smoke like fire

Due to the dispute, the matter of meeting Ye Wenli was exposed.I don't even want to think about it.When I entered the company the next day and met him, of course I did not forget it, I just pretended that nothing had happened.

It was Ye Wenli who mentioned it himself.Walking in the aisle, he smiled and asked, "Did I say anything wrong yesterday?"

I couldn't figure it out, so I smiled and asked him, "Why? What can I say wrong just to say hello?"

Ye Wenli smiled, as if sighing: "I thought he would at least change his face a bit when he said that. It seems that he is not jealous, is he? There is no meaning at all."

I paused, and was instantly shocked.I gathered myself together before looking at him, I smiled and pretended to be confused: "Why don't I understand what you are saying."

From Ye Wenli's point of view, he was also laughing.His expression was a bit hateful, as if he was laughing that there is no silver 300 taels here.I felt embarrassed and couldn't refute.It’s not right to say anything, and it’s even more impossible to ask him how he guessed it.

In fact, it would be good to just perfunctory, but I couldn't do it at all.

Ye Wenli didn't say anything.So they all walked in silence and went back to the office respectively.Afterwards, he never mentioned such a topic to me again.

One day, I found Qiu Yisen and went to a familiar tea house to buy tea together as a gift, because I heard that Zhao Lao can be regarded as a tea lover.I am also old, so it is appropriate to give tea.

That tea house is in Jinshan.It was a very cold day, and there was a stove in the shop. As soon as Qiu Yisen entered, he sat down on a chair in front of it, and didn't move it away at all, leaving me to deal with it alone.The boss took out the best tea and brewed it for us to try, while introducing it.He can drink with gusto.

While the boss was picking up things from the back, Qiu Yisen teased me a few words.I didn't refute him, I just laughed.But I feel helpless, I know it clearly in my heart.

Qiu Yisen didn't ask too many questions.He has been enjoying the happiness of being pursued very much recently, and he can't see anything else.He showed me the photo of the other party, and he was a young man again.It was the type he had always liked, tall and tall, with very short hair and a sun-tanned complexion.

The words he swore to say last time are still faintly in my ears.I didn't tease him, I just listened to it.Because in the face of love, principles or positions have always been useless.

Soon another weekend night came, and I was ready to go to the banquet with Zhao Kuanyi.Due to the delay in his company's work, I drove home first and waited for him to pick me up before going there.

The banquet takes the form of a cocktail party and is held on the eighth floor of Mandarin Oriental.Mr. Zhao has always been well-known in the industry, and has a good relationship with the military and political circles, so all the guests he invites have backgrounds.

This birthday party was mainly planned by Mr. Zhao's nephews and daughters.Although he resigned from Liantian five years ago, his power is still there; if he doesn't talk about succession, no one below will dare to stand up.They are all waiting and watching, everyone is more attentive, especially the members of the Zhao family, there is no shortage of greetings, waiting in line almost every day to pay their respects.

But if you do everything, I'm afraid it won't be worth one variable.

When we arrived, the venue was already very busy.The hostess was a cousin of Zhao Kuanyi, whom I had met before, and he was also a director of Liantian.

The other party greeted me with a smile and hurriedly shook hands with me.Zhao Kuanyi greeted him.He nodded, invited us inside, and walked away without saying much.

Zhao Kuanyi didn't seem to care, and just led me to congratulate his grandfather.The two elders were sitting in front of a specially arranged table, receiving compliments.Most of them are from the Zhao family.

Ms. Zhao was also waiting on the side. She probably saw Zhao Kuanyi and me, and nodded to the elders.The old lady looked first and beckoned him to come and talk.

Zhao Kuanyi and I passed by.The old lady asked him to sit down, and he obeyed.It was only then that I noticed that there was a girl sitting on the other side of the table, it was He Baoling whom I met that day.

I can't talk about emotions for a while.It is not easy to sit down, but also to stand.I greeted the two elders first, and gave the gift to the birthday star.

Mr. Zhao looked at it, praised it a few times, and coughed again: "Actually, it's fine if you want to come and play, what are you spending money on?"

I said: "This is as it should be."

The old lady smiled and said: "Xiao Cheng is the most pleasing gift. At this age, we don't pursue anything, only a little hobby in food - food is the most practical. It's like gold and silver Take a look at the jewelry, and you will forget where you put it later!"

The people around were still smiling, but their eyes were different.I was still calm, just smiled and said: "It's nothing good, you don't dislike it."

Old Zhao said: "She ate up the box of chocolate truffles you sent last time, and she forgot to be afraid of getting fat."

I was taken aback, only smiling.The gift last time was given by Zhao Kuanyi, and I never asked about it afterwards.It turned out to be chocolate.

The two elders chatted and laughed a few more words, and others responded.I also laughed along, vaguely feeling Ms. Zhao's gaze, pretending not to see it.

Then it was Zhao Kuanyi who spoke.

As soon as he spoke, the two elders didn't pay much attention to others, especially the old lady.Several people chatted about some household matters.The old lady held the arm of He Baoling who was sitting next door, as if being affectionate.

He Baoling called her mother-in-law.Ms. Zhao said: "I treat Chana like a daughter. It's okay for her to call her mother and grandma."

Some people booed and simply put it away as a granddaughter.The old lady smiled and said to Mr. Zhao: "Oh, so you can't call grandma anymore, it's time to call grandma—how should I calculate it?"

Everyone seems to understand, all laughing.

He Baoling seemed embarrassed, her face was red.I don't want to see Zhao Kuanyi's air.It happened that someone else came forward to congratulate Mr. Zhao, so I took a step back and walked away.

Due to the grand event, people from all walks of life came in droves, and karmic creditors inevitably gathered together.It's all about Mr. Zhao's face, and it seems that you don't care about it today. It's like standing on two opposing sides in the political circle, a wife and a lady who don't like each other, and leaders of various companies whose interests are not linked.Between cups and bushes, they all smiled, as if seeing each other as cute and amiable.

Father also came.

I didn't know he would come beforehand, but I couldn't have guessed it.There is no need to guess who he brought with him.Ms. Xu has always walked frequently with the Zhao family, so she must attend.Nothing, not the first time.Anyway, here are all good players who pretend to be foolish.Moreover, Ms. Xu and her father have been semi-publicly on various occasions.In some boutique exhibitions, some masters of ceremonies even called her Mrs. Cheng.

At that time, I was standing in a circle of people talking, and when I saw it, I was in a bad mood for a while.It can be seen that my father accompanied Ms. Xu around, and suddenly felt bored.I made some perfunctory excuses, and walked away to the hanging garden.

Of course, there were many people chatting and laughing, drinking and puffing.I also lit a cigarette.

Suddenly, he was hit on the shoulder by several people.I don't care.Those people stopped walking backwards, reeking of alcohol.One of them stopped me, and the villain sued first.

"Hey! Hit someone."

When I saw it, I recognized it.

This is Zhao Sijun, a junior in the Zhao family, who has had business dealings with me.He always speaks as if holding a gun with a stick, laughs weirdly, and never talks to me speculatively.

I opened my mouth: "Oh."

Zhao Sijun raised his eyebrows, grabbed me, and put his face together: "Huh? It's you——"

The hand stretched across my shoulder.The cigarette in my hand fell to the ground.

He said to the friend next to him: "Hey, this is Cheng Jingcheng, you all know that, right? He - he is really amazing! He has a father who is the chairman of the board, and he works outside - well done - I Dad always speaks like this." He smiled at me, with a strange tone, "It's my honor to use you to inspire me, isn't it?"

I shook off his hand impatiently: "Go away!"

He didn't stop, but smiled and held me back, "Hey! Your chairman's father is here too, did you go to ask your father? Who is that woman? It's not your mother—— "

I pushed him away.He almost fell down, but fortunately the person next to him helped him.He froze for a while, then laughed a few times, then came up to me and pushed me, cursing.

I'm not someone who won't fight back after beating and scolding, and besides, I'm annoyed and don't hold back too much.He was even more annoyed and rushed forward.Seeing that there was going to be a big fuss, someone suddenly stretched out a hand and pushed him away two steps.

Another person held me back.I saw that it was Chen Liren.

The one who separated Zhao Sijun was a woman.I've seen it before, it's Zhao Wanni.She grabbed Zhao Sijun and the others: "What do you think you're doing - making trouble!"

Zhao Sijun paused, and closed his fists in resentment.

Zhao Wanni looked at me.I am silent.Chen Liren looked at me backwards and let go of my arm.

He spoke for me: "General Manager Zhao, I'm really sorry."

Zhao Wanni smiled and said: "Chairman Chen is polite. It's okay, you are still guests, we are wrong anyway."

Zhao Sijun yelled, "Sister Wanni!"

"Shut up." Zhao Wanni reprimanded in a deep voice, "Are you going to make a fuss with your uncle? Or let your cousin know?" After a pause, she probably saw Zhao Sijun's face froze, and smiled at the people around her, " It's nothing, it's all a misunderstanding—"

Of course everyone understands people—that is, they are separated.Talking and laughing again, as if they had never seen the situation just now.Zhao Wanni smiled at Chen Liren and me, and drove Zhao Sijun and the others away.

I am still silent.Chen Liren looked at it and frowned.

"what happened?"

I tugged on my tie and said in a low voice, "Nothing."

Chen Liren stared at me and said, "I always thought you were not someone who would be easily provoked."

I snorted and replied, "Why am I not?"

Chen Liren seemed to choke, and his face was slightly unwell.He looked at me and sighed after a while: "I don't ask you too much. However, I didn't know you were coming today, and I didn't hear you mention it beforehand."

I paused, not knowing what to say.

Chen Liren said again: "Are you coming with Zhao Kuanyi?"

I didn't answer, just nodded slightly.

Chen Liren frowned slightly, and said in a low voice: "Actually, I also saw you coming in together. Frankly speaking, the people who came here are all to congratulate Mr. Zhao. The old man is very polite, so it doesn't mean everyone will sell everyone's face. Not everyone agrees with Mr. Zhao." You can also come to him and have a chat."

I opened the corner of my mouth: "That's also because of Zhao Kuanyi."

Chen Liren then said: "So you have to be more careful." Seeing that I was probably surprised, he paused and said, "You know it too? There are many people in Zhao's family who can't see him. Because you are very good friends. Those people just now It’s aimed at you on purpose, and it’s also aimed at him.”

I was puzzled, and said: "If something happens, it's me, so what's his business?"

After Chen Liren was silent, he lowered his voice: "There are rumors that he may take over Liantian."

I froze for a moment and said, "I don't know."

Chen Liren said: "Some people don't think so. Besides, you have been very close to him recently. After he goes in, he wants a close and trustworthy person." Looking at me, "If you didn't clarify with me before , I also suspect that you are going to help him."

I never thought about it, nor would I go.I just said: "Of course I—it's always impossible."

Chen Liren patted my shoulder, as if understanding.

I won't talk about this later.A couple who knew each other came to chat with me and Chen Liren.

I stayed with him first, then went to get the wine and drank it alone.One cup after another, the aroma of the wine is tangy, covering up the unreasonable burdens in the emotions.What are you talking about and laughing at, seem to be light and light, as if you don't know what to say, but your mind is very clear about what you are doing.Not even drunk.

I didn't notice how much time passed.

Suddenly the lights in the banquet hall dimmed, and the band played the familiar birthday song.A three-tiered birthday cake with candles was introduced, as was a champagne tower.Accompanied by applause and singing, Mr. Zhao was surrounded by the middle position, with the old lady on one side, followed by Ms. Zhao and... anyway, they were all members of the Zhao family.

The two elders joined hands to open the champagne-boodi!Bubbles burst out.Everyone present had smiles on their faces.Look at the bright champagne tower gradually showing a golden luster, and the birthday star makes a wish and blows out the candles.The lights came on again, and without urging the cake to be cut, listen to a sentimental speech first.

With a glass of wine in my hand, I stood by the open door leading to the garden, looking into the distance as if I were not here.I saw applause again, and the applause burst into thunderous waves, almost shaking me into a trance.When he saw Zhao Kuanyi approaching, he was even more in a daze.

Zhao Kuanyi stood still, frowned first, as if looking at the wine glass in my hand, and said, "How many drinks?"

I chuckled, "How is it possible to count?"

Zhao Kuanyi reached out and took my wine glass away.Before I could protest, he finished the drink in one gulp, and put the wine glass on the table next to the flowers.

I couldn't laugh or cry, "Hey!"

Zhao Kuanyi came over and said lightly, "You've had enough to drink today, it looks like your face is already very red."

Hearing this, I touched my face and smiled, "No wonder, I always feel hot—but it's just red, and I'm not drunk."

"Anyway, let's go first." Zhao Kuanyi only said.

I smiled, still leaning against the door frame, raised my face slightly forward, and said, "What should I do there? Can you go?"

"Why not?" Zhao Kuanyi said, holding my arm, "Can you go?"

I avoided his hand and said with a smile, "Why can't you go?"

Zhao Kuanyi was quiet for a while, looked at me and said, "Can you?"

I snorted, but didn't answer him, and just walked away.I felt dizzy as soon as I walked away, especially the bright crystal lights in the hall dazzled me.I held on to the wall, and Zhao Kuanyi's hand was already supporting my arm on one side.I won't avoid it this time.There is no way, I really drank too much.

I never spoke, neither did Zhao Kuanyi.When some people saw it, he said I was drunk and sent me off on the way.I don't look at the expressions of other people, I can't control it anymore.

When going down the elevator, because there were other people, they also didn't speak.Walking out of the hotel lobby, the driver had already driven the car and was waiting.

I got in the car, followed by Zhao Kuanyi.The car started slowly, I turned my head and faced the window, without saying a word.Suddenly heard the ringtone of the call, it was his.

I heard him pick it up and closed my eyes.

After closing it, he fell asleep in a trance until he was shaken awake.I opened my eyes and stared blankly at Zhao Kuanyi, feeling that the car seemed to have stopped.

"Here we are." Zhao Kuanyi said, and pushed open the car door to get out.

I looked around and it was in the parking lot.I wiped my face with my hands, thanked the driver, and got out of the car quickly.After taking a nap for a while, the spirit is back, and the whole person feels clear.

I looked forward, Zhao Kuanyi had gone very far ahead and never looked back.

After entering the house, I closed the door and spoke first.

"The next time something like this happens, don't ask me."

Zhao Kuanyi took off his coat, he seemed to pause, and looked at me.He said lightly: "That's right, if you are as reluctant as you are today, it is really better not to go."

I explained patiently: "Why am I reluctant? Otherwise, we have to agree before? I mean next time."

Zhao Kuanyi still had his coat hanging on one arm, and said quietly: "Of course you have always been—not this time, many times before, whenever you met grandpa and grandma, you always had an excuse, and you think I can't understand it?"

I froze for a moment, feeling various emotions in my chest.is always bad.I kept calm and said: "Since you can hear it, why do you always ask me?"

Zhao Kuanyi said: "Now it's my fault? I thought you knew what I meant."

I paused, and suddenly remembered what he said in the car last time.But terrible emotions are driving my brain, driving my words, and obliterating the regret in my heart.

I slightly raised my voice: "Then don't worry about my embarrassment? It's not easy for me to go to that kind of occasion. Of course, I'm all from your family, but it's no different from ordinary entertainment! Besides, there will be more private gatherings in the future , Shall I go again? If it were you, how would you decide? Are you not embarrassed? Don’t force me all the time.”

Zhao Kuanyi looked at me and said, "I don't have two standards."

I didn't believe him, "Who knows then."

Zhao Kuanyi's tone was cold: "Have you ever spoken? It's been so long, who have I met?"

I paused and was so blocked that I was speechless.Because he was right.But he should understand my difficulties, right?I was entangled with myself, but calmed down a bit.It is also my fault.

I said eagerly: "I... I can't say it well, but I'm just not ready!"

Zhao Kuanyi snorted, it seems, "This kind of words - you mean that you have never been ready to be together, don't you?"

I was stunned, and then retorted: "Of course not!"

Zhao Kuanyi didn't speak, turned around and only walked into the room.I just stood there and watched the door close without saying a word.

I smoked on the balcony for a while, only to realize that my body stinks of alcohol.Fortunately, another bathroom is outside the room.After taking a shower, it's past midnight.

During this time, I planned to enter the room, but when I stood in front of the door, I retreated inexplicably.I still can't figure out how to explain it.Thinking about it, Zhao Kuanyi would certainly not be happy to hear that, because the room was not quiet at that time.He seems to be talking on the phone.It is in English.Through the door panel, I couldn't quite hear what was being said, and who it might be talking to.

I have been staying in this study of mine ever since.I just put on my bathrobe and sat at the desk and turned on the computer.But staring at the screen in a daze, he vaguely heard some movement outside, and then came back to his senses.

I lit my cigarette again until I noticed it was getting late.

Finally went to open the door, but to my surprise, the light inside was still on.Zhao Kuanyi didn't sleep, he was sitting on the bed, and he also took a shower, his hair slightly covered his gaze.He was holding his phone, probably looking at it all the time.When I came in, he put it down.

He pulled the quilt and lay down, without looking at me, he just said: "Sleeping."

I responded vaguely and turned off the ceiling light first.Walking to the other side of the bed, I sat down, and when I was about to turn off the bedside lamp, I suddenly remembered that conversation in the car.

I turned off the light anyway and went to bed.But there was no sleepiness at all, lying flat, thinking non-stop.Zhao Kuanyi next to me had his back to me, of course he didn't say a word, only breathing slightly.

I know he is not asleep.

I said, "I always want to spend more time with you, otherwise I wouldn't go. You always ask me, of course I'm very happy. But in front of your family members, especially your grandparents, I I can’t feel at ease, as if they want to see through at any time, and blame me for bringing you down, and it seems that everyone around me is watching our every move. I always think, will anyone see something? I’m not afraid, it’s This kind of relationship is not open and aboveboard, and there are more twists and turns... Some situations are unavoidable. I don’t know if you will feel this way—maybe you won’t, you are right, I am not talking to you In front of my father or my mother."

I don't feel comfortable saying this in one breath.Zhao Kuanyi remained silent.I kept going up and down until I was no longer nervous.

Only then did Zhao Kuanyi speak: "It's not like who is with whom? Even if it's a relationship like ours. If you have to care about what others think, you can't be together at all. Even if you are facing family members, it's the same. They don't necessarily think so. Besides, I just want them to get in touch with you more, no matter what happens afterwards. Or, do you think this is forcing you? Anyway, you should know anyway, I never Neither is a person without an opinion of his own.”

I never expected to hear such a confession from him.I couldn't help being stunned, emotions surged in my chest, it was sweet and sour, but I didn't think it was bitter.

He continued: "I understand your embarrassment, but you shouldn't get into a dead end."

I still don't speak.Because what he said is correct, I am very aware of my common problem.It is true that we often have to be too horny.

"You're right—" I sighed, "It's my fault this time."

Zhao Kuanyi remained silent, but he turned over.In the dark, I knew he was looking at me.I also turned my head and looked at a pair of vague eyebrows.

"Of course it's your fault," he said.

I couldn't help laughing.He was still still, as if he had been watching me the whole time.After a while, he stretched out his hand, embraced me, and said, "It all smells like smoke."

I seek his lips and kiss him.One of his hands slid into my bathrobe, and the fingertips were hot everywhere they touched, and they burned quickly.

Of course I don't sleep anymore.Weekend nights should not be wasted, when sex is more worth pondering.

I buried my head between Zhao Kuanyi's legs, held the half-erected genitals with my hands, put my lips together, licked from the root to the front, held it slightly, and played with my tongue.The stuff hardened in my mouth.I spat out what was in my mouth, covered and licked it, making the whole penis wet and slippery, then held it in my mouth, and worked hard to get it deep.

It was as if Zhao Kuanyi gasped for breath.One of his hands touched the back of my neck, his fingers brushed through my hair, and he pressed his entire palm upwards to the back of my head.Not too hard, just rubbing it there.

I raised my eyes a little, but didn't turn on the light again, so I couldn't see his expression clearly.But I know he is watching.Because of this, I was vibrating from the bottom of my heart.When he pulled me up, I couldn't wait to kiss him on the mouth.

His fingers spread behind me.I wrapped one arm around his neck and sat down with the other on his genitals.He cooperated with me, getting deeper each time.

I couldn't help moaning.All the voices were kissed by him one by one.He touched something between my legs that had raised its head earlier.Attacking back and forth, the heat wave ushered in, sweeping every part of the body, scorching each other and still ignoring each other.

We ejaculate at the same time.I still hugged him and couldn't move.His back was covered in sweat, and so was I, but no one disliked it, they just kissed over and over again, mingling the same wet heat from each other.