smoke like fire
Chapter 70
The mother came back after the father was transferred to the general ward.
I didn't call until the third day after my father's surgery.At that time, she and her cousin went to Wells for an event.Hearing the news, she was silent for a moment.I do not persuade her to come back immediately.Anyway, my father's condition has stabilized, and there are still people taking care of him, so there is no need for my mother to work hard.
But I told her that I took over my father's business.
In the past, this has always been the most hopeful thing in my mother's heart.But at that time, she seemed to be stunned when she heard this, and it took her a while to answer, but she didn't seem to want to talk more about this topic, and she quickly talked about the day when she could return to Taiwan.After thinking about it, she still didn't come back until the activities there were over.
My mother got off the plane in the afternoon, went home to put her luggage first, and then took the car to the hospital.
I went over after the meeting and she had been in the ward for a while.But when she walked into the ward, she was the only one in the room, not even her father was seen on the entire bed, nor was the aunt who invited her to take care of her.
My mother is picking out fruit from a fruit basket and putting it into a plastic bag.The fruit basket was brought by a visiting person before, but my father couldn't eat these things at that time, so he just piled them up.The aunt probably dare not touch it, and it is impossible for Ms. Xu to take it back.
Seeing me come in, my mother said: "It's all broken. If you put it in the refrigerator first, it can be kept for a while."
I just asked, "Where did people go?"
Mother said: "Go to the rehabilitation department."
I nod.It is the doctor who said that the sooner the father starts rehabilitation, the better his physical function can be recovered.Because although my father is not yet able to sit up, it has started in the past two days; every time he is accompanied by a nurse, pushing the whole bed.
I never asked about my father's recovery status, nor did I go to see him.I even have to find time to go to the hospital.I only heard that the recovery must be very hard. Every time he would sweat profusely, as if he had gone through a long-distance marathon.
Ms. Xu still comes every day.I didn't see her at this time, probably because I knew that my mother was coming today.
I said: "I have to go back to the company, I will take you home to rest first, anyway, there are nurses here."
The mother didn't speak for a while, and then said: "I won't leave until your father comes back from rehabilitation."
I didn't say a word, but went to sit on the sofa, picked up the newspaper and read it.
Mother continued to dispose of the basket of fruit.After finishing it, I didn't sit idle, I still looked around and looked around, as if I wanted to inspect all the things in the cabinet on the table before I was reconciled.Even the two towels hanging on the hanger, she took them to the bathroom and washed them off.
Not long after, my father came back from his rehabilitation.The voices in the ward suddenly increased.So are people.In addition to nurses, there are also nurses who are responsible for pushing patients for examination.And Ms. Xu.It turned out that she was still here today.
I put down the newspaper and sat still.Mother immediately dropped what she was holding to help.Several people hurriedly put the hospital bed back in place, squeezed to see and move the pipeline on the father's body, and they were finally satisfied.
My father was lying on the bed with his eyes closed all the time, showing a tired look.The exposed skin was glistening with water, as if it had been sweated profusely just now.
At this time, my aunt went to take out a new set of patient clothes, probably to help my father change.
Mother seemed to want to take over, but walked away anyway.Ms. Xu also stood up and pulled up the blinds.For a while, the ward became quiet again, only the rustling of clothes being changed.
Neither the mother nor Ms. Xu sat down, facing the direction of the hospital bed.They stood a little closer, and they seemed to be very calm.It is clearly an opposition, but now they are able to look like nothing is wrong.Because of their father, the two women who hated each other, now want to act out a scene of peaceful coexistence because of their father.Women have always been calmer than men.But it seems that I am not cooperative.It seems that I am a spectator sitting here out of thin air, and all the people around here have nothing to do with me.
The curtain was suddenly pulled open.Auntie took out the pile of changed clothes.Ms. Xu wanted to move first, but she paused suddenly, smiled, looked at her mother friendly, and went to the bedside table to pick up the thermos bottle.
She said to herself, "If the water is gone, I'll fill it up."
After Ms. Xu walked out, the mother turned around and picked up her handbag from the sofa, saying, "I'm going back first."
I heard it and stood up.
My father was lying on the bed with the head of the bed raised so that he could sit up, but he looked sluggish with pillows stuffed under his armpits.He opened his eyes and looked at his mother, opened his mouth, and spoke with great difficulty: "Tomorrow, when will you come?"
Mother said: "Morning."
Father nodded slightly, turned his eyes to me, and moved his mouth slightly.
I pretended not to see, and said first: "I'll take Mom back."
Father seemed numb, and nodded slowly after a while.
"I won't be going to England for the time being." My mother said as she called the elevator up.
I don't answer.
The mother continued on her own: "After all, we are still husband and wife, so we can't leave your father alone, at least not at this time." After a pause, she continued: "When your father is discharged from the hospital, or when he feels better, I will find a lawyer to handle the divorce procedures." Do it."
I was taken aback and looked at my mother.
My mother didn't look at me, and said, "I didn't tell you. In fact, your father talked with me a few days before he fell ill, and he signed the divorce agreement first. I don't know why he changed his mind—but That's who he is, and his decisions are decisions."
I didn't know what to say, I was silent for a moment.
My mother just looked at me and suddenly asked, "Are you still in touch?"
I was taken aback, but suddenly I knew what she was asking.I am silent.
At this time, the elevator door opened, and there was no one in it.Mother went in first, and I followed.When the door was closed, she said again: "The news is so big, why didn't you tell me?"
I said in a low voice, "Anyway, it's nonsense, what do you say it does."
Mother was silent for a while, then said: "Is it really nonsense?"
I am silent.
The mother also said to herself: "You are just like your father, thinking that I don't understand anything."
I couldn't help but look at my mother.Her complexion was the same as before, calm and calm.She said: "Your grandfather used to say that nothing is groundless. When you were young, I heard about your father having another woman. I just pretended not to know." After a pause, she whispered: "Then it was I really can't hold it anymore."
She seemed to suddenly say: "During the Chinese New Year, the person talking to you on the phone is Kuan Yi—isn't it?" Seeing that I didn't speak and remained silent, she said: "I don't want to blame you—oh, anyway, in the future Either way, you have to figure it out for yourself."
I still only have silence.I didn't expect my mother to say such a thing, but her thoughts and emotions seemed to be frozen, unable to move, and she was also resisting.
Because that is so painful.
After that, the mother stopped talking.I sent her home and went to the company again.Did not return home until very late.Now I'm moving back to this house again.
Mother has rested.I packed it up, lay on the bed, tossed and turned.Pretty much every night was like this.
In fact, close your eyes and you can fall asleep by walking over.But I got up again, and lit a cigarette.It's all my mother's words.The father actually agreed to divorce the mother and even signed his name.Although he was the one who mentioned it first.As my mother said, his decision is the decision.
I think, if it was still decided by my father, I would definitely not be in this position now.I suddenly had a kind of pleasure that seemed to be revenge.But immediately felt that everything was ridiculous.
Because I didn't sleep well, the next day, I went out earlier than usual.
Halfway through the car, I suddenly wanted to go to the hospital.When I went to the ward, my aunt was not there, so I might go to buy breakfast.Father did wake up.Probably just woke up.
I sat down on the chair beside the bed.My father turned his head slightly, and when he saw me, his expression moved, as if he was very surprised.He opened his mouth and said with great effort, "You, so early."
I nodded and remained silent for a long time before I spoke: "Dad, I have been thinking that when you wake up after the operation, you must be surprised that I took over the company. You have already decided that the seat will be given to Xu Chengcheng in the future. I think you must be If you think I don’t ask you, why should you give it to me?”
Father looked at me helplessly.
I said: "It's not that I don't fight for it, it's because I don't want to. As I said, you never listened to it, when I was vomiting-what's the point of vomiting? In your eyes, my son is very ugly. Decent, but in my eyes, you are not much better as a father. I don't even bother to ask for your things."
My father took a few breaths and immediately blushed.He spoke vigorously: "I, you, nonsense, it's not you..."
I continued on my own: "In the end, I still got it."
Father frowned slightly, but there was no sound.
I said: "Originally I didn't want it, so of course I don't have to worry about it—I didn't do it for you." After a pause, I looked at him, "It's just me at this time, you are very unwilling."
Father was silent, but suddenly seemed to want to sit up.Because the waist and right leg were not strong enough, he tried several times without success, and as if angry, he patted the bed with the hand close to my side.
He kept looking at me like he was worried.I don't understand the emotion in those eyes.
But I understand my own emotions.I'd rather not notice.I couldn't help saying: "Actually, I am too, and I am so unwilling—"
I lowered my head, and my eyes were on my father's hand on the side of the bed.He has stopped patting on the bed now.There were blue shadows floating on that hand, looking hideous, crawling on the thin and thin skin.
I feel like my whole body is slowly drying up.
My father stayed in the hospital for a month in total.
My mother went to the hospital every day at that time.She went despite hiring a nurse.Ms. Xu, of course.The two seem to have a tacit understanding, one will pass in the morning, and the other will appear in the afternoon.Because there was some talk, but the talk was limited to his father's illness.
While still in the hospital, my father was able to sit up.As the recovery was good, he was finally discharged from the hospital after another brain examination. From then on, he only needs to return to the hospital for rehabilitation every day.
After he was discharged from the hospital, his father lived with Ms. Xu.But in order for his father to recuperate, he moved to a villa in Tamsui.The location is not remote, and it is very convenient to travel to and from the city, and you can get to the hospital very quickly.
However, when my father went to recover, Ms. Xu did not go, only the nurses I hired and my mother accompanied me.
I have always heard from my mother about my father's situation.I rarely visit.Because there are many things in the company, and the personnel affairs are more complicated than before, it takes up a lot of my mind, and there are inevitably some entertainments that cannot be pushed.It was almost early morning when I got home almost every day, and sometimes I didn’t even see my mother for a whole week.
It has to be said that Xu Chengcheng is not sloppy in his work and has means, and the several projects he is in charge of are progressing very quickly.There are some things that I don't need to mention, but he thought of them first.Getting along with him was surprisingly harmonious.But it's only for official business, I don't think it's necessary for other aspects.So should he.
After the company situation gradually stabilized, I went to New York again.Because the bad debts of overseas branches are still outstanding.This time I stayed here for more than half a year, and when I returned to Taiwan, the weather had turned cold.
My father was able to walk with a walker at this time.But I couldn't walk for a long time, and I was often out of breath, so I had to sit down and rest.Uncle Chen made fun of him when he went to see him.He didn't say anything at the time, but he seemed to care about it, and he practiced walking more and more every day.The therapist in the hospital always advised him not to be impatient.
One day, when my father went for a walk in the park again, his feet suddenly became weak and he almost fell to the ground. Fortunately, the nursing aunt supported him.At that time, everyone around panicked and sent my father to the hospital.After an examination, the doctor said that there was nothing wrong, but that he was exercising too much.He was hospitalized for three days for observation.
When I went to visit, I simply didn't know what to say.
My mother went with me.On the way back, she said to me in the car: "Your dad just loves to be brave. In fact, his physical strength has not recovered at all, and he has to go for a walk every morning and evening."
Stubborn like my father, I will perfunctory a few words, even though I let my mother persuade my father.I don't want to nag my father, it's too weird, and besides, he may not be able to listen to it.In front of Xu's mother and son, he didn't want to talk too much.As if how worried I was.
After this time, of course, my father followed the instructions obediently.My mother still accompanied me to the rehabilitation.Slowly, Ms. Xu will also be together.When my father could walk with a cane alone, my mother gradually stopped being with him.
Not long after, my father and mother got a lawyer and officially divorced.
After entering December, the weather in Taipei is really cold.There has always been no bleakness, and there is excitement everywhere.December has always been a month that is more suitable for red than January.
But I don't have much time to feel the atmosphere.Since taking over my father's company, the workload has increased greatly, and the entertainment is much more than before, and it is often not easy to shirk.Although the people I met were still familiar from before, the situation was different.
Inevitably, Zhao Kuanyi and I will run into each other.Because there are too many overlapping circles of friends.Unexpectedly, Fan Yuejiao was only seen on the occasions where she might see her from time to time.It is not uncommon for her to attend for him, she used to do so, but now whenever I appear, he does not appear.It was only slowly that I realized that I was so blunt that I couldn't feel anything.
When talking to Fan Yuejiao, it was easy to ask Zhao Kuanyi, but it was inexplicably difficult to ask Zhao Kuanyi in front of her.Because it might be strange.Maybe not, she is used to seeing the world.
One day, Director Zhang of Yongfu had a treat at Zheyuan.Zhao Kuanyi was also a guest of honor.He has always had a good relationship with Director Zhang, and he is talking about cooperation, so he probably won't come.I went there that day too and was nervous for no reason.But it was Fan Yuejiao who came.
When Fan Yuejiao came, she first apologized: "The chairman asked me to apologize to you, because the flight from Beijing was delayed and I couldn't make it back."
The director Zhang said with a smile: "Oh, I already know. I just talked to him on the phone. He was so polite and sent Fan Te to help you. His sincerity is too much. It doesn't matter. There is no way to delay the flight."
I was on the sidelines, not knowing what to feel.It turned out that he was still not there.
Throughout the night, Fan Yuejiao and I rarely met, and we only talked when we were waiting for the car to come by the door.I smiled and said, "Speaking of which, I often meet Sister Fan recently."
Fan Yuejiao smiled and said: "Yes, what a coincidence, I can always see Mr. Cheng—oh no, now I should call you Mr. Cheng."
I smiled and said, "You can call me anything, it's just a job title. Besides, with Sister Fan's qualifications, it's very acceptable to call me Xiao Cheng."
Fan Yuejiao smiled, and suddenly stood in the corner beside her, giving way to the people behind.I followed and stood over.He said some insignificant words again, and the car that picked her up drove over first.
Fan Yuejiao smiled and said, "I'm sorry, Mr. Cheng, then I'll be leaving first."
I nodded and said with a smile, "See you next time."
Fan Yuejiao took two steps and stopped suddenly.I don't know why, watching her turn around and walk again.She said: "After thinking about it, I have a few words that I really have to say. In fact, my coming here today is really very temporary."
I was taken aback, then smiled, "I heard it at that time, it was because your chairman's plane—"
Fan Yuejiao cut off my words: "This is not the main reason."
I watched her silent.
Fan Yuejiao seemed to be vague: "I could have caught up, but I knew who to invite... And you, temporarily dismissed the idea and asked me to come. It was the same every time before, and I was specially asked to replace it."
I was stunned for a while, forced a smile, and said, "Oh, I don't even know."
Fan Yuejiao was silent, and suddenly said: "I know it's not just a scandal."
I didn't speak, just looked at her.
Fan Yuejiao said: "I've been with you for so long, and I've sort of figured out my temper. It's the first time I've specifically clarified—and it's not just because of this. Before, many aspects were small things. Of course I wouldn't explain them to me in detail, but I can understand them. "Yin smiled, "At least I have lived to this age."
I can't laugh at all.But there was still a smile on his face.
Fan Yuejiao smiled again, nodded and said, "See you next time." Then she turned around and got in the car and left.
Come to my car.The new driver got out of the car in a hurry and came over to open the door for me.I sat in and the door slammed shut.I seem to have just woken up.But when he looked at the light and shadows flowing outside the window, he was still in a trance.
Fan Yuejiao's words filled her mind.I feel a little irritated.
However, it was too late.I just think so.
Qiu Yisen called the next day.Since I haven't seen you for a long time, I happen to have time, and because I was bothered by what happened yesterday, I agreed to go out in a few sentences.Qiu Yisen wanted to see an exhibition in an art museum, so he made an appointment there.
I drive myself.I haven't driven on the road for almost a while, and now there are drivers wherever I go.I wasn't used to it at first, but there was nothing I couldn't get used to.
I arrived quickly.Parked the car and went there, but Qiu Yisen was still there.It's windy and cold here, so I simply bought a ticket to enter the museum.
The last time I came here was last year.
I remember Wang Ziying.I haven't heard from her for a long time. When I went to Chen Liren's house a few days ago, his wife Lily.S talked about her girlfriends while coaxing the children.There is also news of Wang Ziying.There was nothing to be embarrassed about now, as she was about to get married.
I was looking at the introduction of the recent exhibitions in the museum, and while calling Qiu Yisen, I bumped into someone who was also on the phone.
"Oh, I'm really sorry—" the other party spoke in substandard Chinese, it was a woman.
I didn't look at her carefully, smiled a little, and raised my hand to express that it was okay.Just as he was about to walk away, he suddenly heard the other party call a familiar name in English.
"Cheng?"
I stopped, turned around in surprise, and was stunned again.Because I saw a smiling woman's face.It was exactly the same as the face in my memory, I never expected to see it in Taipei.
I said, "Nyla."
Nyla, the woman whose Chinese name is Feng Wenjun smiled again.She said in English easily: "My God, it's really you, I didn't expect to see you here."
I smiled and said, "I can't think of it either."
Feng Wenjun looked behind me and asked with a smile, "Are you coming with Kuan today?"
I paused, then smiled and said, "No."
Feng Wenjun seemed startled for a moment, as if he had sized me up, and then he smiled and said, "I thought so."
I changed the subject: "Why are you in Taipei?"
Feng Wenjun said: "Oh, I came back with my parents to visit relatives. I haven't been back for decades. Taipei has changed so much that I don't even recognize it."
I smile.I remembered that she had a child, but seeing her alone, I asked, "Why didn't you bring the child back with you?"
Feng Wenjun said with a smile: "How can I leave him, of course, because today I want to go shopping here, take some photos, and find an old friend. I won't take the child with me, and let my parents take care of it."
I smiled.
Feng Wenjun looked at me, smiled, and suddenly said: "At that time, I thought you would call me right away."
I paused and said, "Frankly, I don't know what you mean."
When we met to say goodbye, she handed me her phone number.I didn't know her intentions, and I didn't want to call her. The note with the number was also lost later.As I was thinking about this paragraph, the bits and pieces of my time in France came to my mind.I tried very hard not to think about that part.When I think about it, I don’t know whether to be happy or sad.
Feng Wenjun smiled at this moment, and said: "Actually, I didn't have a chance to talk to you about something at that time. I think I should tell you. But it must not be in front of Kuan."
I was silent and didn't hold back to ask: "Why?"
Feng Wenjun smiled and said: "You have known Kuan for a long time, you should know his past—those are really absurd, but young people, no one is absurd. Anyway, I can't see it, tell him, one day he wants to be serious, remember to put Bring it to me."
I stared at her blankly, speechless.
Feng Wenjun also looked at me, and said: "I was so surprised at that time, except that it was a man, the main reason was that I really didn't expect that it was you he brought."
I am still silent.
Feng Wenjun paused, and asked with a smile, "Hey, is something wrong between you?"
I forced a smile and said, "Nothing."
Feng Wenjun looked at me again, as if he remembered something, "By the way, the photo was taken at that time! It's still in my phone." He took out his phone to look for it, "I found it! I sent it to your phone, you What's your number?"
I did not stop.Because he seemed to have lost his response, he just took out his mobile phone numbly and reported the number.After Feng Wenjun entered, the phone issued a prompt sound.I didn't look at it.
I just said: "Thank you."
Probably felt that I was indifferent, Feng Wenjun looked at me and asked, "Don't you take a look?"
I said, "I'll go back and look." After a pause, I smiled and said, "Didn't you call? Are you looking for someone? Then I won't take up your time."
Feng Wenjun seemed unable to react, and looked at me without saying a word.
I didn't care about being polite, I said in a low voice, see you next time, turned around and hurried away.I didn't know the direction, so I walked around casually, found a door leading to the outside, and went out.
I hurriedly walked to the parking place, and as soon as I got in the car, my phone rang, and I took it out to check.It was Qiu Yisen, I just picked it up.
Qiu Yisen apologized over there, he just found out that he had made a mistake in the date of the exhibition, and it will only start next month.He said he was going to have a light meal, because he wanted to make up for my coming in vain, so he planned to treat him.
I actually really wanted to be alone for a while.I said: "I'm sorry, the meal will be ready another day, I suddenly have something to do."
Qiu Yisen then asked: "What's the matter? Is it important?"
Looking at the museum building not far away, I said, "It doesn't matter, it can be dealt with quickly—" After hesitating for a moment, I added, "I'll explain it to you next time."
Qiu Yisen said: "Alright then."
I hung up the call and started the car.But for a while I didn't know where to go.I don't want to go home, although that is the quietest place.Mother flew to England again last week.
I came to Dunhua South Road.
There was a parking space vacant on the side of the road, so I pulled over.Then he walked aimlessly.I walked into an alley lined with businesses.This area is very lively. Looking around, the road is full of young people in their teens and 20s, and they are full of youthful and invincible happiness.I look out of place here.
A couple of young men and women came up ahead.The girl suddenly seemed startled when she saw me.I'm just surprised that I didn't recognize her as my little cousin until the other party approached with her boyfriend.
The little cousin seemed very happy to meet me, very enthusiastic, and even asked me to have dinner together.They were going to a nearby French restaurant.
If it was normal, I would definitely not go, but I agreed without knowing what to think.
Turning the intersection, I immediately saw the restaurant with a blue canopy, and the warm brown lamp shadows in the glass facade.Once inside, there is a bar on one side and the kitchen at the end.There is a window in the kitchen, so you can see what's going on inside.The chef is a foreigner.
My little cousin said to me: "I heard that he is a real Frenchman. By the way, you have been to France, have you ever been to Brittany?"
I was silent, and said: "No."
The little cousin's boyfriend said at this time: "I know where it is!"
The little cousin ignored it and said to me: "Oh, because the dishes here are all from Brittany."
The waiter came over to ask for the order.Cider from Brittany is also recommended.There are two flavors of wine, sweet and non-sweet.The little cousin called for a bottle, of course it was sweet.Which girl doesn't like sweets.
The food came quickly.The little cousin ate in amazement, and her boyfriend was very cooperative.The two sang and sang together, but I remained calm, without excitement, and the food I ate seemed to have no taste at all.I feel that the talking and laughing around me are a bit harsh, which makes me want to smoke too much.
When it came time to eat a good dessert, I really didn't want to stay any longer, so I took the initiative to pay the bill.The little cousin was overjoyed.She put on a smile and said, "Thank you, cousin."
I paused before taking out my wallet.
When the little cousin saw it, she smiled and said, "Hey, your wallet is really nice."
I was slightly startled, and my heart suddenly seemed to be pulled by something.This wallet is of course the one that Zhao Kuanyi gave him before.I couldn't help but glanced at it, and then hurriedly handed the banknote to the waiting waiter.
The little cousin suddenly said, "Let me have a look!" and stretched out her hand.
I was caught off guard, and the entire wallet was taken away.Seeing her flipping it unceremoniously, I frowned, and said patiently: "There's nothing to look at, return it quickly."
The little cousin didn't agree, and said: "What is this? Oh, it's a credit card again—oh, it's an ID card, take a look—Huh?"
All I saw was that she took out her ID card, and immediately snatched back the wallet and ID card, saying, "Okay! Don't look at it."
The little cousin seemed to pause, and suddenly squatted down, as if picking up something.She picked up a small folded piece of paper.The boyfriend standing behind her leaned forward to watch.
"what is this?"
But the little cousin pushed her chin towards me and said, "Hey, it fell out of your wallet." She spread the note and looked at it, "Hey, what are you writing? This is...not English. "
I didn't hear what she said clearly, but I saw the shape of the piece of paper at a glance.The piece of paper was cut very irregularly.Or because it was torn.The paper material can't be said to be the real paper for writing.I paused, suddenly thought, and immediately snatched it back.
I stare blankly.
The lower edge of the paper has a truncated green line.I know what it actually is.It is a string of characters, which is the name of a restaurant in France.
This piece of paper must have been folded for a long time, the creases were deeply pressed, and some characters were blurred, but they were still readable.
It was written in French.
Quelqu'unvousaime.
Sivousaimezquelqu'un, vousluid?tesdemain: jet'aime.
Sic'estmoi, jeréponds: chéri, moiaussi, jet'aime.
Onsauracomme? aqu'ons'aime.
The opening sentence is not unfamiliar to me.Never forget.It is the beginning of Xinqiao's lover Riaris's confession to the heroine Michelle.
But now it's written a little differently here.
Here it says that someone loves you.If you love someone, tell him I love you tomorrow.If that so-and-so was me, I would reply dear, I love you too.And finally... that way, we know we love each other.
Of course I know whose handwriting it is.Of course I know.
The words I read gradually became blurred.I don't know why, but those words become more and more blurred.I felt like my heart was shaking non-stop.
I have always avoided thinking about those bits and pieces, and now I can't restrain them anymore, I can only let them strike and annihilate me.All sensations are gone, only pain.
Do you regret it?Of course I regret it.Regret all the time.But so what?
It's already too late.
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The words left in the article are adapted from the lines in Xinqiao Lovers. The original text is as follows:
Quelqu'un vousaime. Somebody loves you Sivousaimezquelqu'un, vousluid?tesdemain, "Lecielestblanc".If you love someone, say to him tomorrow "the sky is white"
Sic'estmoi, jeréponds, "Maisles nuages sont noirs" If that so-and-so were me, I would answer "but the clouds are black"
Onsauracomme? aqu'ons'aime. This way we know we are in love.
I didn't call until the third day after my father's surgery.At that time, she and her cousin went to Wells for an event.Hearing the news, she was silent for a moment.I do not persuade her to come back immediately.Anyway, my father's condition has stabilized, and there are still people taking care of him, so there is no need for my mother to work hard.
But I told her that I took over my father's business.
In the past, this has always been the most hopeful thing in my mother's heart.But at that time, she seemed to be stunned when she heard this, and it took her a while to answer, but she didn't seem to want to talk more about this topic, and she quickly talked about the day when she could return to Taiwan.After thinking about it, she still didn't come back until the activities there were over.
My mother got off the plane in the afternoon, went home to put her luggage first, and then took the car to the hospital.
I went over after the meeting and she had been in the ward for a while.But when she walked into the ward, she was the only one in the room, not even her father was seen on the entire bed, nor was the aunt who invited her to take care of her.
My mother is picking out fruit from a fruit basket and putting it into a plastic bag.The fruit basket was brought by a visiting person before, but my father couldn't eat these things at that time, so he just piled them up.The aunt probably dare not touch it, and it is impossible for Ms. Xu to take it back.
Seeing me come in, my mother said: "It's all broken. If you put it in the refrigerator first, it can be kept for a while."
I just asked, "Where did people go?"
Mother said: "Go to the rehabilitation department."
I nod.It is the doctor who said that the sooner the father starts rehabilitation, the better his physical function can be recovered.Because although my father is not yet able to sit up, it has started in the past two days; every time he is accompanied by a nurse, pushing the whole bed.
I never asked about my father's recovery status, nor did I go to see him.I even have to find time to go to the hospital.I only heard that the recovery must be very hard. Every time he would sweat profusely, as if he had gone through a long-distance marathon.
Ms. Xu still comes every day.I didn't see her at this time, probably because I knew that my mother was coming today.
I said: "I have to go back to the company, I will take you home to rest first, anyway, there are nurses here."
The mother didn't speak for a while, and then said: "I won't leave until your father comes back from rehabilitation."
I didn't say a word, but went to sit on the sofa, picked up the newspaper and read it.
Mother continued to dispose of the basket of fruit.After finishing it, I didn't sit idle, I still looked around and looked around, as if I wanted to inspect all the things in the cabinet on the table before I was reconciled.Even the two towels hanging on the hanger, she took them to the bathroom and washed them off.
Not long after, my father came back from his rehabilitation.The voices in the ward suddenly increased.So are people.In addition to nurses, there are also nurses who are responsible for pushing patients for examination.And Ms. Xu.It turned out that she was still here today.
I put down the newspaper and sat still.Mother immediately dropped what she was holding to help.Several people hurriedly put the hospital bed back in place, squeezed to see and move the pipeline on the father's body, and they were finally satisfied.
My father was lying on the bed with his eyes closed all the time, showing a tired look.The exposed skin was glistening with water, as if it had been sweated profusely just now.
At this time, my aunt went to take out a new set of patient clothes, probably to help my father change.
Mother seemed to want to take over, but walked away anyway.Ms. Xu also stood up and pulled up the blinds.For a while, the ward became quiet again, only the rustling of clothes being changed.
Neither the mother nor Ms. Xu sat down, facing the direction of the hospital bed.They stood a little closer, and they seemed to be very calm.It is clearly an opposition, but now they are able to look like nothing is wrong.Because of their father, the two women who hated each other, now want to act out a scene of peaceful coexistence because of their father.Women have always been calmer than men.But it seems that I am not cooperative.It seems that I am a spectator sitting here out of thin air, and all the people around here have nothing to do with me.
The curtain was suddenly pulled open.Auntie took out the pile of changed clothes.Ms. Xu wanted to move first, but she paused suddenly, smiled, looked at her mother friendly, and went to the bedside table to pick up the thermos bottle.
She said to herself, "If the water is gone, I'll fill it up."
After Ms. Xu walked out, the mother turned around and picked up her handbag from the sofa, saying, "I'm going back first."
I heard it and stood up.
My father was lying on the bed with the head of the bed raised so that he could sit up, but he looked sluggish with pillows stuffed under his armpits.He opened his eyes and looked at his mother, opened his mouth, and spoke with great difficulty: "Tomorrow, when will you come?"
Mother said: "Morning."
Father nodded slightly, turned his eyes to me, and moved his mouth slightly.
I pretended not to see, and said first: "I'll take Mom back."
Father seemed numb, and nodded slowly after a while.
"I won't be going to England for the time being." My mother said as she called the elevator up.
I don't answer.
The mother continued on her own: "After all, we are still husband and wife, so we can't leave your father alone, at least not at this time." After a pause, she continued: "When your father is discharged from the hospital, or when he feels better, I will find a lawyer to handle the divorce procedures." Do it."
I was taken aback and looked at my mother.
My mother didn't look at me, and said, "I didn't tell you. In fact, your father talked with me a few days before he fell ill, and he signed the divorce agreement first. I don't know why he changed his mind—but That's who he is, and his decisions are decisions."
I didn't know what to say, I was silent for a moment.
My mother just looked at me and suddenly asked, "Are you still in touch?"
I was taken aback, but suddenly I knew what she was asking.I am silent.
At this time, the elevator door opened, and there was no one in it.Mother went in first, and I followed.When the door was closed, she said again: "The news is so big, why didn't you tell me?"
I said in a low voice, "Anyway, it's nonsense, what do you say it does."
Mother was silent for a while, then said: "Is it really nonsense?"
I am silent.
The mother also said to herself: "You are just like your father, thinking that I don't understand anything."
I couldn't help but look at my mother.Her complexion was the same as before, calm and calm.She said: "Your grandfather used to say that nothing is groundless. When you were young, I heard about your father having another woman. I just pretended not to know." After a pause, she whispered: "Then it was I really can't hold it anymore."
She seemed to suddenly say: "During the Chinese New Year, the person talking to you on the phone is Kuan Yi—isn't it?" Seeing that I didn't speak and remained silent, she said: "I don't want to blame you—oh, anyway, in the future Either way, you have to figure it out for yourself."
I still only have silence.I didn't expect my mother to say such a thing, but her thoughts and emotions seemed to be frozen, unable to move, and she was also resisting.
Because that is so painful.
After that, the mother stopped talking.I sent her home and went to the company again.Did not return home until very late.Now I'm moving back to this house again.
Mother has rested.I packed it up, lay on the bed, tossed and turned.Pretty much every night was like this.
In fact, close your eyes and you can fall asleep by walking over.But I got up again, and lit a cigarette.It's all my mother's words.The father actually agreed to divorce the mother and even signed his name.Although he was the one who mentioned it first.As my mother said, his decision is the decision.
I think, if it was still decided by my father, I would definitely not be in this position now.I suddenly had a kind of pleasure that seemed to be revenge.But immediately felt that everything was ridiculous.
Because I didn't sleep well, the next day, I went out earlier than usual.
Halfway through the car, I suddenly wanted to go to the hospital.When I went to the ward, my aunt was not there, so I might go to buy breakfast.Father did wake up.Probably just woke up.
I sat down on the chair beside the bed.My father turned his head slightly, and when he saw me, his expression moved, as if he was very surprised.He opened his mouth and said with great effort, "You, so early."
I nodded and remained silent for a long time before I spoke: "Dad, I have been thinking that when you wake up after the operation, you must be surprised that I took over the company. You have already decided that the seat will be given to Xu Chengcheng in the future. I think you must be If you think I don’t ask you, why should you give it to me?”
Father looked at me helplessly.
I said: "It's not that I don't fight for it, it's because I don't want to. As I said, you never listened to it, when I was vomiting-what's the point of vomiting? In your eyes, my son is very ugly. Decent, but in my eyes, you are not much better as a father. I don't even bother to ask for your things."
My father took a few breaths and immediately blushed.He spoke vigorously: "I, you, nonsense, it's not you..."
I continued on my own: "In the end, I still got it."
Father frowned slightly, but there was no sound.
I said: "Originally I didn't want it, so of course I don't have to worry about it—I didn't do it for you." After a pause, I looked at him, "It's just me at this time, you are very unwilling."
Father was silent, but suddenly seemed to want to sit up.Because the waist and right leg were not strong enough, he tried several times without success, and as if angry, he patted the bed with the hand close to my side.
He kept looking at me like he was worried.I don't understand the emotion in those eyes.
But I understand my own emotions.I'd rather not notice.I couldn't help saying: "Actually, I am too, and I am so unwilling—"
I lowered my head, and my eyes were on my father's hand on the side of the bed.He has stopped patting on the bed now.There were blue shadows floating on that hand, looking hideous, crawling on the thin and thin skin.
I feel like my whole body is slowly drying up.
My father stayed in the hospital for a month in total.
My mother went to the hospital every day at that time.She went despite hiring a nurse.Ms. Xu, of course.The two seem to have a tacit understanding, one will pass in the morning, and the other will appear in the afternoon.Because there was some talk, but the talk was limited to his father's illness.
While still in the hospital, my father was able to sit up.As the recovery was good, he was finally discharged from the hospital after another brain examination. From then on, he only needs to return to the hospital for rehabilitation every day.
After he was discharged from the hospital, his father lived with Ms. Xu.But in order for his father to recuperate, he moved to a villa in Tamsui.The location is not remote, and it is very convenient to travel to and from the city, and you can get to the hospital very quickly.
However, when my father went to recover, Ms. Xu did not go, only the nurses I hired and my mother accompanied me.
I have always heard from my mother about my father's situation.I rarely visit.Because there are many things in the company, and the personnel affairs are more complicated than before, it takes up a lot of my mind, and there are inevitably some entertainments that cannot be pushed.It was almost early morning when I got home almost every day, and sometimes I didn’t even see my mother for a whole week.
It has to be said that Xu Chengcheng is not sloppy in his work and has means, and the several projects he is in charge of are progressing very quickly.There are some things that I don't need to mention, but he thought of them first.Getting along with him was surprisingly harmonious.But it's only for official business, I don't think it's necessary for other aspects.So should he.
After the company situation gradually stabilized, I went to New York again.Because the bad debts of overseas branches are still outstanding.This time I stayed here for more than half a year, and when I returned to Taiwan, the weather had turned cold.
My father was able to walk with a walker at this time.But I couldn't walk for a long time, and I was often out of breath, so I had to sit down and rest.Uncle Chen made fun of him when he went to see him.He didn't say anything at the time, but he seemed to care about it, and he practiced walking more and more every day.The therapist in the hospital always advised him not to be impatient.
One day, when my father went for a walk in the park again, his feet suddenly became weak and he almost fell to the ground. Fortunately, the nursing aunt supported him.At that time, everyone around panicked and sent my father to the hospital.After an examination, the doctor said that there was nothing wrong, but that he was exercising too much.He was hospitalized for three days for observation.
When I went to visit, I simply didn't know what to say.
My mother went with me.On the way back, she said to me in the car: "Your dad just loves to be brave. In fact, his physical strength has not recovered at all, and he has to go for a walk every morning and evening."
Stubborn like my father, I will perfunctory a few words, even though I let my mother persuade my father.I don't want to nag my father, it's too weird, and besides, he may not be able to listen to it.In front of Xu's mother and son, he didn't want to talk too much.As if how worried I was.
After this time, of course, my father followed the instructions obediently.My mother still accompanied me to the rehabilitation.Slowly, Ms. Xu will also be together.When my father could walk with a cane alone, my mother gradually stopped being with him.
Not long after, my father and mother got a lawyer and officially divorced.
After entering December, the weather in Taipei is really cold.There has always been no bleakness, and there is excitement everywhere.December has always been a month that is more suitable for red than January.
But I don't have much time to feel the atmosphere.Since taking over my father's company, the workload has increased greatly, and the entertainment is much more than before, and it is often not easy to shirk.Although the people I met were still familiar from before, the situation was different.
Inevitably, Zhao Kuanyi and I will run into each other.Because there are too many overlapping circles of friends.Unexpectedly, Fan Yuejiao was only seen on the occasions where she might see her from time to time.It is not uncommon for her to attend for him, she used to do so, but now whenever I appear, he does not appear.It was only slowly that I realized that I was so blunt that I couldn't feel anything.
When talking to Fan Yuejiao, it was easy to ask Zhao Kuanyi, but it was inexplicably difficult to ask Zhao Kuanyi in front of her.Because it might be strange.Maybe not, she is used to seeing the world.
One day, Director Zhang of Yongfu had a treat at Zheyuan.Zhao Kuanyi was also a guest of honor.He has always had a good relationship with Director Zhang, and he is talking about cooperation, so he probably won't come.I went there that day too and was nervous for no reason.But it was Fan Yuejiao who came.
When Fan Yuejiao came, she first apologized: "The chairman asked me to apologize to you, because the flight from Beijing was delayed and I couldn't make it back."
The director Zhang said with a smile: "Oh, I already know. I just talked to him on the phone. He was so polite and sent Fan Te to help you. His sincerity is too much. It doesn't matter. There is no way to delay the flight."
I was on the sidelines, not knowing what to feel.It turned out that he was still not there.
Throughout the night, Fan Yuejiao and I rarely met, and we only talked when we were waiting for the car to come by the door.I smiled and said, "Speaking of which, I often meet Sister Fan recently."
Fan Yuejiao smiled and said: "Yes, what a coincidence, I can always see Mr. Cheng—oh no, now I should call you Mr. Cheng."
I smiled and said, "You can call me anything, it's just a job title. Besides, with Sister Fan's qualifications, it's very acceptable to call me Xiao Cheng."
Fan Yuejiao smiled, and suddenly stood in the corner beside her, giving way to the people behind.I followed and stood over.He said some insignificant words again, and the car that picked her up drove over first.
Fan Yuejiao smiled and said, "I'm sorry, Mr. Cheng, then I'll be leaving first."
I nodded and said with a smile, "See you next time."
Fan Yuejiao took two steps and stopped suddenly.I don't know why, watching her turn around and walk again.She said: "After thinking about it, I have a few words that I really have to say. In fact, my coming here today is really very temporary."
I was taken aback, then smiled, "I heard it at that time, it was because your chairman's plane—"
Fan Yuejiao cut off my words: "This is not the main reason."
I watched her silent.
Fan Yuejiao seemed to be vague: "I could have caught up, but I knew who to invite... And you, temporarily dismissed the idea and asked me to come. It was the same every time before, and I was specially asked to replace it."
I was stunned for a while, forced a smile, and said, "Oh, I don't even know."
Fan Yuejiao was silent, and suddenly said: "I know it's not just a scandal."
I didn't speak, just looked at her.
Fan Yuejiao said: "I've been with you for so long, and I've sort of figured out my temper. It's the first time I've specifically clarified—and it's not just because of this. Before, many aspects were small things. Of course I wouldn't explain them to me in detail, but I can understand them. "Yin smiled, "At least I have lived to this age."
I can't laugh at all.But there was still a smile on his face.
Fan Yuejiao smiled again, nodded and said, "See you next time." Then she turned around and got in the car and left.
Come to my car.The new driver got out of the car in a hurry and came over to open the door for me.I sat in and the door slammed shut.I seem to have just woken up.But when he looked at the light and shadows flowing outside the window, he was still in a trance.
Fan Yuejiao's words filled her mind.I feel a little irritated.
However, it was too late.I just think so.
Qiu Yisen called the next day.Since I haven't seen you for a long time, I happen to have time, and because I was bothered by what happened yesterday, I agreed to go out in a few sentences.Qiu Yisen wanted to see an exhibition in an art museum, so he made an appointment there.
I drive myself.I haven't driven on the road for almost a while, and now there are drivers wherever I go.I wasn't used to it at first, but there was nothing I couldn't get used to.
I arrived quickly.Parked the car and went there, but Qiu Yisen was still there.It's windy and cold here, so I simply bought a ticket to enter the museum.
The last time I came here was last year.
I remember Wang Ziying.I haven't heard from her for a long time. When I went to Chen Liren's house a few days ago, his wife Lily.S talked about her girlfriends while coaxing the children.There is also news of Wang Ziying.There was nothing to be embarrassed about now, as she was about to get married.
I was looking at the introduction of the recent exhibitions in the museum, and while calling Qiu Yisen, I bumped into someone who was also on the phone.
"Oh, I'm really sorry—" the other party spoke in substandard Chinese, it was a woman.
I didn't look at her carefully, smiled a little, and raised my hand to express that it was okay.Just as he was about to walk away, he suddenly heard the other party call a familiar name in English.
"Cheng?"
I stopped, turned around in surprise, and was stunned again.Because I saw a smiling woman's face.It was exactly the same as the face in my memory, I never expected to see it in Taipei.
I said, "Nyla."
Nyla, the woman whose Chinese name is Feng Wenjun smiled again.She said in English easily: "My God, it's really you, I didn't expect to see you here."
I smiled and said, "I can't think of it either."
Feng Wenjun looked behind me and asked with a smile, "Are you coming with Kuan today?"
I paused, then smiled and said, "No."
Feng Wenjun seemed startled for a moment, as if he had sized me up, and then he smiled and said, "I thought so."
I changed the subject: "Why are you in Taipei?"
Feng Wenjun said: "Oh, I came back with my parents to visit relatives. I haven't been back for decades. Taipei has changed so much that I don't even recognize it."
I smile.I remembered that she had a child, but seeing her alone, I asked, "Why didn't you bring the child back with you?"
Feng Wenjun said with a smile: "How can I leave him, of course, because today I want to go shopping here, take some photos, and find an old friend. I won't take the child with me, and let my parents take care of it."
I smiled.
Feng Wenjun looked at me, smiled, and suddenly said: "At that time, I thought you would call me right away."
I paused and said, "Frankly, I don't know what you mean."
When we met to say goodbye, she handed me her phone number.I didn't know her intentions, and I didn't want to call her. The note with the number was also lost later.As I was thinking about this paragraph, the bits and pieces of my time in France came to my mind.I tried very hard not to think about that part.When I think about it, I don’t know whether to be happy or sad.
Feng Wenjun smiled at this moment, and said: "Actually, I didn't have a chance to talk to you about something at that time. I think I should tell you. But it must not be in front of Kuan."
I was silent and didn't hold back to ask: "Why?"
Feng Wenjun smiled and said: "You have known Kuan for a long time, you should know his past—those are really absurd, but young people, no one is absurd. Anyway, I can't see it, tell him, one day he wants to be serious, remember to put Bring it to me."
I stared at her blankly, speechless.
Feng Wenjun also looked at me, and said: "I was so surprised at that time, except that it was a man, the main reason was that I really didn't expect that it was you he brought."
I am still silent.
Feng Wenjun paused, and asked with a smile, "Hey, is something wrong between you?"
I forced a smile and said, "Nothing."
Feng Wenjun looked at me again, as if he remembered something, "By the way, the photo was taken at that time! It's still in my phone." He took out his phone to look for it, "I found it! I sent it to your phone, you What's your number?"
I did not stop.Because he seemed to have lost his response, he just took out his mobile phone numbly and reported the number.After Feng Wenjun entered, the phone issued a prompt sound.I didn't look at it.
I just said: "Thank you."
Probably felt that I was indifferent, Feng Wenjun looked at me and asked, "Don't you take a look?"
I said, "I'll go back and look." After a pause, I smiled and said, "Didn't you call? Are you looking for someone? Then I won't take up your time."
Feng Wenjun seemed unable to react, and looked at me without saying a word.
I didn't care about being polite, I said in a low voice, see you next time, turned around and hurried away.I didn't know the direction, so I walked around casually, found a door leading to the outside, and went out.
I hurriedly walked to the parking place, and as soon as I got in the car, my phone rang, and I took it out to check.It was Qiu Yisen, I just picked it up.
Qiu Yisen apologized over there, he just found out that he had made a mistake in the date of the exhibition, and it will only start next month.He said he was going to have a light meal, because he wanted to make up for my coming in vain, so he planned to treat him.
I actually really wanted to be alone for a while.I said: "I'm sorry, the meal will be ready another day, I suddenly have something to do."
Qiu Yisen then asked: "What's the matter? Is it important?"
Looking at the museum building not far away, I said, "It doesn't matter, it can be dealt with quickly—" After hesitating for a moment, I added, "I'll explain it to you next time."
Qiu Yisen said: "Alright then."
I hung up the call and started the car.But for a while I didn't know where to go.I don't want to go home, although that is the quietest place.Mother flew to England again last week.
I came to Dunhua South Road.
There was a parking space vacant on the side of the road, so I pulled over.Then he walked aimlessly.I walked into an alley lined with businesses.This area is very lively. Looking around, the road is full of young people in their teens and 20s, and they are full of youthful and invincible happiness.I look out of place here.
A couple of young men and women came up ahead.The girl suddenly seemed startled when she saw me.I'm just surprised that I didn't recognize her as my little cousin until the other party approached with her boyfriend.
The little cousin seemed very happy to meet me, very enthusiastic, and even asked me to have dinner together.They were going to a nearby French restaurant.
If it was normal, I would definitely not go, but I agreed without knowing what to think.
Turning the intersection, I immediately saw the restaurant with a blue canopy, and the warm brown lamp shadows in the glass facade.Once inside, there is a bar on one side and the kitchen at the end.There is a window in the kitchen, so you can see what's going on inside.The chef is a foreigner.
My little cousin said to me: "I heard that he is a real Frenchman. By the way, you have been to France, have you ever been to Brittany?"
I was silent, and said: "No."
The little cousin's boyfriend said at this time: "I know where it is!"
The little cousin ignored it and said to me: "Oh, because the dishes here are all from Brittany."
The waiter came over to ask for the order.Cider from Brittany is also recommended.There are two flavors of wine, sweet and non-sweet.The little cousin called for a bottle, of course it was sweet.Which girl doesn't like sweets.
The food came quickly.The little cousin ate in amazement, and her boyfriend was very cooperative.The two sang and sang together, but I remained calm, without excitement, and the food I ate seemed to have no taste at all.I feel that the talking and laughing around me are a bit harsh, which makes me want to smoke too much.
When it came time to eat a good dessert, I really didn't want to stay any longer, so I took the initiative to pay the bill.The little cousin was overjoyed.She put on a smile and said, "Thank you, cousin."
I paused before taking out my wallet.
When the little cousin saw it, she smiled and said, "Hey, your wallet is really nice."
I was slightly startled, and my heart suddenly seemed to be pulled by something.This wallet is of course the one that Zhao Kuanyi gave him before.I couldn't help but glanced at it, and then hurriedly handed the banknote to the waiting waiter.
The little cousin suddenly said, "Let me have a look!" and stretched out her hand.
I was caught off guard, and the entire wallet was taken away.Seeing her flipping it unceremoniously, I frowned, and said patiently: "There's nothing to look at, return it quickly."
The little cousin didn't agree, and said: "What is this? Oh, it's a credit card again—oh, it's an ID card, take a look—Huh?"
All I saw was that she took out her ID card, and immediately snatched back the wallet and ID card, saying, "Okay! Don't look at it."
The little cousin seemed to pause, and suddenly squatted down, as if picking up something.She picked up a small folded piece of paper.The boyfriend standing behind her leaned forward to watch.
"what is this?"
But the little cousin pushed her chin towards me and said, "Hey, it fell out of your wallet." She spread the note and looked at it, "Hey, what are you writing? This is...not English. "
I didn't hear what she said clearly, but I saw the shape of the piece of paper at a glance.The piece of paper was cut very irregularly.Or because it was torn.The paper material can't be said to be the real paper for writing.I paused, suddenly thought, and immediately snatched it back.
I stare blankly.
The lower edge of the paper has a truncated green line.I know what it actually is.It is a string of characters, which is the name of a restaurant in France.
This piece of paper must have been folded for a long time, the creases were deeply pressed, and some characters were blurred, but they were still readable.
It was written in French.
Quelqu'unvousaime.
Sivousaimezquelqu'un, vousluid?tesdemain: jet'aime.
Sic'estmoi, jeréponds: chéri, moiaussi, jet'aime.
Onsauracomme? aqu'ons'aime.
The opening sentence is not unfamiliar to me.Never forget.It is the beginning of Xinqiao's lover Riaris's confession to the heroine Michelle.
But now it's written a little differently here.
Here it says that someone loves you.If you love someone, tell him I love you tomorrow.If that so-and-so was me, I would reply dear, I love you too.And finally... that way, we know we love each other.
Of course I know whose handwriting it is.Of course I know.
The words I read gradually became blurred.I don't know why, but those words become more and more blurred.I felt like my heart was shaking non-stop.
I have always avoided thinking about those bits and pieces, and now I can't restrain them anymore, I can only let them strike and annihilate me.All sensations are gone, only pain.
Do you regret it?Of course I regret it.Regret all the time.But so what?
It's already too late.
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The words left in the article are adapted from the lines in Xinqiao Lovers. The original text is as follows:
Quelqu'un vousaime. Somebody loves you Sivousaimezquelqu'un, vousluid?tesdemain, "Lecielestblanc".If you love someone, say to him tomorrow "the sky is white"
Sic'estmoi, jeréponds, "Maisles nuages sont noirs" If that so-and-so were me, I would answer "but the clouds are black"
Onsauracomme? aqu'ons'aime. This way we know we are in love.
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