the furthest distance

Li Shengli resisted those deliberate interactions at first.

He can no longer interpret the relationship between them.

Maybe the upright boy who had a cold war with the captain for three months is still there.

Perhaps the boy who took every word as a promise hasn't changed yet.

Or maybe he just didn't want what they had to be relegated to being part of the show.

But it didn't take long before he compromised.

Knowing that it is fake and well-designed, I still can't help but indulge in illusory dreams.

He has sunk too deep.

Didn't you say that you want to reduce it?Want to fade it?

Why do you still look at me like that?

Why are you so close?

Why is your hand so hot?

This dream is so good, you can pretend that we are still together.

So, one day, he couldn't hold back anymore, and reached out to touch it.

Will it touch you?

Or will it burst and disappear like a bubble?

Yeah, I can really touch it.

The skin is warm and the touch is real, just like it used to be.

His fingertips lingered between the neck and collarbone.

The man remained motionless as if he had been immobilized, allowing him to act recklessly; the flames in his eyes were lit up instantly, and then extinguished instantly.

Quan Zhilong raised his hand to grab the hand that he couldn't let go of, and pressed it to his lips.

Li Shengli ran away in embarrassment.

Brother, I know, the time is up, thank you for reminding.

Well, yes, I'm wide awake, always wide awake, aware of—

This tenderness is false, this love is false; this hug is false, this yearning is false; this meeting is false, even this joy is false.

Therefore, I have never been moved, never believed, never indulged, never paid, never missed, and never deceived myself or others.

I wasn't fooled by his eyes

never shed tears

like a fool

I live better than millions

Being surrounded likes boisterous and grand

I didn't stay up all night talking to him

I can't bear him

……

Those days came and went in a hurry, the cold reality was entangled with gorgeous dreams.

One tour after another, as if it would never end, they traveled thousands of miles together.

Li Shengli indulged his unquenchable love in the momentary dream time and time again, and returned to reality, pretending that nothing happened.

The nerves were stretched infinitely, showing amazing resilience. Li Shengli is still a little proud of the fact that he has not gone crazy yet.

Sure enough, he is a rational person at all times, Li Shengli thought to himself mockingly, and the occasional madness is also for that person.

Until that day, the dream completely woke up.

"Victory, let's join the army with my brothers."

"Brother, I want to wait another year."

Your unbelievable eyes revealed deep disappointment.

You turned around and stopped listening to my explanation.

I want to hold your hand, and I want you to listen to the songs I have written over the years.

Trying to make them heard, even if not everyone likes it, is worth the effort.

I also want to see the scenery on the top of the mountain, and climb up by myself like a man.

However, in the end I didn't say anything, you are like a hedgehog when you are angry, with sharp and hard spines everywhere.

I'm not afraid of being stung, I'm only afraid of you hurting yourself.

When you are not so angry, let's talk slowly.

However, Quan Zhilong did not give Shengli a chance to speak slowly.

He has been immersed in his own sad world.

Is this half-awake, self-deceiving world coming to an end?

That person doesn't want to continue.

He's always out of the waiting room.

He is always the first to leave.

He never initiates the phone call.

He has many friends he doesn't know, and he likes to go to places where he doesn't have himself.

The child is already full-fledged, full of ambitions and wants to fly high alone.

The last bond that I barely maintained with music and the name of Bigbang is about to be broken.

Everything goes with the wind.

It's like the youth that never returns and the love that doesn't know the heights of the mountains and the depths of the earth.

it's all my fault.

But I really tried my best.

The longest distance in the world

not long

not life and death

but i'm by your side

You don't know i love you

……

i can't tell you why

……

we can't be together

love is bitter

love is pain

Love is constantly cutting, reasoning is still chaotic

Love is something you can't ask for, but you can't let it go

Love is a thousand times, but it can't be said