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"Then what were you doing just now?"

Statement tired of asking him.

Xu Liangyun: "..."

Xu Liangyun obviously didn't know what he was doing just now, and he clearly saw the corners of his mouth twitching, and his expression became a little embarrassed. It seemed that he didn't know how to answer this question—if he really didn't want anything, he would be the same as the statement. She said that she didn't want to meet him either, so what was he doing running in all the time?

Statement Yan felt a little balanced in his heart suddenly, and he found that he was not the only one who couldn't even understand himself.

So did Xu Liangyun.

Xu Liangyun was silent for a moment, turned his head to the side, pursed his lips tightly and refused to say anything, then lowered his head and wiped his face, as if he was guilty because he didn't dare to face anything.

As soon as he did this, a sense of desolation suddenly felt in his heart for no reason.

He couldn't tell why he was so sad.I broke up with him five years ago with cold violence, I couldn't help but say goodbye, and now someone else appeared in front of him in such a haggard state that I couldn't even answer his question, and I seemed to be inexplicably out of my mind, I felt that I should be happy , should also gloat.

This is completely a cool script.

But he couldn't be happy.He looked at Xu Liangyun, and couldn't find the shadow of the young man who shouted out that he loved him in the thunderstorm.

He suddenly felt more hatred, and he didn't know why, probably love and hate never made sense.

Chen stared at him in disgust, and asked him a question he asked just now: "Do you really have nothing to tell me?"

"……No."

"Not even a word of sorry?"

Xu Liangyun fell silent.

Statement Yan suddenly felt a little funny, he didn't know whether his feelings for Xu Liangyun were too strong, or the injury he suffered five years ago was really too serious, and his brain began to feel dizzy and painful.

In the past, he really would not have said such things to Xu Liangyun.

Really not.

But now it will.

——He actually knows it now, Xu Liangyun.

The more he thought about the statement, the more he hated it, so he reached out and took off the gloves on his hands, almost gnashing his teeth.

He raised his bruised hand and stretched it out in front of Xu Liangyun, almost hitting his face.

The voice of the statement was trembling with hatred: "Don't you even say I'm sorry!?"

Xu Liangyun's eyes seemed to be stung by the wound on his hand, and Chen Yan clearly saw his eyes froze, and a bit of panic appeared in his eyes out of place.

He even took a deep breath immediately, and unknowingly took half a step back.

The policeman who was originally sitting on the side and responsible for guarding the statement was frightened, and didn't know what to do.When he saw this situation, he reacted, and hurriedly scrambled up the ground, inserted into it, and separated the two people.

The police rushed forward to pull the statement back, and persuaded him in a good voice: "Okay, okay...Mr. Chen, please calm down. Is there anything you can't discuss? You..."

It was fine if he didn't say this, but when he said this, the strings in Chen Yan's mind exploded at once.

Those raging hatred all surged up in one go.

Before the policeman could finish his sentence, Chen Yan yelled again: "Discuss? Didn't I discuss it with him!? Who didn't discuss it!?"

Chen was so annoyed that he was going crazy, his mind was buzzing, he stretched out his hand and tried to push away the policeman who was stronger than him, pointed at Xu Liangyun with his ungloved finger and scolded: "Fuck you, I just came out of the ICU!! Xu Liangyun!! I just came out!!! You fucking broke up with me!? Are you sick!!”

"I can't even move my fucking hands!! I can't even sign and my whole body hurts. You just fucking break up with me!?!"

"Why do you!?! Why don't you answer the phone? If you say break up, you just break up!? Who do you think you are, why are you so tired!?! Do you think it's easy for me to lie in the ICU!? !Did you know I couldn't draw anything for a fucking year!? I couldn't draw anything!! I couldn't even hold my pen!!! Did you know the doctor told me I wouldn't draw anymore I can’t draw anymore, do you know that I’m going for surgery and rehabilitation training again, do you know how much pain I have!? Do you fucking know, you!?”

The more disgusted the statement was, the more angry and angry the more he scolded, the more wronged he became. Xu Liangyun's voice on the phone back then was so bleak, colder than the rain outside.

Xu Liangyun left.He said it was over because he was tired—he said let's go, and we're over.

Now that I was cursing and cursing and thinking about it again, I couldn't help crying, thinking that this was too fucking unreasonable.

"What did I do wrong!?! Tell me!!"

"What the hell did I do wrong and you want to break up with me!? Where were you when I couldn't even stand up!? Do you know that I fell down the stairs when I was discharged from the hospital alone!? Did you know Do you know that my hands still hurt when I sleep at night!?! Do you know that my dream is all about you, and the words are all about that day? Do you know how many times I have been woken up by fright in the past few years?!"

"Don't you just tell me to make me feel at ease!? What the hell are you!?!"

The more he scolded, the more he spoke incoherently, he yelled all kinds of things in a mess, and the more he yelled, the more impulsive he defeated his reason, and he didn't care so much, he grabbed the glove in his hand and threw it at Xu Liangyun.

The statement was so disgusting that his voice was hoarse and hysterical. He smashed it and then yelled heartbreakingly at Xu Liangyun: "You are a fucking idiot!! What I regret most in my life is that my mother has my eye on you!!!"

The glove hit Xu Liangyun's face all at once.He trembled from being hit, but he didn't hide or retreat.

On the contrary, the little policeman who stopped the statement was frightened to death by this scene: "Captain Xu!!"

Xu Liangyun didn't say anything.

He buried his head very low, even though Chen Yan was yelling like this in this western food restaurant, he didn't reply a word, just took it all without saying a word.

After the glove was thrown over, Chen Yan didn't know whether he was out of words or tired of cursing, he stopped panting, his eyes fixed on Xu Liangyun, the red eyes were full of resentment.

Xu Liangyun buried his head deeply.I don't know if I dare not look at him, or if I don't want to look at him.

It's almost time for dinner. Although this western food restaurant is not busy, there are a few people here.The statement of disgust basically attracted all eyes, and some people took a few pictures with their mobile phones.

Zhou Dengzhou couldn't sit still anymore, so he ran over quickly, reached out and grabbed Chen Yan, trying to calm him down: "Teacher Yan Yan! Calm down, there are still people here!"

Xu Liangyun stood for a moment under the red eyes of statement disgust, and listened to his breathless silence for a long time.

The surroundings are so quiet, and the hatred in the panting voice of the statement is magnified countless times by this silence, floating in the wordless air, very clear, implicated in those bloody past.

In the end, Chen stared at Xu Liangyun in disgust, and said to him hoarsely, "I fucking hate you."

Xu Liangyun didn't react too much.

He seemed to have known this would happen a long time ago, so he let out a soft sigh.For some reason, it seemed inexplicably relieved.

It was as if he had been waiting a long time for this sentence.

Xu Liangyun lowered his head and picked up the gloves on the ground, looking inexplicably obedient.

Statement stared at him in disgust.

Xu Liangyun stood up.He looked up, as if wanting to return the glove to the statement.

But when he saw the disgusted face, he paused again, and simply turned his head and put it on the bar counter.

"you're right."

He finally opened his mouth softly, his voice inexplicably much haggard than before.

"I'm sorry for you." He said, "It's not enough for me to say sorry to you. It's only natural for you to hate me. I have no objection. You can hate me even more, and you can come and beat me."

Statements: "..."

"You can scold me whatever you want." Xu Liangyun said, "What happened today...I'm sorry. I promise it won't happen again in the future, and I won't bother you in the future."

I don't know what's wrong with these words, Xu Liangyun clearly saw that the statement's disgusted expression was distorted even more with anger.

This is a bit unreasonable, Xu Liangyun was at a loss for a moment, and for a moment even wondered if he had just said something else.

Chen Yan didn't know why he became even more angry, he cursed again, stretched out his hand to push away the policeman and Zhou Dengzhou, stuffed the scarred hand into his pocket, turned his head and walked away without looking back.

Zhou Dengzhou yelled several times but failed to call him back. He had no choice but to run back to get his wallet, paid the money in a panic, and chased him out again.

The police obviously didn't know what to do.He looked at the statement, then at Xu Liangyun, with a look of bewilderment.

Xu Liangyun raised his leg and kicked him lightly, pointed at Chen Yan, and waved his hand again—the meaning was obvious, follow up and leave him alone.

The policeman got his life, so he nodded at him, turned his head and hurriedly followed the life being targeted by the murderer.

After these people had left, Xu Liangyun let out another breath.This time I was even more relieved, a bit like the aftermath of a catastrophe.

He turned his head again, and saw that Chen Yan's gloves were still quietly placed on the bar.

Xu Liangyun: "..."

Hold.

The corners of his brows twitched, a little worried, so he took out a pack of cigarettes from his jacket pocket, and just about to take out one to lighten up his worries, the waiter at the bar suddenly called him cowardly: "That... sir..."

Xu Liangyun raised his head.

The waiter was carrying a plate with a glass of grape oolong, a slice of strawberry creme custard, a glass of steaming espresso and two cubes of sugar.

"What the gentleman added to you just now... has been counted in the account just now." The waiter said coquettishly, "You...what should I do?"

Xu Liangyun fell silent.

The waiter asked cautiously, "Do you want it?"

Xu Liangyun didn't answer.

He looked at the things on the dinner plate and was silent for a long time.

It was six or seven years ago, when they were dating, their favorite afternoon tea in late autumn.For a long time, they shared a slice of strawberry buttercream cake with cut corners.

But Xu Liangyun hadn't added sugar cubes to his coffee for a long time, and for a moment he couldn't figure out why Chen Yan was adding them to him.

Maybe I want to see his expression when he sees this, or maybe I want to disgust him.

Xu Liangyun lowered his eyes, stuffed the cigarette back, and said, "Pack it up for me."

The waiter nodded and said yes.

He put the tray on the bar and turned to look for the packing bag and the plastic cup.

Xu Liangyun sighed, full of melancholy in his heart, he simply stretched out his right hand that had been in his pocket to get coffee, intending to take a sip to relieve his worries.

But as soon as he picked up the coffee with his right hand, his hand shook suddenly, and the cup fell back to its original position, and a lot of the coffee was spilled, some on his hand, and a lot on the piece of strawberry cake , splashed the cream in a patch of puddles, like dirty puddles.

Xu Liangyun: "..."

The waiter rushed out upon hearing the sound, was startled by him, looked at him, but still didn't dare to say anything more.

Xu Liangyun took his hand back and rubbed the coffee on his back into his pocket uncomfortably.

"forget."

He thoughtlessly said something to make amends for himself, and then laughed dryly twice, looking a little lost.

He said, "Sorry, just throw the cake away."