non-absolute crush

I don’t know why today, although it’s only past four o’clock, and the sun is still hanging in the sky, but layers of red clouds have gathered in the sky unknowingly, and the pink and golden clouds are flying freely in the blue sky, spreading everywhere, as warm as fire, Romantic like a sea of ​​flowers.

In an instant, Song Ran's face became hot, and some emotion in his heart that he couldn't explain spread like this cloud, almost breaking through his heart.

Seeing Song Ran's whole body was stiff, Jiang Xun realized that he hadn't controlled himself, their actions are too intimate and ambiguous now.Song Ran may not be able to accept it, he doesn't like it but is too embarrassed to speak out directly.

So Jiang Xun took the initiative to retract his arm and took a step back. After pulling half an arm away from Song Ran, he said softly again: "Should I know it? Come on, try to throw a shot."

Song Ran's mind was in chaos. He listened to Jiang Xun's instructions and mechanically threw the ball in his hand.

Song Ran's shot without any condition naturally missed, and the ball flew out of the basket.

The loud sound of the basketball hitting the ground shocked Song Ran. When he saw the ball hit the ground, he quickly yelled at Jiang Xun, "I'll pick it up!" and then ran towards the ball without looking back.

The reason why he was so proactive and eager to pick up the ball was naturally that he wanted to avoid Jiang Xun, and he didn't know how to get along with Jiang Xun for a while.

After picking up the ball, Song Ran dawdled, procrastinating as long as he could, and didn't want to go back for a long time.But he couldn't find a suitable reason to avoid Jiang Xun, so he could only face it bravely.Just as he kept building himself mentally and was about to walk back, an excited voice came from the side: "Student Song Ran!"

Song Ran turned his head, and there was a tall, somewhat dark boy who could be regarded as good-looking but he didn't know him at all.

Seeing Song Ran turning his head to look at him, the boy had a bright smile on his face, and his dark eyes were also shining with excitement.

Song Ran smiled politely at him and asked, "Student, do you know me? What's the matter?"

Seeing Song Ran smiling at him, the boy's face suddenly turned red. He approached Song Ran, scratched his head in embarrassment, and seemed to speak incoherently: "I know you, I have something to do."

"What's the matter? Tell me." Song Ran kept smiling and looked at him.

"It's a lifelong event." The boy's answer blurted out.

Song Ran was stunned, he didn't seem to understand what the boy meant.

Song Ran and the boy stood in a relatively remote position, there were few people, and it was a little far away from where Jiang Xun stood.

But when he saw the boys talking to Song Ran, Jiang Xun had already raised his legs and approached them.

Jiang Xun, who was approaching, frowned when he heard this word, and unconsciously glanced fiercely at the boy: What was he talking about just now?What's up?Lifetime event? ?

Seeing Song Ran stunned, the boy's face turned even redder.

After a moment of silence, he clenched his hands tightly, and raised his volume as if he was going all out: "Song Ran, I like you! It's not the kind of liking of ordinary classmates, but the kind of liking that wants to be with you!!"

Jiang Xun's current distance is not far from Song Ran and the others, and Jiang Xun's footsteps stopped after word of the boy's words fell into Jiang Xun's ears.

When he saw the boy approaching Song Ran to talk to Song Ran just now, and when he heard the boy say "a big event in life", Jiang Xun knew that the other party must like Song Ran. He was very uncomfortable and very hostile to the boy, so he couldn't wait He wanted to go to Song Ran's side to dispel the boy's thoughts.

But when he heard the boy's straightforward confession, Jiang Xun stopped unconsciously.

On the one hand, he realized that he had no place to stand beside Song Ran and let the boy go away.On the other hand, he himself also likes Song Ran but he didn't directly mention it because he didn't know Song Ran's thoughts very well. What do guys like guys think.

hiss--

Song Ran was really stunned this time, the basketball he just picked up fell to the ground again with a snap.

This time the basketball bounced and fell on the ground, and no one had time to pick it up.

The boy's face was flushed, and he just kept on doing nothing: "Song Ran, I am Tian Yu from class one. Ever since I saw you play the violin at the military training freshman party, I have fallen in love with you."

"You look good, and you play the violin very well. I can still remember the way you stood in the middle of the stage playing the violin. Since that day, every time I pass by your class, I can't help turning my head to look at you .”

Tian Yu blushed and looked at Song Ran who spoke every word very sincerely.

Listening to Tian Yu's words, Song Ran recalled that after he finished playing the violin at the freshman party, many people did know him. After returning home on the weekend, he did receive a lot of friend requests on Twitter and WeChat.

Song Ran didn't agree with any of them, but looking around, most of them were girls. Song Ran didn't expect... there were boys.

Do boys fall in love with boys too?Looking at Tian Yu, this question suddenly popped into Song Ran's mind.

Standing under the spotlight at the freshman party, Song Ran, who was wearing a white school uniform and playing the violin, was clean and pure, and the dusty temperament revealed from all over her body was as elegant and holy as an angel who strayed into the mortal world.

It's really hard not to fall in love at first sight.

Jiang Xun focused his gaze on Song Ran, wanting to see his reaction to the boys liking him from his face, feeling a little nervous but contradictory.On the one hand, I was afraid that Song Ran could accept it, on the other hand, I was afraid that Song Ran would not be able to accept it.

"Every time I pass by the door of your class, I am very disappointed not to see you. Seeing you is as happy as winning a 500 million lottery. When I saw you in the first physical education class and found out that we had chosen the same course , I was so happy that I was about to go crazy.”

"In addition to these, every time I see your smile, my heart beats very fast, as if it is about to jump out of my chest. And talking to you now... I can't help but blush. I have been This is the first time I have this kind of reaction, and I don't have this strange reaction to other people, but to you."

Song Ran also listened carefully to Tian Yu's words: Seeing a smile, my heart beats fast, and my face turns red when I speak. It's a strange feeling I've never had before, but only for one person...

Suddenly, Song Ran's heart skipped a beat, and she suddenly turned her head to look at Jiang Xun who was beside her: These reactions... are exactly the same as what I'm doing to Jiang Xun now! ?

Song Ran didn't get over it for a long time, but Tian Yu's words exploded in his ears: "All signs are on the surface. Although you are a boy, I like you."

Tian Yu has this reaction to me because he likes me, so if I have this reaction to Jiang Xun, do I like Jiang Xun?I... like Jiang Xun? ?

Seeing Song Ran looking at him suddenly, Jiang Xun felt uneasy: Why did Song Song suddenly look at me?Did he find out that I like him? ?

His heart beat faster, his face was hot, and he never felt this way towards other people... It only took less than a few seconds to meet Jiang Xun's eyes, and all the reactions Tian Yu said about falling in love with someone appeared on Song Ran.

The inexplicable emotion in Song Ran's heart finally broke out: this strange feeling was originally called "like", I like Jiang Xun.

After reaching this conclusion, Song Ran quickly turned her head, pretended to be calm, and took a breath slowly to stabilize her mood, so as not to let them notice the strangeness.

"I'm 180 tall and weigh 60 kilograms. I'm a sports student. I don't have any bad habits. I like to play ball and run. I've been in a relationship before, and I'm good at loving people. So... Song Ran, would you like to be my boyfriend?" Tian Yu said, carefully staring at Song Ran with expectant eyes.

Song Ran's mind was full of "I like Jiang Xun", "I actually fell in love with Jiang Xun", "Jiang Xun is also a boy", so that he only heard Tian Yu's last sentence "Would you like to be my boyfriend? "

But maybe because his mind was full of Jiang Xun, when he heard this sentence, what popped into his mind was: "Boyfriend Jiang Xun".

When Jiang Xun heard Tian Yu's words, his eyes darkened, and the air pressure around him unconsciously dropped.

Boyfriend Jiang Xun? ?Song Ran was startled, and quickly threw away this ridiculous idea in her mind, and replied to Tian Yu stiffly: "Student Tian Yu, thank you for your liking. But I'm sorry, I can't promise you."

Hearing Song Ran's answer, the disappointment on Tian Yu's face was obvious, but Jiang Xun breathed a sigh of relief.

But Tian Yu still didn't give up, he tried: "Can you tell me why? Is it because I'm a boy?"

Hearing Tian Yu's question, Jiang Xun, who was just relieved just now, felt his heart rise again.

Now Jiang Xun was standing aside, Song Ran was very guilty, and replied that he was against his will because the other party was a boy.

So Song Ran replied frankly: "No... I should be, I can accept boys."

Tian Yu's eyes lit up again, and a surge of excitement and joy surged from Jiang Xun's heart.

Tian Yu didn't want to give up, and continued to ask: "Why is that? Do you already have a partner? Or do you already have someone you like?"

I just realized that I like Jiang Xun and I haven't been slowed down yet. When Tian Yu asked, and Jiang Xun was standing next to him and watching him, Song Ran felt that his heart was still beating faster, and the heat on his face hadn't faded. Now, he has become particularly sensitive and guilty about Tian Yu's question.

He didn't know what Jiang Xun was thinking, he was afraid that Jiang Xun would see his flaws, and at the same time, he wanted Tian Yu to give up on changing his target, so he tried not to let his voice tremble due to nervousness, he lied: " Yes, I have someone I like, a girl. I'm still in the process of pursuing her, so I can't promise you."

Song Ran looks cold, and looks very serious when he is not smiling, but at this moment he is deliberately controlling his expression.Seeing Song Ran's meticulous expression, they all believed that what Song Ran said was true.

Song Ran didn't know that his words successfully broke the hearts of two people.

He only saw Tian Yu's eyes full of wings disappeared, and turned into full of disappointment.He replied in a low voice: "Okay then, classmate Song Ran, I'm sorry to bother you." After finishing speaking, he left dejectedly.

After Tian Yu left, Song Ran breathed a sigh of relief.

But when he picked up the ball on the ground again and turned his gaze to Jiang Xun, he found that Jiang Xun's eyes seemed to be much darker, and his mood seemed to be very depressed.

At this time, Song Ran, who was very guilty and sensitive, was shocked: What happened to him?Could it be that he saw my flaws and found out that I liked him, but he was very homophobic?