smoke like fire

It's past eight o'clock.I called for a car and went to the house in the city.I also contacted a few people along the way.I entered the company the next day and had a meeting immediately.I came this time because there were some temporary problems, not serious, but it took time to deal with them.

I was going to change the ticket back, but after thinking about it, forget it.Or don't have to.Fortunately, things went smoothly and things were resolved within the scheduled time.I still go to the airport on Saturday morning.Because I arrived early and completed the formalities, I simply went to the VIP room to rest.

It was seven o'clock in the morning, and there were only a few people in the VIP room.Scatter around, read newspapers or rest.I took a look, and went to the bar. A row of screens was set up on the wall behind the bar. The news was being broadcast.I didn't pay attention to it, and I didn't seem to hear what it was saying.But when he saw a man sitting in front of the bar, his thoughts seemed to freeze for a moment, and his feet stopped.

Unexpectedly, I met Zhao Kuanyi here.I couldn't react for a while, but when I came back to my senses, I couldn't help but suspect that what I saw might be fake.Or noticed, he suddenly looked over.

He looked calm, as if not surprised.He looked away again.I still don't move.The waiter at the bar seemed to be surprised.I just walked over, but in a daze, I don't know which seat to sit in.Too close, but it is indeed unfamiliar, too far and it shows intention.

I went to sit down, two chairs away from Zhao Kuanyi.

The waiter came right away to ask what to drink.I'd like a glass of ciroc.Smiling at the convenience, "What a coincidence, you and that gentleman ordered the same one."

I paused and looked at Zhao Kuanyi.He just put down his glass.He should have heard it, but he didn't even look at me.I feel overwhelmed, or up and down.

After thinking about it, I said, "I haven't seen you for a while."

The waiter, who was bringing the wine, seemed to be watching us, but walked away quickly.Thinking that Zhao Kuanyi didn't want to answer, he made a sound.

He said lightly, "It was for a while."

I was taken aback for a moment, and then said, "I didn't expect to see you here."

Zhao Kuanyi didn't speak.

I paused and asked, "Are you planning to go back to Taiwan too?"

Zhao Kuanyi said: "I'm going to Shanghai."

I nodded slowly and stopped talking.Because suddenly I don't know how to talk to him.I feel a little powerless and helpless, but I clearly have a lot to say and ask.Because I thought again, what can I say?There is already such a estrangement between him and him.

I take a sip of wine.It was really bitter, but I still didn't want to keep silent like this, and was about to speak, when I suddenly saw that the TV in front of me changed the program, it was an interview.A white woman is chatting.Next to her face hung a line with her name, Juliette Binoche.The actress laughed and talked about her famous work, which movies she would act in after that, especially when she talked about Lovers in Xinqiao.She talked more about life in Paris.I am not unfamiliar with those places and those scenes.Until now it is vivid.So is the feeling.

I couldn't help but look at Zhao Kuanyi.He is also watching the show.Probably aware of my gaze, he seemed.He didn't speak, but he didn't feel that the silence was too painful.Suddenly, I found a feeling of closeness in my heart.

I asked him, "Have you always had a good life?"

As soon as the words came out, looking at Zhao Kuanyi's face, I thought he might ignore them, but I heard him say: "Ask such a question, as if we haven't seen each other in decades."

I hesitated to speak for a moment.Although it wasn't really a long time to reunite with him, it was still so close.Facing each other alone is like a dream.I have mixed feelings.In the past two years, for a period of time, I thought about a lot of things to tell him, and finally I can say them freely now.But there's always a good time and a bad time.Because the reality is that he is going to get married.

I only have one sentence: "I heard that you are getting married."

Zhao Kuanyi didn't answer.He lowered his eyes, as if thinking about something.He kept his hand on the wine glass, but he never picked it up to drink.I thought it was his default.At this moment, there seemed to be a net tightly bound in my heart.A lot of mental preparations I made first are useless now.

I said insincerely: "Miss He seems to be in good condition in all aspects. She is a good target."

Zhao Kuanyi raised his eyes and watched silently.

I also looked at him, couldn't bear it for a while, and blurted out: "I really didn't expect you to plan to get married."

Zhao Kuanyi still looked at me.There seemed to be emotions flowing in those eyes.After a long time, he said: "At this age, if you don't have any difficulties, you should get married."

I was speechless.Suddenly, I wanted to stop him, to tell my heart.But the hateful reason jumped out.

Of course he knew that speaking out would only increase his troubles.Or bother.I realized that this kind of pain is more painful than when we separated.It's a mess, as if the world has changed color.Always calm on the surface, of course.At least not so embarrassing.

I smiled bitterly and said, "You are right, I really want to say congratulations."

Zhao Kuanyi didn't say a word, as if he didn't hear.He finally picked up the glass of wine to drink, looked at me, and suddenly said: "Is this all you can say?"

I froze and looked at him.But he quickly turned his eyes away and didn't ask any more.He looks at the watch.His voice seemed to come from far away: "It's almost time to board the plane."

I only saw the platinum watch on his wrist.Because he was stunned, he didn't expect that he was still wearing that watch.It's also because I haven't paid special attention to it all the time.When we met later, we were always very distant and in a hurry, and it was impossible to have further contact.

Although the separation at the beginning was not a face-off, but in the end I was the first to let him down. He didn't want to see me, and he shouldn't take what I gave.

I felt confused for a moment, but more panicked.

Zhao Kuanyi had already stood up to leave.I couldn't help but panic and immediately called him to stop.He looks at me.I had a lot to say at this time, but I couldn't say a single word.

Zhao Kuanyi didn't urge me.

There are so many clues, I blurted out: "You, you haven't told me, have you been... well?"

Zhao Kuanyi's face was always calm.After a while, he said, "I always know what I want when."

I was stunned, he didn't care, turned around and left.

I'm still sitting in my seat.Seeing the wine in front of me, I drank it all in one gulp, the hot energy rushed straight to my forehead, and I was dizzy, my ears and cheeks were hot immediately, but my mind was extremely cold.

It seems that such a single meeting will never happen again in the future.Even if we meet next time, it will only be under the eyes of many people.What a coincidence today.But I can't seize the opportunity, and I can't express any affection.He may or may not listen now.He really wants to get married.

The relationship with him will be different in the future than it is now.It's a real difference.

But—I thought of what he said just now.I immediately stood up and hurried out.

Of course Zhao Kuanyi has gone far.I desperately went to grab a person and asked about the boarding gate of the flight to Shanghai. The person waved his hands repeatedly and walked away.After asking two or three more people, I finally knew that I was running in that direction, regardless of the attention I attracted along the way.

It was easy to get to the boarding gate, and some people were already going in.I didn't care to catch my breath, so I hurried over to see them one by one.Zhao Kuanyi was not among them.

The flight attendant came to ask, I explained to find someone.The other party was unwilling to help me with my inquiries and insisted on asking me to leave.I watched all the people on the scene pass in, feeling extremely hopeless in my heart.

Eventually even the flight attendants here walked away.

I stood in place for a long time, and finally I had no choice but to leave.Turning around, and not far away, I saw a person walking in this direction, it was Zhao Kuanyi.

I was stunned, and my steps stopped, and I just looked at him blankly, full of excitement, as if my whole body was about to tremble.Of course Zhao Kuanyi also saw me, and he seemed to be stunned.He approached me and stopped too.

He said, "Here you do—"

I went forward and hugged him.He stops his voice.I thought I was about to be pushed away.Even so, he would not let go, but he also hugged me.His breath and temperature, such a long absence.But I don't have to worry about anything anymore, I just feel that everything is not as important as him.

I choked up my voice and said, "I know I'm selfish!...but let me be selfish again, don't get married. I have a lot to tell you, not the ones just now, I want to say I love you, don't give up I."

Zhao Kuanyi didn't say anything, but he hugged me even tighter, as if he was stimulated.After a long time, he took a deep breath and said, "Cheng Jingcheng, this is the last time. If you let go again, I will never want you again."

I was stunned, but the emotion in my chest was extremely agitated.I hugged him tightly and stepped back, wanting to look at him carefully.I reached out and touched his face, very attached.

Zhao Kuanyi pulled my hand away and held it again.He came up and kissed my face.Whisper in my ear, "I want to tell you too, I love you."

I hug him again.Can't help but think of a certain day, in that rainy evening in a foreign country.There are more bits and pieces from the past, and when I finally think of it, I can feel sweet again.is pure joy.

I whispered to him, "Me too."

In the end, it won't be a dream.We know we are in love.

(End of the article)

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Thank you so much for those of you who have been following along.

Every post has encouraged me and given me a lot of opportunities to think, thank you very much.

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This is the best ending in my opinion.

Of course, they still have many problems to face, but I think, after all, it is a novel, and it is true that sometimes the problems can be solved after the love is determined.