not as sweet as you

Luo Xing has always been relatively restrained and introverted in front of him, never willing to expose the fear and fear that is really hidden in his heart, trying to show him the best side.

Questioning him so hoarsely now is already on the verge of collapse.

"I'm sorry, I'm late, I'm sorry..." Huo Xingzhou kept apologizing, no matter whether he could hear him or not, he put his chin on the top of his head, apologizing tirelessly over and over again.

Even if he didn't ask, he himself was about to die of guilt. Why did he entrust him to others to take care of him?

"It was my fault, I was late..."

The questioning sentence he just said has subsided, and he didn't keep making noises, and he was panting quietly.

Huo Xingzhou couldn't bear it anymore, Luo Xing's pale face was reflected by the moonlight, and it pierced his heart like a needle. He suspected that if he waited a little longer, he would also collapse along with him.

The initial fear, the anger he found, and the fear of touching were intertwined, and they almost wiped him out like a tide.

His arms were trembling, and the soles of his feet were also weak. Even the thin Luo Xing felt like a heavy weight in his arms, and he staggered towards the dormitory step by step.

Luoxing is like a grass that grows from the crevices of the cliffs. It has been weathered and broken for a long time, and it has gone through all kinds of hardships to grow into its current appearance.

"In fact, liking someone is the most helpless thing. Even though I like him no matter how much I am willing to give up everything for him, I can't really get an equal return. But sometimes, he just needs to look at himself to be satisfied."

"Actually, I'm luckier than many people. I have you, and Huo's father and mother."

"I like him, and I will not leave him except by death."

This person obviously has so many painful memories, licking his wounds again and again in the dark little house, forcing himself to grow up in loneliness and fear.

Even though he had heard it many times, his chest would still be filled with hostility when he thought of it.

During this period of time, he had already remembered a little bit of the time when he and Ye Qiaoqiao went to find Xue Jian when he was a child. He leaned on the not-so-high wall and passed a candy through the rusty window.

The child's eyes were very dark, and he looked at him timidly like two pills of black jade, his longing and restrained eyes suddenly jumped into his heart.

Huo Xingzhou thought to himself, if he was given another chance, he would not just give him a candy, he would extend a hand to him, and tell him, "Little boy, come with me."

Lu Qinghe rushed over, saw him staggering, and said worriedly, "I'll help you."

"No need." Huo Xingzhou asked with a hoarse voice, without turning his head: "Where are the others?"

"He hasn't returned to the dormitory, but I asked the guard, and there is no excuse for him to go out. If he didn't go over the wall, then he must still be in school."

After a pause, Lu Qinghe looked around the campus and speculated: "He hates you and Luo Xing so much, he tried every means to lure Luo Xing out while you lost your phone, just to see you in pain, he must nearby."

"Okay, I'll be right back."

After finishing speaking, Huo Xingzhou walked towards the dormitory without looking back, Lu Qinghe nodded silently, then turned and went in the opposite direction.

-

Feng Jia already knew that he had found Luo Xing, so he went back to the dormitory first, and stood downstairs with Li Lefan and Ye Qiaoqiao and waited.

Seeing him approaching from far to near with Luo Xing in his arms, he subconsciously ran over, but dared not speak, opened his mouth and swallowed the words back.

"Thank you." Huo Xingzhou said.

When Feng Jia heard him say that, he didn't know what to say, his eyes were sore and choked, and he wiped a wet mark with his backhand, and he gritted his teeth and cursed an unknown fuck.

Li Lefan pursed her lips and said nothing, Ye Qiaoqiao glanced at the two of them, took a long breath and let it out, and finally didn't say anything, quietly took her mobile phone.

"Go back." Huo Xingzhou said, and he carried Luo Xing into the dormitory step by step.

"Your hand...do you want to go to the hospital?" Ye Qiaoqiao raised her voice and asked.

Both he and Luo Xing looked bad, especially his clothes were covered with large bloodstains, which made people feel uneasy.

Huo Xingzhou stopped and said, "It's okay."

He entered the dormitory building, but Ye Qiaoqiao couldn't follow her. After thinking about it, she still felt uneasy, so she immediately turned her head and said to Li Lefan, "Wait here for me, I'll get something, and you can ask him to bandage the wound later." .”

Li Lefan said, "Okay."

Huo Xingzhou went upstairs, and Feng Jia quickly followed, because he was on the bed and off the table, there was no way to put him on the bed, so he simply put him on the chair.

Luo Xing had regained some consciousness, swallowed twice, grabbed Huo Xingzhou's sleeve, and asked hoarsely, "Where are we...?"

"Dormitory." Huo Xingzhou touched his cold face, covered in sticky cold sweat, turned to go to the bathroom to fetch water to wipe his face, but he grabbed his hand.

Huo Xingzhou turned around and squatted down, and asked softly, "What's wrong?"

"Don't go." Luo Xing grabbed his hand tightly, and the panic in his eyes instantly surged up, making Huo Xingzhou feel pain in his heart.

"Okay, I'm not leaving." Huo Xingzhou held his hand instead, and said in a soft voice, "Are you hungry? I'll ask Feng Jia to buy you something to eat, okay?"

Luo Xing shook his head: "Not hungry."

Feng Jia felt so guilty, she almost suffocated seeing his pale face, went to the bathroom and washed his face vigorously, Huo Xingzhou trusted him so much, and gave Luo Xing to himself.

But he lost people, and made him into this half-dead look!

"Feng Jia." Huo Xingzhou raised his voice, "Bring a basin of warm water."

"Oh, oh!" As soon as Feng Jia heard Huo Xingzhou's voice, she was stunned for half a second before reacting immediately. Following his instructions, she poured a basin of slightly scalding warm water, pulled Luo Xing's towel into the basin, and brought it out. .

Feng Jia was too embarrassed to look into Huo Xingzhou's eyes, coughed dryly and said, "Well... I ordered some takeaway just now, I'll wait at the school gate."

Huo Xingzhou took it and said hello, without looking at Feng Jia's running back, he stretched out his hand to twist the towel in the basin, and frowned instantly.

"You're injured!" Luo Xing said in a startled voice.

"It's okay, I accidentally scratched it, it's not a big problem." Huo Xingzhou washed the wound with water, wrung out the towel to wipe his face, Luo Xing tore off the towel, held his hand, and endured five times in the exhibition hall. Hours of tears fell instantly.

"You still said that the problem is not serious, the wound is so deep, and there is so much blood!" Luo Xing's anxious eyes were red, and tears fell one by one, falling on the back of Huo Xingzhou's hand, which was so hot that he felt that it was almost The skin was scorched and the meat was rotten.

"It's really okay, it doesn't hurt, don't cry." Huo Xingzhou lowered his head, kissed his eyes, and said softly, "Really, have I ever lied to you?"

Luo Xing shook his head anxiously, his nasal cavity was sore and sore, this is not a matter of cheating or not, how could such a big injury not hurt!

"It's really not a problem." Huo Xingzhou didn't want him to worry about this all the time, so he thought about it and asked him, "By the way, why did you end up in that abandoned exhibition hall?"

Hearing this, Luo Xing trembled violently, and the fear that had just been dispelled immediately spread back, and he clenched Huo Xingzhou's wrist tightly with shortness of breath.

"If you feel scared, don't talk about it. It's all right." Huo Xingzhou said hastily, and twisted the towel again to wipe his hands, because the blood that hasn't stopped has a faint smell of blood.

Luo Xing took a deep breath, closed his eyes with difficulty and said, "I... I received your WeChat message."

"Where did I send you to?"

"Well." Luo Xing swallowed, and said in a hoarse voice: "You said you have something to tell me, and let me go there at the end of the first self-study class. When I arrived, I didn't see anyone. But he was knocked out from behind."

Huo Xingzhou was startled, and quickly reached out to touch the back of his head, and it was really swollen.

Luo Xing pulled his hand down, shook his head and panted, and said, "When I woke up again, I was in the exhibition hall, and I didn't see the person who beat me."

Huo Xingzhou hummed, he didn't hold out hope that Luo Xing would see who did it, Xue Jian wouldn't be so thoughtless in doing things, since he dared to use his mobile phone to send messages, how could he be unprepared.

He wouldn't put himself in such unlevel danger.

Li Lefan unscrewed the door and came in, took the medicine Ye Qiaoqiao had given him, and was explaining how to use it, Feng Jia also came in, carrying a large bag of food.

Luo Xing didn't care about anything else, he bandaged Huo Xingzhou's wound first, and then took the time to thank Feng Jia.

"Don't, don't tell me these things..." Feng Jia was already ashamed, but he didn't expect Luo Xing to thank him, which made him even more ashamed.

Huo Xingzhou was feeding Luo Xing porridge. Hearing this, he gave him a sideways glance, and said with a sneer, "It's almost over, and it won't look good if you pretend to be. It's as if you didn't have time to save the earth."

Feng Jia blurted out: "Fuck, you're just pretending, I'm really uncomfortable."

Li Lefan burst out laughing, and coughed twice to smooth things over: "Okay, okay, since Luo Xing is fine, let's forget it, and Huo Xingzhou didn't blame you, why are you blaming yourself, hypocrisy, bah."

"You two bastards!" Feng Jia took a bite of the ribs bitterly, paused, and hurriedly pushed the shredded chicken porridge to Luoxing: "Cousin, eat more, I can buy more."

Luo Xing didn't think much about his title, and smiled shyly and apologetically: "Don't feel guilty, this matter is not your fault, it's my own."

Huo Xingzhou snorted coldly, without raising his head, he said, "What are you waiting for, why don't you kneel down and thank you?"

Feng Jia was silent, feeling that Huo Xingzhou's attitude made him feel sorry for his guilt just now, and also felt that he was a bit ridiculous. Huo Xingzhou has always been a very reasonable person.

Never blame others indiscriminately.

It's his narrow-mindedness.

-

After dinner, Huo Xingzhou urged Luo Xing to brush his teeth and wash his face. Feng Jia winked at him and whispered, "Lu Qinghe sent a message saying that he was found at the climbing wall."

Huo Xingzhou hummed, "Tell him I'll be there later, let him wait for a while."

Feng Jia said hello, then turned around to reply to Lu Qinghe's message, Li Lefan asked in a low voice, "What do you mean? This matter is still related to Xue Jian?"

Feng Jia didn't understand either, but according to his guess, it should be Xue Jian who made Luo Xing like this. The rock climbing wall was abandoned for a long time, and there was a plaster exhibition hall opposite. If Luo Xing was afraid of the dark, it would be like that hell.

He didn't answer, Li Lefan asked again: "Then shall we go with Huo Xingzhou later? Hold him down, don't let Xue Jian beat him to death."

Feng Jia trembled when she heard the words, and turned her head to look at Huo Xingzhou, only to see him tilting his head to look at Luo Xing in the bathroom with a slight smile, with a look of tenderness in his eyes that could almost melt the world.

As gentle as he is to Luo Xing, he will be as cruel to Xue Jian.

If you go to see him like this, you may really beat him to death!

"Go! Of course I'm going!" Feng Jia gritted her teeth, her pupils shrunk slightly: "If you kill him, I'll count as one!"

"Hey, what I'm telling you is that we should go and stop him, what's the matter with you!" Li Lefan was startled by him, so he stretched out his hand and pushed him.

One and two are crazy, is it a joke to kill someone!

Luo Xing supported the sides of the pool, took a deep breath, quietly turned the water temperature adjusted by Huo Xingzhou to cold water, picked up the cold water and washed his face, regaining a trace of clarity.

His mind was chaotic tonight, and he couldn't remember many things. He could only remember what Huo Xingzhou said while holding him.

There was a buzzing in his mind, but he couldn't hear anything. He still had some hearing, but it seemed to be completely deprived in an instant. He raised his hand and pressed his ear.

There is no sound.

What was going on? Could it be that the blow hit a certain nerve, or was he temporarily deaf because he was too scared in the exhibition hall?

He couldn't tell, he just felt tired and irritable.

His chest was filled with messy emotions, he couldn't express it and he couldn't figure it out. He was so uncomfortable that he just wanted to throw things and scream, but there was no way. If he was like this, Huo Xingzhou would feel uncomfortable.

Feng Jia would also feel guilty.

Luo Xing took a deep breath, took the towel and wiped his face, there was still a little smell of Huo Xingzhou's blood on it, which made him even more irritable.

He hung up the towel, adjusted his expression and mood, and walked towards Huo Xingzhou after all the washing, and smiled: "It's finished."

Huo Xingzhou touched his face, and hummed softly. He didn't know if the voice was loud or not, but Luo Xing could not hear him at all, and his world finally fell into silence.

"It's late, go to rest."

Luo Xing groaned and climbed onto the bed, afraid that he would find something strange if he talked a little longer, so he simply went to bed early, maybe when he woke up tomorrow morning, he could hear a little voice again.

Huo Xingzhou supported him by the waist and sent him to bed. After he covered the quilt and lay down, he stepped on the railing and got on the bed himself. Sitting on the bed, he leaned over and kissed him on the forehead, and said in a low voice: "Go to sleep, I'm here with you."

Luo Xing hummed and closed his eyes.

Maybe he was too tired, but he fell into a deep sleep in less than 5 minutes, his face was still so pale, his lips were also bloodless and even a little dry.

She probably didn't sleep well, her dark eyelashes fluttered from time to time, like two frightened butterfly wings.

Huo Xingzhou held him with one hand, and when he fell asleep a little bit, he pulled it out lightly, got up and got out of bed.

That pair of gentle eyes disappeared instantly, turning into cold and sharp blades, the eyes were heavy and terrifying.

"Feng Jia, stay here with Luo Xing. If he wakes up, call me and I'll go out." Huo Xingzhou glanced at the sleeping Luo Xing again, and tucked him in.

Feng Jia was silent for a while, and looked at him for two seconds as if he wanted to say something, but didn't say anything, just nodded: "Okay."

Huo Xingzhou didn't say anything more, turned around and went out, Li Lefan chased after him worriedly, almost couldn't keep up with his footsteps, he was out of breath after chasing.

-

"You let me go!"

Xue Jian was holding hands behind his back, his fair and pretty face was pressed against the sunken and raised conversation wall, and he yelled innocently, "Why are you arresting me!"

Lu Qinghe looked cool and gentle on the surface, but he was able to subdue him with only one hand. Only then did Xue Jian remember that this man was actually born in a military family.

"Lu Qinghe, you don't care about your Ye Qiaoqiao, what do you want to arrest me! It's your turn to meddle in my business, let me go, do you hear me!" Xue Jian struggled uncomfortably as he pressed his hand.

Lu Qinghe didn't bother to talk to him. Although he restrained him, he didn't hurt a hair on him.

Huo Xingzhou had to deal with this person himself.

No one is eligible.

Huo Xingzhou rushed over and saw Xue Jian who was being pressed against the rock climbing wall. The two looked at each other. Xue Jian didn't see the sneer as he imagined, only his face was expressionless.

He looked at himself as if he were looking at a piece of completely unnecessary garbage.

Xue Jian was stung by his gaze, even if he was carrying hatred, anger, and ridicule, he felt extremely refreshed.

No.

It was as if, without Luo Xing, he wouldn't even want to look at himself again, why!

Why why!

Xue Jian gritted his teeth tightly, Lu Qinghe let go, he lost his strength all of a sudden, and hit a bump on the climbing wall with inertia, which hurt his cheek.

Huo Xingzhou lowered his head, and removed the thick gauze that Luo Xing had wrapped around him, uncovering layer by layer, and finally turned into a long rag, which was stained with blood and thrown on the ground.

He moved his fingers, walked in front of Xue Jian expressionlessly, and asked without any ups and downs in his voice, "Where's the phone?"

Xue Jian was taken aback, thinking that he was here to question or hit her, but he didn't expect that the first sentence he asked was this, and the sick smile instantly froze on his face.

"That's right, I'm here." Xue Jian took out the phone from his pocket, and before he could utter half a sentence, Huo Xingzhou stopped him by pulling the phone away.

He took the phone and swiped up. Instead of checking the account balance or looking at other personal information, he opened the photo album.

Huo Xingzhou moved his fingertips, swiped lightly on the screen, and then smiled lightly with relief, the look in his eyes was so gentle, it was almost enough to drown someone just by looking at it.

Xue Jian raised his eyes in doubt.

In addition to the group photo of the barbecue that day, on the screen was a candid photo of Luo Xing, which was far and blurry through the window, without composition, and was extremely ugly.

It's just a photo, but it's so important!

In Huo Xingzhou's heart, he is not as good as a photo!

The anger and jealousy in Xue Jian's heart almost overwhelmed him, and he rushed forward to grab the phone, and he wanted to smash him to pieces!

Huo Xingzhou raised his hand, "Lu Qinghe."

Lu Qinghe raised his head in Xunsheng, and saw that he threw the phone over with a wave of his hand, and caught it accurately. Then, before he could relax and scold him for not preparing for it, what to do if it broke, he heard a scream.

Xue Jian lay on the ground, before the screams subsided, Huo Xingzhou stepped on his finger, crushed it fiercely, and asked in a cold voice: "How much blood do you have on your hands? Do you understand?"

Xue Jian gasped in pain, but a smile slowly appeared on his distorted face, as if the more pain he felt, the more satisfied he was, and he laughed heartily twice.

Huo Xingzhou frowned, Li Lefan wanted to go up to fight, but Lu Qinghe raised his hand to block him: "I advise you not to go up."

"But!"

Lu Qinghe raised his eyelids and glanced at him: "He owes this to Luo Xing and Min Yao. If you weren't afraid of getting involved, you shouldn't have stopped him."

Xue Jian gasped with difficulty, laughed intermittently and said, "You hit me...killed me. I died in your hands...you will always remember me, just like I will bear Min Yao's death, I want you too...to carry...me forever and ever."

"Fuck!" Li Lefan was still blocking him, hoping that Huo Xingzhou would not affect him because of this. After all, if Xue Jian was killed or injured, he would be responsible if Xue Jian called the police.

I didn't expect him to be so shameless!

He still wanted to die at the hands of Huo Xingzhou. He was dead, but he wanted Huo Xingzhou to be buried with him?

Huo Xingzhou loosened his feet, squatted down and pulled him up, and punched him in the face with a blank expression, as if he was punching a piece of rotten meat.

In the quiet abandoned building, there was only the muffled sound of fists hitting his face, Xue Jian couldn't laugh anymore, because he found that Huo Xingzhou didn't bring the emotion he wanted when he hit himself.

I don't know if it's his blood, or Huo Xingzhou's hand, it's stuck together, he stuck out the tip of his tongue and licked it lightly.

Xue Jian couldn't bear him ignoring him, endured the severe pain with difficulty, and deliberately stimulated Huo Xingzhou: "Do you know, when Luo Xing called your name here, the voice was extremely miserable, whimpering like a trapped animal, I Listen...it hurts."

"I don't know, he's still afraid of the dark, but he doesn't seem to hear?" Xue Jian pretended to be innocent and said, "I was standing not far from him, talking to him, but he... I can't hear the words, I just want to call you to save him, tsk tsk..."

"But you should also thank me. If I hadn't created such an opportunity for you, how would you know that he is afraid of the dark and still loves you so much?"

Huo Xingzhou raised his eyes, loosened his fingertips, and watched him trembling on his stomach without saying a word.

Xue Jian lost his support, and immediately fell to the ground, gasping for breath and laughing maniacally: "He still wanted to find his own mobile phone to light up, but unfortunately, I smashed it to pieces, because he used your photo as a desktop, you say……"

He paused.

"Isn't it too hateful?"

Huo Xingzhou knelt down and looked at him with compassion: "Xue Jian, do you know where you are the most pitiful?"

Xue Jian was startled, his smile froze on his face, as if he had been stabbed severely, his lower lip trembled and he didn't allow him to speak: "I'm pitiful, I'm not pitiful at all!"