don't want to love you

[The boss should go back to China, it has been so many days, I see the chance of survival...] ​​The voice trembled slightly, and the words that followed were well omitted but made people understand.

It's still the straight and straight figure, but it's only been a few days and it's already visibly thinner.

There is a patch of navy blue on his resolute chin, and the untended stubble protrudes faintly, which is a bit messy.His fingers lightly stroked the sharp chin, and he grinned his lips with a bit of self-deprecation in a wry smile, as if to say that he was really sloppy.

[Understood, starting tomorrow. ] After speaking, he let out a small sigh.

The dead have passed away, and those who live alone still have to regain their strength.

But he didn't believe that that person really disappeared like this...

When the plane landed, it was mixed with mud on the grass and flew with the wind. In the same place, the same plane, shiny black leather shoes stepped out of the cabin, but the person who was traveling with him was not seen until the plane took off again.

The silvery figure in front of him was blown into disorder by a gust of howling wind with his eye-catching and unruly wine red hair.

In the dusty air, the chaotic sand entered into the indifferent phoenix eyes, cleverly concealing the sadness and a thin layer of obscurity.

The wind stops and the soil falls.

[You are still willing to come back, but it took more than a month to come back. } There was not the slightest reproach in the words, but it was full of joy of reunion after a long absence.

The man nodded lightly and looked at Zhou Chen whose eyes were erratic, [Li, where is Xiaojie? ] Zhou Chen, who couldn't wait for the answer, saw Zhong Li who was silent, and saw Zhong Li kiss his vermilion lips, [Lost. ]] There is a bit of relief in the voice, a bit ethereal, with sadness that cannot be filtered out.

[What?lost! ] In exchange for an unbelievable surprise.

[Yeah, I lost it and couldn’t find it. ] Said again affirmatively.

[Li, is something wrong! ] Zhou Chen, who has a keen observation ability, soon smelled the clues.

[Go ahead, do you want to continue eating sand outside? ] Forced to pull out a smile to resolve this embarrassment.But what Zhong Li said was right, the wind was blowing one after another, and standing on the open grass, it was inevitable to eat a few grains of sand occasionally.

Taking off that layer of solemn and serious coat seems to have also removed the exhaustion.

There is a small half cup of deep purple ruby ​​red liquid in the transparent crystal texture glass, hold it in your hand and turn it gently in the air, you can hear the crisp sound of ice cubes touching it, and then, raise your head and drink it up in one gulp.The cold Lafite slipped from the mouth into the throat, irritating the nerves and the fragile stomach, [Li, are you crazy!? ] After roaring, he snatched the wine glass, Zhong Li growled, [Zhou Chen, stop making trouble! ] Don't make trouble, even told him not to make trouble.

The sound of 'snap' is the sound of glass shattering on the ground.

Zhong Li ignored Zhou Chen, picked up another glass and put a few pieces of ice in it, and poured himself half a glass, [Would you like to drink together...] Zhou Chen had no choice, since he couldn't stop it, he might as well accompany him.

He also simply picked up the wine glass and poured it, and the two brothers who grew up just drank one cup after another like this.

As the saying goes, it's more worrying to use wine to relieve sorrow, and this sentence is true for the two of them. Drinking a glass of wine feels more worrying than a glass of wine.A bottle of Lafite soon ran out, Zhong Li stood up and wanted to take another bottle, the stamina of Lafite made Zhongli dizzy for a while, and he walked towards the wine cabinet with some staggering steps.

[Come on, have another drink. ] Zhou Chen said vaguely, then raised his wine glass to touch Zhongli's.

With stamina, Lafite didn't know how many drinks it was, it seemed that he had drunk more than a dozen glasses, and it seemed that he had just started to drink the first one.

But it doesn't matter anymore, does it?

Can't tell the truth from the dream, the smiling Jane stretched out her hands to him, Zhongli wanted to rush over to hug that person tightly, and tell him, I miss you so much.But he couldn't move, he couldn't move his feet, he could only look at people close at hand but couldn't touch them.

Jane just looked at Zhongli with a smile, that gentle smile pierced Zhongli's heart.

[Goodbye, Li. ] After a few simple words, Jane's body gradually turned transparent until it disappeared.

[No! ] The huge inertia made Li, who had been struggling to break free, kneel straight on the ground with a heart-piercing howl.

[Li, what's wrong with you, wake up! ] Zhongli in his sleep heard someone calling him, so familiar voice, who is it?His head hurt so much, Zhong Li held his head and endured it, as if something was about to rush out of his brain.

[Li, wake up! ] Zhou Chen couldn't stop yelling at Li, he was half drunk and woke up just after hearing Li's howl, now Li was in pain, his arms covering his head blocked his distorted facial features.

In the dream, who was calling him, it seemed to be Zhou Chen, but why not Xiaojun, why not Xiaojun!

Zhong Li slowly opened his blurred phoenix eyes, and inadvertently shed a few drops of clear tears.

The headache didn't hurt that much anymore, it was just a little dull, [Yes, Xiaojun is dead. ] The man who regained his sanity murmured again, [Hehe, Xiaojie is dead, I killed him. ] That normally indifferent person started to cry.

At this moment, Zhou Chen also started to feel at a loss when he saw Li like this, [Li, what's wrong with you, what did you mean by that just now? ] Yes, what do you mean, what is called Xiaojun is dead.

After an unknown amount of time, Zhongli, who had gradually calmed down, returned to his previous seriousness, as if the weakness just now was just an illusion.

[Leave? ] Zhou Chen looked at his friend worriedly from the side.

[You also know, Xiao Ye, he...] Gently covered the red corners of his eyes and didn't continue to speak, he didn't want to tear open the wound all at once.

[Is it really you? ] The unbelievable questioning tone was exchanged for Zhongli's nod again, [Then why did you do this? ].

Zhong Li took a deep breath and said, [At that time, I deliberately let those people pay attention to Xiao Yan and let him be the bait, and those people would definitely divert their attention from me to a powerless On the children, so that they can easily threaten me without racking their brains to deal with me, so that I can do my business without any worries. ] In the end, Zhongli wondered how he had the courage to finish speaking.

[Then...] Zhou Chen paused, and then said, [Does Xiaojun know? ][Maybe know maybe don't know.But it doesn't matter anymore, Xiaojun is gone. ] At this time, Zhongli wanted to have a cigarette and feel the fragrance of nicotine intoxicated in it.

Zhou Chen didn't know what to say to comfort him, maybe he didn't need comfort.

Some people you always think will be a lifetime, but unexpectedly you don't know how long a lifetime will be.Maybe we are always too intoxicated by a certain scene, but forget that there are many places we have never seen.

When you understand it, you will find what you missed. Maybe you are greedy for the purity and nobility of cherry blossoms, but you have not found the plum blossoms that are indifferent to the world.