The protagonist of the abuse novel does not allow me to cry

"what……"

The content of this dream has completely exceeded Ning Yao's imagination. He turned his head back, trying to see the expression on Yu Li's face standing behind him, but before he could take another look, Yu Li leaned forward. Come, kiss him impartially.

Ning Yao was in a state of being unable to recover, but he didn't resist the lips that were touching it, but stared at Yu Li at close range.

"Tsk." Yu Li moved himself away a little, then stretched out a hand and pinched Ning Yao's jaw.

Ning Yao did not express any violent resistance, Yu Li smiled and lowered his head again.

The wide-open city gate was invaded by the enemy's unceremonious raiders, and the treasures in the city were also besieged by the enemy.

"Close your eyes." Ning Yao heard Yu Li say behind him.

A big hand covered his eyes, completely sealing his vision.The way forward is invisible in the dark, and only the sense of touch and hearing are left clearly.

During the battle, the sound of throwing away armor and armor, and those who broke into the city gate showed no mercy, just like the most brutal enemy, oppressing the aborigines severely, leaving no freedom.

Different from Yu Li's gentle restraint when he was awake, Yu Li in the dream was more violent, as if he had been unsealed by some kind of seal, unscrupulous and unscrupulous.

"Yu Li..." Ning Yao struggled to let out a normal voice, pushed him away with both hands, and finally rescued himself.

Ning Yao was panting heavily, not sure if it was because of the kiss, or because of other reasons, Ning Yao noticed that he was sweating all over his body.

Sweat soaked his underwear, making him uncomfortable.

But Ning Yao didn't dare to move, for fear that the sweat on his body would be discovered.He carefully concealed it, pursed his lips covered with a layer of water, and lowered his eyes, not daring to look at Yu Li who was only a few feet away from him.

After the relationship with Yu Li got better, he always played around with Yu Li from time to time, and Yu Li's attitude towards him was also very gentle.But now, the feeling Yu Li gave him coincides with the big devil when they first met again.

Scary, very scary, if you provoke him again, he will not even have a scum left.

But this time, he didn't provoke him, and the big devil also took the initiative to meet him.

Yu Li who was kissing Ning Yao stretched out his hand, wiped Ning Yao's forehead and hairline, then took off that finger and put it in front of Ning Yao's eyes.

"Why are you sweating so much?" Yu Li asked with a smile, "Is there any other place where you sweat too? Let me wipe it off for you."

"No, no more." Ning Yao denied in a low voice.

As soon as the words fell, Ning Yao felt an extra hand on the back of his neck.

The hand moved along the back of his neck to other places where he sweated a lot.

"Little liar." Yu Li said intimately against Ning Yao's ear, "Is this called? Your clothes are already wet with sweat, why didn't you tell me the truth?"

"I didn't do it on purpose." Ning Yao was about to cry, logically speaking, it was impossible for him to sweat like this after being kissed like this once.The antidote was given to Yu Li once before, although it was not as intense as this time, but it can also be compared slightly.That time, he didn't sweat at all.

This is not normal at all!

Listening to Ning Yao's explanation, Yu Li nodded his nose affectionately: "It's okay, I forgive you."

"However... you are so delicate and sweat so much, if you don't wipe it off in time, you will catch a cold again."

Ning Yao was let go, and he stood between the two Yu Li, with a normal Yu Li in front of him, and a demon-like Yu Li behind him.

Both of them were half a head taller than him, which made Ning Yao feel great oppression.

"I'll do it myself," Ning Yao tried hard to get the conversation back on track, "I'll do it myself for such a small matter."

It was obviously a very normal proposal, but it made the two Yu Li laugh at the same time.

"Master, how can you do this kind of work?" Yu Li said, reaching out his hand towards Ning Yao.

The obstacles to Yu Li disappeared, Ning Yao opened his eyes wide and looked down at himself, then slowly raised his head to look at Yu Li.

Yu Li's dark eyes narrowed happily, and he licked his lips.

"I'll help you."

It is not accurate to say that it is sweating.

Sweat wiped off by the cloth stays on the cloth and is finally washed away with clean water.

But Ning Yao was wiped sweat, but the sweat was not wasted at all.It was a fine delicacy, so it was savored carefully.

The sweat beads on the white shoulders, the sweat beads on the nape of the neck, the thin ankles...

The sweat beads from Ning Yao's body were wiped off, but he didn't feel refreshed.

Cleaners remove the old and at the same time leave the new.He will not be lazy at all, he works diligently and carefully takes care of all the sweaty places.

Ning Yao was trembling uncontrollably all over his body. He held down one Yu Li's shoulder, but there was another Yu Li behind him. All defenses were vulnerable to a single blow under absolute strength.

……

"It's clean."

The cleaner finally raised his head in satisfaction, and kissed Ning Yao's lips affectionately: "Do you think there is anything else that needs to be cleaned?"

The person he questioned couldn't answer his question.

The expression on Ning Yao's entire face was blank, his eyes were slack, and he couldn't stand anymore. It was the hands supporting him that kept him standing, and the fleshy wall he was leaning on gave him a point of support. .

That fair face was covered with powder, and the shoulders, knees, elbows, and fingertips were all pink.

"It seems that you are also very satisfied." Yu Li said affirmatively.

Immediately afterwards, Ning Yao was hugged and lifted into the air. He finally came back to his senses. Because he didn't want to stay in the air, he subconsciously hugged the person in front of him, and panicked, "Yu Li...!"

Ning Yao was lifted quite high, so when he hugged the person in front of him with his hands and feet, the position of his entanglement was also high.

Yu Li easily supported the person and placed him in a suitable position.

He kissed Ning Yao's earlobe: "Get ready."

Prepare……?

Ning Yao didn't get too much time to think, and in the next second, he knew what Yu Li wanted him to prepare.

"what……"

Struggling and being held down again, even in reality, his physical strength is not much of an obstacle compared to the two Yu Li, let alone in Yu Li's own dream.

Ning Yao didn't feel angry or resentful, he just felt pain, because it hurt so much, so he couldn't help crying.

Tears dripped down and turned into bright gems, which couldn't be stopped, and fell to the ground with a patter.

Yu Li, who had ignored no matter how much he struggled before, stopped, and wiped away his tears fiercely and angrily.

"Don't cry!" Yu Li said with a cold face, "I haven't really done anything, why are you crying so badly?"

Ning Yao also knew that Yu Li hadn't actually been able to do anything, but everything was difficult at the beginning, so he felt the pain.

Ning Yao said in a low voice: "Because, because it really hurts. You don't like this kind of boring, why don't I take you to play somewhere else."

"How do you know I don't like it." Yu Li sneered, and he pinched Ning Yao's face again, "It's just a dream, and in the dream you also want to eat me to death?"

Ning Yao was taken aback by Yu Li's words.

Did Yu Li know that he was dreaming?

Yu Li seemed to have made up his mind, and continued to follow the original plan to fulfill his wish.

Ning Yao couldn't persuade him, but he was afraid of pain, and couldn't help crying when it hurt, so he couldn't hold back his tears.

Yu Li stopped again.

"You wait for me to get everything ready next time..." Ning Yao heard Yu Li say viciously, "You have no chance to escape next time."

Ning Yao was stunned for a moment, a little happy: "Then let's forget this time?"

After the words fell, Ning Yao's posture changed from standing to lying down.

His head rested on another Yu Li's upper body, his feet stepped on the ground, and his legs stood up.

Under the two scorching gazes, Ning Yao put his legs together in a deceitful way.

Ning Yao who did this got another kiss.

"Yes, that's it." Yu Li said, pinching Ning Yao lightly, with a hoarse voice, "This time... how could it be forgotten?"

This dream has been a long time coming.

When Yu Li woke up, his chest was still full of hunger.

Even at the moment of waking up, the pain that belonged to the burning kind swept him again, but he couldn't suppress the contented joy at all.

That was indeed a sweet dream.

After waking up, Yu Li's first reaction was to look at Ning Yao. The eyes of the person lying next to him were closed, and the slender eyelashes trembled a few times before opening their eyes.

The pupils were out of focus for a moment, looking very dazed.

There was fine sweat on Ning Yao's forehead, Yu Li stretched out his hand to help Ning Yao wipe it off, but the person who had just woken up reacted quickly and avoided his sweating hand.

"...What's wrong?" Yu Li asked in a deep voice.

Ning Yao looked at Yu Li, and after a short period of time with an abnormal expression, he rubbed his brows and returned to normal.

"I had a terrible dream." Ning Yao said slowly, "In the dream, I was running away in the darkness, and there was a monster chasing me, and you were not by my side, and I was almost eaten by him Lost."

"It scared me to death." Ning Yao added.

Yu Li thought it was a little funny: "How can you be chased in a dream, then next time you dream me in it too, and I will help you chase those things away."

"Yes, I was so scared that I was sweating all over." Ning Yao wiped the sweat from his forehead, patted his back, and looked at Yu Li as if asking for help, "My back seems to be wet too, please wipe it off for me." Let's go."

Before Yu Li could answer, Ning Yao lay down face down and waved to Yu Li: "Come here."

Normally, Yu Li would agree immediately.But just experienced such a dream, coupled with the effect of the passion seed, seeing Ning Yao lying obediently, the satiety that would completely dissipate in the chest turned into longing again.

Want to treat Ning Yao like a dream, want to turn the dream into reality.

Yu Li bit the tip of his tongue to wake himself up, and then stepped forward to help.

Yu Li's movements are very regular, without any overstepping, it is a distance that Ning Yao is familiar with and at ease.

Ning Yao chatted with Yu Li seemingly casually: "Is the artifact useful, how did you sleep?"

Yu Li, who had tasted the sweetness in the dream, said truthfully: "The artifact is indeed miraculous... It can indeed relieve pain in sleep. I have not had a dream for a long time since I practiced, but under the influence of the artifact Next, I also had a dream."

"What kind of dream was that?" Ning Yao asked curiously.

"...It's nothing, I dreamed of becoming the strongest in the Three Realms, no need to be afraid of being bullied, and I can play with you in my spare time, that's all." Yu Li said.

"That's not bad." Ning Yao exclaimed, "Then we will take this artifact on the road, and use it when you sleep at night, so that you will not feel so uncomfortable until you find the antidote."

Yu Li replied, the sweat on his back was almost wiped off, and the contact between them was still the same as usual.Ning Yao used the excuse that he still felt sticky, so he went to take a bath in the hot spring pool next to the room alone.

Entering the hot spring pool, out of Yu Li's sight, Ning Yao quickly lowered his head to observe himself.

There is no redness and swelling on the chest, and the thighs have not been worn out. He is still the same as before he fell asleep. Even in Yu Li's dream, everything has become a mess. After that dream, just looking at the appearance, he still hasn't experienced it. Anything weird about him.

... But even if it's just a dream, how can the things I've experienced be easily erased from my mind.

The contrast between the Yu Li in the dream and the Yu Li in reality is too great. If he hadn't witnessed everything with his own eyes, Ning Yao would even think that one of the Yu Li was pretending.

Ning Yao soaked himself in the hot spring pool to wash away the liquid that didn't exist in reality, but psychologically, it was still covering every corner of his body.

Ning Yao also buried his face in the water, borrowing external force to clear his mind.

Ning Yao is very familiar with being admired by others.Although they were not interested in what those people wanted to do to him, they could more or less hear it.

Just like what Yu Li did to him in the dream.

Looking back on all of this, there is one truth that could not be more obvious, which had been obscured by friendship until now.

... Yu Li likes him.

In that dream, what Yu Li showed to him was not only closeness and love like a friend, but also a complete, lustful admiration for him.

Ning Yao raised his face from the water, his face was a little hot, turned over again, let himself float on the surface of the hot spring water, and drifted with the flow to think.

Ning Yao was not surprised to find that even if he knew that Yu Li was full of thoughts about him, he didn't feel scared, nor did he reject him in the slightest.

Maybe it's because even in the dream, Yu Li, who didn't know he was the real person and could do whatever he wanted, still stopped his movements because of his crying.

Maybe it's because Yu Li himself has fallen in love with him, and when he wiped his sweat in reality, he still didn't exceed the rules.

There are really people who like him so much, not because of his appearance, but because of the little things we get along with each other in daily life.Even if he took the most poisonous charm medicine in the world, he never forced him, but endured it by himself.

Joy filled his chest, and Ning Yao happily rolled over in the water.

So... how should he respond?

Ning Yao has never liked anyone, has no love experience, nor any secret love experience.He pondered for a long time, and felt that his mentality towards Yu Li didn't seem to have changed much.

According to common sense, if he can't accept Yu Li's love, it's better to make it clear to Yu Li earlier.

But can he really not accept it?

Ning Yao frowned and pondered, and finally made his next decision.

The dream that Yu Li had had could not only help Yu Li resist the pain, perhaps, it might also help him discern his true intentions.

Anyway, he followed Yu Li's dreams before taking the antidote!