The burden of true and false idols

The light in the toilet is broken and no one has come to fix it.In the dark corner, Xiao Fu's eyes were astonishingly bright, as if something was about to flow out from the black pupils, flickering endlessly.

boom!

The wooden door was kicked open vigorously, and then bounced back, and a man in the compartment walked out with a dark face.

The footsteps stopped suddenly, the man saw Xiao Fu, a look of surprise flashed across his face, and he quickly returned to normal: "When did you come?"

Xiao Fu said slowly: "A long time ago."

The man froze, then laughed again, took a cigarette from his trouser pocket and lit it.Through the smoke, he sneered and said, "Did you hear everything?"

"Yes." Xiao Fu looked at him calmly, "I heard you say I'm a disgusting trash."

The man laughed until his shoulders trembled, and the cigarette ash shook off, and his laughter became more and more exaggerated.

Xiao Fu stared at him and asked, "Is it funny?"

The man exhaled smoke, threw the unburned cigarette on the ground, and quickly crushed it with his toes, he looked straight at Xiao Fu, and said almost gnashing his teeth: "It's funny, the trash knows. "

"Ning Chenglun," Xiao Fu said word by word, "We are obviously friends."

"No, no, no." Ning Chenglun shook his head and said disgustedly, "How could I be friends with someone like you? I hate hypocritical people."

Xiao Fu floated a smile, which was very nice, and he repeated softly: "A person like me?"

Xiao Fu showed a puzzled look, slowly glanced at Ning Chenglun, and said: "I practice like this, write songs all night and all night, and rush to the stage?"

His words seemed to have deeply stimulated Ning Chenglun, his expression suddenly became ferocious, and he yelled at him fiercely: "Aren't I working hard? Am I not eager to succeed? Don't I, step by step, rush towards my dream?" ?”

Ning Chenglun slammed his fist into the wall: "Why are you the only one staying! Only you have gained popularity? Why should it be you?"

Xiao Fu looked at him expressionlessly.

Ning Chenglun suddenly squatted on the ground, hugging his head in pain: "Why! Why! Why!"

Xiao Fu leaned his back against the wall and looked at the mirror opposite. Ning Chenglun's originally tall and straight figure shrunk into a small ball.

"Because your eyes are not clean. There is resentment, jealousy and malice in there."

Ning Chenglun sneered: "Clean? If you want to gain a foothold in this industry, who can be clean? You fucking pull it down, hypocrisy."

Xiao Fu knelt down, stood opposite him, and asked, "Because I can solo, are you going to call me trash?"

Ning Chenglun raised his head and stared at him with red eyes: "You took away everything that belongs to us. You blocked our vision."

Xiao Fu felt his eyes were a little cold, he said: "You all think so?"

"You take the initiative to perform every time, no matter what the show is, you are trying your best to play tricks and steal the spotlight." Ning Chenglun sneered, "Do you think we can't see it? You are so scheming, and you set up a persona for yourself early, lest we Show more than half your charm?"

Xiao Fu felt very sad, and he blinked slowly: "Is it my fault for trying to find a sense of presence for the team?"

"You know very well that you are the best-looking. Even if you don't work so hard, people will like you. We practice day and night, just for those few shots. Just kidding and brushing your face Swayed."

If you are lucky enough to be on a variety show, of course you have to work hard to let the audience remember you.In variety shows, the most important thing is to reflect the sense of variety, not to show off your singing and dancing skills regardless of the occasion.

The practice day and night is for the moment on the stage, the moment that belongs to them completely.But before that, since debuting as an idol group, they must rely on their own charm to attract the audience to the stage.

Xiao Fu looked at Ning Chenglun, not knowing whether to call him stupid or naive.

"I did express myself, but I didn't steal the scene maliciously." Xiao Fu wanted to put his hands on his shoulders, "You may have misunderstood. The host will only cue people who are mean."

But Ning Chenglun pushed him away coldly, stood up, and said to him from top to bottom: "What's the point of saying this? We terminated the contract with the company, and you are the only one staying. You should know that, each of us only hate you."

This voice repeated in my ears over and over again, and every word was read so sharply and piercingly.

Xiao Fu sat up from the bed and rubbed his messy hair.It's a bit confusing, how can someone hate someone so easily?

Obviously hate is such an extreme emotion.

The farce of the past few days ended with the company spending money to remove the trending search, and issued a statement stating that what Ning Chenglun said was all fabricated, and the company will end with legal proceedings against the rumor makers.

But no matter what, it still caused a little damage to Xiao Fu's reputation.

Xiao Fu pressed the center of his brows, feeling very headache.

It's not his fault, he naturally wouldn't feel that it was really because of himself that he caused the failure of other teammates.However, as part of the group, he did a terrible job.

Ning Chenglun's smearing him is indeed very annoying, but Xiao Fu once really regarded him as a good brother.How to deal with this matter, Xiao Fu has no idea at all.

He had his last exam this morning, and after the exam, he had to rush to the set to continue filming.

Xiao Fu has been in a bad mood for the past few days, but the exam didn't affect him much.He has always known what he wants, and has been doing his best. Even if it is a surprise review, he will reflect what he has learned on the test paper.

It’s just that the exam was arranged in a small classroom that day, the windows and doors were closed tightly, and the air in the room was stagnant. Xiao Fu sat against the wall, and the wall dust rubbed onto his sleeves. The ink smell of the test paper was very strong, making him dizzy.

Taking off his coat and covering his nose, Xiao Fu endured the nausea and finished the questions, handed in the papers ahead of time and walked out of the examination room.

After staying there for more than an hour, as soon as he left the teaching building, the cold wind blew in his face again, making him shiver all over. Xiao Fu almost felt that his head didn't belong to him anymore, his hair was almost frozen, and his headache was about to split.

Xiao Fu pulled up his mask and walked towards the school gate.The nanny's car couldn't drive into the school, so he had to walk over by himself.A ladder was set up beside the boulevard, and the uncle gardener was pruning the branches on it.

Xiao Fu watched helplessly as a girl who was only looking at her mobile phone passed under there, and a large piece of pine branch was falling from it!

The uncle gardener was busy with the work above, and didn't notice the people below at all.The big scissors are wielded skillfully, and the pine branches are constantly being cut off.

"Be careful!" The girl was suddenly grabbed by the wrist and dragged back a bit, so frightened that she dropped the phone.

Hearing the sound, the uncle hurriedly stopped and looked down.

All I saw was a boy in a dark coat with a lot of broken leaves on his body, his wrist was still bleeding, and a thin girl beside him was so frightened that his face was blue.

"Hiss." Xiao Fu let out a cry of pain, and the pine branch fell from his hand when he pulled the girl just now, and the bark brushed against him violently, making a long cut for him.

The girl cried and looked at Xiao Fu: "Are you okay? Thank you."

Xiao Fu turned his head and said: "It's okay. Just look at the road and don't play with your phone while walking."

After speaking, he stood up, picked up the phone for her, handed it to her, turned and left.

He still has time to go back to filming.

"Ah!" The girl suddenly realized, that voice and those eyes!It's Xiao Fu!

"Little girl, are you not injured?" the uncle asked leaning on the ladder.

The girl shook her head vigorously: "I was saved by Xiao Fu! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!"

The uncle smiled: "Walk carefully! It's not always the case that a hero saves the beauty. This young man is very fast and handsome."

Xiao Fu was in so much pain that he almost cursed, got into the nanny's car and began to howl: "Sister Lin, treat my wound!"

Sister Lin, who has experienced many battles, usually helps people deal with small wounds on the set. She calmly cleaned the wound with hydrogen peroxide, checked it and said: "Fortunately, the wound is not deep, and there is no need for a tetanus shot."

"It hurts, it hurts, it hurts," Xiao Fu turned pale, staring at Sister Lin's hand that quickly bandaged him, "Can you be gentle?"

Sister Lin smiled embarrassedly: "The package is over."

Xiao Fu wiped off the cold sweat from his forehead with a piece of paper, and boasted: "It's really neat."

The pain made his senses focus on the wound, and after resting for a while, he began to feel dizzy and chilly again.

He closed his eyes and called out: "Sister Lin, do you have any cold medicine?"

After a while, Sister Lin handed him a small cup, the temperature was just right, and Xiao Fu drank it in one gulp.

Eyelids became heavier and heavier, Xiao Fu was very sleepy, and asked in a daze: "Does this medicine have ingredients to help sleep? I have to film later."

Sister Lin said softly next to him: "It's okay. There are still ten minutes to go by car, so you can just sleep for a while."

When he arrived at the set, Xiao Fu was dizzy and felt better after washing his face with cold water.

The assistant director came to tell him about the play, and he listened carefully.The filming will start in a few minutes, Xu Wang stood aside and straightened his hair, Xiao Fu smiled at him: "Thank you brother for sending me back last time."

Xu Wang secretly smiled in his heart, after he became a puddle of drunken mud, he was quite obedient.

The plot of the movie has developed to the point where Luo Jun and Yu Mi have torn their faces apart.Not long after Chen Ling's birthday, the first scene happened.

Now Yu Mi is in pain, not knowing why her good brother betrayed her.

There was constant noise in the cafeteria, and the sound of bowls and chopsticks colliding could be heard incessantly. Xiao Fu looked at the plate without appetite.

A youth idol drama was playing on the high TV opposite, and he looked up blankly.

A thin figure suddenly broke into sight, and Xu Wang walked in front of him in a white sweater.

TV, out of sight.

The man didn't move, just stood there straight.

Xiao Fu thought: Is he laughing?Are you laughing at me?

Unstoppable anger rushed into his heart suddenly, Xiao Fu stood up and looked at Xu Wang with hatred.

Xu Wang stared at him indifferently.

Eye contact.The air seemed to become stagnant, the murmurs in the ears gradually disappeared, only the rising and falling of the chest and the sound of breathing became more and more clear.

The camera is firmly aimed at the two, and they are not allowed to make the slightest mistake.

Then, Xiao Fu saw a look of doubt and worry on Xu Wang's face.

Huh?Xiao Fu's brain is running fast, what kind of acting is this?Will Luo Jun have such emotions?No, Xu Wang should not be wrong, I have to think about how to deal with it to be reasonable.

Xiao Fu watched helplessly as Xu Wang raised his hand, shook it in the direction of the director, and then walked straight towards him.

Before Xiao Fu could react, Xu Wang cupped his chin and gently raised his face.

Xiao Fu blinked: Changed the script temporarily?

"You have red spots on your face." Xu Wang said, with almost inaudible tension in his voice.

Sister Lin ran over, said "Oh", and frowned at Xiao Fu: "You seem to be allergic."

Xiao Fu touched his face and said, "I don't feel anything."

Sister Lin held up the mirror to show him, only then did he see that there were tiny red spots on his cheeks.He quickly turned around and said to the director, "I'm sorry director, I'll cover up the red spots on my face before continuing to shoot."

Director Zhang asked with concern: "Is it okay? Is it a rash?"

"No, I'm prone to allergies. It may be that the air in the examination room is not good, and the car is too stuffy."

Xu Huang asked softly: "Is it really all right? Does it not hurt?"

Xiao Fu shook his head, a little distressed: "It's just a little ugly, it's okay."

Xu Huang ruffled his hair.Not ugly, but cute.He went on to say: "Take a powder shadow and cover it up."

Xiao Fu looked at him suddenly, his eyes sparkled.

Xu Wang was startled: "What's wrong?"

Xiao Fu bent down, put his hands on his knees, and couldn't help laughing: "Hahahahahaha! Shadow powder is used to draw shadows! You have to use concealer. You are so stupid hahahahaha."

Xu Juan's ears were slightly red, and he said awkwardly: "Didn't you hide the red idea in the shadow?"

Xiao Fu laughed even harder.

The make-up artist came to him and took out a small brush to cover Xiao Fu's blemishes. Xu Hua stared at him without blinking. He looked a bit like a primary school student, serious and dumb.

Xiao Fu blinked at him: "Are you stunned? Great, right? It was covered all at once."

Xu Wang squeezed his waist, and glanced at him lightly: "Are you sure you are going to laugh at my brother? It's not big or small."

Xiao Fu's waist felt numb, and he curled his lips: "I'm four years older."

Xu Huang's index finger slid from his base of the mountain to the tip of his nose, facing him right in front of his eyes, and looked sideways at him: "That's also absolute suppression."

Xiao Fu's heart was pounding.Xu Wang's action is so fucking provocative.He bit his lips tightly, and he developed a fighting spirit very competitively, he couldn't lose!You are an idol, how can you lose to actors in image management!

In the next scene, Xiao Fu worked hard and performed very well.It's just that he felt sweaty in the back of his heart and began to feel dizzy again.

After filming the last scene, Xiao Fu followed Xu Wang into his lounge like a schoolboy who refused to admit defeat.

Xiao Fu, whose sand sculpture spirit is everywhere, put on a pose like a magazine shoot, and coolly said to Xu Wang: "Brother, let me teach you a move."

Xu Wang asked: "What action?"

Xiao Fu plucked the hair in front of his forehead, and snapped his fingers again: "My nirvana. It's a move that can be used by men, women and children."

Xu Wang laughed: "Men, women, young and old alike." He leaned closer to Xiao Fu, lowered his head, "Are you male or young?"

A delicate face was magnified in front of his eyes, Xiao Fu didn't agree to come over, looking at those eyes, he unconsciously breathed a lot faster.

Xu Wang asked softly again: "Are you young? Are you a man?"

Xiao Fu felt that his heartbeat was getting faster and faster, and his breathing was getting faster and faster.It feels weird, my face is so hot.

Seeing that his face was blushing, Xu Wang thought he was shy, but he couldn't stop, that face almost made him lose control, and wanted to get closer to him.

Xiao Fu felt a string in his brain suddenly snapped.Then, he lost consciousness.

Xu Wang hugged the young man who had passed out suddenly, his expression became astonished, he grabbed Xiao Fu's wrist with his left hand, and his right hand around his waist, he heard the fainted man hiss in pain.

The wrist that was pinched by him, the sleeve slid up, was wrapped in white gauze, and some blood was faintly oozing out.

Xu Wang moved his hand up and gently held the uninjured place.He saw Xiao Fu blushing abnormally.

Is it a fever?Xu Wang's eyes fell on Xiao Fu's forehead, and his heart moved slightly.

This person is carrying the burden of being an idol, but when he throws it away, he throws it away. In essence, he would rather be a hooligan in front of the person he likes.

Both hands were taken, he said regretfully to himself in his heart, there was no other way.

So, he hugged Xiao Fu, leaned over, and put his forehead against the forehead of the boy in his arms with peace of mind.

piping hot.

Xu Wang carried him on his back and walked outside.When he reached the door, he stopped again, lowered his head and kissed the white gauze on Xiao Fu's wrist, and said in an extremely gentle voice, "Brother will take you to the hospital, the pain will soon be gone."

The author has something to say: I was not lazy yesterday!I wrote more than 2000 words.I finished my 6000-word course paper today and finished writing this chapter!

I have to review nervously later, so I only have to squeeze the time code words.I want to work hard~

Xiao Fu's symptom was not made up by me, it was just like that in one of my exams.Allergies are pretty bad. If the weather is particularly dry, my hair will be allergic when it touches my cheeks. (But I beat you to death without shaving your head QAQ)