don't want to love you

The intersecting bodies are endlessly entangled, the bitten lips are tightly controlled to make no sound, the heavy and forbearing breathing is full of despair and loneliness, and the withdrawn soul is indifferently watching the frenzied scene.

"Ah! Stop...stop." After enduring the tearing pain of his body, he resisted weakly, but he didn't know that this resistance aroused the mad man's deeper desire for sadism and possessiveness, and played it like a slideshow. The past made Shu Yun shake his spirits, and his sharp and neat white teeth bit down on the white and almost transparent neck, a pain suddenly hit, and the merciless sharp teeth quickly tasted a mouthful of blood. The dark red water flowed over the corner of the mouth, and the tightly locked place was released after tasting a piece of sweet and fishy, ​​with blood oozing from time to time under the back and forth of the blue veins.

With a hiss of hindsight, he was extremely angry, and without hesitation raised his palm to slap the crystal-like baby's face, and several bright red palm prints immediately appeared on the pale and smooth skin.

The pain engraved on the skin did not make Shu Yun cry weakly, on the contrary, he grinned, like a clean white lotus, aloof and desolate without eating fireworks.

Zhong Li leaned over and looked at the young man under him in a daze, and couldn't help muttering, "Jane! You're finally back! I knew you wouldn't leave me behind." Firmly embracing him in his arms, the joy of regaining what was lost made the man so dizzy that he couldn't tell the truth of the matter.

The numb Shu Yun didn't make any resistance. Since Zhou Chen said to come back to save him, why should he ask for trouble? I don't know why I would trust a person who is not friendly in this strange and scary place. Maybe it's just rushing to the doctor in a hurry!

Thinking of this, Shu Yun inevitably laughed at himself secretly.

"Jane, don't leave me anymore, okay?"

Such a gentle and sexy voice called other people's names, but hugged his own body, which made Shu Yun want to go crazy.

The two of them remained silent for the next few minutes, the blood dripping on the inside of their thighs was clamoring dissatisfaction in a silent way, the man beside him didn't let go of the person in his arms after falling asleep from exhaustion, Shu Yun didn't know what to do in his heart.

The 'bang' was the sound of planks breaking, and he knew that his rescuer was coming.

"Xiao Ye!"

A shout of focus came from the dim corridor, followed by a series of anxious steps. Zhou Chen was obviously taken aback when he saw a small spot of blood on the pure white bed sheet, and then ran to the two of them and pushed Zhong Li away. Just inspecting Shu Yun's injury, Zhou Chen's heart ached when he saw the severely torn wound and the wound that was still bubbling, and the wound on Shu Yun's body that others would not pay attention to at all.

Looking up at the pale face covered with palm marks, Zhou Chen said in a hoarse voice, "I'm sorry, Xiaojun, I'm late!" After finishing speaking, Nuan Nuan wiped the dry blood at the corner of his mouth with calloused fingertips , and then took Shu Yun away without even looking at Zhong Li.

Cleaning up impurities, disinfecting, applying medicine and other small things, Zhou Chen was very careful, even so, Shu Yu still twitched constantly.

After another ten minutes or so, the wound was considered healed. Shu Yu, who gradually regained his consciousness and strength, tried hard to prop up his body. Before he could move, Zhou Chen supported his shoulders and leaned on the soft cushion, weak. said, "Thank you!"

"I should be the one who wants to say sorry. If I had stopped Zhuli or rescued you earlier, you wouldn't have been hurt." Hearing Zhou Chen's apologetic words, the corners of Shu Yun's mouth twitched with relief and helplessness "You have no obligation to save me, so you don't have to blame yourself here, but I hope you can do me a favor."

"What's the matter?" Zhou Chen said immediately after hearing this without thinking.

"I want to leave here, I hope you help me leave this city, and never see him again!" The decisive words blurted out flatly, making Zhou Chen unable to understand the person in front of him, "But you are injured now, and your leg is injured again. It’s inconvenient, and there’s simply no ability to survive outside alone.”

Zhou Chen thought of these situations, Shu Yun hadn't thought about it, but if he didn't try, how would he know that he couldn't do it.

"There is no unparalleled road! Maybe I will live better in other places."

In fact, Zhou Chen is fully capable of giving Shu Yun a lot of money, or hiding him, but he always recalls Zhongli's confession in his mind, "Is it really decided? Zhongli just lost control this time, I will find a way to heal him in the future, this kind of situation will not happen again today, believe me!"

The reason why Zhou Chen did this was not entirely because Shu Yun had woken them up before, but also because Shu Yun was the friend Zhou Chen sincerely wanted to make.

"No, the choice I made has nothing to do with this..." Shu Yun's hesitation can be seen in the words, and after thinking for a while, he made up his mind and said, "I don't blame him for being like this today. If it wasn't like this, I might still be cheating." Looking at myself, I have loved him for so many years, no matter how he treats me, I don’t care, after so many things happened, I foolishly thought that Li Duo would have some feelings for me, but I was really wrong, no matter what I No amount of forbearance can enter his heart."

Hearing this, Zhou Chen really wanted to tell Zhongli's self-blame and remorse after that incident, but Zhou Chen was blocked by what Shu Yun said next, "You don't need to persuade me, this time I will I really made up my mind, because you know that I didn't blame him after the incident happened before, but he hugged me, tortured me, and regarded me as Jane, you know how much I have in my heart Crash?"

He obviously wanted to comfort him, but he didn't know how to say it.

"I hope you respect my choice and know that I don't blame him until now. I have always loved him. It's just that after loving for so long, I'm tired and I don't want to love him anymore."

Zhou Chen knew that he was just an outsider and was not qualified to take care of their affairs. It was their fault that Shu Yun became like this today. Letting go would be the best result for the two of them. Thinking about it carefully, since she called Jane's name in that state, Li must have never forgotten him at all. In the end, Shu Yun's staying here was just asking for humiliation, so he should help this child himself!

"Okay, I can send you away, but I want to remind you, judging from your previous and recent performance, I conclude that you have symptoms of depression, and it happens that taking this opportunity to go out and relax will be of great help to the treatment. The advantage is that your body has been found to be much weaker than normal people since I first met you. The injuries accumulated inside and outside for such a long time have a great impact on your body. I was originally I don't intend to tell you, but judging from the current situation, it seems necessary for me to remind you." Seeing Zhou Chen's heartfelt and long-winded words, Shu Yun was very moved, but he didn't have the slightest fear in his usual way. It is best to treat everything with a positive attitude!

With Zhou Chen's help, Shu Yun easily left the place that suffocated him and left him riddled with holes. To be honest, he didn't have any reluctance in his heart, but only longing for a new life.

If time could be turned back and they never met, he, who was under seventeen, could still enjoy the short-lived comfort in the sunshine he loved, quietly spend the last year under the ridiculing and contemptuous eyes of others, and then he would not turn his head. Returning to leave the orphanage that raised him for 18 years, he started his passion and pursuit of life.

If I hadn't fallen in love with him, but greedily wanted a man to return his love for me, I wouldn't have been so insulted that it was irreparable.

in case……

When the orange-yellow dazzling sunlight shines on the whole body, it seems to be able to forget all the pain.

When you go to a strange city, what kind of life will you meet after that uncertain terminal arrives?