my brother is disabled

The silver thread dripped down the joint.

Such an impenetrable kissing method made Liu Ye feel suffocated.

It wasn't until Su Heran slowly retreated from his mouth that Liu Ye took a big mouthful of breath.He stared blankly at the man in front of him who tied his hands with a belt, put them on top of his head, and gently stroked his chest through his clothes.

Being treated so intimately, Liu Ye said softly almost without thinking: "Mmm... Yanyan..."

Attracted by Liu Ye's well-behaved appearance, Su Heran was in a good mood, but when he heard that name, bloodthirsty color suddenly appeared in his eyes, and he threw Liu Ye on the bed, and then fell over himself again. go up.

Pulling Liu Ye's face vigorously, it even deformed Liu Ye's face.He was forced to look at himself: "Look carefully! This is not Liu Yan! This is Su Heran! Su Heran!"

Liu Ye was dazed for a while, and then suddenly came to his senses. He stared intently at the man with messy hair and almost couldn't recognize him, and suddenly struggled vigorously. "You are not Yanyan! No! This kind of thing, only Yanyan! Only Yanyan can! Get out! You are not Yanyan! No!"

But this kind of strength is still too small for Su Heran. He easily suppressed him. Su Heran pinched his shoulders with both hands: "I can do it! I can do it if I am not Liu Yan! I love you more than him ! More than he paid for you! I am the one you should love!"

After finishing speaking, he began to tear Liu Ye's clothes vigorously.

Knowing that he was powerless to resist, Liu Ye still tried hard to resist, although that little strength was really insignificant.

When her close-fitting shirt was also taken off and thrown under the bed, the quilt under Liu Ye's head was already dizzy with a large area of ​​dampness, and her beautiful eyes just stared at the sky, crying non-stop.

Whispering: "Don't... you can't... it's not Yan Yan who can't..."

My whole body hurts, especially the neck and chest of my upper body, which are all numbly left by being bitten...

When Su Heran put his hand on Liu Ye's belt, he finally noticed Liu Ye, and at this time Liu Ye smiled very brightly, and called out tenderly and affectionately: "Yanyan..." That childlike smile All of a sudden defeated Su Heran's nerves.

Finally, he stopped what he was doing and bit Liu Ye hard.

He grabbed his clothes and walked out of the bedroom.

He shouted downstairs in a hoarse voice: "Uncle Liu, clean up No. 6 and bring it here."

Liu Ye, who was left behind, seemed to have fallen into a nightmare, his eyes were still full of sadness, and he kept shouting: "Yanyan... Yanyan..."

He didn't even get up and put on his own clothes, his upper body was full of marks, tears kept falling, his head was still blank, he shouted almost unconsciously, shouting over and over again, over and over again...

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☆, 36

"Hello? Liu Yan? I'm Fang Jie...yes...it's fine...but can you come out...I want to tell you something...the place is at XX coffee shop...you know that place ? Oh okay, see you later... goodbye."

After hanging up the phone, Fang Jie sat in front of the dressing table, tied her hair into a braid, and smiled strangely in front of the mirror.

When he woke up, Liu Ye opened his eyes and didn't know where he was. His head seemed to be filled with lead. The pain was heavy and he could hardly lift it up.When he tried to raise his upper body a little, his head went blank for a while, and then he fell heavily.

And then, the memories of the night before came rushing in like a spring.As the numbness subsided, Liu Ye felt as if he was sinking in the water.

Senior Su's alcohol-smelling breath, such a domineering tone, and the constant gnawing pain on his body.It's like playing a movie, clearly appearing in front of your eyes.

I dare not look at my body, dare not touch my body, and only dare to stare straight ahead.

He was afraid, afraid that once he saw such traces, he would do something stupid that he couldn't even imagine.

Liu Ye got up, the big soft bed was full of wrinkles.

After searching for tattered clothes, only one good shirt was found in the end.With trembling hands, he picked it up and put it on his body, Liu Ye smiled wryly.

What are you doing.

There is nothing to be afraid of being sad.

Even if you die, no one will care, right?

You don't even have parents, who cares.

Even if Senior Su really did that kind of thing yesterday and found out your secret, what can you do?

Who cares about the chastity of a person like you, it's really funny, isn't it...

Opening the bedroom door, looking at the empty corridor, Liu Ye walked out cautiously.

Until I walked out of the big courtyard, I didn't meet a single person.

And in front of the French windows behind him, a stalwart figure was holding a glass of water, watching him go further and further away, with lonely eyes.

Liu Ye protected his clothes and held his collar high, for fear of being seen.

It's still early, but there are already people walking in twos and threes on the street.People passing by Liu Ye glanced at him from time to time, but Liu Ye felt like a monkey in a zoo, being ridiculed and sized up with malicious eyes.

Unconsciously, he clenched his hand tightly on the collar, hoping to cover up the marks on it.

After finally walking to the bus station, Liu Ye just wondered why the bus was so slow and hoped that it would come soon.He glanced around unfocused, looking around uncomfortably.

Suddenly, Liu Ye opened his eyes wide.Stiff and unable to move, he stared straight at the coffee shop opposite.Even the hand that had been holding onto the collar desperately fell down because he didn't care.

That's... that's really...

In the coffee shop opposite, the handsome boy in the wheelchair smiled slightly, and the beautiful girl with big braids opposite also smiled.

The two talked very harmoniously.

That picture is so beautiful and...well-matched.

Suddenly, the girl stood up, hugged the boy's head, and kissed him.The boy seemed to be in a daze, but he didn't move.

A car drove by, and the scene on the opposite side suddenly disappeared.Liu Ye seemed to wake up suddenly, quickly looked away, turned and left.

He didn't know where he was going, he only knew that he couldn't stay there, and if he stayed there, his heart would definitely be broken into countless pieces.Even if you pick it up, you can't get it back.

The shirt has no hand support, and this time it really has no covering effect.People on the road looked back one by one, but Liu Ye had no time to worry about it. Compared with the scene he just saw, these are nothing.

Walking endlessly, he never thought that he would encounter so many things in such a state of embarrassment.

Obviously what happened to Su Heran was enough for him to be sad, but he saw Liu Yan and Fang Jie again.

Such a painful feeling made Liu Ye feel that he was already a wandering soul, which looked intact from the outside, but was empty inside.

The dark corner was full of sundries, and there were a few black cats jumping on the discarded boxes. Liu Ye looked at that place.He walked in with a wry smile and sat inside.

Thick dust was wiped on his body, and his face was extremely dirty.

Territory-robbed cats hissed at him, baring their fangs.

Liu Ye moved slightly to the side, trying to make room.But the cat mistook it for an attack, and unceremoniously stretched out its paw and scratched his arm fiercely.

See blood immediately.

Liu Ye felt a tingle in his arm, and saw the cats running away.He bent his arms and wiped the blood casually on his clothes.He didn't seem to care at all.

Looking up, a few rays of sunlight came through.Liu Ye didn't touch it, and felt that this place should be where he stayed.Smile and keep laughing.

But she smiled and shed tears.

I am no longer clean, already dirty... How can I meet Yan Yan with such a body...

Yanyan and Fang Jie are so well matched, why am I still sad, don't I always hope that Yanyan is happy, why am I still sad.

It will still hurt so much...

I have been in pain for so many years, why haven't I gotten used to it...

Liu Ye closed his eyes, leaned against the box, and pressed the back of his head against the wall.Such memories flowed out bit by bit.

Originally, he didn't ask for anything extravagantly, he didn't dare to ask for anything, he just wanted, just wanted to stay by Yanyan's side.

So humble like a slave, everything follows Yanyan.

Everything was fine.

Why did it suddenly become like this.

Is it because I'm too greedy, I want Yanyan's love greedily, I want Yanyan's love, I want Yanyan's children, I want Yanyan to like each other like myself...

When did it start, did it start from sleeping in Yanyan's bed, or from hoping that Yanyan would like the food he cooked, or from being discovered by Yanyan but not being disgusted by Yanyan?

Yes, it really is too greedy, obviously as long as you stay with Yanyan...

Why should you be greedy... once you get greedy...even what you had originally is gone...

Now... even... there is no way to stay by Yanyan's side...

Obviously just wanting to be with you... What the hell is going on...

He hit his head vigorously, enjoying the pain that was about to paralyze him.

With Fang Jie, Yanyan won't think of me...

Yes, Yan Yan loves her so much...

I probably won't get used to it because of the lack of a dispensable toy...

It's really time to leave, it's time to leave...

Lowering your head, looking at your belly that has not yet bulged, and gently stroking it, I still have you, don't you...no one can take you away...I will definitely protect you

How about we live together from now on...

For you... I will definitely not commit suicide... I will definitely be strong.

Stand up and go outside.

Liu Ye felt powerless when he found that he came back here after going around for a while.

He clearly told himself that he couldn't come back, but he would still return here habitually after walking endlessly.Inside, there is his own bed, his own small desk, the pot he uses every day, and... everything about Yanyan...

Just like a planet encounters a neutron star passing by, it has no ability to resist being attracted to that room. Even though it knows that it will be smashed to pieces, it still cannot help approaching and being attracted.

In fact, his waist was very painful, and the place on his upper body where he had been bitten was also very painful, and the place where he had just been scratched by the cat was even more painful, tearing his nerves.The head is also weak, and the body is limp and weak, so I really want to go in and have a rest...

Putting his head on the door panel, he fumbled for a long time before he could find the key. He skillfully opened the keyhole and turned the door lock.Move carefully for fear of making any noise.But he laughed at himself in the next second, his parents didn't come back, Yanyan was with Fang Jie, how could there be anyone at home.

Do you want to see them so much that you do this subconsciously? You made me feel sorry for myself, and I started to feel sorry for myself.

Thinking that Yanyan and Fang Jie might still be in the coffee shop, maybe playing in other places, maybe not long after he left, Yanyan would bring Fang Jie home and treat Fang Jie like that on the bed, definitely not As rough as he is to himself, Yanyan will definitely gently, slowly, and definitely not hurt Fang Jie.

You are an older brother, you should be happy for Yanyan.

Yanyan can have such a beautiful and good girlfriend, you should be blessed.

Shaking my drowsy head, throwing the key at the porch, go to sleep, let me enjoy the warmth of this home for another moment.

Opening the door of my bedroom, the impression of the clean room I had tidied up by myself was in disarray at this time, almost everything was thrown on the floor, but there was a person sitting on the bed with his back facing him, and the wheelchair was randomly thrown beside the bed .

Liu Ye's first reaction was not how the room turned out like this, but a feeling of powerlessness and disappointment, that he couldn't even realize his wish to sleep...

Can't help sighing: "Oh."

The person who heard the voice turned his head, Liu Ye was stunned on the spot, the two just looked at each other, Liu Ye looked at the boy with red eyes sitting in the ruins.

I feel shocked and distressed. The shock is that he should be with Fang Jie now. The distress is that Yanyan in front of him has messy hair and distorted expression. This is Liu Yehu who is on the tip of his heart and never dares to touch it. Touched people.At this time, it was so embarrassing.

It was Liu Yan who spoke first: "You are back."

The voice was flat without any ups and downs, which made Liu Ye a little strange. There was no sarcasm or anger as imagined, and the quietness made him feel a little chilled.

That's right, don't I expect that I can still occupy a place in his heart... It is correct to have no emotions.

Liu Ye was so traumatized by this cognition that he could barely speak. He cried outside just now, and with the intense incident last night, Liu Ye only felt his throat was so dry that he was struggling to speak.

After working hard for a long time, the voice was so hoarse that it didn't belong to me: "Yes."

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