The actor is sick, I have no medicine

Rabbits strayed into wild woods are vulnerable.

With its ears raised high, it shuttles among the thorns.But because of panic, he opened his wet eyes and desperately searched for an exit in the dark.

Enduring the pain of being punctured by thorns, the rabbit whimpered and lay down on the wet soil, almost falling into a coma.

Until a wild rose growing in the dark night appeared in front of it.

On a sultry summer night, ferocious behemoths lurk in the darkness, silently.Only the rose bent its waist, kissed its nose reverently, and licked its soul.

The petals of the rose bloomed and gently wrapped the dying little rabbit in the soil.

"……do not be afraid."

The rose whispered in its ear.

The full moon is in the sky outside the window, but the little rabbit's eyes are full of wildfire.

Feeling the warmth from the wild rose, it closed and opened its eyes again and again, trembling more and more in the mud.

In the end, the rabbit compromised.

It tears away the confusion with red eyes, stretches out its pure white front paws, and embraces the flowers that are close at hand in the dark night.

Even though stars may fall, roses never wither.

"...Road, Dang, Return."

Xing Xuan stopped.

This was the first time he called out the little doctor's name in full.

- Word - Saying these three words suddenly, Xing Xuan seemed to have suddenly fallen into madness.

As long as there is a gap to breathe, he repeats these three words back and forth in his mouth.

Angelica, Angelica, Angelica——

It seems to want to dismantle the person with this name, so as to complement his incomplete soul.

The bug—has been operating continuously, streaming the voices of the suite in real time.

When she first heard her fiancé's voice, Lin Xiangni couldn't take it anymore.The housekeeper of the Lin family had no choice but to put on a coat for her, and helped the pale young lady out of the office.

After Lin Xiangni left, only Xing Jingshan was left in the huge office.

Hearing the intense movement from the other side of the screen, Xing Jingshan loosened his wrist, and the priceless exquisite jade fell from his hand, and fell heavily on the solid wood floor, making a dull sound.

struggle.cry.plead.

endure.trembling.Creepy.

There is a good saying that extreme pain is always accompanied by endless joy.

It's all sin.

Under the influence of the drug, he couldn't help losing his mind, and he also completely released the deepest and deepest feelings in his heart.The monster roared and rushed out of the cage, and could no longer be imprisoned and restrained.

Even if Yuan Mei was still alive back then, he never expected such a moment.

His own son, the only blood left by Yuan Mei, seems to have absolutely no desire to repeat the mistakes he made back then.

As the night darkened, the sound waves on the big screen finally gradually stopped fluctuating, leaving only the sound of slow and heavy breathing in the room.

Reaching out to pick up the remote control on the table, Xing Jingshan raised his stiff fingers, and was about to turn off the bug, when he suddenly heard his son's intermittent whispers coming from the speaker.

"......Give me."

"..."

"Baby, I love you."

I love him.

I love him.

Like the word weight is too light, I said, I love him.

His precious eldest son didn't know that his father was eavesdropping on him at this time, but every word he said seemed to be secretly provoking him.

He seems to be saying to his father, even if I disobey the order, bear the guilt and be thrown into hell, and be swallowed up by karmic fire, I can still love wantonly, but you can't.

You are a complete coward.

You never said anything like that to your mother until she was dying.

Xing Jingshan, you killed the only person in this world who loved you.

Leaning against the desk behind him with a pale face, veins gradually appeared on the back of Xing Jingshan's hands.

After staying abroad for more than half a year, his anti-cancer treatment has entered the third stage.However, even with the most advanced foreign medical technology and treatment by the world's best medical team, he could barely keep his condition from getting worse, but he couldn't completely remove the cancer cells in his body.

This weakening body could no longer support it for several years.

Under his feet is the business empire built by himself. He stands in the place where the entire city is closest to the starry sky, but he can only survive day after day with the help of instruments and medicines.

He has - everything, but - nothing.

--

Waking up from a drowsy sleep, Lu Danggui found that Xing Xuan had already left.

Gritting his teeth and sitting up from the bed, he saw the tall man with a complex expression standing behind the door.

Because he was deliberately sent away by the young master, Xing Shi did not go out with the young master yesterday.

It wasn't until this morning that he received the order from the young master that he knew what happened last night, so he hurried over to deal with the aftermath of the young master.

Seeing Dr. Lu sitting in front of the bed with a dazed face, Xing Shi admired the young master from the bottom of his heart.

The first time he went out on a date, the master abducted Dr. Lu directly into the hotel, and everything that happened after that happened naturally, which made him start to suspect that the whole matter was already under the control of the young master.

The young master didn't give too many instructions, but only told him to arrange the follow-up care of Dr. Lu's health, and told him to bring a few more high-value black cards to go out, so that he could decide whether to take them according to Dr. Lu's emotional changes. come out.

The young master also specifically reminded him that if Dr. Lu wanted to find something to vent, let him temporarily act as a meat shield. Afterwards, he would not only reimburse him for medical expenses, but also give him a long vacation to go to the bar to pick up girls and get out of the order.

Xing Shi had already prepared a lot of excuses, and wanted to say something nice for his master in front of Dr. Lu.

Unexpectedly, after waking up, Dr. Lu didn't say a word.

"Doctor Lu, this is the medicine that the young master asked me to prepare, and I will pass it on to you."

After thinking about it with his brain, Xing Shi still didn't take out those black cards directly, and played in Dr. Lu's minefield on the spot.He just held the small paper bag tied with a packing ribbon in both hands and handed it to Dr. Lu.

The ointments in the bag are all used in the treatment...

He is thin-skinned and only in charge of buying, without daring to look inside.

Taking the paper bag and looking down, Dr. Lu put the bag aside and said in a hoarse voice, "Thank you."

Putting on the dry-cleaned clothes, Lu Danggui picked up the phone next to the pillow, and saw the news from his sister last night that he had returned to the dormitory safely.

Just taking two capsules with warm water, he ignored Xing Shi standing in the suite as a background board, picked up the bag and walked out the door.

Sentence ten - I feel a little overwhelmed by the time:

"Doctor Lu... are you leaving now?"

He was treated like that by the young master last night, so he didn't want to ask any questions, so he was going to leave like this?

"if not?"

Lu Danggui's eyebrows drooped slightly, and there was no expression on his face: "I'm going home."

Ignoring Xing Shi's shocked expression, he pushed open the solid wood door of the suite, frowned and covered his lower back.Then he took a step and walked directly into the open elevator door.

……

Watching Doctor Lu leave from under his nose, Xing Shi stood at the door of the suite in a daze for a long while, suddenly feeling something inexplicably wrong in his heart.

Compared with usual, Dr. Lu's mood is indeed different today.

But it wasn't anger, or discomfort, or displeasure.

Rather, it's a bit like... Lost.

--

Back at the suburban apartment, Lu Danggui didn't contact anyone.

He shut himself in his bedroom, drew the curtains tightly, and fell asleep in bed—all weekend.

On Sunday night, after waking up from a dream in the middle of the night, he went into the bathroom and took a cold shower, then sat cross-legged on the balcony, staring at the tall buildings in the distance for a night of sleep.

After the weekend, Lu Danggui returned to work in the hospital on time, and received a call from Director Wang early in the morning, saying that Director Qiu had something to do with him.

Seeing Doctor Xiaolu dragging his feet into the office, Dean Qiu smiled kindly: "Here is Xiaolu? Sit down."

"What's the matter with you recently, didn't you have a good rest on the weekend? It seems that you have heavy dark circles under your eyes."

Slowly sitting down along the edge of the sofa, Lu Danggui clasped his hands and dropped them in front of his knees:

"...Sorry Dean, I was so busy playing games on weekends that I didn't pay much attention to the time."

Dean Qiu nodded in understanding.All young people are like this now, and my kid is like Doctor Xiaolu, who can't stop playing games on weekends.

"The work in the courtyard is usually so busy, so you should pay more attention to rest on weekends." Dean Qiu continued with a smile, "It just so happens that I have some good news about you, which can cheer you up."

Picking up a document from the desk, Dean Qiu handed it to Lu Danggui: "Xiaolu, do you still remember that Ouyang who took you during the 'Young Doctor Pilot Project' we cooperated with the Second Hospital during this period?" professor?"

Lu Danggui nodded slightly, with some confusion on his face.

This Professor Ouyang is a cognitive neuroscience expert who came to the Second Hospital to guide him. Although he was leading himself to do research during this time, there are many young doctors in their team, and they are not very familiar with each other.

"That's it. Professor Ouyang will soon be employed by a neurocognitive science research institution in Oslo, and will be responsible for forming a new scientific research project team."

"Ouyang is going to take three candidates abroad to carry out the next research together. He specifically mentioned you to me and asked if you want to go with him."

Dean Qiu said without changing his face, but felt a little bit apologetic in his heart.

Both he and Ouyang knew the inside story of this matter.The Wanhai Foundation provided Ouyang with start-up funds for scientific research projects, and the only requirement was to allocate one of the advanced study places to Lu Danggui.

Xing Jingshan didn't let him mention Xing's family, saying that it would make Doctor Xiaolu resentful, so he didn't mention a word.

Seeing that Lu Danggui raised his eyes suddenly, his eyes were full of shock, Dean Qiu continued: "This doctoral research project lasts for three years, but don't worry, the Institute provides full scholarships to all candidates who follow the team , you don’t have to worry about the cost at all.”

"When you first came to work in our hospital, didn't you just tell Lao Wang that you would like to study for a Ph. D. when you have the opportunity?" Dean Qiu pointed to the document in Angelica's hand, "I think this opportunity is still relatively rare. , worth a try-try."

Holding the document in his hand and flipping through a few pages, Lu Danggui stood up from the sofa and bent over to the old dean: "Dean, thank you and Professor Ouyang for your kindness, but you also know about my sister's situation. My sister's Life can't take care of itself completely, and I can't leave her alone."

In fact, he still had—a point that he didn't want to understand.I didn't perform very well in this joint scientific research project, so why did Professor Ouyang take a fancy to me.

Dean Qiu was waiting for Lu Danggui to say this.This is what Xing Jingshan deliberately confessed to him.

Pretending to sigh, he took out a business card from his business card holder and put it on the coffee table: "Yes, I was just about to tell you this too."

Lu Danggui picked up the business card and saw the English suffix printed on the back of the business card:

"National Institute of Life Science, Faculty of Medicine, University of Oslo"

(Institute of Life Sciences, Faculty of Medicine, University of Oslo)

"It's quite a coincidence. I also mentioned your family's situation to Professor Ouyang before. Professor Ouyang said that the NILS in Oslo is currently recruiting volunteers around the world to conduct research on twisted bionic ankles. We asked Next, I found that your sister's situation fully meets their recruitment requirements for volunteers."

"If you have no problem, I can ask Ouyang to contact the institute and arrange for your sister to undergo installation and rehabilitation. It's just that the study will last for six months, and your sister will probably need to take a half-year break from school."

NILS is also one of the important investment projects of the Wanhai Foundation—Xing Rui, the third son of the Xing family, is currently studying in this institute.

In fact, he knew very early on that Lu Danggui had something to do with the Xing family, but he didn't know what the purpose of his old friend's going to war, even taking Xiaolu's sister into consideration.

Holding the thick stack of documents given by Dean Qiu, Lu Danggui frowned and returned to the inpatient department like a walking dead.

As soon as he walked through the corridor into the front yard, he saw Jian Jingjing and a little nurse standing in front of the iron railing, holding a corner to put up posters.What is printed in the poster is the weekly group activities of the psychiatric inpatient department, and the movie "When Happiness Knocks on the Door" will be screened in the entertainment room at 07:30 tonight.

Seeing Dr. Lu walking towards this side, Jian Jingjing immediately jumped down from the short pier, spread her legs and ran to him.

She tilted her head and seriously looked at the tired young man in front of her:

"Doctor Lu, you seem to be a little different from before."

"Doctor Lu, tell Jingjing in secret." Lowering her voice a little, Jian Jingjing approached Lu Danggui, "Are you broken in love, or have you been dumped by your girlfriend?"

The familiar aura of Dr. Lu was still there, but it gave people a feeling that his heart seemed to be empty.

Lu Danggui looked slightly dazed when asked so bluntly by the little girl with twin ponytails in front of her.

He's been suffering for a whole weekend.

He can heal others, but he can't heal himself at all.

"Jingjing, I'll share a secret with you." After deliberating in her mind for a while, Lu Danggui said slowly, "Help me keep it a secret, okay?"

Jian Jingjing shook her head like a rattle.

She held Qiao Qiao in her arms, and took Lu Danggui's hand, and led him to the big tree in the front yard.

"Doctor Lu, you told us before that you can't tell others the secret, you have to protect it well."

"There is a tree hole here, which was discovered by several members of the Fairyland organization." Jian Jingjing said with a smile, "Doctor Lu, if you have any secrets, just yell at the tree hole and just tell it! "

The patients who came out to disperse the wind were led back to their respective wards by the nurse one after another. Jian Jingjing took Qiao Qiao's plush palm and waved goodbye to Dr. Lu.

The afternoon sun was a bit dazzling, squinting at the small dark hole under the tree trunk, Lu Danggui squatted in the grass and didn't say a word for a long time.

The chatter and laughter of the patients disappeared, and the world once again returned to tranquility.

He closed his eyes and exhaled slowly.

That night, on the big bed in the hotel, he realized something.

Emotion has nothing to do with desire.

For that person, he seemed to have developed a kind of emotion beyond hatred.

And in his sleep, he subconsciously reminded himself over and over again of a fact that made him toss and turn for several consecutive nights and couldn't fall asleep.

【Lu Danggui, the person you like caused your sister to lose her legs. 】

【The person you like almost ruined Lu Wenfei's future. 】

【The person you like, drugged you, persecuted you, hurt you, humiliated you——】

But he looked me in the eyes again, kissed my forehead and said he loved me forever.

Opening his eyes, he stared at the tree hole in front of him, and slowly opened his mouth as if talking to himself:

"Lu Danggui, you are disgusting."

The author has something to say: Thanks for following up, both 520 and 521 should be happy!

I still dare not drive to the edge of the city hhh, I will tell everyone if I put it on wb in the future~

感谢在2021-05-1918:19:40~2021-05-2102:38:34期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the landmines: 2 for Brother Fei's dragging child; 1 for the cat machine, why not try superglue;

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: Mr. Mu Xin, Xuexuezi is real 5 bottles; fat fat is not fat 2 bottles;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!