Kiss you a puppy

Thanks for reading!After the memory is over, the next chapter will return to the present line, and I will add some things that happened in high school from Qi Kai's perspective in the future.Ask for comments, favorites, starfish three times, thank you!

seventeen.

As the saying goes: There is no book without a coincidence.

Or: it's unfortunate.

In the early hours of Midsummer Night, the air conditioner was blowing a little wind, and Le Zhiyou was lying in bed with Qi Kai, and besides the two of them, there was a small red dot blinking on the screen. Le Zhiyou is secretly recording the screen.

At the end of the song, Qi Kai put down the violin, walked over, picked up the phone and said with a smile, "Go to sleep, I can't even keep my eyes open."

"The effect of hypnosis is great." Le Zhiyou was coaxed to be lazy and relaxed, reluctantly said, "But I don't want to sleep, you will go to retreat again tomorrow..."

As he said that, he became angry: "What kind of broken school, aren't you afraid that your children will be abolished? There is not even a summer vacation!"

Thinking back to when Qi Kai ranked first in Yuanlan Middle School, after being transferred, he couldn't even get into the top fifty of his grade.

When Le Zhiyou found out, his jaw dropped in shock, and he sighed: "My God, there are mountains beyond the mountains. Is there anyone beyond the people? Then if I go, won't I be at the end of the crane?"

Qi Kai was not polite: "Well, you are two hundred and five."

It was almost one o'clock in the morning, the moon was hanging high outside the window, and the stars were shining.

Le Zhiyou turned over and got up, switched the camera to face the night sky, and said, "Did you see it? Thousands of miles together."

Qi Kai accompanies him romantically, and also walks to the window, letting a curved hanging moon into the mirror: "I see, we share the beauty of thousands of miles."

After the video hung up, Le Zhiyou stopped recording the screen, saved the video which lasted more than three hours, and then fixed a picture of Qi Kai playing music for him in pajamas, took a screenshot, set the wallpaper, and it was done.

Le Zhiyou fell asleep holding the phone.

He has been too lethargic recently. He has been sleepy since he got up, even more sleepy after eating, and even more sleepy when reading a book. He can fall asleep as soon as he lays down on the table.

I was still as weak as seventy-eight years old, my chopsticks were like steel bars, and my pencil was like a pillar.

Le Zhiyou has not forgotten Jiang Yu's advice to him, and he reasonably suspects that he is about to usher in a split.

I was a little nervous and a little bit looking forward to it, and I was a little scared. The first time I experienced estrus, I would be given an inhibitor. Although the needle is only five millimeters short, it still remains a needle.

Jiang Yu promised that he would always post restraint stickers in the future. If he doesn't want to post stickers, he can wear a bracelet, as he likes.

Le Zhiyou didn't tell Qi Kai.

Jiang Yu divorced Le Zhen and was with Zhao Xiyu, but he didn't tell Qi Kai that he was going to be divided, and he didn't tell Qi Kai either.

People and children are already under so much pressure to study, and their brain capacity is all used to store knowledge points, so just be more considerate, stop using these parental jokes to talk about children, and be more caring and loving.

And Le Zhiyou guessed, Qi Kai must not have realized this matter, he always treats him as the pomelo sister and spoils him too much, and he has long forgotten that he is actually the elder brother!

After a week of lethargy, Le Zhiyou started to have a fever one night.

Jiang Yu accompanied him with the suppressant, squeezed his hand and comforted him, "Don't be afraid, just let me know if you can smell gardenias."

Le Zhiyou was lying on the sofa, his whole body was hot as if on fire, his mouth was parched, and his lower abdomen seemed to be surrounded by a puddle of water, which was burning intermittently, which made him bend his legs and curl up into a ball.

He snorted, "I... I think I should be an Omega."

Jiang Yu couldn't help laughing: "Alphas will be irritable when they are differentiated, and they can't help eating all the time. Their teeth itch."

"Really? That, that will... eat the table?"

"Yes, you say yes."

Jiang Yu draped a blanket for him, fearing that he would sweat and catch cold in the air-conditioned room.

She touched Le Zhiyou's forehead, and heard him sniff his nose and whisper: "Mom, you smell so good."

Jiang Yu smiled and said, "Have you heard it?"

"Well, it smells good, I like it very much."

"Then turn around and let me see the back of your neck."

Le Zhiyou turned over and lay down on the pillow, his hair was slightly soaked with sweat, he lowered his head and fully exposed his neck to Jiang Yu.

According to the normal process, after the smell of pheromones can be smelled, it means that the differentiation has been completed. At this time, a needle is inserted into the swollen and excited gland, and the Omega's first estrus period in life will be passed smoothly. Come down and rest for 10 minutes, do what you have to do, and live as usual.

But the expected sting did not come.

Le Zhiyou was still suffering in the raging fire, thinking, is it so good?Wouldn't it be painful to take inhibitors?

"Lele," Jiang Yu looked at Le Zhiyou's neck, frowning slightly, "Do you smell yourself?"

Le Zhiyou was taken aback for a moment, and quickly sniffed vigorously, but couldn't smell anything except the scent of gardenias.

He wondered: "Could it be... I am also gardenia?"

Jiang Yu was not in the mood for a joke, she put down the syringe, leaned down to look at Le Zhiyou's glands, the white skin was not swollen at all, it didn't swell up like a pocket-sized pink peach, It just slightly and very far-fetchedly propped up a weak arc.

Suddenly there was a scent of sweet milk in the air.

Le Zhiyou said "Ah!": "Mom, did you smell it?"

Jiang Yu's expression was puzzled and dignified. She smelled it, but it was so faint, far from the concentration it should have when in heat.

She held Le Zhiyou's shoulder: "Lele..."

Le Zhiyou has been burned groggy, but he still can't stop being happy, it's so good, his pheromone is a smell that is not annoying.

He remembers seeing netizens on the Internet worrying about the smell of heather flowers, gasoline, ammonia, fish, and so on.

And, isn't milk just toffee?Isn't that just melted toffee?

Le Zhiyou hugged the pillow, groaned in and rubbed it blindly, so happy.

Jiang Yu felt uneasy, no matter how she thought something was wrong, she hesitated and took out her mobile phone to call the hospital.

"Why call an ambulance?" Le Zhiyou, who was already dizzy, became even more confused after hearing his mother's call.

"Because you're still in heat, it's not safe for me to drive you to the hospital."

Jiang Yu twisted a hot towel to wipe his face: "Just to check, it's all right. Maybe it's just not fully in heat yet."

Le Zhiyou fell silent, he snorted hotly and collapsed on the pillow, after a while, he said: "Mom, I can't smell it anymore."

He sniffed deeply again, but still couldn't smell the sweet milk. He asked, "Did the inhibitor work?"

Jiang Yu pursed her lips, not knowing how to speak: "...I didn't give you an inhibitor."

When the ambulance came, Le Zhiyou didn't want a stretcher. He put a blanket around his neck and walked down by himself.

After listening to Jiang Yu's description, the nurse in the car comforted: "The preliminary judgment is not serious. We have also received patients with incomplete estrus. One injection of inducer to induce complete estrus, and another injection of inhibitor will do."

Unfortunately, the situation is not optimistic.

After arriving at the hospital, Le Zhiyou was vaccinated with an inducer and was placed in a separate ward specially used to observe patients in estrus.

The observation period is about 15 minutes.

Jiang Yu stood outside the door, and saw Le Zhiyou huddled on the head of the bed through the small window, wearing a white hospital gown, as if afraid of the cold, with her hands tightly hugging her knees, her face buried in her arms.

Le Zhiyou was flustered, he counted seconds by seconds, and when he counted to six hundred, his body still didn't respond at all.

Apart from having a fever, I didn't feel any restlessness, and the puddle of water in my lower abdomen disappeared. Was it burned dry?

He tried to imagine how to control the release and convergence of pheromone, is it like opening the palm and clenching the fist?

Le Zhiyou bit his lip, the continuous high fever made him dizzy, he concentrated on trying several times, but he never smelled the fragrant and pure sweet milk smell.

The nurse came in once, and then the doctor came in and gave another induction shot.

Later, Le Zhi Youdi couldn't beat the constant fever, and collapsed on the hospital bed exhausted, unable to hear or see clearly, and fell unconsciously into the deep darkness.

After that period of time, Le Zhiyou recalled only two words: running around.

The longevity lock on the wrist and in the collarbone socket has never reminded him so strongly as now: when you were young, your life was hanging by a thread, and you were weak and sick after you were rescued.Now that there are problems with the glands that cannot be detected, it may be inseparable from the poor health when I was young.

Le Zhiyou became strange, he split into two him.

In front of Jiang Yu, he never showed any fear. He would obey no matter what hospital he wanted to go to, what kind of examination, and what method to try. When he was alone, he lay quietly like a soul out of his body, or Reading and studying quietly, tears will come out by themselves, quietly flow down the cheeks, and drip quietly from the tip of the chin.

An Omega without pheromones, an Omega without any fluctuations in Alpha pheromones, is more like a Beta with a special function in the nose. He remembers a certain page in a medical case where the doctor judged him to be severely disabled in black and white.

Yuzu: Qi Kai, are you tired?I feel so tired recently.

Zhao Xiyu recommended a doctor, and Jiang Yu took Le Zhiyou to make an appointment for consultation.

The doctor read all his medical records during this period and asked, "Young man, have you ever had an erection?"

Unexpectedly being asked like this, Le Zhiyou blushed in embarrassment, Jiang Yu was very considerate, took the door and went out first.

The doctor continued: "Erection, ejaculation, dream/nocturnal emission, have you ever had one?"

Le Zhiyou nodded: "Yes."

He is 17 years old, how could he not have passed the age when he was young?Especially after Qi Kai's departure, his longing became so sick that he had nowhere to vent his thoughts, and he often hid under the covers thinking about Qi Kai.

"When was the last time?"

"Before differentiation, lethargy for the week before differentiation, once before that week."

"Try again when I go back today."

The doctor sorted out all his medical records, called Jiang Yu in again, and said, "Since you have already done glandular puncture, I will not repeat it for you. Let's go for a full physical examination, especially Check the development of the genital cavity."

Le Zhiyou's heart was very heavy. He took the list to draw blood, take X-rays, and ran around the hospital building like a ghost, but he kept thinking about the doctor's words: try again.

It was obviously a very happy thing, but it suddenly changed, from an emotional act to an experiment with a heavy responsibility. If the result of the experiment is not good, will he be judged to be disabled again.

Le Zhiyou collapsed, and said in his heart, don't give yourself negative psychological hints!

It took three days for the results of the physical examination to come out. Le Zhiyou went home that night, and when he went to the bathroom to take a shower, he couldn't wait to try it, but ended in failure.

Le Zhiyou was in a hurry, climbed into bed after taking a shower, and found a favorite little movie, the whole bed was so stuffy with hot flashes, but he couldn't even stand up.

Le Zhiyou panicked, unbelievably evil, lying on the pillow for a while, closing her eyes, touching her hands, only thinking about Qi Kai in her head, her heart beating so fast, but her body was so cold and unresponsive.

Le Zhiyou was in a daze, he didn't know how long he was in a daze, and suddenly smiled with tears in his eyes, he thought, I'm too tired today, so I'll be fine tomorrow.

Yuzu: Qi Kai, Qi Kai, Qi Kai, I really want you to hug me.

Three days later, I went to the hospital to get the physical examination report. The examination results were all normal, and Jiang Yu breathed a sigh of relief.

The doctor asked, "When is the next estrus?"

Le Zhiyou said: "If it's on time, it should be NO.15 in November."

The estrus period occurs once a quarter, and the last time it was divided into estrus was on August [-]th.

But... will he be on time?

Others have five days of differentiation and estrus, but he only has 5 minutes.After that sweet 5 minutes, he never smelled his pheromone again.

Le Zhiyou could no longer pretend to be in front of Jiang Yu, he was really, really sad.

The doctor said: "Just wait and see what happens in the next estrus period. It is best to be hospitalized for observation before the estrus."

Jiang Yu wrote it down.

Yuzu: Qi Kai, I miss you so much, especially today.If only I were the Jade Rabbit in the moon, I would jump down from the sky, airdrop into your dormitory, and squeak at you.Would you guess it was me?

Le Zhiyou began to browse the forums like a maniac, read posts, and brushed up Alpha and Omega gender topics.

He has received too many negative emotions from these platforms, and he has also seen love, hatred and resentment that he could never have imagined before. In the final analysis, all stories are almost all because of the fit of a pheromone.

Those who have a happy and satisfying love life will be grateful for the high degree of compatibility with their partners. Those who have a bad life and failed relationships will blame their own pheromones for being difficult to match.

Le Zhiyou also saw an Omega with the same pheromone deficiency as him, and the published articles are full of bitterness between the lines: the childhood sweetheart split into Alpha, no matter how many promises and vows you have given her, in the end, it is no match for the temptation of a ray of pheromone , completely abandoning her.

Le Zhiyou deleted all the software in the phone, leaving only WeChat.

Yuzu: Qi Kai, is it just me who bothers me?I was called stupid by your words of idiot and bastard, and it's all your fault.

Yuzu: But I still miss you very much.

In November, the orchids entered winter early.

Jiang Yu asked Le Zhiyou for a week off and took him to the hospital for check-in.

This time Zhao Xiyu was with him, Le Zhiyou could smell the red wine on his body, he suddenly wanted to know, what does Le Zhen smell like?

Le Zhiyou has a schoolbag full of textbooks and exercises on his back. He can no longer immerse himself in the online world to find negativity for himself. He must study hard.

Time passed in the sea of ​​questions, Jiang Yu would visit Le Zhiyou every day at noon and night, and asked him, "Do you feel uncomfortable?"

Le Zhiyou shook his head: "I'm not uncomfortable, and I'm not afraid either."

He smiled and said, "I've been thinking about it for a long time. Isn't it just that there is no pheromone? Mom, didn't you also say that I hope I am a Beta, so I can have a lot of troubles. There is no difference between me and a Beta, is there?"

Jiang Yu froze for a moment, his eyes softened after being surprised: "Really? Do you really think so?"

Le Zhiyou still pretended to be relaxed on the face, but her heart was so tight that she could hardly breathe.

He seemed to have noticed it all of a sudden, maybe his mother...was she a little lucky that he had such a disease?

Grapefruit: Qi Kai.

November NO.20, according to calculations, the estrus period has passed five days.

Le Zhiyou experienced a closed study in the ward. He did not show any signs of estrus and no estrus reaction. His body seemed to think that he was a Beta and would not be in estrus.

The doctor said: "You know, no matter how good milk powder is, it cannot replace breast milk. So there is actually another way to try, that is, instead of trying various synthetic pheromones and inducers, find an Alpha and test your pheromone levels. The matching degree, the higher the better, and then mark it."

Both Le Zhiyou and Jiang Yu were shocked.

"Temporarily mark first, then gradually induce step by step, let Alpha's pheromone directly inject into your glands, and induce you to come into heat."

Before Jiang Yu could react, Le Zhiyou immediately refused.

He almost laughed, grinned, but squatted on the ground without warning and cried loudly.

Grapefruit: Qi Kai, Qi Kai.

Le Zhiyou agreed to give it a try, and he said to Jiang Yu, "Mom, if it still doesn't work, we won't treat it!"

Jiang Yu hesitated to speak, hugged Le Zhiyou before leaving the ward, and told him that he could do whatever he wanted, as long as he was happy.

Jiang Yu walked on the front foot, and Le Zhiyou went to the doctor on the back foot.

He sat on the chair, lowered his eyes and confessed: "I lied... since the first time you asked me to go back and try, I tried... I tried many times... but I never got an erection Pass."

The doctor said concisely: "Did you put yourself under psychological pressure?"

Le Zhiyou can't deny that when he thinks about this now, he is full of fear, he is afraid that he will not be able to get an erection, he is afraid that he will have another problem, and he is afraid that new defects will appear in his body.

I'm also afraid that Jiang Yu will know that such a difficult question, afraid that her mother will worry and worry, she has been exhausted for too long.

Le Zhiyou asked with little hope: "Doctor, if I can't be cured in the future, can I still be with my favorite Alpha?"

The doctor was silent for a moment, thinking of the way the patient was buried in his book in the ward, he was already in the third grade of junior high school, and there was no need to say more about what he should learn and understand, so he gave another possibility: "Unless you like Alpha is willing to remove the glands for you."

Yuzu: It's snowing tonight, did you see it?

Le Zhiyou ran away before the battle.

According to the doctor's introduction, this volunteer Alpha tastes like meat and bone soup, and the matching degree with sweet milk is 50%, which is the highest score among all the volunteers.

When they stay in the same room, Alpha will slowly release pheromone to let Le Zhiyou get used to it first, and then gradually increase the release amount so that Le Zhiyou will not feel uncomfortable.

Le Zhiyou stood against the wall, he could smell the fragrance, but he didn't feel any discomfort, not even a slight fluctuation, no sweating, no rapid heartbeat, and no shortness of breath.

Alpha may be a novice volunteer, he has not yet controlled his desire to conquer when facing Omega, he said: "Do you feel it?"

Le Zhiyou shook his head.

Alpha took a step closer, his brows frowned a little, as if he didn't believe it, but also seemed unwilling, the taste of the meat and bone soup became stronger several times, he asked: "Is there still no?"

Le Zhiyou looked at the Alpha that was getting closer and began to panic: "Stop!"

Facing the rebellious Omega, Alpha's nature is to suppress and plunder, he released more pheromones and said, "Are you ready, I'm going to mark you soon."

Le Zhiyou yelled in fright, he ran to the door and beat on it frantically, screaming and shouting Qi Kai's name out of voice.

The doctor hurriedly opened the door, and Le Zhiyou was saved.

Yuzu: I have a new tablemate.

Le Zhiyou completely gave up treatment, went to and from school every day, ate and slept, and none of the teachers and classmates knew that he had completed the differentiation. He was the only Omega in this class and grade.

Yuzu: My tablemate and I have a good chat. He asked me if I was lonely after you transferred to another school. I thought about it and thought I was quite lonely, especially when I sent you a message and never responded.

On the last day of November, Qi Kai got his phone, and after watching it, he played a video for Le Zhiyou.

I was hung up, and then received a message: What are you doing, in the movie theater, I will find you after I finish watching.

Qi Kai waited until the evening, sent messages several times in the middle of the trip but did not receive a reply, finally got in touch at night, and had to say: I was singing with my deskmate, I didn’t hear it in the KTV, wait for me to go home.

Qi laughed out loud, but he couldn't bear to be really angry. He read the message from Le Zhiyou this month carefully and repeatedly several times, feeling mixed feelings in his heart.

Qi Kai typed: You wait for me to set up a mobile phone for the elderly, so that the teacher will not find out. I hide in the dormitory and send you messages every day, okay?

Le Zhiyou was not in any KTV at all, he was buried in bed crying hissingly.

Yuzu: Be careful I block you, don't study hard to do these things.

Later, Qi Kai really got a mobile phone for the elderly, and Le Zhiyou really put him on the blacklist.

Wechat messages are still uninterrupted. Le Zhiyou knows the method of step-by-step, from one message per day to one message every two days. He is still happy during the video, but he can always find a reason to reduce the video time quietly.

That's what desensitization is all about, right?

Le Zhiyou cruelly abuses herself.

When the new year is approaching, Zhao Xiyu takes Jiang Yu home to meet his parents and discuss marriage matters.

Le Zhiyou followed, met Zhao Xiyu's daughter, and happily got the study notes from the first to third grades of high school from her sister, and gained a lot.

He couldn't help showing off when he and Qi opened the video: "Be careful, I'm better than you in the college entrance examination!"

Qi Kai smiled lightly. From the video, it seems that he has grown a lot, so handsome.

He said, "Le Zhiyou, I really want to come to you."

Le Zhiyou spread his hands: "It's a pity that you don't have an ID card, and you can't even buy air tickets, so there's no way!"

In the spring of the next year, Le Zhiyou harbored secret expectations and did not wait for his estrous period.

He was depressed for several days and began to secretly use compasses to self-mutilate.

The sharp needles pierced the skin, and drops of blood burst out from the arms, bringing with it a strange pain and pleasure.

He looked at these bright red colors expressionlessly, and he didn't know what he thought of. A lot of disgust suddenly appeared in his eyes, and he wiped them all away with the palm of his hand.

But like an evil addiction, Le Zhiyou couldn't control it and didn't want to control it, and picked up the compasses again when the delicate wound was healing.

All spring he had been mired in self-loathing.

Le Zhiyou was very careful and never let Jiang Yu discover any clues.

Until the day of the Lixia solar term, when he went out to school, he casually threw the compasses into a trash can along the way.

Yuzu: I am not so afraid of injections anymore, people will change and become brave.

May [-]th is Le Zhiyou's birthday, and it is also his second estrus period of the year.

Jiang Yu and Zhao Xiyu held a banquet at the end of the month. They bought a new house near the river, so the house in Shanhaiguan was going to be vacant. Jiang Yu asked Le Zhiyou if he wanted to rent it out or sell it, and listened to him.

Le Zhiyou said: "Sell it, once and for all, save trouble."

Yuzu: Today my deskmate and I made the same decision --- we both want to go to the same high school!

Yuzu: Even after the senior high school entrance examination, you still have to start high school preparatory classes seamlessly, right?I guessed it a long time ago, I feel sorry for you for a second, don't tire yourself out.It counts that we haven't seen each other for a year, time flies so fast, do you have a good friend who replaced me?Just like my deskmate, without him to accompany me, I would definitely feel that the time is too slow, the days are as slow as a century.So make good friends, and you can talk in addition to studying.

The new home is beautifully decorated, Le Zhiyou kneels on the new big bed and looks out the window at the unfamiliar scenery.

He took the mobile phone to send a message to Qi Kai, the name he had already typed so easily: Qi Kai.

I will continue to lie to you, and lie to you that my deskmate and I were admitted to a high school with closed teaching. It is a coincidence that you are released on the last day of every month, but we are in the middle of every month. .

There are fewer and fewer opportunities for us to video, and we may not meet again in the next three years.

You may come to ask me about the result of my differentiation, about my taste, at that time, I will tell you that our gender is not suitable, so please cancel it, I am a Beta.

But it is more likely that there will not be that time, and we will be strangers by then.

Time and distance, as well as my hard work and determination, are driving us further and further apart.

But this is not the end, there is still hope in the end, and I still have a glimmer of hope.

Le Zhiyou edited word for word: See you at the university.