don't want to love you

The bold scene just now made many people walking with us glance at us from time to time. I was so embarrassed that I didn't even have time to appreciate the magnificent and wandering St. Mark's Basilica.Li found out that something was wrong with me, so he didn't say anything, so he didn't continue to visit, and led me away in a hurry.

[Actually, they are not laughing at us, it is very open here, and people like us are easily accepted. ] From explaining to me.

[Then you don’t have to keep looking at us! ] This is what I'm most depressed about, even if they don't agree, it doesn't matter.

[Hehe, that's because they think you look pretty. ] My face was flushed red, and it was somewhat embarrassing to be put on a beautiful hat as a male.

[Why is Xiaojun still shy? ] I lowered my head and ignored Li's teasing.

We just walked around aimlessly and leisurely, and I was naturally in a good mood. Being able to walk with Li in such a beautiful and romantic city will definitely become my best memory.

As night fell, stars hung in the dim sky.

On the Bridge of Sighs, countless couples embraced each other and kissed affectionately.But to me, he was just a passing passerby. [Don't envy them, maybe they are a loving couple today, who knows if they will part ways tomorrow.Nothing is fixed, don't always just see the beauty on the surface. ] One sentence pierced my heart, there is no definite number?Superficial beauty?Does the implication mean us?

The day did not end with this unpleasant remark, Li took me to a Michelin restaurant that had been booked in advance to enjoy a gourmet feast.

Sitting side by side with Li, I watched Li cut up the steak and delivered it to my mouth.I haven't eaten much after wandering around for a day, my stomach is already hungry, and I can't wait to eat.The eyes that have been staring at the food all the time, did not care about the envious eyes of others.

[Eat slowly, and no one will fight with you. ] Seeing me wolfing down my image without any strictness, Li reminded me with a smile. [I'm sorry, I'm too hungry, and I don't eat well. ] I really dare to say that it’s just a little bad. Thinking about my eating just now, anyone who reads it will wonder how many days I haven’t eaten.After all, in such a high-end restaurant, and making such an imageless gesture, it is more or less embarrassing.Immediately tasteless, full after a while.

[Are you full? ] I nodded in silence.

[Then let's go! ] Li got up and took my hand and walked out of the restaurant.

After returning to the hotel, he simply took a shower, lay on the bed but did not feel sleepy, and stared at the ceiling wide open. [Why, aren't you sleepy after a day of exhaustion? ] asked Li, who was sorting out the data on the computer.I kept thinking about it on the way back, and finally made up my mind, [Li, let's do it! ] Li stopped typing on the keyboard, looked at me, [Aren't you tired! ] I shook my head, seeing Clutch on the computer, I got up and hugged Li's head and kissed those red lips, sucking deeply.

I didn't think much about it, I just wanted to get close to Li, so I chose to combine again.But he forgot what a ferocious wolf he was provoking.

After taking off the obscene clothes, Li's cold fingers lightly grasped the sudden red spot, and polished it in circles, the tingling sensation stimulated the body to tremble uncontrollably.The place where the wet and greasy tongue swims becomes crystal clear.At the most critical step, they have already done enough foreplay. It is no longer the rampage like last time, but there are still some cracks, just like this.

In the dark night, we who were mentally exhausted fell into a deep sleep without washing anything left, and we felt each other's warmth when we slept together without a dream.

After a good night's sleep, I stretched hard.The smell in the air has long since dissipated, and the mind is refreshed, but the blanket next to him is icy cold when he touches it with his hands, he moves his body, feeling a little uncomfortable, and looking sideways, the expected dots of bright red come into view.

After confirming that she was fine, she was about to get out of bed, the silky bedding slid down her waist, and the purple-red marks were like blooming mansa pearls.

[Bang], pulling back my thoughts.

Raising his head, he saw Li Zheng walking this way, wearing a bathrobe, his wet hair was slumped, and water droplets slid down his neck and wet the bathrobe.

[Wake up, you must be exhausted last night! ] I shook my head gently, [Fortunately, I am not tired now. ] I got up and got out of bed, this time it was indeed much better than before, and I couldn't see anything when I walked.

[It’s fine, wait for you to rest at home for half a day, and take you to see a doctor in the afternoon. ] Li wiped his head with a dry towel and talked to me.

[OK. ] I responded simply, the discomfort on my body urged me to wash it off with water.

He quickly walked into the bathroom, turned on the shower head, closed his eyes, and felt the comfort of the water brushing across his head and falling to the ground.

After washing, I put on a comfortable bathrobe, and lay back on the bed again, since I had to go out for something, I was bored looking for TV programs to pass the time.

It turns out that when you are used to being accompanied by someone, it is so lonely when you are alone.It is not a good idea to go on like this, I am afraid to think about it, I regard separation as my life, but I don’t know what I am to separation, friend, lover or just a passer-by in a short life, so I am afraid that one day I will be discarded like an object, and I cannot bear the pain of this loss.

People are really contradictory animals. This is the second time I express the same emotion, but this time I clearly don’t want to leave him but I still keep reminding myself to slowly fade him out of my life, otherwise, if that day comes, My own life would be worse than death, but it is easier said than done, and all I can do now is to silently pray that that day will not come.

I have never been an optimistic person, and most of the time I will chew and even twist simple things.With a painful head, her back fell straight on the bed.I wanted to yell, but I couldn't.