my brother is disabled

Liu Ye frowned, his eyelids twitched a few times and suddenly opened his eyes.

Seeing the unfamiliar environment next to him: "Where is this?"

"My house." Su Heran replied with a smile.

Seeing him early in the morning, Liu Ye was so startled that he hid back.

"Hehe..." Amused by Liu Ye's silly look: "Are you afraid of me?"

"No...it's not." Liu Ye shook his head.

Suddenly thought of something: "What time is it?"

"Huh?" Su Heran looked at his watch: "Nine ten... Hey, what's wrong with you!"

Liu Ye hurriedly opened the quilt, jumped out of the bed, and kicked up his shoes: "Yes... I'm sorry, Senior Su, I have to go home. Yanyan must have arrived home." No, no, Yanyan will definitely be angry , I actually did not return all night!

"Hey, do you need to be so anxious? Let's go after breakfast."

"No... no, I have to go now, hey, don't pull me, senior."

Su Heran smiled: "No, I just want to say, let me see you off, do you want to walk back?"

"Yes... yes." Liu Ye scratched his head in embarrassment, and calmed down: "Then thank you, senior."

"Didn't I tell you not to call me senior? If you call me senior again, I won't send you off..."

"Then... that's fine... He... He Ran..."

"That's good." She continued to rub her hair, making the already messy hair even more messy.

"Hey, tissue, wipe your face. Oh, look at the wound on your face."

"Oh, thank you, hey, I accidentally bumped into the frame of the wall..."

"Dare to say, you are really stupid!"

"Uh... I'm really home... Goodbye, He Ran."

Standing outside the car, Su Heran said with a smile: "Oh~ thank God, it's not He Heran after all. Do you want me to accompany you up?"

Liu Ye also stood outside the car door: "Hehe, I'm not used to it before, so don't worry about it."

"Okay, goodbye then."

"Mmm, goodbye."

Watching Su Heran leave, Liu Ye turned around and walked upstairs.Hope Yan Yan has not come back.

Unbeknownst to them, in front of the French windows on the third floor, a figure sitting in a wheelchair had already witnessed the whole process just now, and the armrests of the wheelchair had been deformed by hand.

Liu Ye opened the door and called tentatively, "Yanyan? Yanyan?"

"Huh..." He breathed a sigh of relief, it's great, Yanyan hasn't come back yet, so he has to go to the kitchen to make breakfast.

He turned around and was about to go to the kitchen, but unexpectedly saw Liu Yan who had turned his wheelchair and faced him.Liu Ye's pupils constricted in fright.

"Yan... Yan Yan?"

Liu Yan was against the light, and Liu Ye couldn't see his eyes clearly.But such Liu Yan made him instinctively afraid, as if... as if... the devil in the novel...

"Is it fun?" The calm tone came from afar, and Liu Ye found himself trembling almost imperceptibly.

But still replied instinctively: "Yanyan, listen to my explanation, it's not what you see, I...I didn't..."

"Enough." He interrupted calmly.

Liu Yan stared closely at the dark red mark on Liu Ye's neck: "Is it useful to say so much? But how do you feel with Su Heran? Are you so happy that you cry?" Then he smiled contemptuously: "Oh, like you This kind of person must be crying and begging to others..."

Liu Ye was confused when he heard it: "What... what?"

"Are you pretending to be me? It doesn't matter." Liu Yan slowly turned the wheelchair, his hand hurt a little, and there was a wound left from looking for Liu Ye yesterday. "Come with me to the bedroom."

Although he didn't know what Liu Yan was going to do, but Liu Ye, who never knew how to reject Liu Yan, followed obediently to the bedroom.

"Hold me to the bed." Liu Yan said quietly.

Because Liu Ye had muscle weakness medicine in the water he drank last night, and the effect of the medicine hadn't completely faded this morning, it took him too much effort just to hug Liu Yan.

Finally carried Liu Yan to the bed, Liu Yan said again: "You come up too."

Liu Ye didn't know why, but he came up anyway.

"Who do you belong to?" Liu Yan asked.

"What?" Liu Ye looked confused.

And the next second, Liu Yan stretched out his hand and gave him a slap, "Slap!", which was very loud.

At first he wanted to refute something, but Liu Yan had already bullied him and bit Liu Ye's neck fiercely.

......... (Can't write meat...)

When Liu Ye found that struggling was useless, and Liu Yan pulled his...

Liu Ye only felt that the sky was about to fall...

Was...was discovered...

It's over, everything is over... Yan Yan will definitely be so disgusted that he never wants to see me again...

But in fact, Liu Yan liked it very much, and Liu Ye couldn't help trembling when he touched it lightly.

Excitedly said: "I really didn't expect that you are a... two people, there must be a..." said, and... went in.

"Ah!" Liu Ye yelled out in pain because of being overwhelmed by the...

But he just endured the pain...and closed his eyes, desperate.My secret was finally...discovered...

Then will I be abandoned in disgust in the future... I can no longer stay by... Yanyan's side...

Crystal clear teardrops, dripping on the side of the pillow... Fainting away the little wetness...

Hikohiko must hate himself to death...

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☆, sixteen

"Get up quickly! I told you to cook!" Liu Yan slapped Liu Ye on the buttocks, and Liu Yan roared angrily.

"Ah!" Liu Ye exclaimed in pain.I subconsciously remembered it, but my head was heavy, my waist hurt, and the shameful part of my lower body hurt even more, it was a burning pain.

He straightened his back, and then fell down heavily. "No... no, it hurts."

"Huh? Brother, why does it hurt?" Kneading Liu Ye's butt, he asked knowingly.

Successfully aroused Liu Ye's trembling: "Yanyan...don't...don't pinch..."

"Don't you want it?" Added weight: "Then why is it standing up here?" The other hand squeezed there.

"Hmm..." There were still things left by Liu Yan last night in the back, and the front was controlled again, Liu Ye hummed impatiently.

"Ah." It seemed helpless: "Since you're awake, don't sleep." Pulling Liu Ye under the body: "Brother...you should lick it well~"

……

It was already noon when I woke up, Yanyan was sleeping next to him, his big eyes were closed, the warm sunshine before noon shone on his face, without the usual sharpness.There is some fishy smell in the mouth, it is Yan Yan's stuff...

It's been a week since that day...

The pain of the first time is still fresh in my memory.But at least Yan Yan is willing to hug me, isn't it?

Although it hurts...

But for the past few days, Yanyan has been there almost every night...I just sleep with Yanyan on the same bed, really...so happy...

And Yanyan didn't hate himself, even though he often said that I was a monster, I was born to do it for him, and when he said it, his eyes were full of disdain...

But at least let me stay by his side, at least I can see him every day, right?

That's actually pretty good...

Tomorrow is Monday, mom and dad are coming back...

I can't be alone with Yan Yan...

"Give me a bath."

In the evening, Yanyan sat in the bath and said lazily.

I thought of something, and my face turned red.

Yanyan saw it, and smiled unremittingly: "You don't want it again, do you? My bitch, you are really sao."

"No...it's not." Although I retorted vigorously, I still felt pale and powerless.

"Forget it, you can go out." He smiled evilly: "If you want, wait for me on the bed after stretching."

I was so ashamed that I was about to go crazy: "Really...really not." Feeling cramped in the bathroom, I hurried back to the bedroom.

I lay on the bed, feeling drowsy, and fell asleep unconsciously.

I took a shower and saw that the lights were all off.Liu Ye is already asleep? !The wheelchair in the direction of my room turned and drove slowly towards Liu Ye's room.

Turning on the light, Liu Ye fell asleep without even changing his clothes.

The lips are a little swollen, and the neck is full of marks I made.The clothes covered the scenery below, but I could imagine that his fair chest must be crimson, and the little fruit must be extremely red and swollen.

Not to mention the little hole in the back, it must be all my stuff...

I twitched the corners of my mouth, I was so angry that day, I felt that my things were touched by someone, and I still used that method.I really want to kill Liu Ye, he is mine!

I just want to leave my traces on Liu Ye's body, and even want to tell Su Heran that Liu Ye is in charge!

But I soon discovered that apart from the marks on the neck, there was almost nothing else...

Sukhran, didn't you touch him?

Are you really thinking too much?

But at that time, I couldn't think at all. Liu Ye like that really made my blood swell, and I couldn't control myself...

Then, I discovered Liu Ye's place...

I was completely shocked, Liu Ye, who had been in front of me for more than 10 years, was actually an intersex person!

That beautiful place is so beautiful that I almost couldn't bear to touch it. After I entered it, I felt that it was completely different from the way I used my hands...

With such a pleasure, I feel like I am crazy... I even want Liu Ye to help me have a baby...

Afterwards, Liu Ye kept crying silently, so fragile that I felt that he would shatter if I touched him...

The despair in his eyes made me feel distressed...

Gently brought a towel and helped him clean it up, but he seemed to have come back to life suddenly, and looked at me with eyes full of shock.

As soon as I saw his expression, I realized, what am I doing? !Can't help but regret it.

Throwing the towel on him, he said irritably, "Wipe it yourself, after you wipe it, go cook! I didn't even eat breakfast!"

I turned around, feeling like I didn't want to look at him.

But his soft voice came: "Don't you...don't...don't you think I...disgusted?"

What is he crazy about?What have you been talking about all day?Head broken? "What's disgusting? You have a rash in your mouth?!"

"No...not..." After muttering, after a long time, he tentatively said again: "Really... don't you think I'm disgusting?"

"Why are you crazy? Have you wiped it? After you wipe it, let's cook!" I said viciously.

Then he went to cook.

Maybe beating and scolding him before would give me the pleasure of revenge, but the way of punishment now gives me a complete sense of conquest, enjoying my perfect brother, right under me, tactfully □□, unable to extricate themselves.

Over the past week, my revenge against him has been exceptionally smooth.Although he will struggle, unwilling.But I just want to say, I ignore you.He'll be fine right away.

His place is really cool, every time is as tight as the first time.

His painful expression will give me an unknown pleasure, and I feel like I have been addicted to drugs, wanting to make trouble with him all the time.

Since I couldn't move my legs, I just tried to make him sit on top of me.

But every time I have this intention, he struggles desperately, as if he violated some bottom line.

So it has not been realized.

There is class tomorrow, let him go first...

I turned around and wanted to go back to my bedroom, but I thought of something, turned around, turned off the light, and slept next to Liu Ye, the two of us...to be warmer...

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☆, seventeen

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"Yanyan, get up, I'm going to class after breakfast..." I felt a pair of hands gently patting my shoulder, and I opened my eyes to see Liu Ye standing in front of me.

The lips are still red and swollen, the mark on the neck is still obvious, and the eyelashes are really long.The thing in the eyes is still that faint and indescribable...

I turned over and deliberately didn't look at him: "I'm wearing a high-necked dress...there are marks all over my neck."

He touched his neck subconsciously, his eyelids moved: "OK."

He hammered his waist and stretched out his hand to carry me to the wheelchair. I opened his hand and said, "Go away, I will do it myself." I.

He looked at the hand that was opened by me, stood there for two seconds, and said: "Okay."

"Xiaoye, are you pushing your younger brother to go to school so early?" Aunt Liu probably just went to buy goods, carrying a few bottles of water, and walked towards the community.

Liu Ye pursed his lips and smiled: "Good morning, Aunt Liu, today is Monday and the flag is going to be raised, so it has to be early."

"Well, he's such a good boy, Xiao Yan, I'm right, isn't your brother okay? Last time I was really scared." He said with a look of lingering fear.

I pretended to be cute: "That's because I was worried about my brother. I'm really sorry for scaring Aunt Liu."

Aunt Liu tightened the water in her hand and was about to leave: "It's okay, it's okay, you have already apologized last time, you go slowly, don't bother me."

"Well, it's not an interruption. See you, Aunt Liu."

Aunt Liu's fat body walked slowly, like a ball rolling slowly.

Liu Ye and I became quiet again. Even if I ignored him in the past, Liu Ye would always find something to say, from learning knowledge, to state affairs, to talking about the cat next door caught a few more mice, and which book went up again. After the price, how expensive the review materials are.

But it seems that he doesn't talk much recently...how can he be as cute as when he helped me koujiao yesterday...

Thinking of yesterday, I feel that there is another burst of...

Last night... I didn't want him...

"Teacher, I feel that my head is very uncomfortable, can I not go to the flag-raising ceremony?" I begged the class teacher.

The homeroom teacher raised her head from her homework, looked at me for a while, and looked at me with trepidation. When I felt like I had been exposed, she asked, "Is it serious? Do you want someone to accompany you?"

Hearing her last sentence, I felt a little joy in my heart: "It's not very serious, I just... just... I really need someone to accompany me, I should be fine in a while..."

"Oh, how about this, let your brother accompany you. If you still hurt after the flag-raising ceremony, go home. Although you are not the best student, you are also a potential stock. Take good care of your body." After speaking, he rubbed my head.

"En!" I nodded, so well-behaved that I almost didn't know myself.

"Liu Ye, you stay and take care of your younger brother, his head hurts a bit," said the head teacher.

But Liu Ye seemed to have lost his soul, and didn't answer for a long time.

The head teacher walked up to him: "Liu Ye?" and patted him on the shoulder.

"Huh?!" As if being plugged in suddenly, Liu Ye trembled a lot and asked, "What's the matter?"

The head teacher touched his forehead: "What's wrong with you? You don't have a fever, your face is so red, what's wrong with you two brothers?"

"It's okay." Liu Ye shook his head lightly and pulled down the head teacher's hand.

"I think you've been out of your mind these days. You're the top student in our class, and I was planning to recommend you to a prestigious university. Don't play puppy love like those people, you know?"

Liu Ye was stunned for a moment, his unrequited love...should not be considered puppy love...and...where did he think of just now..."No, teacher." He shook his head lightly.

"Okay, then I'll go first, and the students have already gone down."

"Okay, goodbye, teacher."

I saw Liu Ye waved his hand, then looked back at me.

Seeing him like that, I wanted to torture him again, to tear up his cute appearance in front of people, and make him respond fiercely to me...

……

"Ah, Yanyan...it's too big, uh...don't go into it anymore." Liu Ye violently backed his head, but I controlled it, pleading helplessly.

I felt extremely excited. In this classroom where Liu Ye was in the limelight, Liu Ye was taken off by me... and no clothes were left on the ground, and my whole body was mine... desperately He opened his mouth wide, trying to accommodate me.

"Really don't want it? But you promised me to help me out. Now that the door of the classroom is open, someone will pass by at any time. If you don't hurry up...you, the most well-behaved student in the school...what will you face? ah……"

"No... um... ah... I... really can't stand it..." He was so ashamed that the corners of his eyes were red, and he was afraid that someone would walk by, and the corners of his eyes showed fear.

Liu Ye like this is in line with my wishes

At that time, I was really too happy, I completely forgot to watch the door, so that I completely ignored standing at the stairs, just in time to see the tall figures of me and Liu Ye...

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After school, Liu Ye and I walked slowly.

Suddenly came a beautiful girl with long beautiful hair and big eyes shining brightly.

I feel that my almost exhausted heart is suddenly watered and full of vitality...

Until that girl is gone, I don't want to take my eyes away...

Liu Ye seemed to have noticed me, and her voice buzzed: "That's the new transfer student, Yanyan...does Yanyan like her?"

I felt his voice was weird, but that girl had captured my mind, and I didn't have much time to care about Liu Ye: "Yes, you are a member of the student union, so you should help me, right?"

He suddenly smiled: "Yes... yes, if Yanyan needs anything, just call me..." I couldn't see his face, but I could hear Liu Ye's voice.

Suddenly thinking of Xiao Guo's expression, I seemed to realize something: "Liu Ye, do you... like me?" I couldn't even ask, it sounded too ridiculous.Why did I suddenly think of this, it's too abrupt...

Liu Ye didn't answer for a long time, and I felt regretful. When I was about to accept this sentence...

Liu Ye suddenly replied: "Yes, I... really like Yanyan..."

Sure enough, I still said it, I scratched my head...

The love I have loved for so many years... I still can't help but say it...

Sure enough, Yan Yan won't respond...

This metamorphosis of myself...

However, Hikohiko has someone he likes...

That girl is really nice...

really good...

She is very beautiful, if I didn't like Yan Yan, I should also like her...

The person Yan Yan likes should be this good...

I was a little thirsty, when I went to the kitchen to drink water, I saw Yanyan writing something, and quietly leaned forward...

It said: Hello, my name is Liu Ye.I'm in class XX. When I saw you downstairs in the school that day, I thought you were very beautiful.Never believed in love at first sight...

I moved my eyes away almost instinctively, and returned to the room as if fleeing.

Tears fell down so disappointingly, obviously...Obviously I told myself that since I like Yanyan, I should bless Yanyan...

Yan Yan is really going to like someone this time, I should be happy...

Yes, be happy!I promised to help Yan Yan!

For the next month, I hung around that girl named Fang Jie, and Yanyan asked me to deliver things for him, including love letters, chocolates, greeting cards...

When I received Yanyan's order, I actually had a hallucination, thinking it was a gift from Yanyan, but... I still thought too much...

Yanyan also asked me to take that girl for a walk and listen to her play the piano, so as to please her...

During that time, Yanyan was really like a little boy who just fell in love. He blushed for the first time, and he was in a very good mood, even his attitude towards me was much better...

Should I thank that girl...

But I'm really sorry, I didn't really listen to her playing the piano very seriously, more often... I was looking at Yanyan, and Yanyan was really listening carefully beside that girl, with such focused eyes, never Never had it on me...

But I found that I was even jealous and began to feel bad about Fang Jie. I even looked down on Fang Jie for hanging Yanyan so half-heartedly, neither saying good nor bad.

"Liu Ye, tell me, does Fang Jie like me at all?" Yanyan lay on the bed, looking at the ceiling, and asked in a murmur.

I stopped helping Yanyan with my homework, tried to cover up the pain in my heart, and pulled out a big smile: "Of course, Yanyan is so good-looking, and she is so gentle to her, you are so kind, girl Will definitely like it."

"Hey." Yan Yan nodded: "I'm very happy when you say that. She is my first love. I must catch up with her. I will officially confess to her in a few days and let her be my girlfriend!"

"Well, good! You will definitely succeed."

……

"Wait, you said you liked me last time, was that a joke?" Yan Yan suddenly asked me with a cold face, and returned to the past coldly.

"Ah?" I was at a loss, did Yan Yan not believe it?

"Ah, what, last time I had a convulsion, I asked you if you liked me, and you said that you like me, are you talking nonsense?!"

I was almost speechless, Yanyan never cared about what I said... Looking at Yanyan's expression that you dare say it's true and I ignore you, I smiled wryly: "Yes Ah, it's a joke, Yan Yan, you won't take it seriously..."

He seemed to be relieved, and gave me a hard look: "Cut, I didn't take it seriously. Thinking about being liked by a man, or someone like you, I feel disgusting."

"Is...is it?" I lightly lowered my eyes and started writing Yanyan's homework again.Try to ignore the feeling of being torn apart in your heart.

"Yanyan, the homework is done." I looked at Yanyan.

Already fell asleep...

I put away his schoolbag, gently closed the bedroom door, and went back to my bedroom.

I couldn't fall asleep after tossing and turning, thinking of Yan Yan's words "I'm disgusting", I really felt like my heart was ripped apart...

Disgusted.....

Please...don't hurt anymore, okay...really...really can't take it anymore...

"Fang Jie! Wait!" I called to the girl walking in front of me.

"Liu Ye?" She turned around: "What's the matter? I won't play the piano today."

"This is for you." I took out the exquisite music box in my hand, that music box is really beautiful, Yan Yan picked it out after a long time, and spent his pocket money for this month.

"Ah! So beautiful! Thank you. Did you give it to me?" Fang Jie took it and asked in surprise.

"No, it's my brother, that...he..."

"Oh. Got it." She seemed to be disappointed: "Well, thank you brother for me, I am very happy, really beautiful."

"Okay then, and, after school this afternoon, can you stay for a while? In the small garden, my brother has something to tell you." I scratched my head.

"Okay, will you come this afternoon too?"

"Yes... yes." Why do you ask this.

She suddenly smiled: "Okay, see you after school."

"Well, see you after school."

After saying goodbye to Fang Jie, I walked towards Yanyan.

But Yanyan kept staring at Fang Jie who had already gone away, so focused that he couldn't see anything else.He didn't turn his head until he couldn't see a single dot, straightened his face, and asked me indifferently: "I told you to tell her, did you tell me?"

"Um……"

"That's good, push me to class."

"it is good."

Yanyan didn't seem to listen to the whole day's class, yes, I'm going to confess to someone I like after school today, I must be very excited...

Thinking of my confession that was ignored...

My heart throbbed again.

"Liu Ye, get up and answer this question." The teacher asked suddenly.

"Ah?" I was caught off guard, I didn't attend the class at all, how could I know... I blushed so embarrassingly that I seemed to be going underground.

There were a few boys around me joking: "Yo, good grades don't even attend classes."

"Aren't you usually pretty good~"

But I was crying in a hurry.

In the end, the teacher said: "Forget it, sit down and listen to the class carefully."

I sat down as if I was pardoned, but I accidentally caught a glimpse of Yanyan, his eyes were full of the same... ridicule as those boys.

My heart twitched violently again...

The class taught by the physics teacher is always the most boring.

Liu Ye didn't know what he was thinking, it was really satisfying to be asked by the teacher to answer the question but he didn't answer it.There are a few people making fun of me, I feel very uncomfortable, no matter how stupid Liu Ye is, it is mine, how can I allow others to talk nonsense? !

After class, I asked Xiao Guo to clean them up. Xiao Guo's family has money and power, and it has been spread in the class, and now almost no one dares to provoke him.

Since I saw Fang Jie downstairs in the school last time, I really fell in love at first sight, such an excellent girl, and so beautiful, I really fell in love with her.

I want to give her everything I have, and I want to do everything I can to be good to her.

But after all, it's my first love, and I'm also very shy.

I dare not treat her face to face, but I have Liu Ye, he is a member of the student union, and many people know him, so it is perfect for him to help me.

Anyway, he is considered an idiot, what I tell him to do, he has to do.

Speaking of Liu Ye, he still dared to say that he likes me, he is really disgusting me, don't think that I have slept with him a few times, then think it's okay.

I am not gay, why should I like men, even if I am gay and like men, I will not like such a bisexual person who is neither male nor female.

How dare you joke with me, if it wasn't for Fang Jie, I would be in a good mood and really want to beat him up.

Hey, let's not talk about him.

Speaking of Fang Jie, that was really the first time I saw such a perfect girl.

Playing the piano is also nice, and her voice is very gentle. The key is that she is a real girl with a soft body, not a hard man.

Before I knew it, a month had passed, and I thought it was time to confess my love to her, hoping not to be rejected.

Really nervous.

Give yourself a boost!

Finally, when school was over, it was like a deer was bumping into my heart, thump, thump, thump.

I think Liu Ye is really trying to annoy me by packing his schoolbag slowly!

"Can you hurry up! Take it slow, what if Fang Jie is in a hurry?!"

"Horse... right away!" My urging had an effect, and Liu Ye threw the book into the schoolbag indiscriminately and ran over.

And my schoolbag has already been packed by me.

When we arrived at the small garden, there was no one there. Fortunately, Fang Jie didn't come, otherwise it would be bad for people to wait for me.

"You will stand by me in a while, don't run!" I ordered.

"Why?" Liu Ye asked confusedly.

"I told you to stand here and stand here! What are you talking about!" I yelled, of course I would not tell him that I called him because I was alone.

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☆, nineteen

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If someone asked me if I was afraid that he would steal the person I like, I would definitely not think that way at the time, because Liu Ye is used to being humble in front of me, he is mine, so am I still afraid of him? !

But maybe it's because Liu Ye is so nice to me, I even forgot what an excellent existence he is, and how attractive he is to girls.

So, when Fang Jie stood in front of me, ignored my confession, and said to Liu Ye: "I really like you, I have liked you since the first time I saw you in the student union.

I didn't reject your brother, it's not because I want to play with him, but because I know...if I reject him directly...you won't treat me well...you won't listen to me playing the piano..."

I didn't want to listen any more, and I didn't even look at Liu Ye's shocked speechless expression.

Turn the wheelchair.

At that time, I only felt my head was buzzing, my ears were full of loud cicadas, my heart was too fast, and my whole body was no longer mine.

When Liu Ye saw me walking, he followed me subconsciously.

But it seemed that Fang Jie grabbed her clothes, and the girl's voice seemed very sad: "I really like you... I have never been so humble... I really like you... Please believe me... "

But I can imagine that Liu Ye must have watched me leave with eyes full of eagerness, and only heard him say: "I'm sorry." Then he shook off Qu Weiyan, maybe because of too much force, Fang Jie fell from behind the sound of.

But I didn't feel distressed at all, I just felt angry.

Not angry that Weiyan Qu doesn't like me, but angry that she likes Liu Ye, what's so good about Liu Ye? !

At that time, I only felt that there was a monstrous anger, and there was no place to vent it, and I was not allowed to vent it casually. Usually, it was fine if a girl liked him, even the person I liked for the first time...?

"Yanyan, you...you stop...you listen to me."

I don't want to hear it, I don't want to hear anything, let alone see Liu Ye.

You hurt my leg, you stole the love of your parents, you got the praise and reverence of your teachers, classmates, relatives and neighbors, isn't that enough?You want to grab even the person I like for the first time, my first love? !

What the fuck are you!Why are you robbing me!

You're a fucking intersex person, you fucking fucked up with a fucking dog on the bed, and you dared to snatch me!

But he still didn't know what to do, and grabbed my clothes: "Yanyan...please...please...stop...listen to my explanation, I really didn't do anything, I didn't do anything ah."

I stopped and sneered: "Yeah, you don't have to do anything to get someone's love, but I have done so much...so many people will still be looked down upon by others...my sincere confession will still be ignored by others... You are right about everything! You are better than me in everything!"

I shook off his hand, I never knew, I didn't know how strong I was, Liu Ye was thrown to the ground by me, blood was scratched on his legs and elbows, and it flowed down on the spot, stained red School uniform and fair skin.

But I don't have time to care about so much, and I can't imagine how miserable and embarrassed Liu Ye looked at that time.What kind of perseverance is it that made him get up after being injured like that and silently follow behind me.

At that time, I just felt that I had lived in vain for so many years. What is the use of living?

What is the use of such a crippled body!

What's the use if you can't even get the person you like!

I even wanted to cry, actually I did, I just remember my black thighs and pant legs were wet and it was all my tears.

I opened the door with the hot key I squeezed, and went straight to the bedroom.

Liu Ye, who seemed to have injured the back of his head, staggered when he entered the door and almost fell down.

But I ignored him and closed the door when I entered the bedroom.Throw things hard, cheap glass vases, entire bookshelves, desk lamps, trophies, computers, mobile phones, ink bottles, bear dolls, pens... smash whatever you see.

I have to smash things, there is only one command in my brain, and that is to smash, smash everything, otherwise the anger that has spread to the whole body will make me spontaneously ignite!

When my hand touched a porcelain pig, I was stunned. It was a piggy bank, very beautiful.

When Liu Ye bought it back, he smiled brightly at me, and said hopefully: "Yanyan, I will go to work every weekend to earn money, and I will definitely save a lot of these dolls one day. One day can make up your surgery bill, and then you can have surgery, and you can be on your feet."

Although I didn't speak at that time, I looked at that little pig with anticipation, and I really hoped that one day Liu Ye would have a lot of such little pigs, and then I could perform the operation myself, and be able to have a relationship with Liu Ye. Ye also runs fast, can also play basketball, volleyball, do exercises, skip rope, and take physical education classes... just like people my age.

I still remember one time, when Liu Ye came back from night shift, his whole body was covered with bruises, his eyes were black, and the corners of his mouth were covered with blood.

At that time, I asked him what was going on, and he just smiled: "When I just came back,