don't want to love you

Zhao Zhong tied the zipper and looked down at me with a treacherous look on the show.

Those few people had already put their tents on and couldn't wait to let themselves feel relieved. Those restless hands were protruding everywhere. In just two days, the originally white and flawless jade muscles were already covered with bruises and criss-cross marks, and they were constantly kicked and beaten. His body is already overwhelmed, if...

Don't dare to think about it anymore, Li, you really hate me so much, that's all, since you are like this, what can I do.

A gust of fresh air flowed in from the mottled window, covering the icy whole body, with a sense of desolation.

When will this cruel torture end?

This is a punishment with no pleasure but pain.

It was pierced mercilessly again and again, and the fragile inner wall channel was constantly torn out due to violent collisions, and then severely impacted.

The inside of the mouth was also sealed, and the turbid dirt flowed out from the gap on one side and fell on the jet-black hair.

The whole room is filled with a rotten smell, and if you want to vomit, you can only retch, because the remaining stomach acid has already been vomited out.

The last remaining consciousness in the brain is just pain, I just remember that the things in my mouth finally disappeared, I greedily sucked the air, I wanted to cry but I didn’t know who to call, my lower lip was also bitten by me, and I bit again cruelly Touching the damaged lips, just to keep from uttering a sound.Suddenly, someone looked at me with a ferocious face, and pinched my chin with his hand, trying to stuff his thing in, and I shook my head violently.

"It seems that I didn't do enough for you, and I still have the strength to resist." Ignoring my resistance, the man insisted on sending the sharp weapon into my mouth. I gritted my teeth with little force, but for the fragile place Unbearable.

"Ah." Hearing the howl of the man above my head, I opened my embarrassed lips, a row of white teeth, mixed with the thick blood flowing on the ground, like a broken doll, and it seemed to reverberate in my ears Speaking of the seemingly unintentional but intentional words, Xiaojun, you are really like a crystal doll.Hehe, yes, I am like a crystal doll, with a glamorous appearance, but it will shatter when dropped!

I can't remember what happened next.

I only know that it hurts, it hurts so much, the person I bitten is constantly combining violent swings like crazy, and different shameful 'postures' are entangled in my numb heart.

I don't know how long this insane prison sentence lasted, and I was hovering on the verge of coma.

I want to go to sleep and never wake up again. Why can't I satisfy even this little wish? It's really sad and lamentable.

But this sorrow and sigh is only carried out by me.

"Hey, why did you come here without saying a word." The person curled up in the corner ignored him as if he didn't hear it.

"Are you dumb?" The questioning voice came again.

"I'm not dumb." The child who had been curling up suddenly retorted fiercely.

"It's not that you're pretending to be dumb here. Also, don't blame me for being rude to you if you talk to me like this in the future." The little bully threatened viciously, and showed his ferocity with his weak fists.

But the child just buried his head in his knees again, not wanting to pay attention to everything outside.

That year, a car accident that no one expected caused a five-year-old child to lose his parents, his only relative.

It has been several days since Shu Yun came to the orphanage, and he didn't take the initiative to say a word. The only time it was just a retort when others called him dumb, and the rest was just curled up in a corner alone.

The children in the orphanage have no relatives since they were young, and they are alone, and no one cares about them.

They like to bully weak and cowardly people, and this person happens to be Shu Yun.But no matter how much he is wronged, he will never give in, but he will not resist either. He will always hide himself under the hard wings, licking the wound alone.

But, who will understand?

Before you know it, the years have passed like time.

Most of the people in the orphanage knew from an early age that they were helpless, so they knew that in this world, they could not rely on others and could only rely on themselves.So they never know compassion, and they can't understand cowardly people, such as Shu Yun.

Shu Yun, I don't know when I started to like to stay in the sun, because the light around the body is so warm.

He always likes to go to an uninhabited place by himself and stay quietly, sometimes, he stays for a whole day.I won't go back until I'm hungry.

He didn't want to come back here, he didn't like the mocking eyes of people his age or older and younger than him.

But, so what can he do, he doesn't want to be like them.

Time continued like this. When Shu Yun was 12 years old, a person pointed with his fingertips and confided that [his] short word rushed into Shu Yun's heart like a warm current, and it was beyond redemption.

After he left, he was happy without a trace of reluctance.

When he knew that there was always someone hidden in that person's heart, he thought about how to replace him and continue to love him for that person.That time he almost cut off his finger, but when he learned that the man had schizophrenia, he thought it was all his fault, making him angry and causing him to relapse.

Today, I crawled under several people and suffered all kinds of humiliation. He knew that all of this was caused by that person, but he didn't know whether he should hate it or not.

Shu Yun, what are you doing.

[Boss, this kid seems to be dying. ] In a daze, this voice faintly came from the top of my head, yes, now, death is a kind of relief, I wanted to laugh, but my physical condition did not allow it, and in the end, I had to give up.

[Then find a place to throw it, so as not to dirty here. ] The voice from afar was full of mockery and contempt.

Nice, dirty, dirty, my body.

I don't want to look at that place and the white scorching that hasn't drained from my body.

[Heh, you are tight enough there, you really never tire of doing it, haha. ] I no longer know who is talking and what, but I don't care anymore.

I was dragged into a car and bumped all the way.

There was a sudden pain between my legs, and I was pushed out of the car, but it was indeed a downhill, and I rolled all the way.

The sky gradually became dark. First, raindrops seemed to float up, and after a while, it began to rain heavily.

The rain at the end of autumn is really cold, drenching the whole body and piercing the bone marrow.I closed my eyes tightly, thinking, I must be dying soon.

very nice.

Li, what are you doing now, you have lost me, are you toasting at this moment?If this is the case, I don't blame you, because you make me feel the warmth other than sunshine, I love you, leave, forever.