The Obsessive Shou Moves On

Li Ying had no one to attend to her bath.

In fact, ever since he kicked Yun Qingci out and brought him back again, he hasn't been served much.

But like this, after the servants brought in the wooden barrel and hot water, they let him sit alone, and there was no such thing as a maidservant and eunuch in the entire Chaoyang Palace.

Everyone was locked out, and he was the only one in the huge palace.

A silence.

The arm resting on the wooden barrel was covered with large scars, each piece was shocking, Yun Qingci could hardly believe that this was Li Ying's body.

"Why are you bothering... people can't be resurrected after death." He spoke again, slowly moving his palms away from Li Ying's eyes, and the bad feeling in his heart became more and more serious.

He knew that Li Ying had loved him, even if he had denied those loves and labeled Li Ying as despicable and indecent, he still couldn't stop the fact that he loved him.

He always thought that Li Ying's love was not as deep as his, so he was annoyed, regretted, and hated.

If I knew it earlier, I wouldn't love him.

Yun Qingci is a person who is eager to give and get the same return. If he doesn't get it, he will be unwilling, and if he gets it, he will be satisfied. But if he is not careful, the return is greater than his contribution, and he will feel panic.

Ask yourself, if Li Ying leaves, Yun Qingci will not do this for him.

Of course, the most important thing is that when a person dies, a dead person will not know anything, he will not understand what he has done for him, Yun Qingci is most afraid of being moved by himself, if he does something for Li Ying, It must be known to everyone, and the most important thing is to let Li Ying know.

If he knew that he would never know again, he would never do it.

Just like he cut his wrists to make Li Ying feel bad, and he acted gentle and small to make him like him.

And the injuries on Li Ying's body can almost be said to be Ling Chi.

Yun Qingci hardly dared to imagine the pain of such endless torment by himself, waiting for a light that was almost impossible to turn red.

In addition, there are some knife wounds on Li Ying's back, as well as scars pierced by sharp arrows, which should be left by the conquest of Beichen in the past few years.

Yun Qingci rubbed his eyes with the back of his hand, then reached out to check the water temperature, only to realize that he couldn't feel it.

"The water should be cold, come out quickly."

A quarter of an hour after these words were finished, Li Yingcai finally got up from the bathtub.Water droplets slid over his bruised body, and he dried himself as if nothing had happened, wrapping his body completely in thin single clothes.

Yun Qingci suddenly didn't dare to look at his injuries.

He blinked a few times, and saw Li Ying walking towards the bed with his baby lamp.

"You know you're going to sleep, when is this, you really don't want to..."

He wanted to say, you really don't want to die, don't you?

Thinking about it again, Li Ying really didn't want his life.

Li Ying got on the bed, Yun Qingci threw herself on it, and lay face to face with him, saw his thin fingers reaching under the pillow, took out a sapphire hairpin, and pressed the round tip to his chest .

He closed his eyes heavily.

Yun Qingci recognized that it was the hairpin he wore when he committed suicide.

He watched Li Ying fall asleep, and gradually relaxed.

He couldn't fall asleep, so he stared at Li Ying in a daze.He has really lost a lot of weight, but his outline is still the same as he remembers. His long gray hair makes him look like he has been weathered. Yun Qingci moved closer to him and whispered, "Li Ying."

"Li Ying...you live your life well, I know, I know, you didn't do it on purpose, I don't want to see you like this."

I would rather blame you and hate you than feel sorry for you, do you know that.

In the middle of the night, Li Ying was awakened by a nightmare, his dark eyes slowly opened, and a cyan color faintly appeared on his pale face.

He groaned, clenched the hairpin in pain, then turned over, covering his eyes with his arms.

After a while, he turned back and forth on the pillow again, curled up with his head in his arms.

Next, there is suffocating silence.

He finally fell asleep covered in cold sweat.

Yun Qingci hoped that there would be no dynasty today, so that he could sleep a little longer. He often expected this way before, and that was because he hoped that Li Ying could spend more time with him.

Now, he only hoped that Li Ying could have a good sleep.

It's a pity that the sky failed to fulfill the wishes of the people. Before dawn, there was a movement outside: "Your Majesty, it's time to go to court."

Li Ying woke up instantly.

The servants came in one after another, Li Ying washed his face, combed his hair, put on the dragon robe and hung the jade hook, Liu Ziru approached him and helped him adjust it, and the palace servant knelt down to help him adjust his hem .

Everything is in order, and the dragon boots with the head tilted head out of the Chaoyang Palace.

Yun Qingci accompanied him to the Luanjia and reminded him: "You haven't eaten yet."

He went to call Liu Ziru: "Why didn't you remind him to eat?"

No one pays attention to him.

Yun Qingci sat on the dragon chair with him, and the room was silent.

He saw the second elder brother, his official uniform had changed, and his expression became more serious, but he didn't see his father, thinking that he was old and had retired from officialdom, not even Taiwei Qiu was in court anymore.

Someone is talking: "This flood, the local officials did neglect their duties, but..."

He didn't say anything, and kept silent.

"Since he has neglected his duty, he must be punished. The first flood is a natural disaster, and if it is not dealt with in time, it is a man-made disaster. Hold it first and wait for it to be dealt with." At this time in the past, he would lean forward slightly and make a posture full of oppression, but now, He just leaned lazily, with a calm expression: "My dear friends, do you have any objections?"

The whole court saluted together, and they all agreed: "I have no objection."

Yun Qingci was in a trance and no longer knew him.

The previous Li Ying was not like this. Although he was majestic when he went to court, he did not do whatever he wanted.

For him, court affairs seem to be the same as eating and drinking water. Now he is playing with the court, and he is no longer a young emperor trapped in the court.

Judging from the reaction of the civil and military forces of the Manchu Dynasty, he hardly needs to make any more movements, and the fear of him has already been deeply rooted in the hearts of the people.

He wiped out Zhang's family, killed all the concubines, and what else?What else did he do, something scary?

After the court was over, he didn't miss it.

Luanjia sent him back to Chaoyang Palace, Yun Qingci chased after him, suddenly saw him stop and looked up.

Yun Qingci followed his line of sight and saw the flying eaves of Qifeng Tower. Li Ying seemed to just glance up inadvertently, then lowered his eyes and walked quickly into the palace.

Yun Qingci was still thinking about the fact that he didn't eat: "Hurry up and eat, how can your body bear it?"

Fortunately, the Imperial Dining Room has done its duty and has prepared meals, both meat and vegetables.

Yun Qingci was very happy: "You eat more meat to nourish your body."

Li Ying changed from his normal clothes and came to sit at the table. Liu Ziru first brought him a bowl of porridge, which he ate casually.

Yun Qingci said again: "Don't just be vegetarian, eat meat, eat meat."

Perhaps it was because of a mutual understanding, Li Ying took a piece of roast meat by himself, and Liu Ziru looked at him, with a hint of worry in his eyes.

The piece of meat was put into the mouth.

In Yun Qingci's expectant sight, his face became very ugly.

Liu Ziru hurriedly brought another water, Li Ying seemed to swallow it with great difficulty, every inch of his face was filled with resistance.

His face turned slightly blue, he took a sip of his tea, and began to pick meat again.

After a few mouthfuls, he suddenly closed his eyes heavily.

Liu Ziru skillfully held the spittoon.

Li Ying was short of breath, and couldn't hold it back, so he vomited it all out.

Yun Qingci's eyelashes trembled.

"Your Majesty..." Liu Ziru said softly, "If we can't eat it, we won't eat it."

Li Ying rinsed his mouth, did not answer, but silently picked out a few that seemed acceptable, and put them into his mouth again.

Yun Qingci suddenly understood that no one can eat meat calmly after cutting meat to feed snakes.But Li Ying wants to eat, he wants to maintain his body energy, and feed the female snake conveniently.

Li Ying after rebirth, is it the same, can't eat?

Yun Qingci didn't know, he didn't pay attention to him.

He had never seen anyone who could eat so hard.

The meal was finally finished, Li Ying moved to the table with a pale face, raised his hand to support his forehead, and did not move for a long time.

Yun Qingci crouched at his feet, looked up at him.

He realized that Li Ying had come here for so many years in his previous life.

There was not a moment when he was not in pain.

After a while, Liu Ziru brought tea, and Li Ying drank it all in one gulp, and then began to critique memorials, practice calligraphy, and then paint.

He hardly allowed himself to be idle, only occasionally raised his eyes, and saw the glazed lamp that was always burning, and would be dazed for a while.

At the longest time, he could remain motionless for half an hour.

Then, he dismissed everyone and walked to the bookshelf on one side.

Promoting the mechanism, Yun Qingci discovered for the first time that there is actually a secret room in Chaoyang Palace.

Li Ying locked himself inside.

Yun Qingci saw that the entire wall was covered with memories between them, all of which were sketched by Li Ying stroke by stroke, from when they sat opposite each other under the peach blossom tree in the other courtyard when they were young, to when they chased each other in the palace. Playing around, and after the big wedding, after the wedding, there is also Yun Qingci in the Qifeng Tower who turns around to visit on the stairs...

Every scene is familiar.

Li Ying finally shed tears.

In this secret room full of memories, he leaned on the black table on that side, pressed his forehead against his folded arms, and large drops of water fell on the ground.

Yun Qingci walked over and knelt down beside him.

He always felt that he had reason to hate Li Ying.

But now, he was suddenly at a loss.

He felt that when Li Yinggang was reborn, he put on that haughty look, because he must have not taken him seriously.But thinking about it now, he probably didn't want Yun Qingci to see his humble appearance.

He paid a lot, and finally went back to the past. He firmly believed that Yun Qingci loved the gentle, arrogant and noble young emperor back then.

He thought he really went back.

Unexpectedly, Yun Qingci was also reborn.

Reality slapped him hard.

He tidied up his emotions and left the secret room with the lamp in hand.

Yun Qingci followed behind him, saw that he had cleaned Chaoyang Palace again, and then took a shower and went to bed.

This is Li Ying's day.

Next, Yun Qingci followed him for a few more days, and Li Ying came here almost every day, but he didn't go to the secret room every day. Yun Qingci found that he would only go there when he couldn't hold back his emotions. There.

But even when he was alone, he was almost silent. Whether he was in a daze or sad, even when he was venting, he seemed very silent.

He seems to have gotten used to such days, including regularly using blood as wax to keep the flames, and regularly cutting meat and feeding snakes, and then treating the wounds alone.

The wounds on his body are often not healed, and new ones are added immediately, scars are superimposed on scars, and the whole body is horrible.

He would often go to the underground palace alone and carefully take care of the sarcophagus.For the longest time, he could sleep with Yun Qingci for two days and two nights without eating or drinking, and when he came out, he ate [-]% and had to spit out [-]%.

Sometimes, Yun Qingci felt that he would be better off dead than alive.

He would take Li Heng with him when he went to court, as if he wanted to take the Zen position. Li Heng looked very obedient, but Yun Qingci's attention was not on him.

Li Ying became more and more like an elder. He was very gentle with Li Heng. Maybe it was because he came to the throne at a young age. He didn't deliberately put pressure on Li Heng. Of course, when it was time to be strict, he didn't let up.

Yun Qingci thought, when I wake up, I will take Li Heng into the palace, take care of him with you, and watch him grow up.

But he never woke up.

He realized that it might be because he was nostalgic for this Li Ying. After the sun came out of the underground palace, he had been by Li Ying's side all the time, and he couldn't wake up no matter what.

And so on for a year, maybe two years.

One day, Li Ying woke up from a nightmare, and Yun Qingci was awakened by him, opened his eyes, and suddenly saw a red light in the room.

Li Ying got up suddenly, and Yun Qingci followed to see, only to see that the dim yellow lamp by the bed turned red, and the heart of fire was even more dazzling.

His eyes lit up: "Look, Aying, Aying, the light is red! We can meet now!"

Li Ying watched without moving.

Then he got up slowly, came to the door, opened the door to look.

Under a bright moon in the distance, the eaves of the Qifeng Tower are flying, and the night view is breathtakingly beautiful.

Li Ying took a step back and closed the door with a pale face.

As if experiencing rebirth and aging in an instant, he turned around and walked back slowly, holding the screen with his fingers, thick blood spurting from one corner.

Veins appeared on his forehead, and he sat down as if exhausted.

Yun Qingci rushed over to support him: "Aying, Aying... what's wrong with you? You can go back, aren't you happy, you..."

He turned his head to look at the lamp, and suddenly realized something.

Li Ying's fingers grabbed his long hair, his expression became ferocious and terrifying, and the bloodshot eyes were trembling crazily.

His voice was hoarse, like a wild beast screaming.

"I can't go back...it's not me who goes back."

I, never see you again, Ah Ci.