don't want to love you

Aowei's handsome face was pale after illness, and a few drops of water were hanging on his chapped lips due to ischemia. Shu Yun asked worriedly, "Does the wound still hurt?"

Weakly pulled the corners of his lips to show a comforting smile, slowly shook his head and said in a hoarse voice, "It's much better." After saying that, his eyes turned to Zhongli who was quietly watching, and when he hesitated what to say, the man spoke first After speaking, "It seems that the recovery is good!"

I don't know whether it was ridicule or concern, which aroused the imagination of others, but the person concerned smiled without paying attention.

"Mr. Zhong, let's go outside and talk about something!" The tall and slender Bell stood next to a man who was comparable to him, and said in a decibel that only the two of them could hear. Zhong Li didn't agree, " Xiaojun, you guys talk first, I have something to go out for a while."

Before Shu Yun nodded, they turned around and walked side by side. They raised their heads proudly, and walked with unruly but elegant steps. Sure enough, the difference between people is not their status or appearance but their appearance. The feeling revealed in the bones, this kind of thing is something that many people can't achieve in a lifetime.

In the eerie and quiet space, there were faint sounds of two breaths, and no one spoke. At this moment, they seemed to not know how to face each other, and they seemed to be thinking about what to say.

Time passed without stopping, and the pupils facing each other communicated without any words.

"Yu'er likes me, right?" In the end, it was Ovi who broke the deadlock. This time, Shu Ye did not refuse or remain silent as before, but nodded without hesitation. Wei could understand how much courage it took Shu Yun to make a decision, but Ao Wei said something that Shu Yun couldn't think of, "But Yun'er can't like me."

Shu Yun's unacceptable widened eyes full of doubts, shock and disbelief, but in exchange for another more serious blow from Ovi, "I have never loved Yun'er, I have been using you all the time, it's a pity I made a mistake just as I was getting there."

Tears could not stop falling, this is not true, Shu Yun shouted in confusion in his heart.

"Why...why?" An invisible gravitational force made Shu Yun's throat hoarse and heavy, and even speaking became very difficult.

"Profit drives me to do this!" His blurred vision made him unable to capture the slightest pain on the man's face. Such calm words beat him to bruises and ruthlessly mocked his naivety and ignorance.

Why are there so many jokes in life? Does the road that has been tortuous for so long continue to be tortuous?

"Ovi, ​​are you lying to me?" Shu Yun took the last courage to seek the answer deep in his heart, but always got what he wanted, "We can't deceive each other anymore, you can talk to your The man has gone back to China, and I want to seize my own happiness."

The face without a trace of expression is still the familiar face, so close and so far away, palpable but nothing.

All he gave and sacrificed again and again was torture and deceit.

He doesn't believe in fate, but fate undeniably has its own destiny in the dark, and it's not man himself who controls him...

Shu Yun, who stopped crying, didn't let out a choked-up weakness. Instead, he looked at the still peaceful face with never-before-seen firm eyes and said, "Are they threatening you? If it's that contract, I can help you." You stole it. In the past, it was because I couldn’t let go of the past that I hurt you again and again. You silently protected me time after time behind me. Persistence, now I want to regain my freedom, I don't want you to back down."

"You're ridiculous, I'm not shrinking back, it's just because I never thought that we would be really together from the beginning, you should hold on tighter to your attachment, so that you won't be hurt by other things, you know? "After speaking, Ovi clutched the wound pierced by bullets, and Ovi frowned at the painful place. Just as Shu Yun was about to stretch out his hand to support Ovi's body, he heard Ovi say in a flustered voice. To, "This is my choice!"

The hand outstretched in the air froze, not knowing whether to take it back or hold on tightly, after a moment of hesitation, the slender fingers curled up slowly and finally chose to take it back.

Life is always in the endless misses and encounters to really understand its true meaning, but now they don't understand it.

"I see, I won't bother you anymore." Shu Yun lowered his head and said in a sad tone. Ovi in ​​front couldn't see Shu Yun's expression at the moment, but he didn't care too much What.

Ovi didn't speak for a short period of time, his body soon became exhausted after waking up, and he lay down and fell asleep without waiting for the two people outside the door to come in. Shu Yun, who was in a complicated mood, was waiting endlessly It became icy cold.

An unexpected hand rested on Shu Yun's thin shoulders, causing Shu Yun's whole body to tremble, and when he looked up, it turned out that it was Zhong Li and Bo Er who came in, and he was surprised that he didn't even hear anything, "Have you talked yet? "

Facing Zhongli's inquiry, Shu Yun could only nod silently, "Li, I'm tired and want to go back."

Zhongli, who smelled the disharmonious smell, left without saying a word, hugging Shuyun, and left without giving Boer a chance to say goodbye.

This night, Shu Yun almost didn't sleep at all. He didn't choose to have sex with Zhongli. Now he is recalling many, many memories under the washing of the moonlight. It's not long, it's not short, but for Shu Yun, it's both hasty and slow.

He doesn't have much love, he will treat anyone who is good to him sincerely, even if anyone is bad to him, he will not hold grudges, he is an ordinary person, and experiencing many catastrophes will not arouse his fighting spirit, It will only make him lose hope for the future.

There are bright stars hanging on the dark night, and the light emitted by the golden moon has a kind of coldness that hits people's hearts. The incomprehensible patterns in the sky are surrounded by silver-gray galaxies, which makes the moon feel cold and lonely. .

"Am I really wrong? I was ready to let go of the past, but something went wrong." Sitting on the window sill, Shu Yun murmured his unhappiness alone. The snow had stopped, but he didn't mean to melt. The open window blows in gusts of cold wind, and Shu Yun, who is wearing thin pajamas, has already lost consciousness, but this makes his brain unusually sensitive and clear.

The intrusion without knocking interrupted his thoughts.