heart bound complex

Lying in Fuxi's arms, the baby is so obedient, You Xiaofei watched the baby smile at Fuxi, You Xiaofei felt an indescribable taste in his heart.

"Why does he seem to like you very much?" You Xiaofei frowned and couldn't help muttering.

Fuxi was taken aback, looked up at him, moved his lips, but didn't say anything, saying that this child is from the same family as him, that's why he is so kind?Having said that, You Xiaofei will be even angrier.

However, You Xiaofei knelt and muttered, and didn't expect Fuxi to reply. He took the baby bottle that had been eaten by the baby for a while, and when You Xiaofei stared at Fuxi again, he felt a little awkward in his heart. That crazy Fuxi is cuter...

"You... how are you doing now?" You Xiaofei just thought about it, and then blurted out the words.

Fuxi's eyes flashed obviously, and he replied: "I'm now... in the way of magic..." As he spoke, he sighed: "What kind of master of gods, what kind of god of beginning doesn't exist anymore..." Just like back then Like Chi You...

You Xiaofei was bored for a while, and then asked again: "God... can also be possessed by demons..." What happens after a god is possessed?

Fuxi was bored for a while, and then sighed: "I... can let go of the sentient beings in the three realms, and ignore everything in the world..." It's just... but I can't change back to Chi You...

You Xiaofei frowned slightly, and stared down at the baby in Fuxi's arms: "Xiaowei said that when he helped me fill up the soul, he took out all the previous memories in it, and it is impossible for me to recall those memories now. It's just..."

Fuxi stared fixedly at him and couldn't help holding his breath.

You Xiaofei frowned, and said again: "I still hope...to get up..."

"Chiyou..." Fuxi couldn't help calling him in a low voice.

You Xiaofei shrugged and sighed: "Actually, I have always been disgusted before. I really don't want to remember the past at all. I just hope that if I can forget it, I will forget it all the time. But... such a case is not good for everyone... ..." You Xiaofei sighed: "Xiaowei holds grudges, and will not forgive Xiao Q, and I can't deny Xiao Q, let alone watch him have an accident and remain indifferent..." At this point, You Xiaofei covered his heart: "Last time... watching him blew up like that and turned into ashes, I felt so uncomfortable here... as if I couldn't breathe... I can't remember those things...but... the nature of flesh and blood is not at all because of forgetting It doesn't exist...I'm just uncomfortable...Little Q killed me back then...Obviously he is my child but...he doesn't know me..."

Fuxi listened quietly, held back for a while, but still couldn't hold back, stretched out his hand, and pulled him close to his arms: "I am the culprit."

You Xiaofei was obviously taken aback, only to hear Fuxi's deep voice ringing in his ears: "At the beginning, I took the burden too seriously, and I was a pious person who didn't want to leave you, but at the same time wanted to hold on to the world, and hoped that you Can be with me, how can I ignore it, you are from the Jiuli tribe, you are a demon, I shouldn't use my position to restrain you... let alone erase the mana on the domino for Xiao Q's benefit, deny The fact that he is also your child...if it wasn't for me...Little Q wouldn't have become the Yellow Emperor in the end..."

You Xiaofei listened quietly, breathing heavily.

Lying in Fuxi's arms, the baby saw You Xiaofei's eyes were full of mist and tilted his head slightly, so he stretched out his little hands to wipe the corners of You Xiaofei's eyes, and it seemed uncomfortable to follow his little mouth.

And the light group covered by the quilt on the ground, listening to this conversation between father and father, his heart also became gloomy.

In fact, he has never had the courage to search for the memories of his previous life, especially after meeting Chi Wei, he was afraid to think about it, and he was even more afraid that Chi You really died in his hands back then, so in the First World , he let Chi Wei go, even if he could no longer fulfill his elder brother's duty, he didn't want to make his younger brother suffer any more. To make up...Chi You died at his own hands, and he killed his father himself...My brother also lost an important support because he was so young...How can I pretend that nothing happened...

He really doesn't know.

It's just that You Xiaofei doesn't know what's going on in his heart. He just watched the baby staring at him, followed by the mist in his eyes, trying not to cry out, forcing the tears to swirl in his eye sockets. You Xiaofei felt pain in his heart. Unfortunately, I didn't dare to let myself think about it, so I raised my hand to wipe the moisture from the corners of my eyes, and hugged the baby in my arms to cover it up.

Taking a deep breath, You Xiaofei tried his best to make his voice less hoarse: "It's pointless to find out who's fault it is now, I just hope that the whole family can be normal now, hurry up Just be happy, nothing else matters..."

"Chi You..."

You Xiaofei looked up at him and smiled: "Actually, I've thought a lot these two days. Holding grudges is just torturing myself and hurting the people around me. I'm not great, but I don't want to make the people I care about uncomfortable. So Fuxi...I really forgive you now..."

Just as You Xiaofei finished speaking, the light in the quilt seemed to be unbearable anymore, the golden halo became more dazzling, causing You Xiaofei to turn his head suspiciously.

The golden ball of light flew out of the quilt by itself, and fell in front of You Xiaofei's eyes. There was no human figure but only an eggshell-like appearance, and a black snake could be vaguely seen swimming slowly inside.

"Daddy..."

Yes……

"You..." Nuo Nuo's baby-dental sound, like a child babbling, made You Xiaofei unable to guess who he was.

The golden ball of light is closer to You Xiaofei, and the voice is full of guilt and discomfort: "Daddy... I have regretted it for a long time, and I have blamed myself for a long time. I don’t dare to think about what happened back then, I’m afraid... How could I kill you... How could I kill my father... But... These are all facts... So I exiled myself... After knowing the truth back then I can't bear it myself. I thought about taking my life, but... I dare not... Dad was obsessed because of me. Dad has been struggling because of me. I can't give up my life so easily ...But I'm sorry for you..." I'm sorry...Three words are easy to say, but they can't make up for the mistakes you made.

Genocide crisis.

The struggle of life and death.

In order to seek a glimmer of hope, willing to give up everything...

Just... for myself.

How can I survive?When even life is not his own, what qualifications do he have to pay for it?

So I exiled myself, drifting duckweed in three thousand worlds, and suffered all the vicissitudes of life, just hoping to return him a ten-thousandth...

"You..." You Xiaofei was completely stunned, staring at the halo in front of him in disbelief: "You are... Xiao Q?"

"Chi You..." Seeing that You Xiaofei wanted to reach out to touch him, Fu Xi hurriedly grabbed him: "This is his essence, and it is still recovering" so you can't touch it casually.

After realizing it, a smile appeared on You Xiaofei's face immediately: "So you really have a way to save him... I... I thought..." Turning into ashes, you can't save him anymore...

When the baby heard the voice, he turned his head to look curiously, and immediately smiled: "Brother! The younger brother is the younger brother!"

Seeing the excited look of the baby, You Xiaofei laughed through tears: "It's not the younger brother, it's the father."

The baby didn't believe it, but happily called his brother.

When Fu Xi saw the baby like this, it was rare for him to hang his lips.

And just when the baby was excited about having a "brother", the door of the room was suddenly pushed open, and a boy with short timbre hair stood by the door, swept the room with excitement, and then stared at You The child in Xiaofei's arms looked.

The baby turned his head and looked, still wondering who this person was, but suddenly seemed to have sensed something, and immediately yelled: "The evil is coming!" Whew!The baby hid in the eggshell at once!

The author has something to say: the hard update time, the day after tomorrow is a regular shift, so it is impossible to update the day after tomorrow, and it probably won't work tomorrow, that's it~~