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As soon as Gu Qiao's ambiguous and frivolous words fell, he pressed his fingers against Li Kong's throat, leaned on the side of the seat with one hand, bent down his slender neck, and slowly kissed Li Kong's lips bit by bit.

There was not enough space in the car to use it, Li Kong was afraid that Gu Qiao would hit the top of his head, so he supported him with one hand, and lightly covered the back of Gu Qiao's head with the other palm to prevent Gu Qiao from hitting his head on the roof of the car when he was jolted up.

Huge fireworks exploded behind him, Gu Qiao suppressed his voice and turned his face to take a look.The lips and teeth between the two are almost connected, and there is only a little gap between them, and the silver thread that is connected to each other turns out a lingering and sentimental love.

Gu Qiao fixed his gaze, and then turned back to Li Kong's handsome and cold face.He stretched out his hand to caress the man's thin lips, and smiled maliciously: "I wanted to pull you down from the sky the first time we met."

Li Kong responded in a low voice: "What do you mean?"

Gu Qiao spoke lazily: "The more holy and flawless, the more I want to make you dirty, just like I made your face into a tabby cat last time."

Li Kong: "..."

The grip behind the back was never light or heavy and gradually became tighter. Following Gu Qiao's teasing, the temperature in the car made each other's necks and nose tips a little sweaty.

Gu Qiao stretched his legs, propped one hand on the seat to push and test.

He was about to move, and the fox eyes were burning with two clusters of flames that were hotter and brighter than the fireworks on the shore: "Brother, we haven't tried it in the car yet."

Li Kong's Adam's apple slid up and down, and his thin sweat became more and more dense. Just because of Gu Qiao's eagerness to try a word, people can't bear it anymore.

Annoyed, he hugged Gu Qiao tightly with one hand, put him on his body, turned his face and rubbed the bridge of his nose lightly: "Jiaojiao."

The man who kept himself cool seemed to have turned into a cute big dog at this moment, his calm and calm eyes were shattered, his senses were shattered, a little out of control was revealed in his gentleness, his deep eyes were open for a moment.

Rationally told Li Kong that he should let Gu Qiao calm down at this moment. After all, this is outside, and the place where the car is parked is of course well hidden, so he will not be disturbed, but he needs to take off all guards to accept that Gu Qiao has nothing to do. Shy about accepting the invitation, thinking about it, I'm still struggling.

Gu Qiao touched Li Kong's nose with the tip of his nose affectionately, and said in a persuasive way: "Brother, you said you love Jiaojiao just now, now do you agree to what I want?"

The tone of his mouth was gentle, but the strength of Gu Qiao's fingers was the opposite.

He tightened his fingertips and kissed Li Kong, giving him tenderness as if grasping the vital gate in Li Kong's throat, and gradually exerting pressure in the gentle progress.

"Brother, you can't break up with me, or I'll let you die in the car."

Gu Qiao licked Li Kong's lips, imprinting a moist and fruity breath.Li Kong's red ears and neck were reflected in the blurred and ambiguous fox eyes, and his fingertips and palms were wet with the continuous sweat.

Gu Qiao accepted Li Kong's hot and humid breath, he realized that the other party was slowly breaking away from that little common sense restriction, because he liked it, his body honestly sweated so much in the winter of Suicheng, because he liked it, he was energetic The veins and pinnae of the ears are so red, and because of liking, the strength of hugging him is tightened, as if they want to cross the skin surface of the two to blend with each other.

Gu Qiao is so selfish, as long as Li Kong agrees to himself, even if he is in the endless hell, he will pull Li Kong down, and when he is in the quagmire, he will open an endless abyss for the other party to sink into.

Li Kong's belt was chosen by Gu Qiao last time, and it was destroyed by him at this moment.

Gu Qiao was like a goblin dancing in the dark, sucking human essence and blood. Li Kong looked at him and stretched out his broad arms to receive him, trying to keep him as stable as possible.

Occasionally, he saw clusters of gorgeous fireworks set off behind Gu Qiao with his occasionally wobbly eyes, and with a bang, Li Kong hurriedly pressed his palm firmly behind Gu Qiao's head from his absence, and asked in a low voice annoyed: "Is there?" No bump pain."

Gu Qiao opened his wet eyes, and said in a light voice, "It doesn't hurt."

He bit Li Kong's ear: "My head doesn't hurt, can you make other parts of me hurt?"

Gu Qiao doesn't want Li Kong to be so gentle, he wants pain, only pain can clearly tell himself the meaning of his existence.

As if as long as Li Kong didn't make Gu Qiao feel pain, he would intensify the force on the tip of his teeth until Li Kong gradually smelled a little bloody smell behind his ear, and he passed the smell into Li Kong's lips, the smell of blood seemed to make the man last A wild line of defense awakens.

Gu Qiao felt the pain, so he let go of his mouth in satisfaction, the corners of his lips smiled bewitchingly and indulgently, but the corners of his eyes overflowed with tears.

He felt that no matter how desperate or rotten he was, it didn't matter, because at this time someone would accompany him fearlessly, and let Li Kong sink into this abyss of mud, the dirtier the better.

The wanton expression on Gu Qiao's face with tears in it defeated Li Kong's gentleness and rationality. He straightened up, raised his neck slightly, and kept kissing Gu Qiao's eyes, clenched his hand tightly, interlacing his fingertips: Jiaojiao, don't be afraid."

Gu Qiao hugged Li Kong tightly: "You hit me really hard just now..."

But he told Li Kong that he liked it with actions.

After watching the fireworks, the young couple passing by the roadside fought and ran into this dark and pedestrian-free path. They were leaning against the tree trunk and preparing to kiss for a while. The girl nervously pushed the boy in front of her: "How about we Let's go to the hotel."

The boy hugged her: "What are you afraid of? There is no one here. The road is being built next to it. Few people go around here."

The girl gradually let go of her defenses, and suddenly her heart tightened: "Let's go somewhere else, I seem to hear a voice."

She pushed the other party: "Really, listen!"

The boy sighed, hugged her and listened for a while, the young couple looked over the bushes together, walked forward about ten meters, and stopped across the green belt.

This... the shaking of the car on the opposite side is a bit exaggerated. Although few people pass by the trail, it doesn't mean that no one will leave.The boy looked around and pulled the girl away from her.

The girl blushed and said in a low voice, "You are so bold, aren't you afraid that there will be cameras around you?"

The boy said: "Some people are like beasts at the beginning. You think everyone can brake in an emergency like your boyfriend."

The girl punched the boy angrily, turning her head as she walked, as if she wanted to take another look at the exaggeratedly shaking car.

"Brother," Gu Qiao said hoarsely, "Do you think we will be caught by the camera?" He was so tired that he didn't want to move. The work is all sorted out by Li Kong himself.

He chuckled: "This car is quite strong."

Li Kong picked up the tissue and held Gu Qiao's hand to wipe it again and again: "Is Jiaojiao still afraid?"

Gu Qiao didn't feel ashamed at all: "Just asking casually, don't you find it exciting?"

Li Kong wiped Gu Qiao's hands and feet clean, opened the window for ventilation, and kissed his eyes: "Don't cry in the future."

Gu Qiao was not convinced: "And you guessed why I was crying?"

Li Kong looked into his eyes: "Jiaojiao's eyes can't lie."

Gu Qiao looked away guiltily, and said to himself: "Sometimes I feel like I'm about to suck, that's why I like to give up on myself, and enjoy everything first, regardless of the consequences."

"There will be me in the future, Jiaojiao."

Li Kong asked Gu Qiao to look at him, Gu Qiao in his arms just now seemed to be split into two people, half reveling in the dark, and half crying under the fireworks.

Gu Qiao released his happy emotions with his body, and then he let his guard down in his heart.

The man's hug became tighter and tighter, Li Kong opened his mouth and bit Gu Qiao's ear: "Does it hurt?"

The smell of blood filled the air, Li Kong whispered: "The pain is real."

Everything is true.

Gu Qiao was afraid that he would never have the chance to tell Li Kong if he didn't speak this time, so he looked at the gradually gray and fading fireworks in the dark night, and said lightly: "My mother had a daughter before she gave birth to me, and she didn't receive treatment for her illness. Passed away from illness, and then became ill because of missing a daughter, and her spirit became worse and worse."

"Others said she was crazy. When she became more and more confused, I was raised as a girl from birth. She always called me Anan. I was weaker than a girl in appearance. Everyone in the village Think of me as a girl. Their eyes are full of malice and ridicule. At the age of school, all the children in the village call me a pervert. They tear my skirt and point to my body and say that I am a monster who is neither male nor female. , even I was curious about whether I was a girl or a boy, my mother kept telling me that I was an older sister, I had long hair, wore skirts she sewed by herself, and used everything a girl would use."

No one stopped them, they all said that the Gu family had offended the gods, that's why there were lunatics and perverts in the family, they were cursed existences.

"The family is poor, and my mother's only man borrowed money to treat her at the time, but the local people were too black-hearted, and they didn't do anything after collecting the money. The family owed debts, and then my mother and I were sold without knowing it. .”

Gu Qiao smiled in a trance: "There is no love as deep as the sea, only the closest person will send you to a darker hell."

"The man who sold us took the money and ran away. My mother's condition was getting worse and worse. She cried and laughed every day, hugged and threw me, and said that she would drag me to hell. There was a drought in the village that year, and the villagers believed that the gods would not bless the village. It was because of our relationship that they tied my mother to a high earth temple in the mountains, and they didn’t give me any food or drink for several days and nights, and then she died of illness.”

"There is no hope and no kindness in that kind of place. When you say no by yourself, they think you are a different kind. You are cursed and must die. There will always be endless darkness waiting. I watched my mother being tortured. The corpses brought back and thrown at the door of the house didn’t know what I could do, I set fire to revenge, I hated everyone in this village, hated the gods they enshrined, so I set fire to all their so-called worship.”

Gu Qiao rubbed his face, lit a cigarette, puffed out the smoke, and sprayed the smoke towards Li Kong's lips.

"Brother, I really hated them at that time. I wanted to die with everyone and drag them and our family into hell. But I was so young, all I could do was set a fire."

He also concealed a little bit, in order to avoid the guards of the mountain guards, he learned to seduce people at such a young age, the face he hated the most, became his weapon of revenge, and when the other party was drunk, he used a stone to almost hit his head with a stone It bloomed.

Gu Qiao will never forget the feeling of trembling all over his body for the first time, falling into the abyss in an instant, and at that moment he really realized that it seemed that he would never get up again.He desperately escaped from the mountain covered in flames, praying that the fire would burn everything.

Gu Qiao covered his eyes, and held one of Li Kong's fingers with trembling fingertips.

"Then I bumped into Master Li who came back from outside."

A fire broke out in the mountains and alarmed the whole village. Gu Qiao was caught the first time he did something bad. He thought that the tall man in front of him would send him to the village chief for punishment, but he didn't say anything.

"Master Li and I both come from the same village, a place where feudalism is stubborn. You can't imagine how twisted the minds of everyone in it are. They worshiped the so-called gods as evil things and offered them to my mother as they should. No one He is innocent, there are cruel and eccentric people like Master Li coming out of the village, and there are also lunatics like me."

"I vaguely knew that Mr. Li was powerful, so I asked Mr. Li to borrow money and begged Mr. Li to help me take the man away."

Li Yan had never seen a little girl who was as ruthless as him and remained so calm after doing those things.

Gu Qiao smiled: "I told Lord Li that I might be a boy, and he was even more surprised. He paid back the money for me and sent those people away, wanting me to work for him."

"Master Li is the legendary God of Wealth in the village. He occasionally goes back to the village. No one knows what business he does. They are afraid of him, and they want to curry favor but dare not approach him. I followed him for a while, and saw those men and women doing so in front of him. The faces of many people entangled and made a light wave sound, Master Li told me that if I want, I can also earn a lot of money."

Gu Qiao looked at Li Kong's heartbroken eyes through the smoke, with a trance smile: "I thought about it at the time and let it go. It's a good thing to earn money. They wanted me to meow like a female cat in heat. I didn't realize it until I was about to shoot. I can't accept anyone's touch at all, and once I really fall into it, I can never get out."

"I begged Lord Li to let me go, and promised him that he would pay back the money. I thought the other party would not agree, but he let me go without making things difficult."

"Later, when I saw the person who couldn't recognize whether he was a man or a woman like me, I understood why Lord Li let me go." He smiled, "There is no distinction between good and evil Lord Li, because that person is learning to Don't you think it's ridiculous to do good deeds?"

Gu Qiao took a deep puff of the cigarette: "I came out of that rotten place. Afterwards, my aunt adopted me, and I was still out of place in the new environment. They looked at me like a monster. Anyway, I am I am not a man, a man or a woman, and I am perverted. My aunt finally sent me to school. I dropped out of school because I was treated violently by my classmates. Before I left, I took revenge on everyone who bullied me. In the winter when I was 15 My aunt left a note and took dozens of yuan and went to work outside."

"Brother, I'm not a good person, and even if I'm rotten, and those who bullied me, I will step them into the mud to take revenge and make them fear. Only by taking revenge on them can I calm down the dark side of my heart, otherwise I will If you want to kill someone, even if you kill yourself."

"Jiaojiao," Li Kong hugged Gu Qiao tightly, his voice was tense, and thousands of words were stuck in his heart, leaving countless emotions and heartaches.

He sighed slowly, caressed Gu Qiao's slightly distracted fox eyes, kissed his lips, and said, "You are strong and beautiful, a flower that grows tenaciously from the darkness, not some mud."

Gu Qiao was puzzled: "But I did something bad, even if you want to leave, if I get angry, I will take revenge on you and make you unable to leave me."

Li Kong hugged him tightly with both arms: "You are kind and you are bullied. Your resistance is not wrong. Besides, I have already fallen into it, so it doesn't matter."

Even if there is only darkness left in the world one day, Li Kong will use all his strength and flesh to wrap Gu Qiao, even if he turns into soft mud, he will still send all his blood and nutrients to nourish his little rose.