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Gu Qiao smiled like a fox, and took Li Kong's hand to get out of the car and walked around: "Why, you still want to cultivate me?"

The whole village has been rebuilt and renovated a long time ago. The former earthen houses were replaced by white-walled Wuwa gates and small buildings. The road is paved with blue-gray stones. Gu Qiao took a detour according to his memory and saw a big banyan tree at an intersection. , he said: "This banyan tree is still there."

Gu Qiao bypassed the banyan tree and walked a few hundred meters into the path on the left, looking at the unfamiliar house in front of him and stopped: "My house used to be in this location, but it was demolished a long time ago. The house was sold by my mother and the man, and the land is not ours. Yes, anyway, from the moment she left, I have no nostalgia and feelings for this place."

Li Kong held Gu Qiao's hand tightly, and Gu Qiao smiled: "After leaving the village with Master Li, he asked the doctor who saw him to treat me. Since then, I have gradually developed myself. In a sick consciousness, influenced by the environment and my mother, the idea that I am a girl stuck in my mind."

"After that, no matter where I went, I was always controversial and tormented because I was different from ordinary people, and I was subjected to all kinds of violence from different groups of people. I didn't understand anything when I was young, and as time went on, I gradually realized that I seemed strange. But it has been like this since I was born, I got used to it, from fear to disgust and confusion, I worked hard to correct and change, and finally made myself look like a neurotic, the whole person is divided."

Regarding the question of whether Gu Qiao thinks he is a man or a woman, after several years of doctor's treatment and self-enlightenment, he has learned to reconcile with himself, accept the past him calmly, and make no demands on his future life. When he is happy, he thinks about how to dress up Just dress up.

His personality of breaking away from the crowd is also a personality that bounced back under the pressure of the harsh environment. The fire at the age of 13 burned down the belief in the gods of the entire village, and at the same time awakened the crazy and presumptuous side of him.

Gu Qiao took Li Kong to several places one after another, and most of the villages changed their appearance. Only some iconic buildings remained as traditional features, including the temple that Gu Qiao burned down and was rebuilt.

Gu Qiao said with a half-smile, "Find a nearby inn to stay overnight, and go up the mountain tomorrow."

The village is cold and cold, and occasionally receives foreign tourists.Gu Qiao and Li Kong found the only inn in the village and booked a room. The two men were close in words and deeds, and the boss frequently looked at them several times.

Gu Qiao took the keys and went upstairs with Li Kong to put away the luggage. There was a booklet on the table, which basically promoted the so-called local belief in mountain gods. He just thought it was funny after reading it.

At night, Gu Qiao was not very honest, he was extraordinarily enthusiastic tonight, entangled Li Kong like a beautiful snake, he broke in directly before he came out of the bathroom.

Li Kong was bitten by Gu Qiao, and it hurt a little, Gu Qiao usually closed his mouth, but it was mostly flirtatious, but at this moment, Gu Qiao was crazy about doing it desperately.

Li Kong was pressed against the cold tiled wall by Gu Qiao, and the running water rushed down from his head, and even rushed into Gu Qiao's eyes.

He held the back of Gu Qiao's neck to comfort him: "Jiaojiao, why are you in a bad mood?"

Gu Qiao was like a little beast that went mad and was hugged and comforted by Li Kong. He bit Li Kong's lip and licked it slowly, and said in a hoarse voice, "Brother, just hold me here."

Gu Qiao hates everything here, everyone's thoughts are stupid and stubborn.

Because he believes in the mountain gods, he strictly requires everyone to forbid promoting anything about sex. Doing that kind of thing is like stealing chickens and dogs. Afterwards, they have to continue to publicize the holiness and sincerity they pursue. Of course, this is just one of the things he hates.

Gu Qiao hung his hands behind Li Kong's neck and pressed down, a trace of blood spread from each other's lips, Gu Qiao licked it, and he smiled viciously: "Brother, hug me." Not only did Li Kong want to hug him immediately, Gu Qiao Qiao asked Li Kong to open the window.

What everyone avoids, he just wants to publicize it. Doing this kind of thing against the decree near the temple they worship devoutly, probably the god and all the villagers will be so angry that they can't sleep.

Gu Qiao didn't know how angry they were, he held grudges and was naive, but he was very straightforward anyway.

When Gu Qiao went to check out the next day, the boss's face was livid and he couldn't speak.Gu Qiao looked like a fairy who had just sucked up her popularity. Before setting off, she deliberately put on a little makeup. The makeup on her eyebrows and eyes was bright and beautiful.

Gu Qiao got into the car and smiled: "Brother, did I scream loud enough last night?"

Li Kong's hand holding the steering wheel almost slipped.

Gu Qiao asked: "Is it enough to be a wave, does it sound like a horse flea or not?"

As long as you are not deaf, you should be able to hear a little bit.His voice is hoarse,

Li Kong was helpless: "Jiaojiao."

Gu Qiao blinked innocently: "My throat still hurts."

Li Kong clenched the steering wheel tightly, he had no choice but to condone Gu Qiao's deliberate tricks.

The car turned off at the foot of the mountain and stopped. Gu Qiao took out a box from the back of the car, which was filled with things for worship.

This mountain has not become a barren mountain, and even a trail has been built to facilitate people's travel up and down the mountain. In the rainy season, the vegetation is dense, and the trail is full of weeds blocking the road.

Gu Qiao said: "I only go to the mountain to clean the cemetery occasionally when I come back to visit my aunt during the Chinese New Year. The second half of the mountain is basically used by the local people to grow fruits, and the other side is full of cemeteries. It is said that Feng Shui is good, and people who died They are all crowded and buried in one direction."

After walking for about four to ten minutes, Gu Qiao stopped in front of his mother's tomb and cleaned it skillfully. Li Kong helped, and the two placed the candle offerings.

Gu Qiao held Li Kong's hand, their fingers were stained with mud, but they didn't care about each other's grip.

Gu Qiao's feelings of love and hatred for his mother are actually not that strong. When she was a child who raised him deformedly for more than ten years, as a mother, she never called Gu Qiao by his name once. A little bit puzzled, the mother hugged him tightly, and even told Gu Qiao over and over again that he was a girl, and treated him as the daughter who died of illness in her memory.

The deformed parenting style created barriers for Gu Qiao's self-awareness, and the closed environment could not tolerate his weird thinking at all, so he was treated coldly, ridiculed and violently.

Counting all kinds of things, Gu Qiao never complained about this woman who gave birth to him and raised her. Her life was also a tragedy, and she couldn't make any changes from birth to death under the feudal environment.

Whether it is love or hate, strong emotions are very stingy to the selfish Gu Qiao, so he will not give any emotion.

However, there are always surprises in life when unexpected.

Gu Qiao calmly led Li Kong to stay in front of the tomb until the time was almost up. Seeing that it was about to rain, Gu Qiao urged Li Kong to go down the mountain.

After walking for more than ten minutes on the way back, when the cool drizzle fell on him, Gu Qiao got under Li Kong's open umbrella, and his hands were tightly covered by Li Kong's pockets.

Li Kong said: "Next time, don't stay outside for too long, your hands are too cold."

Gu Qiao looked at him: "Today is the only time in a year."

As soon as Li Kong stopped, his eyes froze on Gu Qiao's blood-colored and pale lips, and he realized almost instantly: "Does your stomach hurt?"

Gu Qiao was about to fool around with a smile, but Li Kong's solemn and distressed eyes made him feel guilty.

Gu Qiao avoided his gaze: "A little bit, probably because of the cold."

Li Kong: "When."

Gu Qiao raised his eyes.

"Jiaojiao."

Gu Qiao: "While cleaning the grave."

They stayed on the mountain for nearly two hours, Li Kong sighed, handed the umbrella to Gu Qiao for him to hold, bent his knees slightly, and directly lifted Gu Qiao firmly on his back.

"Take you down the mountain quickly, and drive to the hospital in the town."

Gu Qiao: "There are medicines in the suitcase."

Li Kong rarely insisted: "I have to go for a checkup after taking the medicine."

Gu Qiao pursed her lips: "Okay."

Although the stomach hurt more and more, but Gu Qiao felt that the pain could be tolerated leaning on Li Kong's broad and safe back.

The rain became more and more dense, Gu Qiao carefully propped up the umbrella, and when he saw Li Kong's hair bun was wet, he wiped it with his hand.

Li Kong said: "Is it painful?"

Gu Qiao's stomach had actually started to ache, he bit his lip: "A little bit."

Li Kong almost ran down the mountain, but his arms supported Gu Qiao firmly.

In a trance, Gu Qiao thought he was flying, and he was even a little dizzy.

He whispered, "Actually, you don't need to run. It's not the first time you have a stomachache. You can't die."

A drop of sweat fell from between Li Kong's brows: "Hold on a little longer."

Gu Qiao bent his eyes: "Would you be afraid to wrestle me if you run so fast?"

He looked at the receding mountain scenery around him, his vision gradually blurred, and the hand covering his stomach was tightly clenched.

Gu Qiao seemed to have a dream, he turned into a bird that fell in the mire of the mountains, and Li Kong flew him to a place so high and far away.

"Brother, my body is not as strong as yours. If one day my lifespan expires, I hope I will die in front of you first."

"Brother, I'll tell you my WeChat password and bank card password. In case I really take the first step one day, the inheritance can still be inherited by someone..."

Gu Qiao's voice was intermittent, Li Kong panted, picked up Gu Qiao and put him into the car, stroked his sweaty face, and said in a calm voice, "Idiot."

Of course, Gu Qiao didn't die from a stomachache. During the last half month of vacation, he pestered Li Kong almost every day until Li Kong finished his annual leave and returned to work. He counted the remaining days of his vacation and took advantage of Li Kong during the day Sneak out of the house when you are not at home.

That evening when Gu Qiao went to pick up Li Kong from get off work, the car didn't drive back to the community, but drove in the direction of another community.

Along the way, Gu Qiao smiled mysteriously, Li Kong thought that Gu Qiao was going to take him to meet his friends.

Gu Qiao shook his head: "You can't guess."

"Brother, I have a gift for you."

Gu Qiao asked Li Kong to park in the community, and the residential area adjacent to the city center is full of small single-family houses.

"Jiaojiao," Li Kong had a vague premonition, "Have you bought a house?"

Gu Qiao looked at him with a smile: "It's your house."

Li Kong: "..."

Gu Qiao entered the password of the door lock and led Li Kong to walk in quickly, across the small garden in front of the door, Gu Qiao looked back at some men who hadn't recovered, and smiled even deeper.

"Brother, I haven't given you anything. After thinking about it, I don't know what you lack. Then I thought, I can give you a home."

So Gu Qiao worked hard and persisted in working for more than half a year to accept so many business cooperations, because he wanted to give Li Kong a home with his own hands.

Gu Qiao smiled a little embarrassedly: "However, my current income is limited, and I didn't buy the house in full."

"Brother, I have never made such a serious decision in my life, nor have I promised anyone."

Gu Qiao's eyes were slightly red, and he said solemnly: "I don't care about anyone's eyes, I only care about whether we are doing well."

"So I want to give you a home and give us a home."

Those that don't need other people's involvement belong to the home of Gu Qiao and Li Kong.

"Li Kong, are you willing to spend the rest of your life with me?"

Without the endless darkness, Gu Qiao was completely pulled out of the quagmire by Li Kong, and felt the truth and beauty of life again.

Many times he wanted to just let it rot, but Li Kong actually delusionally wanted to be with him for a long time, and pulled him out of the bottomless abyss.

Those who walk in the dark night suddenly cross the long night one day and harvest the twinkling stars. Gu Qiao wants to always have this brilliance.

"Brother, would you like to..."

Li Kong subconsciously clenched Gu Qiao's hand. At this moment, he was full of thoughts. The love surging in his heart could not be expressed in his mouth. Many words were choked on his lips. He wanted to kiss Gu Qiao and make love with him.

Many, many things eventually turned into gentle and firm gazes.

"my pleasure."

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