the furthest distance

Three months ago

2017. 1, 17

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It was already late at night after the FM ended, and the members were already very tired from the early morning preparations.

Especially Quan Zhilong, I don't know when, he is used to life upside down day and night, writing songs or carnivals are more suitable for night.After a busy day, he felt that he had completely discharged his battery.

Li Shengli didn't have this problem at all. At the age of twenty-seven or eighteen, he didn't seem to feel tired, and he was always full of energy.

He was in CUEGD throughout the second half, but that person was obviously in a bad mood and didn't respond.

"Brother, is it because of military service?"

Quan Zhilong, who was returning to the waiting room, paused and glanced at Shengli.

Those eyes were faint, and seemed to hide a lot of words.

Li Shengli suddenly felt his heart skip a beat, and his eyes couldn't help but wander.

It's still the same as before, if you can't say no to that person, even if you are caught inadvertently by your eyes, the frequency of your heartbeat will be different.

"Brother, my idea is to complete my solo before serving in the military..."

This is not the first time Li Shengli has expressed this wish, but it is the most clear and resolute one.

Today, when all members have agreed to join the army together, saying such a thing is undoubtedly against the will of the group.

Quan Zhilong's expression did not change at all, as if he had expected it a long time ago.

He still looked at him like that, there seemed to be something flashing in his eyes, or maybe not.

This is the doomed end, his child is leaving.

Children will leave when they grow up.

Nothing lasts forever.

not to mention. . . . . . . . . . . .Isn't it yourself who changed first?

Just turn around gracefully like this, don't say hurtful words, don't do ugly things.

That's fine.

Li Shengli didn't allow his brother to leave like this, he grabbed the man's sleeve, "Brother, listen to me, it's not just about SOLO, I'm still discussing several investment projects... ... DJ label tours have also been scheduled... Dozens of joint venture contracts for ramen shops have been signed, and they will all open within the next two years... "

Li Shengli held on to his brother stubbornly without moving his eyes. He was waiting for the man to respond, and he still had a lot to say in his heart.

——But these are trivial things, what are you thinking in your heart?

——Say you want me to go with you.

- Say you don't want to be apart for so long.

——I'll just listen to you, and it's still the same as before.

Just feeling the other person's body temperature through his sleeves, Quan Zhilong withdrew his hand sensitively, he would not be on stage, but off stage. . . . . . . . . .They just work together.

"Victory, do what you want..."

After speaking, he didn't look at the victory again, and went back to the waiting room alone.

The back was rugged and lonely, and Li Shengli had the urge to rush up and hug him to warm him.

But he dared not do that.

The other three elder brothers stopped to look at them just now. At this time, they were cold and embarrassed. Sun still tried to persuade Shengli. That's it, "Think about it again, compressing the blank period to the shortest is good for the team...Of course no one can force you."

"Well, I know...but it's good to keep someone else, it can fill part of the blank...and, I also want to... ...Hey, forget it, anyway, so many things are not finished yet, I still need time..."

Li Shengli repeated the reasons that he believed in again, but God knows that none of the words were taken seriously.

He still couldn't believe that the man let go of his hand so easily.

He used to be a very ambitious person, and he once wiped out everything, just wanting to keep his self-righteous happiness.

He used to think that the backside of love was hatred, but in the end, he realized that the love was so deep that he couldn't even part with hatred.

If this is the ending you wanted, why did you bring me back?

Sun knew this was the result, and only Quan Zhilong could convince Li Shengli.

He nodded to show he understood.

The others didn't say anything, and the group returned to the waiting room silently.

Quan Zhilong has already packed his things and is ready to go back.

"Brother, today's FM is an official farewell, and this is the end of Seoul... President Yang still wants me to go to Japan, and I plan to leave tomorrow."

——Brother, I don't believe it, you just let me go like this?

"So fast?!" Quan Zhilong replied subconsciously.

"Anyway, I have to go, I don't have time to go home... It's better to go there early and make preparations."

Quan Zhilong couldn't help but want to ask for a moment, if it is for me, would you like to go with me?

Then I realized that I no longer had the position to say such things. The days when I could make willful demands unscrupulously have passed, and I destroyed them with my own hands.

So he still didn't say anything, "Well, that's fine... Take care of yourself and have a good trip."

After saying goodbye to the members, he left alone, he was so tired.

It's already the limit.

Three years ago, I forced him to stay.

Doing so much to him and not letting him go.

No one knows better than him how tender that child's heart is.

There was no explanation, no remorse, not even a verbal "I'm sorry", just a little bit of weakness, a little bit of depression, he softened his heart and followed him back.

In fact, it was always me who couldn't let go.

Self-willed is also yourself.

Stubbornly clinging to the last ties.

Now is the last time.

After all, the child is tired of those true and false games.

It turns out that this is the so-called, the end of the song, people scattered.

What will the future look like?

Some can't see clearly.

It turns out that the world will really lose all its colors because of one person's departure.

How long will I have to suffer in this gray and white world?

so tired.

Alone, so tired.

The man left anyway, alone.

Li Shengli felt his whole heart ache.

Why go to test?

It's been three years, shouldn't I get used to it?

On the stage, you can even reach out and touch them, and you can even hug each other tightly. What is there not to be reconciled to?

Why do such meaningless things again?

However, the words spoken are like pouring water on the forehead, which cannot be taken back.

The next day, Li Shengli flew to Osaka.