Let it age
Chapter 8
25.
After taking a shower and lying on the bed, Ao Junzhi still felt that his whole body was hot even though the temperature of the air conditioner in the room had dropped to more than ten degrees.
Glancing at the alarm clock next to the bed, the pointer points to 02:30, the night is already very deep, but Ao Junzhi clearly knows that he will not be able to fall asleep until dawn.
Because the heart in the left atrium couldn't stop at all.
"have you slept?"
Tentatively, he picked up the phone next to the pillow and sent a message. Ao Junzhi didn't hold out hope that Zhou Tingrang would reply to him, but at this moment, the thoughts in his chest had already overflowed the safety line, and if he didn't vent it, Ao Junzhi was worried about himself. It will bleed from the seven orifices and die.
Ding--
The phone screen lights up.
Ao Junzhi excitedly grabbed the phone and clicked on the SMS interface.
"Not yet. Why didn't you sleep?"
The corners of his eyes were full of uncontrollable smiles, and Ao Junzhi suddenly felt that the body temperature at this moment could not be called hot, but this feeling should be called warm.
"Can't sleep. What about you?"
"Me too."
"What are you thinking?"
"What are you thinking?"
"I was wondering if you were thinking of me."
"it's raining outside."
Not knowing why Zhou Tingrang cut off the topic abruptly and did not get the expected response, Ao Junzhi felt a little disappointed.
Without replying in seconds, Ao Junzhi threw the phone aside, buried his head under the pillow and tossed and turned angrily.
After more than ten minutes, Zhou Tingrang guessed that Ao Junzhi must have been hit, so he shook his head amusedly, and sent another message.
"Did you forget the encore song at tonight's concert?"
Liberating his head from the pillow, Ao Junzhi turned his head when he saw the message, and suddenly remembered that there was a line in the song that said, "It's raining outside, and I'm starting to miss you", and he immediately realized Zhou Tingrang's meaning. There was an uncontrollable impulse.
Regardless of whether it was late at night, Ao Junzhi directly called Zhou Tingrang.
"……Hey?"
Zhou Tingrang over there naturally didn't expect Ao Junzhi to call, his voice was a little weak and cautious.
"Hey, it's me, I didn't wake up Uncle Zhou, did I?"
"It's okay, my dad is in the next room, I can't hear you."
"Hey, that's fine."
"Well... why are you calling me so late?"
"I think you can't sleep thinking about it."
After Ao Junzhi finished speaking, he realized that he was too straightforward, but he had no choice but to let the water splashed out by what he said, and he could only let it go if he couldn't take it back.
"Hee... Me too."
Zhou Tingrang's voice on the other end of the phone was hoarse and smooth, the shy and cute tone made Ao Junzhi's right ear sensitive, and he really wanted to immediately press Zhou Tingrang into his arms and crush him.
no!Can't take it anymore!Just tomorrow!Tomorrow I must say those three words to Ting Rang!I want the whole world to know that I am with Ting Rang!
"Tomorrow weekend, I will take you to a place."
"Huh? Where?"
"Tomorrow morning, I'll pick you up."
"is it far?"
"Not far."
"Then go on my motorcycle, I haven't touched my little motorcycle for a year."
"Okay, I've never ridden on your scooter. Then, see you downstairs at eight o'clock tomorrow morning."
"it is good."
"Good night."
"Nice dream."
Reluctantly hanging up the phone, Ao Junzhi gripped the phone tightly with both hands, and fell asleep with a smile on his face.
As a result, Zhou Tingrang's word "good dream" caused Ao Junzhi's embarrassment.
Indulging in a hot dream, Ao Junzhi felt his whole body was melted, and the alarm ringing in his ear was snapped viciously, until Ao Junzhi opened his eyes satisfied, only then did he find the sticky skin under his body, thinking about it. Seeing Zhou Ting's flushed face, snow-white shoulders, and his murmur in the dream, Ao Junzhi felt his mind go blank, and he licked the corner of his mouth slobbering nostalgia in an unconscious state.
"Damn... I haven't had this kind of embarrassment for many years... What's going on..."
While scratching his hair in frustration, Ao Junzhi muttered in disappointment.
Glancing at the alarm clock, he found that it was already seven fifty, Ao Junzhi screamed in his heart that it was over, he took off his underwear and put on new ones in a panic, and rushed to the bathroom immediately.
Facing the mirror, he quickly straightened his chicken coop-like hair, Ao Junzhi brushed his teeth and went to the toilet all in one, tidied himself up within 5 minutes, put on a stylish suit and rushed out.
"Hello, hello? Ting Rang, I'll be downstairs in your house soon! Come down!"
While looking at his watch, he called Zhou Tingrang. Ao Junzhi walked through the gate of the community, and suddenly found that the flower shop beside the street was open for business. In order to surprise Zhou Ting, Ao Junzhi thought about it within five minutes, so he changed In one direction, he plunged into the flower shop.
"Miss, please choose a bunch of low-key and beautiful flowers for me, for boys, thank you."
After receiving the beautifully packaged blue rose from the clerk, Ao Junzhi had a happy smile on his face.Holding the flowers and smelling them, Ao Junzhi imagined Zhou Tingrang's happy smile when he received the flowers, and his eyes almost narrowed with excitement.
At the intersection of the morning rush hour, the traffic was staggered and the crowds were dense. Ao Junzhi was standing on the sidewalk with flowers in his hands, feeling a little nervous, staring anxiously at the signal light on the opposite side for a few seconds, wishing that the green light would turn on immediately.
Finally, ten seconds later, the green light for the sidewalk and the red lights for the lanes on both sides turned on, and all the cars stopped.
People going to work began to cross the road alternately. After reaching the zebra crossing, some people turned left and some turned right. The bustling crowd dispersed, and a figure stood out in front of Ao Jun without warning. in the line of sight.
In an instant, all the nerves in the brain collapsed.
Ao Junzhi's hand lost strength, and the bunch of flowers that carried all the courage fell heavily to the middle of the asphalt road.
The number of seconds of the signal light is decreasing, and Ao Junzhi is struggling at the moment. He has no rationality to dominate his consciousness, and can only rely on his remaining intuition, step by step, step back, back to the front of the zebra crossing.
The green light disappeared, the red light came on, and the traffic on both sides began to shuttle in a dazzled way again, but this time, Ao Junzhi seemed to have superpowers, and could see directly through the windows of the cars that were speeding past. That dazzling figure.
Because that person is a thorn in Ao Jun's heart.
— jingle bell jingle...
Seeing that it was Zhou Tingrang's call, Ao Junzhi answered the phone numbly, but couldn't say a word.
"Junzhi, are you here? I'll go downstairs right away! Wait for me a little longer!"
Fortunately, Zhou Tingrang's voice also sounded quite anxious, and he hung up after speaking in a hurry, and didn't have time to notice the upheaval on Ao Junzhi's side.
The passing vehicles gradually decreased, and Ao Junzhi began to clearly see every move on the opposite side. In his field of vision, Zhou Ting on the second floor let out the door and trotted down the stairs. There are countless pictures envisioned in it.
He was about to see him.
How will he react?
What would he say to him?
Ask him why he didn't come back to find him after so many years?
Or tell him that he actually misses him after all these years?
Or, he won't say anything, just go over and hug him?
What will happen to them...?
Where will I... be put again?
Looking at the bouquet of residual flowers in the middle of the road that had been run over by countless wheels, Ao Junzhi couldn't help but smile bitterly with tears in his eyes. Perhaps, this is what happened to him in the end of love.
Trotting all the way down the stairs, Zhou Tingrang couldn't restrain the anticipation in his heart, he couldn't see anything around him as if he was floating in the clouds, immersed in his own small world, he spotted the motorcycle parked on the first floor and rushed over to ride it.
A hard kick started the car, and Zhou Tingrang looked around to see where Ao Junzhi was while putting on his helmet, but the moment he looked up, his hands, which were about to fasten the helmet buckle, froze in midair.
Five meters ahead, a sudden high-altitude fall happened suddenly.
The explosion in the intercontinental war, the collapse of the building during the magnitude [-] earthquake, the strongest tornado in the desert swept...
Zhou Tingrang once thought that if he came back one day, his world would be destroyed like a disaster.
However, Zhou Tingrang was extremely surprised by his unusually calm heartbeat at this moment.
He is thinner than before...
taller than before...
Hair is shorter than before...
Other than that, feel nothing.
Every day and night in the past ten years, Zhou Ting let countless times imagine the scene of reunion, but no matter how the scene changes, the only thing left is the urge to ask all these things clearly.
It can be a questioning growl, a blaming cry, or even a greeting, whatever it is, Chen Bojiang has to give himself an explanation.
But now, Zhou Tingrang was surprised to find that he didn't need that so-called confession anymore.
I don't have any questions to ask, and I don't have any grievances to say.
Because it doesn't make any sense anymore.
Even though Chen Bojiang is standing alone in front of him now, those same eyes as before are still looking at him full of stories, but Zhou Tingrang can't make any emotional reaction, just like a body whose soul has been emptied, mechanically With a bang, the transparent shell of the helmet was closed, mechanically withdrew from sight, mechanically kicked the accelerator, and brushed past Chen Baijiang directly, leaving without any intersection.
Like, never knew this person.
Such an indifferent response was never expected by Ao Junzhi across the road.
Unexpectedly, he was able to, without saying anything, without doing anything, and just walked away without looking back.
Ting Rang, are you okay?
Are you really, not sad at all?
Ao Junzhi couldn't see Zhou Tingrang's hidden expression in the helmet. Only he knew what he was thinking just now.
Seeing Zhou Ting asked to ride away, worried that he would have a sudden change of mood, Ao Junzhi rushed back to the gate of the community, started his car and chased after him.
In this way, Ao Junzhi maintained a speed of twenty yards, and followed Zhou Tingrang's motorcycle cautiously. No matter how the vehicles behind honked their horns to urge him, Ao Junzhi didn't listen, and only focused on observing Zhou Tingrang's situation in front.
What Zhou Tingrang didn't know was that there were some things that were realized with hindsight.
Fleeing from the area where Chen Bojiang was, until he couldn't see his nostalgic eyes looking at him in the rearview mirror at all, Zhou Tingrang's strong protective wall began to fall down brick by brick and smashed to the ground.
I don't know when it started, the eyes inside the helmet's shell burst irresistibly, and tears slid down the edge of the helmet drop by drop, and then drifted into the gust of wind.
Driving the motorcycle all the way in a straight line, Zhou Tingrang felt that he was convulsed and out of control, so he had no choice but to slow down the speed and continue walking aimlessly.
From a blank mind, the brain began to gradually jump out of fragments, those childhood memories that had long been forgotten, stood up one by one with unusual clarity, stuck in Zhou Tingrang's throat and could not breathe.
Finally, at the intersection passing by a middle school, Zhou Tingrang knew that he was completely hopeless.
Looking at those green students who entered the school one after another with their shoulders crossed, those not too tall, with innocent and harmless smiles, Zhou Tingrang's heart was full of regret.
"Who dares to bully your old man and cut him to death! I will cover you from now on! Did you hear me!"
On the sidewalk next to him, a tall boy hooked his elbow around the neck of another thin boy, and made his bold words. This scene became the last bullet that crushed Zhou Tingrang's heart, tearing Zhou Tingrang apart.
"what!!!----"
Stepping on the accelerator hard, Zhou Tingrang drove the car to the limit, leaving a trail of smoke and disappearing into the driveway.
"Zhou Ting made you fucking crazy!"
Ao Junzhi knew that something would happen to Zhou Tingrang if this continued. Seeing him speeding up and rushing out, his heart stopped beating in fright. Against the anger and worry of rushing to the top, Ao Junzhi also kicked the accelerator and hurriedly chased in the same direction. up.
"Damn it! Red light!"
After waiting helplessly under the red light for 15 seconds, Ao Junzhi continued to refuel and drive forward.
After driving another distance, Ao Junzhi found that it was impossible to confirm Zhou Tingrang's position.
"Oops! I lost my track!"
Ao Junzhi thumped the steering wheel in frustration, trying his best to maintain his last shred of sanity.
Slowing down the speed of the car, looking around while driving, and driving a few hundred meters, Ao Junzhi suddenly found an overturned motorcycle lying on the intersection of a small narrow alley. Hurry up, pull over and jump down to observe the situation.
"Ting Rang! Ting Rang! Zhou Ting Rang! Zhou..."
Ao Junzhi shouted anxiously, and suddenly found Zhou Tingrang's figure at the end of the narrow alley, and immediately stopped making a sound.
At the end of the dilapidated alley, Zhou Tingrang was holding on to the wall and was vomiting in pain. Ao Jun was so frightened by the great sadness that he didn't dare to approach him even one step. He could only watch quietly at the exit, but he couldn't help at all.
Ting Rang, how deeply should your heart be broken, how long should your tears flow before you get nauseated?
How much I think I can help you resist these painful tortures, but I also know what he means to you. You cry for him and feel sorry for him, but I can't do anything.
"Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..."
It wasn't until there was nothing to vomit that Zhou Tingrang completely emptied himself, turned around and sat down on the ground, leaning against the wall, buried his head between his bent knees, and cried loudly.
The bloody arrows shot at Zhou Tingrang like dense dots, leaving him riddled with holes, and then passed through him and pierced into Ao Junzhi's body, leaving behind a body that was also covered in bruises.
On both sides of a road, dark clouds shrouded.
The world of two people is dark.
"Is it... From now on... I'm going to lose you..."
Looking at that pitiful and helpless figure, Ao Junzhi asked himself with tears streaming down his face, the home he had just repaired in his heart collapsed before anyone could move in.
I don't know how many hours passed, how long Zhou Tingrang cried, and how long Ao Junzhi stood guard at the intersection.
Ao Junzhi had no way of knowing what stories were contained in those almost hoarse cries, so he could only give Zhou Ting the only protection he could give as an outsider.
Seeing that Zhou Tingrang, who had gotten up tired from crying, cleaned up his mess and embarrassment, Ao Junzhi also hid in the car, watched him come out dragging his exhausted body, picked up the fallen motorcycle and rode on it, started the car and started again. Slowly driving forward, Ao Junzhi followed behind him calmly and slowly as before.
As it was getting late, Zhou Tingrang drove his motorcycle to Binjiang Square and stopped, and walked to the park by the river. Ao Junzhi also parked his car and followed silently.
Judging by his state, he is not so collapsed now, but his calmness as if nothing had happened made Ao Junzhi feel even more panicked.
Zhou Tingrang walked all the way until he came to a bench by the river, sat down by himself, and stared at the cruise ships on the river to and fro, no one knew what he was thinking.
And Ao Junzhi sat down on another bench not far away, and watched Zhou Tingrang intently, fearing that he might lose his mind and do something stupid for a while.
City S under the night, dotted with stars, cruise ships with gorgeous lights honking their horns, sailing past one by one. It was originally a very peaceful atmosphere, but in Zhou Tingrang's eyes, it was a kind of deep loneliness.
I used to be accompanied by someone...
I used to be loved too...
But why, that person left me with nothing but loneliness...
The encounter with Chen Baijiang is like a dream, whether I like it or not, it will wake up eventually.
Just let me have this dream again, this time, I will end this dream with my own hands.
The summer night wind blows from the river, Zhou Tingrang closes his eyes, everything is like an old movie, playing it from the beginning frame by frame.
When he was 12 years old, his mother died in a car accident, and his father drank alcohol all day long. Since then, Zhou Tingrang has often been bullied by the neighbor's children.During Xiao Shengchu’s summer vacation, one day Zhou Tingrang was blocked by a group of tall gangsters in an alley that no one passed by. A brutal punch and kick was destined to be inevitable, but it was the sudden appearance of Chen Bai Jianger that saved the young Zhou Tingrang from an alley. big damage.Chen Baijiang, who was three years older than Zhou Tingrang, had just graduated from junior high school that year, but he was already the eldest brother of the tenth middle school.This time he rescued Zhou Tingrang from a group of vicious hooligans alone, and Chen Baijiang also spent a lot of effort, and his right wrist was cut with a hooligan's knife for a long time.Zhou Tingrang, who had been living in fear all the time, seemed to have grasped a life-saving straw, and stood up for this unexpected encounter, and because of such a long scar, since then he has been chasing after Chen Baijiang like a follower.
"Brother, just let me be your little brother, I want to hang out with you."
"You are still young, what are you doing, go away, don't follow me anymore."
At first Chen Bojiang was annoying him. After all, he just made a rescue by accident that day, and he never thought that he would be responsible for this little boy to the end.
However, the day before school started, in order to avenge his best brother, Chen Bojiang went to No. [-] Middle School alone to find the culprit.This process was witnessed by Zhou Tingrang, who had been following Chen Baijiang, and he was the only one who knew the reason why Chen Baijiang did this.After a fierce fight, with several bruises on his body, Chen Baijiang limped out of the abandoned basketball court, but was suddenly supported by Zhou Tingrang who rushed out.
"Brother, are you alright?"
"Why are you again? You don't need to take care of my affairs!"
"But……"
"I warn you, if you dare to speak out about what happened today, I will not let you go."
The next day, Zhou Tingrang reported to Tenth Middle School as a freshman in junior high school. After school, he passed by the carport and found a group of senior students fighting. At first, he just glanced curiously, but suddenly heard someone shouting Chen Baijiang’s name, so he suddenly stop.
"Chen Bojiang, you are really amazing. If you want to fly solo, just say it. You don't need to play tricks with your brothers. Who doesn't know your ambition to be the helm of the school when you are promoted? Single-handedly, fighting alone, you can do it, carry it on your back Brothers, go out and work on your own, so you have to be the school rudder? Let me tell you! I fucking despise you, a coward who puts an arrow in the back! Okay, aren’t you the school rudder? Yes, brothers Congratulations now!"
As soon as the tall and fierce-looking man spoke, a dozen gangsters immediately rushed towards Chen Baijiang.Seeing his savior in danger, Zhou Tingrang was so nervous that his whole body was breaking out in cold sweat.Zhou Ting let him know that Chen Bojiang didn't want to be brave, nor did he want to take all the credit on him alone. It's just that this incident happened because of his best brother, and it was a personal grudge. He didn't want to develop the matter into an inter-school fight, the Sixth Middle School gang was difficult to deal with, and Chen Baijiang just wanted to offend them by himself.
Unable to see the brothers killing each other any longer, Zhou Ting let the crowd get away and rushed to the innermost place and shouted——
"You all misunderstood Big Brother! Big Brother... Big Brother is because...Because..."
"Hey you--"
Chen Bojiang, who was on the ground, saw Zhou Tingrang, who knew the inside story, rushed in, and hurriedly gave orders.
"you shut up."
Zhou Tingrang's legs trembled in shock from Chen Baijiang's threat, but he still wanted to tell the truth.
"I know, brother is..."
"I told you to shut up!!!"
Zhou Tingrang was so yelled at that he dared not speak at all.
"Hey, are you recruiting younger brothers outside? Okay, school rudder, how about it, then let's celebrate together?"
"It's none of his business, let him go."
"I'm sorry, school rudder, but we follow the rules. As long as you are a new brother, you have to come to the initiation ceremony, have you forgotten?"
"you……"
"Come on guys, let this new member feel our passion."
As soon as the tall man finished speaking, the gangsters who attacked Chen Baijiang came over. Seeing that Zhou Tingrang was about to be beaten, Chen Baijiang knelt down and supported Zhou Tingrang under his body, letting the stinging fist hit his back. back hello.
After everyone had left, the two of them gradually recovered and sat up.
"You poor kid, you know how to cause trouble for me."
While patting the ashes off his body, Chen Bojiang glared at Zhou Tingrang angrily.
"Brother... I'm sorry..."
"Don't call me big brother, I never said I would accept you as my younger brother."
Facing Chen Bo Jiang'er's refusal, Zhou Ting let Dang'er pull his head and did not speak again.
Seeing his aggrieved and pitiful appearance, Chen Bojiang suddenly softened his heart.
"Hey, are you hurt anywhere?"
Zhou Tingrang shook his head.
"As long as you don't get hurt. You also go to this school?"
"Well, the first day of junior high school."
"You are still young, study hard, don't get involved in these messy things, I'm not a good person, I just passed by that day to help out, don't think of me as a superhero, I don't deserve it."
After Chen Bojiang finished speaking, he dusted off the dust and stood up.
"But you are here to help your best brother, aren't you. You are so loyal, you must not be a bad person."
He had never been seen by anyone to see his inner soft side. At this moment, Chen Bojiang was very surprised, surprised that his fortress had opened the door to this little boy.
"Why do you want to be my little brother?"
"You are very brave. If you hang out with you, you won't be bullied by them."
"Don't want to be bullied?"
"Yes."
"Okay, then I'll accept you. But I have one condition, you can never tell others about today's matter."
"yes, Sir!"
From then on, Zhou Tingrang began to follow behind Chen Baijiang in a legitimate way. Gradually, Chen Baijiang discovered that many things that he could not be honest with his brothers could be told to Zhou Tingrang, who kept secrets, and the two gradually became close friends.During this period, Zhou Tingrang kept fighting and making troubles in order to silence other brothers. Although Chen Baijiang did not approve of this way of proving himself, Zhou Tingrang was still young after all. Own.
Chen Bojiang is three years older than Zhou Tingrang, and he has matured three years earlier than him, so he knows that his love for Zhou Tingrang has reached an irreversible point, but Zhou Tingrang is dull after all, even though everyone can benefit from Chen Bojiang's attentive gifts, love There is some mystery in his eyes and domineering protection, but Zhou Ting makes himself unaware of it, even though he has already relied on Chen Baijiang.
In those years, following Chen Baijiang's expedition to the west, he was born and died. The young Zhou Tingrang became a super rudder overnight. Outside he was domineering and domineering, but in front of Chen Baijiang, he was always gentle and lovely, projecting to him all Sunlight.Zhou Tingrang didn't understand why, and never thought about it, he only thought that he was repaying a favor, the difference between Chen Baijiang and others was just his identity as a lifesaver.Zhou Tingrang has always thought so.
Until the early summer of the third year of junior high school, the whole school organized an outing. It was sunny that day. Chen Baijiang took advantage of everyone’s attention during lunch time and secretly dragged Zhou Tingrang to the country road behind the village. One person and one bicycle raced each other for a long time, and finally by the side of a small stream stop.
Tired lying on the ground, Chen Baijiang lay on the big rock looking at the sky, and opened his mouth leisurely.
"I think you are the only one who dares to overtake big brother's car."
"Whoever makes me make any mistakes, my brother will not punish me."
"You also know that I dote on you?"
"That is."
"Then," Chen Bojiang suddenly stood up and looked at Zhou Tingrang next to him, "Don't fight in the future, I will cover you."
"Then you can't cover me for the rest of your life." Zhou Ting let himself up a little disappointed, "You have such good grades, you will definitely go to a very good university, how can I catch up with you... Besides, don't you always Do you think I’m a follower? When you go far away in the future, I won’t be following you...I don’t fight, how can I protect myself..."
"Ting Rang, what do you mean, you are willing to follow me all the time, no matter where you go?"
"Of course I would, but it's impossible."
"Then," Chen Baijiang approached excitedly, "what do you think of me?"
"Ah? What are you doing?"
Chen Bojiang compared himself with his hands.
"I'm asking you, what do you think of me as a person?"
Zhou Tingrang was at a loss for not understanding what Chen Baijiang meant.
"I...I think...Brother, you look good in a white shirt."
"I'm not asking you this," Chen Baijiang became a little anxious, "Let's put it this way, I want to protect you, I will always protect you, and I will take you with me wherever I go. I like you to follow me every day. I don't want to be with you for a day. You separate."
Zhou Tingrang shrank back in fright.
"Brother... what do you mean..."
"let's be together."
"Together?"
"Well, together."
"Together...what is..."
"Pfft," Chen Baijiang rolled his eyes and rubbed Zhou Tingrang's head, "this is it."
After speaking, he leaned over and kissed Zhou Tingrang's cheek tenderly.
In this way, Zhou Tingrang, who never knew what it was, finally fell in love and experienced the feeling of heartbeat for the first time.
"Okay...together..."
"Then don't call me big brother."
"Ok?"
"Call me, Jiang. I want to hear you call me, Jiang."
"……River……"
That afternoon, the summer was warm, the two cars that came separately, now there was only one left, slowly crossing the field ridge, the boy in white was carrying his beloved first love, the little boy put his hand on his waist , Smelling the fragrance of the shirt coming with the wind, remembering his smell, and also remembering this afternoon, this trembling heartbeat.
However, the interaction between the two influential figures is bound to cause huge gossip.The younger brother who was very close to Zhou Tingrang told him that Chen Bojiang's family background is prominent, and his family is full of prominent people. His obsession will not have good results. Besides, there are always flowers and butterflies flying around Chen Bojiang, maybe it's just a moment Get up, just play around.
Zhou Ting let himself know that not only the high school, but also the junior high school girls have been eyeing Chen Baijiang, and even made some bottomless seductions regardless of reputation, but Chen Baijiang has never been moved, so Zhou Tingrang has always trusted him.But at the same time, Zhou Tingrang also knew that Chen Baijiang was born in that family, and many things were beyond his control. Since the two dated, Zhou Tingrang had received warning calls from his family more than once to keep him away from him. He was able to bear it until he said that he wanted to cut off all sources of income for Chen Baijiang and sent him abroad so that he would never see him again, Zhou Tingrang was defeated and surrendered.
Not wanting to drag Chen Bojiang down, not wanting to affect his freedom of life, even though Zhou Tingrang fell in love for the first time, he forced himself to let go of all kinds of reluctance, and made up his mind to draw a clear line with Chen Bojiang.
He stopped attending the regular meeting, didn't go to the high school, avoided exercises between classes, and avoided on the way to and from school. He didn't answer the phone and the BB machine didn't return it, which drove Chen Baijiang crazy.
It was only a month before the high school and college entrance examinations, and it was a fatal blow for Chen Baijiang to lose Zhou Tingrang at this juncture.Going crazy every day and drinking all day long is already the norm.
So, on that night, all the good things came to an abrupt end.
Under Chen Baijiang's repeated pleas, Zhou Tingrang finally agreed to meet him, because Chen Baijiang threatened that he would not take the college entrance examination if he did not come, so Zhou Tingrang had to go to the appointment.Arriving in front of the Ewha Hotel, Zhou Tingrang discovered that Chen Baijiang's rival in No. [-] Middle School was molesting a female student with a group of people.Zhou Tingrang took a closer look and found that it was a girl in the same grade who had been sending text messages to Chen Baijiang before, so he concluded that she must also be looking for Chen Baijiang.
Jiang, as long as it is not for me, you will be happy.
Thinking of this, Zhou Tingrang put away his selfishness, pretended to regard the girl as his future brother and sister-in-law, rushed forward and got rid of the siege, and warned those people not to mess around with the girl in the future, otherwise they would put their fingers The heads are chopped off one by one and fed to the dogs.After scaring those people away, Zhou Tingrang pulled the drugged girl over to support him, gave the leader a hard look, and led the girl upstairs.
Pushing open the door, wine bottles were scattered all over the room, Zhou Tingrang had never seen Chen Baijiang in such a state of distress, such a sluggish look, he was so distressed that he was about to die.Putting the temporarily unconscious girl to rest on the bed next to the wall, Zhou Tingrang walked over and picked up Chen Baijiang who was decadent in the corner.
"What are you doing! You are about to take the college entrance examination, do you know! Why do you make everyone worry!"
This is the first time that Zhou Tingrang has criticized Chen Baijiang loudly. Although he feels sorry for him, he has to pretend to be himself for his future and future.
"who is she……"
Chen Bojiang pointed at the girl lying on the other bed in a daze.
"I just ran into Ah Chen from No. [-] Middle School downstairs. She was drugged by those people. I took her up to hide."
"Zhou Tingrang...how many times have I told you...don't meddle in other people's business..."
"I know this girl. She has been chasing you for a long time. If you think it's okay, try it. If you become a sister-in-law in the future, remember to credit me."
"Zhou Tingrang! What do you mean! The person I like is you! Why do you push me to others!"
Stimulated by Zhou Tingrang's words, Chen Bojiang became clearer, stood up and hugged Zhou Tingrang tightly.
"Let go!" Zhou Tingrang pushed it away forcefully, "I came here to make things clear to you, I don't want to be with you anymore, you take the college entrance examination, go to a far away place to live your own life, Don't come to me again."
Turning around resolutely, Zhou Ting let the doorknob of the room door be buckled.
"Don't even you want me anymore? My mother doesn't want me! You don't want me either! The whole world doesn't want me anymore! I'm just a superfluous person! What's the point of me being alive!"
Chen Bojiang burst into a heart-piercing roar, which instantly defeated all Zhou Tingrang's defenses.
The hand holding the doorknob couldn't help shaking, Zhou Tingrang lowered his head, crying in the shadows.
"I didn't...I didn't want you..."
Finally heard the truth from Zhou Tingrang's mouth, Chen Baijiang took advantage of the strength of wine, flew up and grabbed Zhou Tingrang's hand and pulled it behind him, and pressed Zhou Tingrang against the door with a bang, his bloodshot eyes fixed on that Double deep eyes.
"Today... I went home and told my mother... I said I want to be with you... I will die with you... My mother said... I will not be her son from now on... She doesn't want me Now... don't you even want me now?"
Caressing Chen Baijiang's face with his hands in distress, Zhou Tingrang said tremblingly.
"I want you, Jiang, I want you. Well..."
The kiss that smelled of alcohol was so hot and crazy that Zhou Tingrang was so frightened that he closed his eyes, his limbs were weak, and his whole body was supported only by the strength of Chen Bojiang's arm. .
"Jiang...what are you doing...don't...don't do this...Jiang..."
At this moment, Chen Bojiang is like a ferocious beast, he has lost his mind to the point of disregarding Zhou Tingrang's panic, and his mind is only filled with his own burning desire.
The trousers had been pulled down to his calves, Zhou Tingrang couldn't get rid of Chen Baijiang's restraint no matter how hard he struggled, although Zhou Tingrang was not unwilling, it was just that everything happened too suddenly without any preparation, this fear of the unknown could only turn into resistance.
"No...Jiang...you're drunk...there's someone beside you...you should be more sober..."
"I have nothing left, I only have you, Ting Rang, I only have you!"
"Well……"
The attack between the teeth was so fierce that Zhou Tingrang had no time to care about the fall below him, so Chen Baijiang caught it off guard, and an indescribable pleasure penetrated his whole body for a moment, Zhou Tingrang had to give up resistance.
"...Ah...Jiang...What are you doing...Ah...Ah..."
Chen Bo Jiang's hands moved faster and faster, Zhou Tingrang had never been touched by someone's private area like this, the stimulation all over his body was fresh
After taking a shower and lying on the bed, Ao Junzhi still felt that his whole body was hot even though the temperature of the air conditioner in the room had dropped to more than ten degrees.
Glancing at the alarm clock next to the bed, the pointer points to 02:30, the night is already very deep, but Ao Junzhi clearly knows that he will not be able to fall asleep until dawn.
Because the heart in the left atrium couldn't stop at all.
"have you slept?"
Tentatively, he picked up the phone next to the pillow and sent a message. Ao Junzhi didn't hold out hope that Zhou Tingrang would reply to him, but at this moment, the thoughts in his chest had already overflowed the safety line, and if he didn't vent it, Ao Junzhi was worried about himself. It will bleed from the seven orifices and die.
Ding--
The phone screen lights up.
Ao Junzhi excitedly grabbed the phone and clicked on the SMS interface.
"Not yet. Why didn't you sleep?"
The corners of his eyes were full of uncontrollable smiles, and Ao Junzhi suddenly felt that the body temperature at this moment could not be called hot, but this feeling should be called warm.
"Can't sleep. What about you?"
"Me too."
"What are you thinking?"
"What are you thinking?"
"I was wondering if you were thinking of me."
"it's raining outside."
Not knowing why Zhou Tingrang cut off the topic abruptly and did not get the expected response, Ao Junzhi felt a little disappointed.
Without replying in seconds, Ao Junzhi threw the phone aside, buried his head under the pillow and tossed and turned angrily.
After more than ten minutes, Zhou Tingrang guessed that Ao Junzhi must have been hit, so he shook his head amusedly, and sent another message.
"Did you forget the encore song at tonight's concert?"
Liberating his head from the pillow, Ao Junzhi turned his head when he saw the message, and suddenly remembered that there was a line in the song that said, "It's raining outside, and I'm starting to miss you", and he immediately realized Zhou Tingrang's meaning. There was an uncontrollable impulse.
Regardless of whether it was late at night, Ao Junzhi directly called Zhou Tingrang.
"……Hey?"
Zhou Tingrang over there naturally didn't expect Ao Junzhi to call, his voice was a little weak and cautious.
"Hey, it's me, I didn't wake up Uncle Zhou, did I?"
"It's okay, my dad is in the next room, I can't hear you."
"Hey, that's fine."
"Well... why are you calling me so late?"
"I think you can't sleep thinking about it."
After Ao Junzhi finished speaking, he realized that he was too straightforward, but he had no choice but to let the water splashed out by what he said, and he could only let it go if he couldn't take it back.
"Hee... Me too."
Zhou Tingrang's voice on the other end of the phone was hoarse and smooth, the shy and cute tone made Ao Junzhi's right ear sensitive, and he really wanted to immediately press Zhou Tingrang into his arms and crush him.
no!Can't take it anymore!Just tomorrow!Tomorrow I must say those three words to Ting Rang!I want the whole world to know that I am with Ting Rang!
"Tomorrow weekend, I will take you to a place."
"Huh? Where?"
"Tomorrow morning, I'll pick you up."
"is it far?"
"Not far."
"Then go on my motorcycle, I haven't touched my little motorcycle for a year."
"Okay, I've never ridden on your scooter. Then, see you downstairs at eight o'clock tomorrow morning."
"it is good."
"Good night."
"Nice dream."
Reluctantly hanging up the phone, Ao Junzhi gripped the phone tightly with both hands, and fell asleep with a smile on his face.
As a result, Zhou Tingrang's word "good dream" caused Ao Junzhi's embarrassment.
Indulging in a hot dream, Ao Junzhi felt his whole body was melted, and the alarm ringing in his ear was snapped viciously, until Ao Junzhi opened his eyes satisfied, only then did he find the sticky skin under his body, thinking about it. Seeing Zhou Ting's flushed face, snow-white shoulders, and his murmur in the dream, Ao Junzhi felt his mind go blank, and he licked the corner of his mouth slobbering nostalgia in an unconscious state.
"Damn... I haven't had this kind of embarrassment for many years... What's going on..."
While scratching his hair in frustration, Ao Junzhi muttered in disappointment.
Glancing at the alarm clock, he found that it was already seven fifty, Ao Junzhi screamed in his heart that it was over, he took off his underwear and put on new ones in a panic, and rushed to the bathroom immediately.
Facing the mirror, he quickly straightened his chicken coop-like hair, Ao Junzhi brushed his teeth and went to the toilet all in one, tidied himself up within 5 minutes, put on a stylish suit and rushed out.
"Hello, hello? Ting Rang, I'll be downstairs in your house soon! Come down!"
While looking at his watch, he called Zhou Tingrang. Ao Junzhi walked through the gate of the community, and suddenly found that the flower shop beside the street was open for business. In order to surprise Zhou Ting, Ao Junzhi thought about it within five minutes, so he changed In one direction, he plunged into the flower shop.
"Miss, please choose a bunch of low-key and beautiful flowers for me, for boys, thank you."
After receiving the beautifully packaged blue rose from the clerk, Ao Junzhi had a happy smile on his face.Holding the flowers and smelling them, Ao Junzhi imagined Zhou Tingrang's happy smile when he received the flowers, and his eyes almost narrowed with excitement.
At the intersection of the morning rush hour, the traffic was staggered and the crowds were dense. Ao Junzhi was standing on the sidewalk with flowers in his hands, feeling a little nervous, staring anxiously at the signal light on the opposite side for a few seconds, wishing that the green light would turn on immediately.
Finally, ten seconds later, the green light for the sidewalk and the red lights for the lanes on both sides turned on, and all the cars stopped.
People going to work began to cross the road alternately. After reaching the zebra crossing, some people turned left and some turned right. The bustling crowd dispersed, and a figure stood out in front of Ao Jun without warning. in the line of sight.
In an instant, all the nerves in the brain collapsed.
Ao Junzhi's hand lost strength, and the bunch of flowers that carried all the courage fell heavily to the middle of the asphalt road.
The number of seconds of the signal light is decreasing, and Ao Junzhi is struggling at the moment. He has no rationality to dominate his consciousness, and can only rely on his remaining intuition, step by step, step back, back to the front of the zebra crossing.
The green light disappeared, the red light came on, and the traffic on both sides began to shuttle in a dazzled way again, but this time, Ao Junzhi seemed to have superpowers, and could see directly through the windows of the cars that were speeding past. That dazzling figure.
Because that person is a thorn in Ao Jun's heart.
— jingle bell jingle...
Seeing that it was Zhou Tingrang's call, Ao Junzhi answered the phone numbly, but couldn't say a word.
"Junzhi, are you here? I'll go downstairs right away! Wait for me a little longer!"
Fortunately, Zhou Tingrang's voice also sounded quite anxious, and he hung up after speaking in a hurry, and didn't have time to notice the upheaval on Ao Junzhi's side.
The passing vehicles gradually decreased, and Ao Junzhi began to clearly see every move on the opposite side. In his field of vision, Zhou Ting on the second floor let out the door and trotted down the stairs. There are countless pictures envisioned in it.
He was about to see him.
How will he react?
What would he say to him?
Ask him why he didn't come back to find him after so many years?
Or tell him that he actually misses him after all these years?
Or, he won't say anything, just go over and hug him?
What will happen to them...?
Where will I... be put again?
Looking at the bouquet of residual flowers in the middle of the road that had been run over by countless wheels, Ao Junzhi couldn't help but smile bitterly with tears in his eyes. Perhaps, this is what happened to him in the end of love.
Trotting all the way down the stairs, Zhou Tingrang couldn't restrain the anticipation in his heart, he couldn't see anything around him as if he was floating in the clouds, immersed in his own small world, he spotted the motorcycle parked on the first floor and rushed over to ride it.
A hard kick started the car, and Zhou Tingrang looked around to see where Ao Junzhi was while putting on his helmet, but the moment he looked up, his hands, which were about to fasten the helmet buckle, froze in midair.
Five meters ahead, a sudden high-altitude fall happened suddenly.
The explosion in the intercontinental war, the collapse of the building during the magnitude [-] earthquake, the strongest tornado in the desert swept...
Zhou Tingrang once thought that if he came back one day, his world would be destroyed like a disaster.
However, Zhou Tingrang was extremely surprised by his unusually calm heartbeat at this moment.
He is thinner than before...
taller than before...
Hair is shorter than before...
Other than that, feel nothing.
Every day and night in the past ten years, Zhou Ting let countless times imagine the scene of reunion, but no matter how the scene changes, the only thing left is the urge to ask all these things clearly.
It can be a questioning growl, a blaming cry, or even a greeting, whatever it is, Chen Bojiang has to give himself an explanation.
But now, Zhou Tingrang was surprised to find that he didn't need that so-called confession anymore.
I don't have any questions to ask, and I don't have any grievances to say.
Because it doesn't make any sense anymore.
Even though Chen Bojiang is standing alone in front of him now, those same eyes as before are still looking at him full of stories, but Zhou Tingrang can't make any emotional reaction, just like a body whose soul has been emptied, mechanically With a bang, the transparent shell of the helmet was closed, mechanically withdrew from sight, mechanically kicked the accelerator, and brushed past Chen Baijiang directly, leaving without any intersection.
Like, never knew this person.
Such an indifferent response was never expected by Ao Junzhi across the road.
Unexpectedly, he was able to, without saying anything, without doing anything, and just walked away without looking back.
Ting Rang, are you okay?
Are you really, not sad at all?
Ao Junzhi couldn't see Zhou Tingrang's hidden expression in the helmet. Only he knew what he was thinking just now.
Seeing Zhou Ting asked to ride away, worried that he would have a sudden change of mood, Ao Junzhi rushed back to the gate of the community, started his car and chased after him.
In this way, Ao Junzhi maintained a speed of twenty yards, and followed Zhou Tingrang's motorcycle cautiously. No matter how the vehicles behind honked their horns to urge him, Ao Junzhi didn't listen, and only focused on observing Zhou Tingrang's situation in front.
What Zhou Tingrang didn't know was that there were some things that were realized with hindsight.
Fleeing from the area where Chen Bojiang was, until he couldn't see his nostalgic eyes looking at him in the rearview mirror at all, Zhou Tingrang's strong protective wall began to fall down brick by brick and smashed to the ground.
I don't know when it started, the eyes inside the helmet's shell burst irresistibly, and tears slid down the edge of the helmet drop by drop, and then drifted into the gust of wind.
Driving the motorcycle all the way in a straight line, Zhou Tingrang felt that he was convulsed and out of control, so he had no choice but to slow down the speed and continue walking aimlessly.
From a blank mind, the brain began to gradually jump out of fragments, those childhood memories that had long been forgotten, stood up one by one with unusual clarity, stuck in Zhou Tingrang's throat and could not breathe.
Finally, at the intersection passing by a middle school, Zhou Tingrang knew that he was completely hopeless.
Looking at those green students who entered the school one after another with their shoulders crossed, those not too tall, with innocent and harmless smiles, Zhou Tingrang's heart was full of regret.
"Who dares to bully your old man and cut him to death! I will cover you from now on! Did you hear me!"
On the sidewalk next to him, a tall boy hooked his elbow around the neck of another thin boy, and made his bold words. This scene became the last bullet that crushed Zhou Tingrang's heart, tearing Zhou Tingrang apart.
"what!!!----"
Stepping on the accelerator hard, Zhou Tingrang drove the car to the limit, leaving a trail of smoke and disappearing into the driveway.
"Zhou Ting made you fucking crazy!"
Ao Junzhi knew that something would happen to Zhou Tingrang if this continued. Seeing him speeding up and rushing out, his heart stopped beating in fright. Against the anger and worry of rushing to the top, Ao Junzhi also kicked the accelerator and hurriedly chased in the same direction. up.
"Damn it! Red light!"
After waiting helplessly under the red light for 15 seconds, Ao Junzhi continued to refuel and drive forward.
After driving another distance, Ao Junzhi found that it was impossible to confirm Zhou Tingrang's position.
"Oops! I lost my track!"
Ao Junzhi thumped the steering wheel in frustration, trying his best to maintain his last shred of sanity.
Slowing down the speed of the car, looking around while driving, and driving a few hundred meters, Ao Junzhi suddenly found an overturned motorcycle lying on the intersection of a small narrow alley. Hurry up, pull over and jump down to observe the situation.
"Ting Rang! Ting Rang! Zhou Ting Rang! Zhou..."
Ao Junzhi shouted anxiously, and suddenly found Zhou Tingrang's figure at the end of the narrow alley, and immediately stopped making a sound.
At the end of the dilapidated alley, Zhou Tingrang was holding on to the wall and was vomiting in pain. Ao Jun was so frightened by the great sadness that he didn't dare to approach him even one step. He could only watch quietly at the exit, but he couldn't help at all.
Ting Rang, how deeply should your heart be broken, how long should your tears flow before you get nauseated?
How much I think I can help you resist these painful tortures, but I also know what he means to you. You cry for him and feel sorry for him, but I can't do anything.
"Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..."
It wasn't until there was nothing to vomit that Zhou Tingrang completely emptied himself, turned around and sat down on the ground, leaning against the wall, buried his head between his bent knees, and cried loudly.
The bloody arrows shot at Zhou Tingrang like dense dots, leaving him riddled with holes, and then passed through him and pierced into Ao Junzhi's body, leaving behind a body that was also covered in bruises.
On both sides of a road, dark clouds shrouded.
The world of two people is dark.
"Is it... From now on... I'm going to lose you..."
Looking at that pitiful and helpless figure, Ao Junzhi asked himself with tears streaming down his face, the home he had just repaired in his heart collapsed before anyone could move in.
I don't know how many hours passed, how long Zhou Tingrang cried, and how long Ao Junzhi stood guard at the intersection.
Ao Junzhi had no way of knowing what stories were contained in those almost hoarse cries, so he could only give Zhou Ting the only protection he could give as an outsider.
Seeing that Zhou Tingrang, who had gotten up tired from crying, cleaned up his mess and embarrassment, Ao Junzhi also hid in the car, watched him come out dragging his exhausted body, picked up the fallen motorcycle and rode on it, started the car and started again. Slowly driving forward, Ao Junzhi followed behind him calmly and slowly as before.
As it was getting late, Zhou Tingrang drove his motorcycle to Binjiang Square and stopped, and walked to the park by the river. Ao Junzhi also parked his car and followed silently.
Judging by his state, he is not so collapsed now, but his calmness as if nothing had happened made Ao Junzhi feel even more panicked.
Zhou Tingrang walked all the way until he came to a bench by the river, sat down by himself, and stared at the cruise ships on the river to and fro, no one knew what he was thinking.
And Ao Junzhi sat down on another bench not far away, and watched Zhou Tingrang intently, fearing that he might lose his mind and do something stupid for a while.
City S under the night, dotted with stars, cruise ships with gorgeous lights honking their horns, sailing past one by one. It was originally a very peaceful atmosphere, but in Zhou Tingrang's eyes, it was a kind of deep loneliness.
I used to be accompanied by someone...
I used to be loved too...
But why, that person left me with nothing but loneliness...
The encounter with Chen Baijiang is like a dream, whether I like it or not, it will wake up eventually.
Just let me have this dream again, this time, I will end this dream with my own hands.
The summer night wind blows from the river, Zhou Tingrang closes his eyes, everything is like an old movie, playing it from the beginning frame by frame.
When he was 12 years old, his mother died in a car accident, and his father drank alcohol all day long. Since then, Zhou Tingrang has often been bullied by the neighbor's children.During Xiao Shengchu’s summer vacation, one day Zhou Tingrang was blocked by a group of tall gangsters in an alley that no one passed by. A brutal punch and kick was destined to be inevitable, but it was the sudden appearance of Chen Bai Jianger that saved the young Zhou Tingrang from an alley. big damage.Chen Baijiang, who was three years older than Zhou Tingrang, had just graduated from junior high school that year, but he was already the eldest brother of the tenth middle school.This time he rescued Zhou Tingrang from a group of vicious hooligans alone, and Chen Baijiang also spent a lot of effort, and his right wrist was cut with a hooligan's knife for a long time.Zhou Tingrang, who had been living in fear all the time, seemed to have grasped a life-saving straw, and stood up for this unexpected encounter, and because of such a long scar, since then he has been chasing after Chen Baijiang like a follower.
"Brother, just let me be your little brother, I want to hang out with you."
"You are still young, what are you doing, go away, don't follow me anymore."
At first Chen Bojiang was annoying him. After all, he just made a rescue by accident that day, and he never thought that he would be responsible for this little boy to the end.
However, the day before school started, in order to avenge his best brother, Chen Bojiang went to No. [-] Middle School alone to find the culprit.This process was witnessed by Zhou Tingrang, who had been following Chen Baijiang, and he was the only one who knew the reason why Chen Baijiang did this.After a fierce fight, with several bruises on his body, Chen Baijiang limped out of the abandoned basketball court, but was suddenly supported by Zhou Tingrang who rushed out.
"Brother, are you alright?"
"Why are you again? You don't need to take care of my affairs!"
"But……"
"I warn you, if you dare to speak out about what happened today, I will not let you go."
The next day, Zhou Tingrang reported to Tenth Middle School as a freshman in junior high school. After school, he passed by the carport and found a group of senior students fighting. At first, he just glanced curiously, but suddenly heard someone shouting Chen Baijiang’s name, so he suddenly stop.
"Chen Bojiang, you are really amazing. If you want to fly solo, just say it. You don't need to play tricks with your brothers. Who doesn't know your ambition to be the helm of the school when you are promoted? Single-handedly, fighting alone, you can do it, carry it on your back Brothers, go out and work on your own, so you have to be the school rudder? Let me tell you! I fucking despise you, a coward who puts an arrow in the back! Okay, aren’t you the school rudder? Yes, brothers Congratulations now!"
As soon as the tall and fierce-looking man spoke, a dozen gangsters immediately rushed towards Chen Baijiang.Seeing his savior in danger, Zhou Tingrang was so nervous that his whole body was breaking out in cold sweat.Zhou Ting let him know that Chen Bojiang didn't want to be brave, nor did he want to take all the credit on him alone. It's just that this incident happened because of his best brother, and it was a personal grudge. He didn't want to develop the matter into an inter-school fight, the Sixth Middle School gang was difficult to deal with, and Chen Baijiang just wanted to offend them by himself.
Unable to see the brothers killing each other any longer, Zhou Ting let the crowd get away and rushed to the innermost place and shouted——
"You all misunderstood Big Brother! Big Brother... Big Brother is because...Because..."
"Hey you--"
Chen Bojiang, who was on the ground, saw Zhou Tingrang, who knew the inside story, rushed in, and hurriedly gave orders.
"you shut up."
Zhou Tingrang's legs trembled in shock from Chen Baijiang's threat, but he still wanted to tell the truth.
"I know, brother is..."
"I told you to shut up!!!"
Zhou Tingrang was so yelled at that he dared not speak at all.
"Hey, are you recruiting younger brothers outside? Okay, school rudder, how about it, then let's celebrate together?"
"It's none of his business, let him go."
"I'm sorry, school rudder, but we follow the rules. As long as you are a new brother, you have to come to the initiation ceremony, have you forgotten?"
"you……"
"Come on guys, let this new member feel our passion."
As soon as the tall man finished speaking, the gangsters who attacked Chen Baijiang came over. Seeing that Zhou Tingrang was about to be beaten, Chen Baijiang knelt down and supported Zhou Tingrang under his body, letting the stinging fist hit his back. back hello.
After everyone had left, the two of them gradually recovered and sat up.
"You poor kid, you know how to cause trouble for me."
While patting the ashes off his body, Chen Bojiang glared at Zhou Tingrang angrily.
"Brother... I'm sorry..."
"Don't call me big brother, I never said I would accept you as my younger brother."
Facing Chen Bo Jiang'er's refusal, Zhou Ting let Dang'er pull his head and did not speak again.
Seeing his aggrieved and pitiful appearance, Chen Bojiang suddenly softened his heart.
"Hey, are you hurt anywhere?"
Zhou Tingrang shook his head.
"As long as you don't get hurt. You also go to this school?"
"Well, the first day of junior high school."
"You are still young, study hard, don't get involved in these messy things, I'm not a good person, I just passed by that day to help out, don't think of me as a superhero, I don't deserve it."
After Chen Bojiang finished speaking, he dusted off the dust and stood up.
"But you are here to help your best brother, aren't you. You are so loyal, you must not be a bad person."
He had never been seen by anyone to see his inner soft side. At this moment, Chen Bojiang was very surprised, surprised that his fortress had opened the door to this little boy.
"Why do you want to be my little brother?"
"You are very brave. If you hang out with you, you won't be bullied by them."
"Don't want to be bullied?"
"Yes."
"Okay, then I'll accept you. But I have one condition, you can never tell others about today's matter."
"yes, Sir!"
From then on, Zhou Tingrang began to follow behind Chen Baijiang in a legitimate way. Gradually, Chen Baijiang discovered that many things that he could not be honest with his brothers could be told to Zhou Tingrang, who kept secrets, and the two gradually became close friends.During this period, Zhou Tingrang kept fighting and making troubles in order to silence other brothers. Although Chen Baijiang did not approve of this way of proving himself, Zhou Tingrang was still young after all. Own.
Chen Bojiang is three years older than Zhou Tingrang, and he has matured three years earlier than him, so he knows that his love for Zhou Tingrang has reached an irreversible point, but Zhou Tingrang is dull after all, even though everyone can benefit from Chen Bojiang's attentive gifts, love There is some mystery in his eyes and domineering protection, but Zhou Ting makes himself unaware of it, even though he has already relied on Chen Baijiang.
In those years, following Chen Baijiang's expedition to the west, he was born and died. The young Zhou Tingrang became a super rudder overnight. Outside he was domineering and domineering, but in front of Chen Baijiang, he was always gentle and lovely, projecting to him all Sunlight.Zhou Tingrang didn't understand why, and never thought about it, he only thought that he was repaying a favor, the difference between Chen Baijiang and others was just his identity as a lifesaver.Zhou Tingrang has always thought so.
Until the early summer of the third year of junior high school, the whole school organized an outing. It was sunny that day. Chen Baijiang took advantage of everyone’s attention during lunch time and secretly dragged Zhou Tingrang to the country road behind the village. One person and one bicycle raced each other for a long time, and finally by the side of a small stream stop.
Tired lying on the ground, Chen Baijiang lay on the big rock looking at the sky, and opened his mouth leisurely.
"I think you are the only one who dares to overtake big brother's car."
"Whoever makes me make any mistakes, my brother will not punish me."
"You also know that I dote on you?"
"That is."
"Then," Chen Bojiang suddenly stood up and looked at Zhou Tingrang next to him, "Don't fight in the future, I will cover you."
"Then you can't cover me for the rest of your life." Zhou Ting let himself up a little disappointed, "You have such good grades, you will definitely go to a very good university, how can I catch up with you... Besides, don't you always Do you think I’m a follower? When you go far away in the future, I won’t be following you...I don’t fight, how can I protect myself..."
"Ting Rang, what do you mean, you are willing to follow me all the time, no matter where you go?"
"Of course I would, but it's impossible."
"Then," Chen Baijiang approached excitedly, "what do you think of me?"
"Ah? What are you doing?"
Chen Bojiang compared himself with his hands.
"I'm asking you, what do you think of me as a person?"
Zhou Tingrang was at a loss for not understanding what Chen Baijiang meant.
"I...I think...Brother, you look good in a white shirt."
"I'm not asking you this," Chen Baijiang became a little anxious, "Let's put it this way, I want to protect you, I will always protect you, and I will take you with me wherever I go. I like you to follow me every day. I don't want to be with you for a day. You separate."
Zhou Tingrang shrank back in fright.
"Brother... what do you mean..."
"let's be together."
"Together?"
"Well, together."
"Together...what is..."
"Pfft," Chen Baijiang rolled his eyes and rubbed Zhou Tingrang's head, "this is it."
After speaking, he leaned over and kissed Zhou Tingrang's cheek tenderly.
In this way, Zhou Tingrang, who never knew what it was, finally fell in love and experienced the feeling of heartbeat for the first time.
"Okay...together..."
"Then don't call me big brother."
"Ok?"
"Call me, Jiang. I want to hear you call me, Jiang."
"……River……"
That afternoon, the summer was warm, the two cars that came separately, now there was only one left, slowly crossing the field ridge, the boy in white was carrying his beloved first love, the little boy put his hand on his waist , Smelling the fragrance of the shirt coming with the wind, remembering his smell, and also remembering this afternoon, this trembling heartbeat.
However, the interaction between the two influential figures is bound to cause huge gossip.The younger brother who was very close to Zhou Tingrang told him that Chen Bojiang's family background is prominent, and his family is full of prominent people. His obsession will not have good results. Besides, there are always flowers and butterflies flying around Chen Bojiang, maybe it's just a moment Get up, just play around.
Zhou Ting let himself know that not only the high school, but also the junior high school girls have been eyeing Chen Baijiang, and even made some bottomless seductions regardless of reputation, but Chen Baijiang has never been moved, so Zhou Tingrang has always trusted him.But at the same time, Zhou Tingrang also knew that Chen Baijiang was born in that family, and many things were beyond his control. Since the two dated, Zhou Tingrang had received warning calls from his family more than once to keep him away from him. He was able to bear it until he said that he wanted to cut off all sources of income for Chen Baijiang and sent him abroad so that he would never see him again, Zhou Tingrang was defeated and surrendered.
Not wanting to drag Chen Bojiang down, not wanting to affect his freedom of life, even though Zhou Tingrang fell in love for the first time, he forced himself to let go of all kinds of reluctance, and made up his mind to draw a clear line with Chen Bojiang.
He stopped attending the regular meeting, didn't go to the high school, avoided exercises between classes, and avoided on the way to and from school. He didn't answer the phone and the BB machine didn't return it, which drove Chen Baijiang crazy.
It was only a month before the high school and college entrance examinations, and it was a fatal blow for Chen Baijiang to lose Zhou Tingrang at this juncture.Going crazy every day and drinking all day long is already the norm.
So, on that night, all the good things came to an abrupt end.
Under Chen Baijiang's repeated pleas, Zhou Tingrang finally agreed to meet him, because Chen Baijiang threatened that he would not take the college entrance examination if he did not come, so Zhou Tingrang had to go to the appointment.Arriving in front of the Ewha Hotel, Zhou Tingrang discovered that Chen Baijiang's rival in No. [-] Middle School was molesting a female student with a group of people.Zhou Tingrang took a closer look and found that it was a girl in the same grade who had been sending text messages to Chen Baijiang before, so he concluded that she must also be looking for Chen Baijiang.
Jiang, as long as it is not for me, you will be happy.
Thinking of this, Zhou Tingrang put away his selfishness, pretended to regard the girl as his future brother and sister-in-law, rushed forward and got rid of the siege, and warned those people not to mess around with the girl in the future, otherwise they would put their fingers The heads are chopped off one by one and fed to the dogs.After scaring those people away, Zhou Tingrang pulled the drugged girl over to support him, gave the leader a hard look, and led the girl upstairs.
Pushing open the door, wine bottles were scattered all over the room, Zhou Tingrang had never seen Chen Baijiang in such a state of distress, such a sluggish look, he was so distressed that he was about to die.Putting the temporarily unconscious girl to rest on the bed next to the wall, Zhou Tingrang walked over and picked up Chen Baijiang who was decadent in the corner.
"What are you doing! You are about to take the college entrance examination, do you know! Why do you make everyone worry!"
This is the first time that Zhou Tingrang has criticized Chen Baijiang loudly. Although he feels sorry for him, he has to pretend to be himself for his future and future.
"who is she……"
Chen Bojiang pointed at the girl lying on the other bed in a daze.
"I just ran into Ah Chen from No. [-] Middle School downstairs. She was drugged by those people. I took her up to hide."
"Zhou Tingrang...how many times have I told you...don't meddle in other people's business..."
"I know this girl. She has been chasing you for a long time. If you think it's okay, try it. If you become a sister-in-law in the future, remember to credit me."
"Zhou Tingrang! What do you mean! The person I like is you! Why do you push me to others!"
Stimulated by Zhou Tingrang's words, Chen Bojiang became clearer, stood up and hugged Zhou Tingrang tightly.
"Let go!" Zhou Tingrang pushed it away forcefully, "I came here to make things clear to you, I don't want to be with you anymore, you take the college entrance examination, go to a far away place to live your own life, Don't come to me again."
Turning around resolutely, Zhou Ting let the doorknob of the room door be buckled.
"Don't even you want me anymore? My mother doesn't want me! You don't want me either! The whole world doesn't want me anymore! I'm just a superfluous person! What's the point of me being alive!"
Chen Bojiang burst into a heart-piercing roar, which instantly defeated all Zhou Tingrang's defenses.
The hand holding the doorknob couldn't help shaking, Zhou Tingrang lowered his head, crying in the shadows.
"I didn't...I didn't want you..."
Finally heard the truth from Zhou Tingrang's mouth, Chen Baijiang took advantage of the strength of wine, flew up and grabbed Zhou Tingrang's hand and pulled it behind him, and pressed Zhou Tingrang against the door with a bang, his bloodshot eyes fixed on that Double deep eyes.
"Today... I went home and told my mother... I said I want to be with you... I will die with you... My mother said... I will not be her son from now on... She doesn't want me Now... don't you even want me now?"
Caressing Chen Baijiang's face with his hands in distress, Zhou Tingrang said tremblingly.
"I want you, Jiang, I want you. Well..."
The kiss that smelled of alcohol was so hot and crazy that Zhou Tingrang was so frightened that he closed his eyes, his limbs were weak, and his whole body was supported only by the strength of Chen Bojiang's arm. .
"Jiang...what are you doing...don't...don't do this...Jiang..."
At this moment, Chen Bojiang is like a ferocious beast, he has lost his mind to the point of disregarding Zhou Tingrang's panic, and his mind is only filled with his own burning desire.
The trousers had been pulled down to his calves, Zhou Tingrang couldn't get rid of Chen Baijiang's restraint no matter how hard he struggled, although Zhou Tingrang was not unwilling, it was just that everything happened too suddenly without any preparation, this fear of the unknown could only turn into resistance.
"No...Jiang...you're drunk...there's someone beside you...you should be more sober..."
"I have nothing left, I only have you, Ting Rang, I only have you!"
"Well……"
The attack between the teeth was so fierce that Zhou Tingrang had no time to care about the fall below him, so Chen Baijiang caught it off guard, and an indescribable pleasure penetrated his whole body for a moment, Zhou Tingrang had to give up resistance.
"...Ah...Jiang...What are you doing...Ah...Ah..."
Chen Bo Jiang's hands moved faster and faster, Zhou Tingrang had never been touched by someone's private area like this, the stimulation all over his body was fresh
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