Xu Kaici's hair is green or not

beep... beep... beep...

There were instruments beeping beside his ears, and it was extremely noisy in this quiet ward. Xu Kaici wanted someone to turn them off and make them all quieter.

The only way to let him sleep for a while is to be quiet.

Xu Kaici slowly opened his eyes, but only slightly. When he was really tired, it seemed that it was difficult to even lift his eyelids.

Everything in front of him looked gray, just like himself, lifeless.Xu Kaici didn't like this, and was actually a little unhappy in his heart. He agreed that he would respect all his thoughts and decisions, but in the end he was still sent to the hospital.

This was not the first mouthful of blood he vomited, compared to the first time when he saw his vomit mixed with blood, Xu Kaici was no longer afraid.

In fact, as early as a year ago, Xu Kaici had already obtained the medical examination report.

It was just a simple and small ulcer, and he didn't feel any swelling pain or burning pain that the doctor said, and even this ulcer was only detected by regular physical examination.

Later, it turned into non-stop vomiting. Meng Xinci was right or wrong, and he didn't just want to put on a show, so he often couldn't eat well.

On the contrary, eating is often regarded as a kind of torture for him. Hard food irritates the stomach, and he vomits it out immediately after eating it. scattered.Soft things, to him, actually refer to those liquid foods, but what kind of food are those things?It's just something that keeps life alive. Every mouthful of something so bland and tasteless is torture to a person with a sense of taste.

Xu Kaici didn't bother to do any more checkups later, his body knew it well, he knew that the ulcer would get bigger and bigger, and it might turn into something else later.

But on the contrary, it was a good thing for him. If it weren't for the sudden change in his body, Xu Kaici would have to live alone in this state.

If he didn't have to watch Cheng Hang go where he should go, Xu Kaici should have been in his small apartment until the last minute.

Xu Kaici is an organized and arranged person in his bones, and after knowing his body like this, he has a clear arrangement in his mind.

Wrote the last song for Sheng Guannan, even though Sheng Guannan disliked it and said that it was played as a funeral, but he also won the Golden Bell Award for this song.

Including going to see his mentor during the school celebration is also his arrangement for himself.

It's a pity that man is no match for God, he didn't expect Cheng Hang to be like this for a while.So I have to go home and do something for Cheng Hangyi in the end.

The instrument on the table was still ringing, Xu Kaici lay on the bed weakly breathing, and closed his eyes feebly.Mei Jing was sitting next to him, she put both hands on Xu Kaici's hand on the edge of the bed, looking at her son with red eyes.

She was still wearing the bracelet that Xu Kaici gave her on her wrist, but in less than a month, Xu Kaici became very sick and lifeless.

Xu Kaici vomited and had diarrhea just after dinner the night before. At first he thought it was just a common cold, but later when he was cleaning his body, the family servants said that Xu Kaici had blood in his stool.

Within twenty minutes of being sent to the hospital, Xu Kaici vomited again, but this time it was scarlet.

For Mei Jing, the darkest day in her life has changed from the day Xu Kaici fell from the building to tonight.It turned into Xu Kaici's lips stained with blood, blinking his dull eyes and saying to her and Xu Chunye: "Dad, you promised me to respect all my decisions."

——"My decision is to let me go, don't save me, don't let me continue to live as a disabled person."

When Xu Kaici said these words, Mei Jing's breathing felt as if she was frozen. She never thought that one day she would be pregnant in October, and a piece of flesh that fell from her body would say such words to herself.

It was so cruel, it seemed that the blood that Xu Kaici vomited did not come from him, but from Mei Jing instead.

For a moment, what is elegant and reserved, what is well-bred, what is the most beautiful queen, all these are all pulled away and stripped clean.

He is just a mother, and his child is sick. She wants her child to live, but her child says that living like this is actually a kind of torture.

She didn't want her child to be tortured.

Xu Kaici just lay quietly in the hospital, just doing the most basic conservative treatment to prolong his stay.

He still vomited every day, even though he had already taken the medicine to stop the bleeding, it still couldn't stop his progress.

Often because of severe vomiting, it will also cause body spasms.Even in the arms of his family, no matter how much he massaged and relaxed him, it was difficult to calm down. His legs kept shaking, and the phantom pain almost followed him and pulled his right leg, making him restless all the time.

Once he didn't pay attention, his trembling arm hit the bedside table, and the back of his hand was immediately bruised.Xu Kaici breathed in pain, even after he calmed down, his hands were still trembling, crookedly rubbing against the bed sheet, the area where the bruise spread on the back of his hand was getting bigger and bigger.

He was in a deep sleep, or in a coma, and the babbling in his sleep was indistinct, no matter how close Mei Jing put her ears, she couldn't hear anything clearly.

Until he vomited again last night, he vomited violently, the saliva mixed with stomach bleeding fell on his chest, Mei Jing was so frightened that her legs went limp.

After tidying up, Xu Kaici lay down and fell into a coma where she didn't know when she would wake up. This time she finally heard what Xu Kaici was saying clearly.

——"Cheng Cheng..."

One low call after another, each calling Cheng Hangyi's name.After so many days of vomiting, Xu Kaici's throat has been tossed badly. Even when he is awake, he can speak hoarsely. He is in severe pain, and many times he is unwilling to speak.But now he is calling his ex-boyfriend's name one after another, each call is clear.

Clear and reluctant.

Not only Mei Jing could hear clearly, but also Xu Chunye who was also watching by the side.

The call Meng Xinci received was made by Xu Chunye himself.No longer so arrogant, even with full of enthusiasm.

He sighed several times over the phone, and finally said: "Xiao Meng, find out where Cheng Hangyi is, and bring him to meet Xiao Ci..."

There was a thin layer of sweat on Xu Kaici's temples. Mei Jing wiped it off bit by bit with her fingers, and asked him gently: "Do you want to drink something? Mom asked someone to buy you a very delicious crab roe porridge , do you want to get up and have a drink?"

Xu Kaici's hand was held for a long time, and now his fingers moved slightly uncontrollably in Mei Jing's palm.

His eyes were half closed, he just shook his head without saying a word, the needles hanging in the air contained not only healing medicine, but also nutrients that could sustain his life.He doesn't need to eat anything, anyway, eating is almost useless for him.

Xu Kaici felt a little guilty, and didn't dare to look at Xu Chunye and Mei Jing who were in front of the bed.When he dreamed back at midnight last night, he dreamed of Cheng Hangyi again just like every night in the past.

I dreamed of Cheng Hangyi too many times, dreamed that he was in my arms, dreamed of kissing him passionately, dreamed that he blushed and quarreled with me, dreamed that he was crying uncontrollably.

Sometimes dreams are so real that Xu Kaici can't tell whether it's a dream or reality.I just feel that Cheng Hang can lean on him and call his name in a low voice is too beautiful.

Xu Kaici relied too much on these dreams, and once wanted to take a few more medicines to make him sleep more deeply, so as to stay in these dreams a lot.

——In the dream, we are the same as before, I am still healthy, and you still love me.

It's just that Xu Kaici couldn't hold back last night and called out Cheng Hangyi's name.He couldn't remember clearly, his throat was sore, his body was heavy, and his soul and body seemed to be separated.He really couldn't remember whether it was Cheng Hangyi's name or not.

It is best not to say it, so that the family members who are watching will not hear it, and they will not know that Xu Kaici is still thinking about it.

He turned his head to one side, and his hand struggled to slip from Mei Jing's.

It was so quiet in the ward, only the vital signs monitoring instrument was ringing, and along with the regular sound, Xu Kaici could hear his own weak heartbeat.

bang...

bang...

Between half-dream and half-awake, before closing his eyes, he heard the sound of footsteps running in the corridor.

From far to near, getting closer, and then the sound of the ward door being opened.

In the haze in front of my eyes, a touch of color suddenly broke through.

His face was full of panic, and beads of sweat were still hanging on his face. The beads of sweat soaked the broken hair on his forehead, and he must have run all the way up.

He ran up to Xu Kaici in such a disorderly manner, and even kicked the green plants at the door, still as frizzy as before.

A smile broke out on Xu Kaici's pale face, and his eyes, which were deeper because of the sudden weight loss, were slightly bent.

"Xu Kaici!"

"Cheng Cheng..."

When Cheng Hang held Xu Kaici's hand, Xu Kaici smiled again.

Although the participants were set to leave, but they could meet again, Xu Kaici felt that there was nothing to complain about.

Not without regrets, this life is full of regrets.But if you just close your eyes at this moment, it seems to be okay.

Cheng Hangyi, two years ago you hugged me and said that we will be buried together if we die, it doesn't count.Anyway, there are too many broken promises, so this sentence is not bad.

"Xu Kaici, didn't you say that you are doing well? Why is that? Is it true that Meng Xinci said that you vomited blood? What about the doctor? What did the doctor say? What's wrong with you? Are you hiding it from me?"

Cheng Hangyi kept asking questions like a machine gun. He wiped the sweat off his face and kept holding onto Xu Kaici's hand.

After only grasping the first second, Cheng Hang felt something was wrong.It was colder than before, and the palm of my hand didn't have any color, it was ashen white.

His fingers were also curled up a bit more than when they were still together, neither the ring finger nor the little finger Cheng Hang could move them away for him.

Fear turned into an unknown fire, and Cheng Hang raised his head and shouted at Mei Jing and Xu Chunye in front of him: "I want him to be your good son, and I want him to go home and obey your orders, so you should take good care of him." ! Why did he become like this? Give me back a healthy Xu Kaici! Give me back!"

In the past few years, Cheng Hang and Xu's family have always avoided if they can, and hide when they can. He has never talked to their husband and wife in such a broken and angry way like now.

But he knew in his heart that this was nothing more than a way of venting, and perhaps the source was his own self-blame.Obviously he broke up with Xu Kaici, obviously he didn't take good care of Xu Kaici.

"Cheng Cheng, don't make trouble... Be quiet." Xu Kaici's throat hurts, and his words are extremely hoarse.

Like a professional animal trainer, with a few simple words, Cheng Hang immediately silenced, just looked down at Xu Kaici with red eyes.

He kept rubbing Xu Kaici's hand, rubbing the bruise that hadn't dissipated.

"You go back, we don't want to see each other again after I said it, didn't you hear what I said that day?" Xu Kaici spoke in a low voice, but he said every word clearly. , said the second sentence so clearly.

Gao Liang: What you want is in the writing, so what, you understand Ah Jiang's temper, I'll find a way to expand it later. Happy 520, love you all.