don't want to love you

"It's okay, it's okay, then can you tell me what you think in your heart?" Ovi shook off the turmoil in his heart and comforted softly, but Shu Yun buried his head in the man's chest and remained silent. After being rubbed out, I said a little disappointed, "Forget it, don't say it if you don't want to say it!"

The two of them maintained this posture like this, and the little head with thick black hair rubbed randomly from time to time, adding a few creases to the originally flat shirt.

"It's not that I don't want to tell you, I just don't want to recall before..." After that, I twitched my nose a few times, and wiped the tears that flowed down again with the back of my hand, "Okay, then we won't recall. Don't cry anymore , okay?" Another slender finger gently wiped off those crystal clear, transparent nails and trimmed them into nice arcs.

Shu Yun, who was out of the man's arms, sorted out his emotions. Ovi clearly felt that the moment Shu Yun left, there was a chill in his chest. He didn't know whether it was the coldness of his heart or the water stain on his shirt when it touched the air. cold.

The car galloped again on the asphalt road.

"I was an orphan since I was a child, and I have never felt any warmth, so I like to bask in the sun. I thought that one day I would be able to read a book and take a nap at any time after I came out of the orphanage, but..." Stop The words did not stop Ovi who was driving or asked him what's the matter, but just waited for Shu Yun to continue talking, Shu Yun regained his emotions and continued, "I met him that day, I don't know what happened to him. Why such a noble person adopted me, of course I don’t want to know, because I am greedy for the warmth he gave me, the warmth I have never felt. He liked someone before, and that person liked to play the piano, so he asked me to learn it, because He likes it, so I like it too, but when the piano cover slammed on my hand without mercy, I was really desperate..." Shu Yun, who was only talking, didn't notice the other pair of hands holding the steering wheel The blue veins on the back of the hand are protruding due to exertion, and there is also some fine sweat in the palm of the hand.

"But that kind of despair was only for a moment. At that time, I thought my hand was useless but I still loved him, so I would rather let him use me as a substitute just to stay with him. Later, he took me to Venice and said To take me on a tour and heal my hand, I'm glad I thought he was the one who let me down and was willing to accept me. But I was wrong again, he didn't love me, he was just using me from start to finish. For a while He wanted to discuss business, so he didn't have time to stay with me, so I had to go to the treatment alone, but I was taken away by another person who also wanted the contract, he didn't save me, didn't save me..." said In the end, Shu Yun almost collapsed, Ovi slammed on the brakes, and took Shu Yun into his arms again, "Yi'er, don't say it, don't say it anymore."

The man ignored Shu Yun's resistance, and Shu Yun was forced to roar, "No, I want to say, don't you want to know? Let me tell you, he didn't save me then and I was...by so many people..." The warm lips covered it, swallowing the next cruel fact. The man's nimble tongue swept across the inner wall of Shu Yun's mouth. The intertwined tongues sucked the juice in the mouth fiercely, biting the mouth from time to time. Reddened lips sucked, as if claiming possession.

"Wuuuuuuu!" Shu Yun, who was almost suffocated by this superb Ji Yi kiss, had already been limp in the spacious embrace, unable to resist making a few weak sounds.

The kiss with raging and pleasure seemed long and unbearable, and when the moist lips parted, several slender and crystal-clear water strands were pulled out.

"Yu'er, are you okay?" Ovi asked worriedly, looking at the child whose cheeks were flushed from lack of oxygen.

Shu Yun, who was immersed in the kiss just now, took a long time to react, looking at Aowei with shock and doubt in his eyes, "You, just now?"

"Yu'er, do you know, I like you, oh no, I love you, I don't know where it started, maybe I saw you lying alone in the rain, seeing your weak breath and full body I fell in love with you when I was scarred, and I have been waiting for you to tell me the secret in your heart, waiting for you to fall in love with me too.” Aowei’s clear words lingered and played back in Shu Yun’s mind, was it a dream?Did the inexplicable words just now be for yourself?But why don't you want to refuse, but it's difficult to agree, after all, you still can't let him go...

Time stood still and the air condensed.

Ovie seemed to have lost his ability to speak, move, and even breathe very weakly.

"Ovi, ​​what you just said... I can't accept it for a while." Something seemed to be broken in the blue eyes, and it couldn't be put together no matter how hard they were put together. The man breathed out a few breaths, and said with a somewhat far-fetched smile , "It's okay, I will wait for you, I will never give up. But I want to prove one thing, if my guess is right, that person should be Zhongli!"

The word Zhongli made Shu Yun's ears ring, "How do you know?"

"I also participated in the business you mentioned, and only the two of us succeeded in the end. Zhongli is also in the United States now. If you want to see him, I can arrange for you..." Shu Yun stopped before Ovi finished speaking. "No, I don't want to see him, it's a nightmare, a nightmare that torments me day and night!"

"Okay, okay, I don't want to see you, so I don't see you." Hearing these words, Aowei rekindled his fighting spirit in his lost heart. Since Shu Yun wanted to give up the past, wouldn't he be able to walk into Shu Yun's heart faster? .

Aowei's voice is always like the spring water splashing from the mountain, crackling on the surrounding rocky mountains, melodious, melodious and clear, which can relieve the depression in people's hearts.

What Aowei needs to do now is to open Shu Yun's heart, so that his illness can be cured as soon as possible.

Shu Yun's heart is very contradictory, he wants to see him but is afraid to see him, when he thinks that he will be harmed by Zhongli like today, he wants to never see him for the rest of his life, but he can't help but think that Zhongli doesn't love him at all, and his heart turns cold again.

In fact, if it was really possible, they would not be together. The only thing that is fortunate now is that Aowei has been by his side all the time. If it weren’t for Aowei, Shu Yun would have collapsed or died. He thanked Aowei, but he just said He treats him as a friend, and he can't think of any other emotions for the time being.

"Thank you, Ovie." The more you say thank you, the better it is useless. It is better to simply thank you, which is simple and clear, and can express the meaning.

Maybe they can't be each other's partners, but Shu Yun will try his best to make Ovi happy.But things have become like this, I don't know if the two will be embarrassed, who knows what will happen in the future, all they can do now is let nature take its course.