non-absolute crush

After realizing that she likes Jiang Xun in physical education class, Song Ran lay on the bed that night and couldn't recover.

Before turning off the lights in the dormitory, Song Ran calmly asked the other three boys in the dormitory if they had ever liked anyone before, and what it was like to like someone.

Although these questions are a bit hypocritical, everyone is excited.

Qi Feifan, who has the richest love history, was the first to speak, saying that if you are so fascinated by a girl on the road one day that you can't walk, you will be satisfied with her eyes from her face to her chest to her legs, and you will still be in love after the other party disappears. Forget, it must be because I like not running away.He also said that several of his ex-girlfriends were looking for it this way.

Song Ran was speechless, how could this be called liking, it was obviously just pure lust.

After vetoing Qi Feifan, he had never held a girl's hand since he was a child. Tan Wei, who had been widowed for more than ten years, flicked up his sleeves, beaming with joy like a master of love.

It sounds like that at first glance, but if you take a closer look, you can understand why Tan Wei has not even touched a girl's hand for more than ten years.

Yu Xingzhou smiled and said nothing to these questions, he listened curiously and quietly, and didn't look like he was experienced.

Song Ran sighed, lying on the bed, clicked on Baidu, and searched for "how to tell if I like someone".

After searching, he clicked on the top answer and found it was useless, he clicked on the following test: "Test whether you like him"

Most of the content in the test is related to daily life, such as "Do you often look at his space?" "Do you care about what you just said after talking on the phone with him?" Song Ran watched the questions brought to Jiang Xun, and the results of the test The result is liking.

Seeing the results of his test, Song Ran blushed.Then, by mistake, he searched for "sexual orientation test".

The questions asked in this sexual orientation test were relatively large, Song Ran frowned and answered all the questions, and the result came out that Song Ran was not gay.

The results of the two tests were completely opposite, and Song Ran was stunned for a moment.But then he discovered that if he replaced "same sex" with "Jiang Xun" in the question stem of the sexual orientation test, the result would prove that he was gay.

Only then did Song Ran realize that he didn't like boys, but he liked Jiang Xun.

After getting this result, Song Ran lay on the bed, recalling the scenes of contact with Jiang Xun in the past few days, and the temperature on his face slowly rose unconsciously.

Song Ran shyly turned over and used the air conditioner to cover her face and scolded herself for being useless, but she also generously accepted the fact that she was attracted to Jiang Xun.

Song Ran couldn't help but hugged the quilt and rolled back and forth on the bed: I haven't liked anyone in the past ten years since I was a child, and it turns out that I like someone who is the same gender as me, which is really exciting.

But... He said today that he has a girl he likes.Thinking of this, Song Ran, who was turning the pages, suddenly slowed down, and a feeling of loss and sadness slowly spread from the bottom of her heart.

Song Ran, who stared at the ceiling and thought for a while, sighed heavily, closed his eyes, and thought about it: It doesn't matter, liking someone doesn't have to be with you, and you don't have to get him.Now that he has someone he likes, then I will like him secretly, like him secretly, without letting him know.As long as we can see each other, he doesn't hate me, and we can get along naturally as friends.

After figuring it out, Song Ran felt relaxed all over, and his mood was much happier. He turned over in satisfaction, and closed his eyes heavily.

In the next few days, Song Ran found that he seemed to be the "chosen son".He thought that he and Jiang Xun were in different classes, and there were very few opportunities to see him every day. As a result, he found that he and Jiang Xun saw each other at least four or five times a day.

Jiang Xun has been a supervisor this week, and has already supervised twice in the morning and evening, and twice a week in two physical education classes. In addition, Song Ran was surprised to find that he and Jiang Xun were in the same class for school-based electives.In a week, there are three meetings just in class.

In addition, the No. [-] Middle School and No. [-] Teaching Building are two buildings connected together with a middle passage connecting them.On the first floor, there are classes [-] to [-] in the east, classes [-] to [-] in the west, and the other [-] classes on the second floor.

The drinking fountains and toilets are located in the middle aisle. Eight times out of ten times Song Ran went to the toilet or filled water, he would meet Jiang Xun and the others.

Besides, Class [-] and Class [-] were facing each other, and Song Ran didn't know why Jiang Xun always liked to stand in the corridor facing his class and chat with the boys in the class when get out of class was over.Every time Song Ran stood up in the class and turned his head, he could catch a glimpse of Jiang Xun standing in the corridor with a smile on his face, and his eyes seemed to be looking at Jiang Xun.

I can often see Jiang Xun and Song Ran's heart is sweet, but the only bad possibility is that every time after class, there will be many girls around the window looking at Jiang Xun opposite. After all, such a handsome guy is standing there, not looking Don't look at it for nothing.

After this week, Jiang Xun is no longer the supervisor, and the frequency of the two seeing each other unintentionally is much less, but they can still see each other two or three times a day on average.

No. [-] Middle School raises the flag on the playground every Monday. As long as there are no other arrangements for classes or due to weather conditions, the students in the high school will go to the playground for a run after the second class.

Even with the sun rising on Monday morning, it is still very hot. The last part of the flag-raising ceremony is usually a speech by the director or leader. After the speech, everyone can go back to the class.

But when the flag was raised this Monday, Song Ran saw an impatient Zhan Ye beside the rostrum.

To be honest, Zhan Ye has a good appearance, with strong facial features and smooth lines. Even if he is a bit dark in sports, it doesn't improve his appearance. On the contrary, he looks more masculine.

But he chose to shave an inch. When he was a child, he often fought and left a knuckle-wide scar on the right brow bone that could not be removed.At this time, the school uniform on his body was unbuttoned, and it was loosely put on his body. His expression was very impatient, and he looked very vicious and heinous.

Knowing the conflict between Song Ran and Zhanye, Tan Wei also saw Zhanye at a glance.

With an expression of schadenfreude and admiration on his face, he nudged Song Ran with his elbow: "Hey Xiao Song, do you know how awesome Zhan Ye is?"

Song Ran cooperated and asked: "Huh? What happened to him?"

"Last week, it seems to be Friday, he stood in class next to the water dispenser and smoked under the no-smoking sign in the ventilated cubicle. Do you think he is awesome?" Tan Wei's tone sounded very convinced. Zhanye is really a fucking talent.

The last time I saw Zhanye in physical education class, Zhanye had a cigarette in his hand. It was normal for Zhanye to smoke at school, but smoking while standing under the no-smoking sign during class was outrageous and deliberate.

If Zhanye is so arrogant, if he doesn't arrest him, who will he arrest?No need to ask Song Ran, he already guessed that Zhan Ye must have been arrested by some teacher. The teacher saw him standing under the no-smoking sign and was so angry that he was smoking. This was simply provocative!So originally being arrested for smoking was just a demerit, but Zhanye was not only demerited but also arrested for self-criticism in front of the whole school.

Song Ran guessed right. After the leader on the rostrum finished speaking, Zhanye was indeed taken up for a review.

Zhanye stood idle on the rostrum, took a microphone and looked down for a while, then lazily took out his speech from his school uniform pocket as if he hadn't woken up.

He took out the left pocket, found nothing, and turned the right pocket, and found nothing.

Seeing that there was no one, he began to slowly turn out the left pocket again. It took about a full minute before he found out the tattered self-examination from his left pocket, which was about to be broken into pieces.

The students in the audience were quiet, but most of them had twinkling eyes, revealing the mentality of gossiping and watching the show.

Standing sideways and looking fiercely at Zhan Ye was his arresting dean, whose surname was Wei and whose name was Jianguo.Jianguo has a bald head and is round and round, but his eyes are very sharp and his voice is very sonorous.Looking at his expression, Zhan Ye was almost mad at him, wishing he could swallow Zhan Ye alive.

However, Zhanye turned a blind eye to the dean's gaze. After taking out his "small broken piece", he looked at the broken piece lazily, and said in a tone of no fluctuation: "Hello everyone, I am Zhanye from Class [-], Senior High. During the third math class on Friday morning, I was standing next to the drinking fountain on the second floor, smoking under the no-smoking sign..."

Hearing Zhanye's words, most of the people below had the same reaction as Tan Wei:

"Damn it, you're rebellious, you're a talent!"

"666, it's too much, too much."

"This brother is Tianxiu!"

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There was a lot of commotion downstairs, Zhanye didn't even want to lift his eyelids, and continued to read his self-criticism without any waves: "This kind of behavior is wrong. Smoking is not only harmful to your own health, but also causes inconvenience and harm to your classmates. Smoking while standing under the no-smoking sign is a contempt and disrespect for the school rules, and now I have deeply realized my mistake."

"I'm sorry teacher, I'm sorry classmates, I made a mistake, and I will definitely not do it again next time." Although Zhanye said this while standing on the stage, to be honest, there were more than 5000 teachers and students in the audience. No one, no one could hear from his tone that he realized that he had made a mistake and that he wanted to reflect.

As soon as the last sentence of Zhanye's words fell, he already raised his legs and walked down. The speed was not fast, and he didn't bother to lift his head. He could tell at a glance that he was arrested for self-criticism without a soul. It was like doing a task. It's over and I'm in a hurry to step down.

Wei Jianguo stood aside and watched Zhanye upset for a long time. Seeing that Zhanye was about to step off the stage, he stretched out his hand and yanked him, but he was so angry that he called him, "Zhanye! Stop!"

He still didn't stop shouting the first time, until he increased the volume and shouted again, and Zhan Ye's head teacher rushed up and grabbed Zhan Ye.Only then did Zhanye stop slowly, and looked up at Wei Jianguo who was so angry that he looked up expressionlessly.

After everyone clearly saw Wei Jianguo taking several deep breaths on the stage, he calmed down a little bit.

Then he grabbed the microphone and made a sharp and serious criticism of Zhanye's smoking behavior and improper attitude in front of the whole school.

But from the beginning to the end, Zhan Ye, the person being criticized, stood on the side of the rostrum, his face expressionless, as if he was not the one being scolded.