Give the rest of your life

Lin Yao's lips lingered on the place where He Siyu was most ashamed. He Siyu sat on the bed limply, but fortunately her waist was supported by Lin Yao from behind, otherwise she might really fall down.

"Forest……"

Lin Yao didn't seem to hear, she still threw herself between He Siyu's legs with all her heart.

"Go...go to work." Finally, there is a sentence that can be said completely.

"I don't want to go." Lin Yao said something suddenly, which surprised He Siyu.

"Huh? Why don't you go if you don't want to go?"

Lin Yao raised her head and cast her eyes on He Siyu's face, with a sly smile on her face: "Do you believe this too?"

"Get out...!" Because of this little episode, He Siyu ran out of thoughts that were still a little distracted, regained some strength in his hands, took the opportunity to push Lin Yao's face aside, and hurriedly continued to put on his clothes.

Lin Yao looked at He Siyu's flushed face, and laughed: "Hahahaha, He Siyu, why are you still so easy to be fooled?"

The mother who had just fallen asleep was startled when she heard the devilish laughter from Lin Yao next door: Why did Lin Yao come back like this after staying abroad for a few years?What happened to the child.

He Siyu killed him with a sharp glance: "Lin Yao! Are you going to get up or not!"

Lin Yao stopped smiling: "Get up, get up, but I don't need to wear clothes, let's go."

He Siyu looked at the woman in front of her who didn't take off a single piece of her clothes and only had her hair cut in front of the mirror, and felt resentful: You have wiped me so clean, you still have to find a way to regain some initiative.

So Teacher He was absent-minded all afternoon, thinking about how to win Lin Yao once.

After get off work, Lin Yao sent her home as usual. He Siyu stepped forward and said righteously, "No! I'll go home by myself."

Lin Yao looked at her suspiciously: "Why don't you let me deliver it?"

"Anyway, I just want to go back by myself, you don't have to send me." He Siyu said.

"Are you angry with me?" Lin Yao asked.

He Siyu snatched the bag from Lin Yao's hand, and ran to the school gate with brisk steps. Lin Yao, who was standing there, was still in a daze. What happened to He Siyu?

But the next phone call seemed to be much more difficult to deal with.

Ni Nan's phone rang just as the get out of class bell was ringing for the last time.

Lin Yao looked at the two words on the screen, and pressed the answer button helplessly: "Ni Nan."

"You can help me buy some food, I want porridge." Ni Nan's voice appeared on the receiver.

Lin Yao hurried to the hospital ward, and when she opened the door, Ni Nan leaned on the bed and smoked.

"Why are you smoking?" Lin Yao frowned, but this movement was immediately resolved, replaced by a faint smile.

Ni Nan was stunned when he heard the words: "What? Didn't I smoke all the time?"

"It doesn't seem very good to still smoke when you're injured." Lin Yao said lightly, without any emotion involved.

Ni Nan was silent, and then said: "Are you with He Siyu?"

Lin Yao gave her hand to fetch the porridge, looked at Ni Nan, the meaning in her eyes Ni Nan couldn't understand, "Yeah."

The extremely calm "um" was exchanged for the silence of Ni Nan who was also extremely calm.

Lin Yao didn't seem to be aware of such an embarrassing atmosphere, and gently scraped the top layer of the porridge to the side of the bowl with a spoon, and handed it to Ni Nan's mouth, "Here, drink it."

Ni Nan looked at Lin Yao with a complicated expression, wanted to say something, opened her mouth, and chose to drink the porridge beside her mouth.

When Lin Yao started to fill the second spoon, Ni Nan grabbed her wrist, and Lin Yao raised her head, "What's wrong?"

A trace of panic flashed in Ni Nan's eyes, "You... slept with her?"

After saying this, Ni Nan quickly turned her head to the side, forcing herself to look at the scenery outside the window and ignore Lin Yao's expression at the moment.

Lin Yao's voice came from behind her head: "Yes."

Ni Nan felt that she couldn't control her body, her trembling body seemed to be more honest than rational, telling the world all the time that she couldn't accept such a thing.

He wanted to speak, but he couldn't, for fear that the same trembling voice would betray him.

"I thought you should have been mentally prepared for this." Lin Yao said with a sigh.

Ni Nan held her hands tightly, the nails of her four fingers were stuck in the flesh of her palms, and tremblingly said, "Why should I be mentally prepared?"

"About my liking for He Siyu...don't you already know about it?" Lin Yao continued.

Ni Nan suddenly turned her head, tears that could not be hidden in the foggy eyes: "So what if I know, so what if I don't?! Do you really want to hang yourself on the tree of He Siyu?"

Lin Yao wondered: "Why can't He Siyu be hanged, is she not good?"

Ni Nan sneered: "She's not bad, it's just that she deserves—no—to—you—"

There was another lengthy period of silence. After a long time, Lin Yao spoke again: "Then who do you think is worthy of me?"

Ni Nan tried to hear the meaning from Lin Yao's words, she just wanted to know the meaning of Lin Yao's words, was she waiting for what she said?

"At least...it's not He Siyu." After thinking about it, Ni Nan gave up after a fierce psychological struggle.

It was impossible to try to guess her thoughts, and it was impossible to confide in her.

No betting, this is a conversation you can't afford to lose.

Really, one wrong step, one step at a time.

"Probably you would judge Siyu from a worldly perspective, but I just love her purely. No matter whether she has money or not, or what her character is, I should still love her as always." Lin Yao said firmly, as if Proving something to Ni Nan.

What is it to prove, to prove that my waiting for so many years is just an obsession with no result and never started?Ni Nan smiled wryly.

"You still ask for something in return. How could He Siyu not like someone like Lin Yao, but have you ever thought about whether she really likes you as a person or your strengths?" Ni Nan retorted.

"Yes, I'm asking for something in return. I just ask her to let me stay by her side and treat her well. As for whether she likes me or my strengths, I don't care." Lin Yao looked at her firmly. forward.

There was a thick mist in Ni Nan's eyes, and the mist even smudged the leaves outside the window. The thick moisture overflowed from the gaps in each leaf, and even surrounded her whole body. The moist air made her Feel very uncomfortable.

"You are crying." Then Lin Yao said.

Then Ni Nan realized that she was the one who cried, no wonder she felt so uncomfortable.

At this moment, Ni Nan had nowhere to hide, so he bit the bullet and said the truth: "Well, I cried, and you know the reason, so don't pity me."

Lin Yao looked at her, unable to speak for a long time, finally sighed: "Oh, I have never pitied you, I just regard you as the most important friend in my life."

Ni Nan's eyes were dazed and she smiled stupidly: "Hehe, if He Siyu knows about your past, do you think she will still love you as always?"

Lin Yao closed her mouth and closed her eyes, "If you want to say it, you can just say it... I... can only do this for you."

Ni Nan wiped away tears and shouted at her: "Lin Yao! I don't want you to pity me!"

Lin Yao opened her eyes and said with a faint smile, "I didn't pity you, I just felt sorry for you and wanted to do something for you to make up for it."

Ni Nan stared at Lin Yao, and said slowly, "Lin Yao."

"Ok?"

"I don't admit defeat, I'm not reconciled, why is He Siyu, who is not good for you to like, but you want to like that good-for-nothing He Siyu?!" Ni Nan asked her loudly.

"Actually, you want to say, why not you?" Lin Yao said slowly, the sharp eyes made Ni Nan feel very uncomfortable.

"Yes! I just want to say, why not me! How can I not do enough to make you so disgusted?"

Lin Yao didn't speak, but took a sip of the water on the table, "You are good everywhere, but I already like He Siyu."

"Isn't it enough to do so much for you? How can you fall in love with me! Or do you dislike me for sleeping with men? I have been married? Do you think I am not clean enough?" Ni Nan pinched Lin Yao's shoulders, Shaking Lin Yao's upper body.

Lin Yao crossed her arms to support Ni Nan's arm: "Ni Nan! Don't say that about yourself!"

"Then besides this reason, what else can you do for it?" Ni Nan yelled.

Lin Yao smiled self-deprecatingly, "Love is such a thing, can you explain the reason clearly? I am also a person full of regrets, don't you like me too? He Siyu thinks I am perfect, because he did not see me when I was in the United States. Looking poor and embarrassed, you are sure that she will abandon me after knowing my image and experience, but this will not help your relationship with me, even if she no longer likes me, I will not be able to like you. "

Ni Nan looked at Lin Yao in a daze, and didn't say a word for half a minute, but then came a terrifying laugh: "Hahahaha...Lin Yao, do you know how hurtful you are?! "

"It's because I didn't disappoint you ten years ago that you wasted ten years for me." Lin Yao said.

"Okay, very good." Ni Nan said to himself while nodding.

Lin Yao had already quietly got up, "Then... I'm leaving, you take good care of yourself, if you have any difficulties, tell me, I won't let you be wronged about money matters, if you really can't, let him talk to me. "

Ni Nan looked at Lin Yao who had stood up: "If it wasn't because of your guilt towards me, I'm afraid you wouldn't even come here to see me? I can keep you by my side for the rest of my life, but I didn't expect that I still couldn't stop you from coming back to find her, and foolishly followed you back to the country."

Lin Yao couldn't take a deep breath, "I'm sorry."

"No, everything is my own fault. I fell in love with you first, so I can predict these things." Ni Nan said coldly.

Lin Yao turned around, walked to the door, and looked back at Ni Nan. There were too many emotions in her eyes, but Ni Nan couldn't see what kind of mood she was in.

The words choked in my throat that I couldn't say were: Lin Yao, from the moment I fell in love with you, I made every word you said into reading comprehension.

It's just that Ni Nan knew that she no longer had the position to ask Lin Yao to do something.

You can't be a third party who destroys other people's feelings, let alone the one you love deeply.

The phone on the bedside cabinet vibrated, but it wasn't Ni Nan's one.

Ni Nan looked over and saw that it was the white Nokia that belonged to Lin Yao.

Three words flashed on the screen: He Siyu.