Are you here to save me?

【"Senior, senior, I like you so much, can I be your girlfriend?" In front of Shen Jiyue was a shy girl with her head down.

Shen Jiyue frowned, thinking about the final divorce between grandma and grandpa, and mother's divorce. "Sorry, I have no idea of ​​falling in love."

Shen Jiyue swore that he would not follow their old path, so he would not make mistakes if he did not start.So he simply kept people away thousands of miles away, so that no one dared to approach him. 】

Let yourself live like a high-necked flower.

【"Jiyue, call 119! Hurry up!!" Shen Jiyue could hear this desperate voice and dream of their desperate expressions almost every night.Every night, Shen Jiyue buried his face in the pillow in pain and wept bitterly, kowtowing his head in a framed attempt to atone for his sins, but the more painful Shen Jiyue became, the more determined he was to make his choice back then. You see, they are all free now, and I am the only one Suffering is enough]

Just when Shen Jiyue thought that he should live in darkness to redeem his sins for the rest of his life, Song Min appeared inadvertently.

[I want to eat your cooking all my life!My parents only know that work doesn’t care about me, I always eat takeaway, and the food you cook is the best thing I’ve ever eaten]

[Brother Shen, maybe you?Do you like boys? 】

【Stay with me!Shen Jiyue! 】

【I'm right here!Don't be afraid.Go forward, I will not leave you]

【I love you, I just like to send you flowers】

【Blue tulip means you are my treasure】

【The black rose is my unswerving loyalty to you】

How beautiful, it exists like a dream, but unfortunately, the dream will wake up.

【"Who is that woman?" Shen Jiyue questioned like a street shrew.

"My mother introduced me to a blind date..." Song Min said with his head down.

"Blind date???? Are you fucking looking for death?" Shen Jiyue felt like he was going crazy.

"Then what else!! I'm almost 30 and my mother wants me to marry a wife, what can I say! I said I like men and then you take them home???" Song Min yelled irritably.

"What about me?? Song Min, what about me?? You went to get married, what about me??" Shen Jiyue also started yelling.

"I'm still with you! No one will find out..." Before Song Min could say anything, Shen Jiyue slapped him.

In his mind, Song Min smiled and said to him: "Even if we are not allowed, I am here and I will not leave." In front of my eyes, Song Min's questioning tone: "Should I take you home and tell my mother that I like you?" man?"

ridiculous.

Since the last quarrel, Song Min didn't go home very much these days, and he didn't talk to Shen Jiyue very much after returning home, and refused to talk to Shen Jiyue.Where have you been?Did you have meal?Shen Jiyue would ask these questions, but Song Min couldn't say them.

Several times when Shen Jiyue took his mobile phone and called Song Min to go home, he wanted to say: Do you still have contact with that woman?are you still married

Shen Jiyue was ashamed to say it out, she clearly swore that she would never become like her grandma and mother, but somehow she became exactly the same.

In the following days, Shen Jiyue stopped calling Song Min, asked questions, and urged him to go home.Shen Jiyue didn't seem to care anymore.

That day Song Min came home groggy from drinking, and sat on the sofa.Cover your head.

Shen Jiyue is on the side.Unable to hold back: "Song Min, do you still love me?"

no respond.

"Drink a bowl of soup, hangover, you will feel better tomorrow." Shen Jiyue brought chicken soup and fed it to Song Min]

【"Shen Jiyue, you are insane!! Why are you handcuffing me!!" Song Min woke up and found himself handcuffed to the bed.

"From today onwards, I will cook three meals for you. Didn't you say that you like the meals I cook? I will feed you every day, and you don't want to go anywhere." Shen Jiyue touched Song Min's face gently talking.

"Are you crazy? Untie it for me!" Song Min said viciously.

Shen Jiyue hugged Song Min and said, "I'm sorry, I can't accept you leaving me, so bear with it so we can be together.

At first, Song Min was still struggling, but Shen Jiyue gave Song Min the drug that Shen Jiyue got from somewhere.Later Song Min stopped struggling and listened numbly to what Shen Jiyue wanted him to do.

Shen Jiyue is undoubtedly happy.

"I have something to go out, you have to be good, I'll come back and buy your favorite food to feed you." Shen Jiyue finished speaking and kissed Song Min's forehead.

Unexpectedly, after Shen Jiyue left, he would never see Song Min again.

When Shen Jiyue was carrying big and small bags of food and went downstairs happily, there was another terrifying fire, and Shen Jiyue felt that his heart was about to stop, and he was about to run upstairs regardless, but was stopped by the people around him down.

"Young man, you can't go up, half the building is on fire." This time, Shen Jiyue was stopped.

Song Min, Song Min is still inside, he is handcuffed, he can't run, he will die, he will leave me.ah! ! !

Shen Jiyue frantically tried to break free from the shackles of others until Song Min's body was carried out and brought in front of him.

ah! ! !Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha! !

leave me! !Very good! !All gone!All left! !All freed! !Only I am still lingering, hahahahahahaha! !

all left...

Shen Jiyue is crazy, laughing and crying for a while, looking crazy and sad.

Come and take me away, please, please]

It turned out that I was alone.

It turned out that I was the one who imprisoned people.

It turned out that I was the one who gave the medicine.

It turned out that I was the one who was afraid of fire.

It turns out that the person I love deeply is me.

It turns out that the one who can't lose you is me.

It turns out that you didn't come to save me.

Open your eyes, a blinding white.

"Dr. Chen, the patient in bed 12 is awake, Dr. Chen."

This was the second day after Shen Jiyue woke up. Shen Jiyue was sitting in a wheelchair in the hospital corridor looking at the snow scene outside.It was also such a snowy day, he sent his relatives away with his own hands, let Song Min break into his heart with his own hands... and then watched him die in front of him because he couldn't escape the fire.

Shen Jiyue looked outside calmly.The medical staff behind said: "You have been here for more than a year, and you have been making noise all the time. You have to rely on strong tranquilizers to sleep peacefully. It's rare to see you so awake and quiet. It's great."

Shen Jiyue went crazy at the scene of the fire, and was sent to the psychiatric hospital that day, but Shen Jiyue's attending doctor couldn't treat Shen Jiyue well, because Shen Jiyue was in a state of madness and collapse, and he kept He was looking for various ways to commit suicide, either by throwing things wildly and screaming, or hitting the wall and kneeling and kowtowing in apology, babbling.Terrible.So he was injected with the first powerful sedative by the doctor.Shen Jiyue was forced to sleep just like that.

But Shen Jiyue was surprised to find that he would dream of Song Min.In the dream, Song Min still loves him, can sing to him, will continue to buy him flowers, and will not abandon him. In the dream, Song Min imprisoned him and couldn't leave him, afraid that he would go mad and go crazy! !

Shen Jiyue, who woke up for the first time, felt very refreshed, and a delusion of retribution sprouted in his heart.

not enough!Far from enough!

Shen Jiyue's fuss became even more frightening. When the second injection was given, he could still dream of the same one, so he was stunned. Shen Jiyue felt that he was taking revenge on Song Min, and asked Song Min to try his own pain.

But gradually, after the third, fourth, fifth, and sixth injections, Shen Jiyue's physical condition deteriorated. The attending doctor refused to give him this injection, and many medical staff took care of him to prevent Shen Jiyue from going crazy.

Shen Jiyue hadn't had an injection for more than a month. Strangely, Shen Jiyue could hardly sleep peacefully without taking a sedative. When he closed his eyes, it was the desperate expressions of his grandparents and Song Min's painful scolding in the fire.Shen Jiyue couldn't dream of Song Min's love anymore, but couldn't remember it. All he could think of was Song Min's indifference in the later period.

Shen Jiyue felt that he wanted to dream of Song Min not because he wanted to take revenge on him, but because he missed him...he was addicted to his fiery love at the beginning.He's always taking revenge on himself.

The love he has figured out is more and more impossible to hide, he has nowhere to vent, he wants to go back to that dream, he misses Song Min's embrace, Song Min's kiss, Song Min's is hot.He wants a strong tranquilizer.That's a good thing that can make him drunk and dreamy.

He became more and more frantic and wanted to commit suicide to obtain tranquilizers, but there were too many people guarding him. Every time he was stopped, nothing happened and he didn't need tranquilizers. Slowly...Shen Jiyue found that suicide was useless, so... .Shen Jiyue turned suicide into killing others.

He managed to get seven, eight, nine, ten, eleven... shots of tranquilizers.

"Yes, I also think I'm recovering well, please cover my legs." Shen Jiyue said to the medical staff with a smile.

"Okay." The medical staff found a blanket and knelt down to cover Shen Jiyue.

Shen Jiyue quickly pinched the medical staff's neck tightly: "Ahahahahahahaha." Shen Jiyue laughed maniacally.

laugh at yourself.

Why did I miss you so much the next day I woke up, I want to go back to find you, boyfriend.

"Help!!!"

"Quick, break his opponent away!!" Many people came to break Shen Jiyue's hand, and Shen Jiyue clung to the neck of the medical staff, continued to laugh wildly, and burst into tears.

Didn't you come to save me?Why did I become like this?

"Take a strong tranquilizer and put him on it! Quick! He's going to die!"

Ahhahahahahahahaha Shen Jiyue laughed even more happily. Shen Jiyue could feel that his dilapidated body was about to be useless. Shen Jiyue had a premonition that he would never leave Song Min again. We're going to be together forever, Song Min.

I am very happy and I love you.

The needle falls, the hand falls off.

I save myself.