Give the rest of your life

When it was twelve o'clock, He Siyu even moved a chair and sat in front of the window, just to watch the cars downstairs, so that she could spot Lin Yao in the first place.

It's not that I haven't made a phone call, but unfortunately the standard female voice said in the same way, "Sorry, the number you dialed is temporarily unanswered, please call again later."

Finally, he put the phone on the table next to him.

What is the relationship between that man and Lin Yao? It seems that they are old acquaintances, but does the way of appearance of the old acquaintances have to be so special?

Lin Yao's ex-boyfriend?

Could Lin Yao's eyesight be that bad?

He Siyu shook his head, since he couldn't think of it, he didn't want to, drink some wine and wait for Lin Yao to come back.

He Siyu opened a can of beer and gulped down half of it.

Afterwards, He Siyu asked the front desk to send six more listens, and after eating all of them, she was still unusually sober.

When you want to get drunk, you often can't get drunk, although He Siyu's alcohol capacity is very poor.

When she stood up to ask for another drink, a car came downstairs.

He Siyu vaguely felt that Lin Yao had returned.

Sure enough, the door was opened.

In the dark room, Lin Yao's footsteps sounded a little heavy, and He Siyu sat by the brighter window, unable to see clearly the people in the dark.

But she knew that this person was Lin Yao.

"Lin Yao." He Siyu called her.

The black shadow let out a muffled sound from his throat, followed by the sound of someone sitting on the bed.

"Do you want to take a bath? Are you wet?" He Siyu asked, wanting to walk over, but stopped after taking two steps, just stood a little closer and watched Lin Yao in the darkness.

Lin Yao said, "It's okay, I'm fine."

A bolt of lightning pierced the sky, illuminating the dark room, including Lin Yao's face sitting on the bed.

In an instant, He Siyu's face turned pale with fright.

Lin Yao's pale face and face mixed with sweat or rain entered her eyes.

He Siyu staggered to Lin Yao, squatted on the ground, looked up at Lin Yao's dull face from bottom to top: "Lin Yao, Lin Yao... what's wrong with you?"

Wanting to hold her in his arms, half of his hand was stretched out, but Lin Yao resisted, and said in a deep voice: "Siyu."

"Ok?"

"Do you really want to know about my life in America?"

He Siyu was taken aback, Lin Yao's condition is extremely bad now, so don't ask, waved his hand and said: "No, just ask casually, you go take a bath, your hair is wet."

"I'll tell you what I've done in the past ten years." Lin Yao ignored He Siyu's words.

"Then wait until you come out of the shower, let's lie on the bed and talk slowly, okay?" He Siyu persuaded her patiently.

Lin Yao pondered for a while, then got up and went into the bathroom.

He Siyu quietly helped Lin Yao blow-dry her hair. She blow-dried very carefully, not letting go of every single strand of hair. A little dampness on the tip of the hair is not considered qualified. Lin Yao sighed, which was heard by He Siyu.

"What's wrong?" He Siyu's soft voice flowed into Lin Yao's ears along with the wind from the hair dryer.

Lin Yao remained silent, as if the alas just now was just He Siyu's auditory hallucination.

"Is that man your friend today?" He Siyu said.

"Not really, he is Ni Nan's ex-husband."

A stone in my heart fell to the ground, it was just someone else's ex-husband.

But another bad thought came to his mind, what is someone else's ex-husband doing with Lin Yao?

"Is there anything he wants from you?" He Siyu continued the topic, Lin Yao seemed to have no intention of hiding it, and replied truthfully: "He asked me for money, and I promised to give it to him."

"Ask you for money? Why?" He Siyu was puzzled, this was a breakthrough, a breakthrough to unlock so many secrets about Lin Yao.

Lin Yao stood up suddenly, and He Siyu could only loosen the few strands of hair she just lifted. Lin Yao turned around and took the hair dryer from her hand, turned off the power, and put the hair dryer on the table.

"It's a long story, are you sure you want to listen now?" For some reason, Lin Yao's voice trembled, and He Siyu looked over from behind, and Lin Yao's shoulders were shaking.

"If you want to say it." He Siyu said tentatively.

"Most of the reasons why I went to America to study were not because of you, so you don't have to feel guilty." Lin Yao's words pierced He Siyu's heart like a sharp arrow, easily dispelling the guilt and self-blame lingering in her mind.

"It's because of my dad. He might be arrested, and our family fled abroad." Lin Yao smiled helplessly, "I read your letter."

"Letter?" He Siyu suddenly remembered that he had put a letter in Lin Yao's mailbox before.

"I couldn't find the key to the landlord's house. With the permission of the hostess, I found a locksmith to open the lock. I saw your apology letter. Although I thought you might misunderstand the reason for my leaving, I still didn't expect you to blame yourself so much. It was my fault."

He Siyu blushed, but fortunately Lin Yao couldn't see her face in the dark room.

"That...that was all before..." He Siyu said stumblingly.

Lin Yao paused for a while, "I ran away in a hurry and wanted to inform you, but you never answered the phone. I thought you were already with Wang Zixuan. I had no choice but to ask him to take care of you. I didn't expect Wang Zixuan to know that I If you want to go abroad, you should also go together."

"Then are you with Wang Zixuan?" He Siyu looked at Lin Yao's face in a daze.

"No, he confessed to me, but I refused. We studied in different majors, and gradually lost contact." Lin Yao said seriously.

"Why did you refuse? Being with him should not wrong you." He Siyu said.

"Because the person I like is you." The serious tone sounded much happier than the soft and sweet words, maybe this is Lin Yao's charm.

Lin Yao put her forearm on He Siyu's waist, "My father was still taken away. Not long after, my mother was diagnosed with cancer. It cost a lot of money to see a doctor, and my family's money was basically frozen. With the money in my mother's account, it was already late when my mother found out, and it didn't take long before she passed away."

He Siyu felt a little regretful, she seemed to have uncovered Lin Yao's scar, "I'm sleepy, let's sleep."

"No, I'm not sad, the most difficult days have passed." Lin Yao has mind reading skills, right?

"I was studying in a private university. Even if I had a scholarship, I couldn't last long. I owed a lot of money to usury-loans when I treated my mother. At that time, I worked three jobs a day, and the money I earned was not only to pay off debts, but also to buy books. Eating and paying rent, that’s how I survived the first year. In my sophomore year, my financial situation was better. One day I went to a party, but I came back a little later. When I got home, I found that the house was stolen, and my mother left the computer in cash. I lost all my jewelry, and I reported the case but did not recover the loss. My life was at an impasse again, you know? At that time, it happened to coincide with the start of school, and it was difficult to find a job. I had already quit my job. I have no choice but to go back to my freshman year, I really did it, I would have known that I would have resigned so early." At the end of the speech, Lin Yao laughed at herself.

He Siyu wanted to say something to comfort her, but swallowed the words, what else could he say?It is nothing more than sentences such as it has passed, you still have me.

Hypocrisy and perfunctory, He Siyu didn't want to say it, but if he really didn't express anything, he would feel uneasy.

After thinking about it, He Siyu kissed Lin Yao's forehead, "And then?"

"Then I made a bold decision. Now that I think about it, I am really stupid." Lin Yao still laughed at herself, as if she was really unbearable.

"What decision?" He Siyu asked her curiously.

"Sleep with someone." Lin Yao got up suddenly, took out a pack of cigarettes from her bag, "Can I smoke?"

He Siyu stared blankly at her and nodded, "Yes."

There was a bang in my head, something exploded, Lin Yao, has she ever done that kind of prostitution job?

So it is not difficult to explain why she has such skillful skills?

No, no!

Lin Yao is not the kind of person who gives up on herself and doesn't know how to love herself.

"Do you think I'm dirty now?" Lin Yao lit a cigarette and asked her with a smile.

He Siyu held Lin Yao's hand, and said: "Lin Yao...if, if you really did that kind of thing, I won't do anything, I still... still love you as before, no matter what, you alone Girls live alone abroad without financial resources, as long as they don’t hurt others, they deserve to be forgiven.”

Lin Yao looked at He Siyu and kept laughing: "No, I hurt Ni Nan."

"What do you mean?"

"Ni Nan found out on the first day I picked up the job. I forgot to mention that she was my roommate. It was a coincidence that day. She used my computer to check information, accidentally saw my browsing history, and then saw me along the way. When I arrived at the hotel, I was lying on the bed in my underwear and waiting for the guest to come. She dragged me out of the bed and refused to let me do this. I disagreed and had a big fight with her. She He knocked me out with a random wine bottle, and then I woke up again, on the bed in my room."

"When I touched my forehead, it was full of blood. I thought that Ni Nan is really good enough. If he strikes so hard, he won't be afraid to knock me out. I'll wait, wait, wait, and she will come back in the middle of the night. I asked her why she went there, and she threw me a stack of money and said your salary, and I didn't know that she slept with someone instead of me. You said, am I disgusting? It's obviously me Going to *, and getting my friend into the water, I really took the money for granted afterwards, I asked her if she needed me to sleep with her to make up for it, she raised her hand and slapped me, asking if I can stop being self-sufficient Degenerate, what else can I do if I don’t want to be depraved? I said you think I have a bright future? Don’t be naive, I am a Chinese, my father is an economic prisoner and my mother is dead. What else can I do to make ends meet besides being innocent? Relatives in China Knowing that everything about my dad has disappeared, I don’t dare to bother my grandparents when they are old, just say that there is still money in the family, and I dare not even tell them that my mother is dead.”

When Lin Yao said this, He Siyu's mind was buzzing, as if he had heard it, but he didn't seem to hear a word, until Lin Yao closed his mouth, He Siyu calmed down a little.

"So you asked Ni Nan to pick up the guests instead of you?" He Siyu looked at Lin Yao in disbelief.

Lin Yao said: "No, that man is her ex-husband. Ni Nan said that the man fell in love with her and wanted to chase her. Then they started dating, watching movies, eating, shopping, and watching musicals. My blessing."

"Go to bed first and then fall in love?" He Siyu looked at her with wide eyes.

"I know I'm an asshole, hypocritical, and disgusting, and you think so, too," Lin Yao said.

"Ni Nan likes you, right..." He Siyu turned her head, watching the rain outside the window was still falling, strings of raindrops falling from the sky.

The sentence that can't be said is - if I don't like you, how can I go to sleep with someone instead of you?