Cannon fodder meets cannon fodder

What Yu Chengze said was a question, but after asking, he began to slowly talk about what happened that year. Ming Qifan listened quietly. In summary of this matter, besides Gu Beichao, there is another most important person, Yu Chengze's first love. An Yan.

"Now that I think about it, it was An Yan himself who was so hot back then. Gu Beichao didn't like him, and he didn't do anything to play around with his friends." Yu Chengze said calmly, "It's because I just signed the contract back then, and I put all my heart into the debut album. Above, An Yan was ignored, in that case, An Yan might have fallen in love with Gu Beichao."

Thinking back to this point, Yu Chengze's expression was a little gloomy: "Gu Beichao is born with a halo, many people will be attracted to him unconsciously, but in the final analysis, there are some faults that cannot be blamed on him alone. Sincerely, in fact, from the perspective of actions, they are not qualified lovers."

Ming Qifan was listening, but when he heard the name An Yan, he felt sour in his heart, and he had already put Gu Beichao aside, but now seeing Yu Chengze's expression dim and his words low, he quickly put aside his jealousy.

He straightened up and wrapped the man in his arms to comfort him: "Teacher Yu, what's wrong with you? I don't think you're wrong at all. My brother said that a man should start a career first and then start a family. If a man doesn't have his own career, he doesn't Does the material basis allow your lover to suffer with you? You are working hard for your career, but you are actually working hard for the future of yourself and An Yan. He should understand you instead of cheating on others when you need support most. "

When Ming Qifan said this, he suddenly felt that something was wrong, his mind turned a few times, and he cursed in a low voice, "Damn it".

Yu Chengze wondered why the style of painting had suddenly changed, and how the caring little padded jacket had turned into a middle schooler Ming Shao again. Then he saw Ming Qifan hooking his neck, gritted his teeth and said angrily, "Fortunately, An Yan didn't have eyes for him." Gu Beichao, if he understood and supported you back then, wouldn’t it be my business now!”

Yu Chengze was stunned, he really didn't think about it, when Ming Qifan mentioned it, he thought about it, but he didn't think of a ugly Yinmao.

Ming Qifan has already hugged his arm tightly, and the kid's style of painting has changed again, turning into a little bandit: "Even if An Yan and Mr. Yu have not broken up, you have persisted until now, young master, I have taken a fancy to you, No matter what An Yan said, just take Mr. Yu home and you will go home, and we will talk about it after the rice is cooked."

Speaking of this, Ming Qifan seems to think that this method is very good, especially the method of cooking raw rice and cooked rice... He stared at Yu Chengze and laughed, which was very idiotic.

Yu Chengze looked at him: "robbing people is against the law."

Ming Qifan withdrew his idiot-like smile, and replied indifferently: "My family has a strong family background, and I have connections, so what if I rob it."

Yu Chengze was speechless, and finally leaned over and kissed the domineering, pretty kid's pretty face, with a teasing tone: "You really look like a domineering little president, a little mountain bandit."

After a pause, Yu Chengze hugged him back: "There is also a small vinegar jar."

When the words fell, I couldn't help laughing, Ming Qifan was discouraged, and hugged each other with Yu Chengze: "But I'm really jealous, when I heard the name An Yan, my heart exploded with anger, Yu Chengze Teacher, you are the first person I like, but why am I not the first person you like? Why are you my first love, but I am not your first love?"

Yu Chengze thought to himself, when I was in my twenties, you were only a junior high school student. It's too late for a boy's first love in his twenties. Unless I'm a pervert, can I attack a junior high school student?

Thinking like this, guilt is always inevitable, Yu Chengze stroked the hair of his lover in his arms, and he said a word, finally Ming Qifan no longer felt sad.

——An Yan is my past, but you and me, we are together is the future.

Regarding the matter of having dinner with Gu Beichao, Ming Qifan finally agreed.Yu Chengze called Gu Beichao back. Gu Beichao was extremely efficient, or he was very busy recently, so he immediately made an appointment to have dinner at Huanmao in the evening.

In the evening, Yu Chengze was driving, and Ming Qifan was sitting beside him. Yu Chengze was thinking that Ming Qifan agreed to the meal after many considerations, such as Gu Beichao's status as the third director, for example, he shouldn't kill Xia Ran like that...

Thinking of Xia Ran, I finally realized what I had been ignoring.

"Ming Shao." Yu Chengze shouted.

Ming Qifan looked over unhappy: "Teacher Yu, you should call me Xiaoqi."

"You've been sour today because of An Yan and Xia Ran." Yu Chengze ignored Ming Qifan's question and continued, "I don't feel right now. You were also the one you wanted to chase after Xia in the first place." Well, I haven't said anything to you yet."

Yu Chengze turned his head, with a half-smile: "You have double standards for others and yourself."

Ming Qifan smiled dryly, and replied: "You are young and ignorant, there are always times when you are wrong."

Yu Chengze looked at him without saying a word, Ming Qifan replied awkwardly: "Are you jealous, Teacher Yu?"

Yu Chengze shook his head, concentrated on driving, and spoke as calmly as possible. He didn't mean to preach: "I just think, don't say that about yourself, and don't say that about the person you have really been attracted to and liked. You say it yourself Going away is not only belittling that person, but also belittling yourself. It’s not something worth talking about to comment on others’ good or bad behind their backs. What you’re belittling is even someone you like. Isn’t this belittle yourself? Doesn’t that mean that you are worse than those who don’t?”

"It's good to get together and leave well." Yu Chengze concluded, "Just let it blow away like a ray of breeze, and there will be no traces to be found."

Ming Qifan rubbed his ears, looked at Yu Chengze: "Teacher Yu, you actually like 'dropping book bags' very much, you are really... a love expert."

Speaking of the nickname given to Yu Chengze before, Ming Qifan sneered, and Yu Chengze glanced at him, emphasizing solemnly: "I'm not a love expert... Do you mean I'm the brick of Brick?"

"No, no." Ming Qifan waved his hand, and after a long while, he slowly said: "Teacher Yu, you think this way, because you are a very gentle person... I wouldn't be able to do it differently, I just When I think of you wanting to separate from me, I will definitely not get together or leave. I will... tie you up, threaten you, or do something to make you stay by my side. In short, I will not I will just let you leave my side."

Yu Chengze turned his head to the side, and all he saw was Ming Qifan's side face, stubborn and stubborn, he didn't see the deeper paranoia in his eyes, he just thought it was a child who committed a second-school offense on a whim.

Ming Qifan was also startled immediately, a trace of remorse flashed across his face, he blinked and explained somewhat concealedly: "I'm joking, my heart is sunny and righteous, how can it be so dark!"

Yu Chengze was speechless: "I won't take it seriously, you just committed a second grade, how can I take it seriously."

Seeing that Yu Chengze really didn't feel at ease, Ming Qifan breathed a sigh of relief, but at the same time felt somewhat self-contradictory and unhappy.

He lowered his head, a kind of stubborn love slowly welled up in his eyes, he thought in his heart that it was because you didn't like you as much as I do, if you like you very much, how can you get together so well?As long as I think that you don't love me anymore and want to leave, I will go crazy and lose my mind.

Ming Qifan looked at Yu Chengze's side face driving the car, and thought sadly, why can't you like me like I like you?

Yu Chengze was driving the car, and he was a little dazed. He always felt that Ming Qifan's liking was like a child's. It is so intense now, but it will always be flat in the future. Life fades away, and the initial passion between lovers fades. go on?

He can, and is used to plainness, and is willing to just quietly hold the person he likes and watch the time pass slowly, but the person he likes will still be willing to accompany him after the initial sweetness is over.

Have you lived an ordinary life?

Yu Chengze pursed his lips tightly, he didn't say anything, but he was actually more afraid than anyone else that this person would abandon him.I am afraid that one day this person will say that I am tired of being with you, you are really boring, and I don't want to be with you anymore.

What will happen to him?

I will be lonely until I grow old all my life, and spend the rest of my life holding the memories of the past and you.