll see.

This morning he asked me: "Ah Ruo, can you forgive me now, you gave me all of you."

"Then do you love me?"

"Love, of course I love Ah Ruo."

"Then what is your love for me?"

He can't answer this question, and I can't force him to answer it.

He said he was going out tonight.

"Then you take me, can you? I won't run away."

Of course I won't run away, because you won't be able to see me in the future.

"it is good."

He drank some wine with his group of cronies and chatted about some things.

On the way back, I asked him, "Can you take me to the beach?"

"Why go now?"

"I haven't seen it for a long time, I want to see it."

He drove the car to the beach.

The sea is still as clear as before, and the people are still us, but the relationship has deteriorated, and we can't go back.

"I want to go to the sea to have a look." After saying this, I quickened my pace and walked into the sea.

"Ah Ruo, what are you doing in the sea?" He was already some distance away from me.

I ignored him.

I went into the sea, the sea water was cold on my feet, and I started to walk deep into the sea.

He realized something was wrong, and called my name loudly: "A Ruo, come back, A Ruo, what are you doing?"

The seawater quickly submerged my head, and I felt that it was difficult for me to breathe. I felt that someone was attacking me, and I couldn't see who it was. Later, I didn't know what happened to me. Many people were talking in my ears.

I dreamed of my mother, and my mother said: "Ah Ruo, someone is calling you, you can go back, okay?"

"I don't want to, I want to stay with my mother."

"Ah Ruo, let's talk about it later, please go back."

But I don't want to go back, why did my mother drive me away?I don't understand my mother.

I didn't listen to my mother's words. I was stunned here for a while, and I felt someone calling me.

He was saying: "Ah Ruo, I'm sorry, it's all my fault, I didn't protect you well, please come back, Ah Ruo, I beg you, Ah Ruo, please come back."

I became conscious, slowly opened my eyes, and found that I was in the hospital. The first thought I woke up was, I am not dead, I am still alive.