Goldfish and Sakura

"Han Ming, can I go out for a while?"

"Okay, do you want to go together? I have time now."

"No, it's a private matter, I don't need to bother you." In fact, Ban Xia planned to pack up and leave. After all, staying here would always give him a suffocating pain. He would never trust anyone again, but he really wanted to leave before leaving. Say goodbye to Lin Hao, because he is Ban Xia's true friend.

The figure of Banxia going away gave Han Ming a headache. He is a person who likes to bear silently, always like this, and Han Ming will choose to protect him.

"Guan Shanyu, how can you treat him like this, hurt him if you don't like it? Or like it? You don't know what is right."

Standing in front of the Lin family's door, Ban Xia didn't have the courage to go in, so he could only wait in the corner alone, maybe it would take a long time, but he didn't care, tired and sleepy made Ban Xia close his eyes.

"Ban Xia, why are you here? Are you looking for me?" Looking at the sleeping Ban Xia, Lin Hao was a little worried.

"En? Lin Hao, I'm here to find you."

"What's wrong?" Lin Hao was puzzled.

"It's actually a farewell. I don't plan to stay here. I want to leave here, but I can't bear to part with you, so I came to you."

"Farewell, why?"

"I'm tired of being here, I'm going to break down, I'm sorry, I came to you because I believed we were friends."

"No, is it Shan Yu, I'm with you, don't leave, what happened?"

"You have your life, don't change it arbitrarily, maybe one day we will meet again? I will always go in that direction." Ban Xia smiled and pointed to the distance, but it was so miserable.

"I'll go back to find you, sure, but I need to find someone now." Lin Hao squeezed Ban Xia's hand and told him gently.

"Okay, then..."

"kindness"

Banxia knew that Lin Hao had gone to find her husband, but so what, she left without hesitation in the opposite direction she pointed.

Looking at Han Ming in his eyes, he doesn't have much expression, just like when he was a child, he likes to observe this boy who is younger than himself from a distance, and likes to see his carefree expression, but at this time his heart is a little heavy .

Han Ming didn't like to talk to people of the same age or adults since he was a child. His only hobby was to look at a boy, even at the risk of being punished every day. Maybe it was peeping, but he didn't think there was anything wrong. He just yearns for his character, even if he is alone, he will not be lonely, at least not on the surface, he never thought of going to talk to him, because he was afraid that he would reject him and guard against him, in this case, everything will be become meaningless.

It wasn't until one day when I saw him fall on his head after washing clothes that I couldn't bear to help him stop the bleeding, but at that time I was worried about being seen, so I stepped aside after putting him away, until I saw Guan Shanyu, the flame of jealousy was burning His heart was burning, and he realized that he could no longer do this.

Afterwards, he sent all the people who knew Mu Banxia to other places, and ordered them never to come back. He used his power to hand over this matter to the Lin family. Maybe it was Lin Hao who did it. Later, he sent someone to understand It took nearly two months for Guan Shanyu to find out about him, and Guan Yi's appearance was expected.

But seeing Ban Xia like this, Han Ming will inevitably feel a little uncomfortable, but he just hopes that he can accompany him, after all, in the world he believes, only he can change himself.

Ban Xia didn't know where to go, he was a little dazed and helpless, but he knew that if he turned back, it would bring him unnecessary trouble, and when it was getting late, he simply found a place to sleep, after all It's summer, and it's not as cold as those time periods. He, who doesn't like to cry, couldn't stop crying that night.

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Shan Yu has been taking care of Guan Yi for the past few days, because of his weak body, Guan Yi has been coughing since he came back, but Shan Yu seems to have lost something in his heart, without a trace of joy, until the day when Lin Hao came to look for him.

Shan Yu remembered that Lin Hao was very angry that day, and after seeing Guan Yi, he was even more out of control, "Ban Xia did something wrong, you just abandoned him like this, if you couldn't take good care of him, don't treat him like that in the first place, he It will be misunderstood, you know? You said you have forgotten, no, you are lying, don’t worry, I won’t hesitate like you.”

"I... know, give me some more time, and I will go to him."

"I'm not qualified anymore, Guan Yi, take good care of him, Ban Xia, he probably won't want to see you anymore, I don't understand why you don't go to him, why, you are not such a person, I know. "

"I don't know myself, maybe I haven't let it go."

"I am leaving."

With a sleeping face, Shan Yu just quietly stayed by Yi's side, only Shan Yu and Guan Yi knew in their hearts that the world was running out, Guan Yi's illness, when the gauze on Guan Yi's hand was removed, the lesions gradually spread, Shan Yu was at a loss, it wasn't that he didn't want to find Ban Xia, but he was afraid that he wouldn't have enough time to accompany him.

"Shan Yu, do you think the cherry blossoms will bloom next year?"

"As long as you are here, you will, trust me."

"I believe it, but I don't know if I...will still be by your side at that time."

"You won't leave me."

"Is his name Banxia? Can you go to him, I hope you can be with him."

Shan Yu didn't know what to say, all he knew was that his body was so cold and his life seemed to be passing by little by little, but he was helpless, and couldn't imagine how he spent every day in the past, would he be sad or cry?Is it rainy alone?Will he remember him?I don't know all of this, now Shan Yu just wants to stay by his side and complete the unfinished things with him.