{Attack on Titan}I just want to live

To sum up, Levi hoped in despair [the two little friends in the underground street: Fran and Isabel], and despaired in hope [all died in front of Levi in ​​the investigation outside the wall].Gaining [the power given by Levi's class/Survey Corps], and then losing [the complete destruction of Levi's class/the death of comrades in the Survey Corps]... Such a cycle of reincarnation is really like a joke of fate to him.I'll give you a piece of candy, and when you're at ease in its sweetness, you realize that the candy is covered in diabolism.

Hey... Everyone who lingers between losing and gaining for too long may have an idea: Since everyone will lose, then I don't want it.I don't want anything.Nothing is lost, isn't it? ——That's why the captain might put on an indifferent look, as if rejecting everything thousands of miles away.

But does it work?Even so, groups of gradually familiar faces died in front of him, and the blood-stained wings of freedom that lost their belongings increased every year, and what they left behind was the burden in the heart of that seemingly resolute man.The captain worked really hard. Every time he had to make those promises to those who were about to die, "Your thoughts will give me strength, I promise you, I will drive all the giants away!" Seemingly empty promises.

The captain has a lot to bear.He does not seek to gain, but always loses.

Hey... Speaking of which, do you guys find that the captain is very similar to Allen?They all had a strong purpose, and they were all forced to change their original life trajectories and go to the battlefield.Because he kept losing, he was unwilling to lose again, so he vowed to drive the giants to extinction.

It's just that everyone feels that the captain is not obvious, because the captain is more mature and restrained, and more calm.And Allen's purpose and will are stronger, more sharp.

Having said so much, it is just my personal analysis of the captain and Allen. If you don’t agree with it, please don’t spray it... just treat it as me talking nonsense.

By the way, if there is a child of Meng Li Ellie, I analyzed it...Actually, Li Ellie really...has no He.I won't talk about the specific reasons, the captain is very mature after all, I don't think he will bear the stubborn feelings of a child, so he will not admit it at the beginning, even if they have sex/love, Levi will treat Ai Lun said that it is just a simple vent of adult sexuality/desire, not about love.Even though he didn't think so himself.And they have so many years of age difference, no matter whether they are together or not, in the end there will be more than ten years of loneliness for one person to stay alone.

Anyway, thank you very much for your support.

Thank you for your care during this time.

Thank you! 【bow】

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