hold a cigarette

23 Limo

I can't tell.

I can't tell what kind of feelings I have for Jin Shengyang, but when I look at his expression in front of those cheongsams, it seems that I have suddenly returned to a certain stage of life that I don't want to recall at all.

I used to have this kind of self-pull, so at that moment, I felt the same way for him.

Jin Shengyang tried his best to restrain himself, he was neither eager to talk nor thought of asking for help, but I made the decision on my own and planned to pull him out.

I'm not great, I'm not a saint, I've always been selfish and evil, but just for him, I don't want to see him torture himself so pitifully.

His pity does not arouse my interest, on the contrary, I like to see him strong and confident.

I put on his cheongsam to seduce him and let him know that he is not the only man in this world who can wear women's clothes.

He thinks he is abnormal, but who defines "normal" and "abnormal"?

Why should he consider other people's feelings in his life?

Just be happy.

I pulled him to kiss and let him caress me through the cheongsam.

We were almost stuck in his wardrobe, surrounded by those beautiful cheongsams.

I asked him, "Do you think I'm sexy?"

He didn't say a word, just kissed me.

"I think you are very sexy." I kept praising him in his ear.

Does Jin Shengyang rarely hear compliments from others?Especially, the him behind the light.

On weekdays, he is always indifferent and arrogant in front of others. He has outstanding appearance and work ability, but his achievements at work cannot really satisfy him, and what he needs is definitely not that kind.

I said, "You're the most wonderful person I've ever met."

Various aspects.

I told him straight up that I admired everything about him.

His body, his brain, all the feelings he sent me.

Words are actually pale, and he may not be able to believe it if he praises him a thousand times.

I know that, and I know what to do.

I want him to feel my warmth, which is exactly what he brings to me.

He lit a torch on me, and I kindled the fire on him still more.

I had him dance with me on the bed in a cheongsam, legs crossed, in a dance that couldn't be staged but was absolutely beautiful in his honor.

I use my body to tell him how fascinating he is, and I hope he can understand that the most important thing for a person is to accept the truest self.

He wanted to change, and wanted to throw away the secrets stuck to him like throwing away garbage.

He thought it was life's punishment, his shackles, his nightmare, but in fact, it was just so attractive.

I may be really selfish, I don't want him to really break free, but to force him to recognize the reality, and let me fall down together.

I called his name loudly, and I didn't hesitate to like him.

This world is too big, he is the only one of his kind I have met, I don't intend to just let him go.

You can't let him walk into the sun half dead, to force yourself to live like a so-called "normal person".

We are crazy in our own world, which is not a good thing.

Jin Shengyang was led by me to the top of the wave, and he was ruthless, as if he wanted to kill me.

When I was about to suffocate, I heard his roar like a beast. At that moment, he seemed to have finally given up all restraint and restraint, and was no longer cautious, even if I died.

Fortunately, I survived, lying next to him, and let go for a long time.

On me, the cheongsam that belonged to him has been torn, and the one on him is not much better.

The air smelled of decay from a damp corner, and I asked him, "Do you like it?"

He didn't respond, just closed his eyes.

"You have to be like this all the time." I said to him, "The sense of security you want is actually not given to you by the cheongsam, and you don't have to take it off."

I turned around and buried my face in his neck.

"Your sense of security comes from your arrogance. If you do what you want, you will forget all your anxiety." I put my palm on his heart, and his heart beat fast, "If you like it, then wear it all the time." , wear it and be my lover, let me always be fascinated by you."

Jin Shengyang finally opened his eyes. He looked at me and pushed me away.

I lay flat there, not moving or talking, and he sat up and smoked a cigarette.

After a while, I'm not sure if he was thinking of something, or just to satisfy his desire again, he came back to me again, this time, I turned on the light, and he rarely objected to me.

We hugged in the bedroom with the lights on, and every corner of the room was illuminated all night.

A bright night would make him uneasy, but because of me, he broke his original shackles.

This is good.

He's just supposed to break.

Then I would put a new set of shackles on him, and I would handcuff him as well as me.

No one can go out, I will teach him to fall in love with himself, and make him fall in love with me.

I am such a selfish person, how can I give him a chance to change and leave me?