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Except for some abnormalities on the first day, Meng Huaize didn't show any special emotion towards Wu Yue's return.

He behaved as if he and Wu Yue had the same perception of the passage of time, as if Wu Yue just left a very normal door and came back in a day or two. There is no need to miss, greet, or reunite after a long absence. Surprise, come back and come back, come back and continue to live their previous lives.

During the day, Meng Huaize occasionally went out to consult a doctor, and when he came back late, Wu Yue would pick him up. When he was free, they went to Chuanji Mountain to collect herbs and see those little monsters.Sometimes Meng Huaize wants to do some work or read some books at home, but often he can't do it. Sometimes Wu Yue is a monster who is free and easy, and sometimes he pinches people's hearts and sticks hard. It often makes Meng Huaize do something at home. Can't do it either.

Meng Huaize was not annoyed, he followed him almost everything, unless at some point when Wu Yue made too much noise, he struggled to protest a few words, and most of them were swallowed by Wu Yue, leaving only a few Annoyed.

The days seem to be the same, nothing has changed, Wu Yue is still the same Wu Yue, and Meng Huaize is still the same Meng Huaize, but for some reason, facing such a familiar Meng Huaize, Wu Yue's sharp wolf nose naturally sniffs out something. Something was wrong, but he couldn't tell if he was asked to talk about it.Love in the human world is too complicated. This monster has never experienced it. He only acts on instinct, never thinks about it carefully, and can't figure it out.

Such a calm to somewhat abnormal day did not last too long.

A few days later, with the recovery of energy and the recovery of injuries, the refugees at the entrance of the village had left many, and continued their long exile. For Meng Huaize, the burden on his shoulders was finally lighter.

That day he went home very early, the sun was still in the sky, and there was no one on the road, only the sun was warming the back of his neck.

Meng Huaize couldn't help thinking of Wu Yue.

These days, he is so busy that he hardly touches the ground. Besides the fact that there are really many patients, it is also a bit deliberate.I was so busy that I couldn't concentrate on thinking about other messy things.But many times, he was obviously so tired that he didn't even want to blink his eyes again, and he went home and lay on the bed, next to Wu Yue, but he rarely fell asleep.He was sleepy and awake at the same time. Occasionally, he couldn't bear it and was about to fall asleep, but his heart seemed to be hanging on something. He fell down suddenly, and then woke up suddenly again. When Wu Yue, who was sleeping peacefully beside him, the emptiness in his heart dissipated a little.He didn't feel happy or sad, he just took a look, and after a while, he couldn't help but look to the side again.Watching and watching, the night passed like this.

He knew he couldn't go on like this, but he couldn't control himself.

Walking outside the courtyard door, Meng Huaize didn't push the door open immediately.The sunlight elongated his shadow and cast a dark shadow on the wooden door. Meng Huaize took a deep breath, and when he raised his eyes again, his usual smile was already on the corner of his mouth, and then he opened the door and entered the small courtyard.

But in the next moment, the smile froze on his face.

The yard was quiet, and there was no one there. A few yellow leaves fell on the chair that Wu Yueai usually sat on, and half of the dead grass in the yard looked more and more scattered under the autumn sun.

Meng Huaize felt as if a small stone had been thrown into his heart, with a bang, it was so empty.

"Wu Yue." He called out.

No one responded.

There was a buzzing in Meng Huaize's mind, he didn't have time to think, he strode across the courtyard and entered the main room, but came out again after a while, walked into the east room, then the west room, the kitchen...everywhere was quiet, there was no such thing anywhere familiar figure.

Meng Huaize was afraid that he might miss it, so he searched again, room by room.

Half of the window was open, and the room was divided into several uneven parts. Meng Huaize stepped on the boundary line between light and darkness, lowered his head, his expression was hidden in the darkness and he couldn't see clearly. He stood there motionless. , like a solidified stone statue.

Wu Yue returned home when it was getting dark.

In the afternoon, he had a good night's sleep, stretched his waist and basked in the sun again, looking at the red and yellow Mt. Chuanji in the distance, which was full of autumn, suddenly a thought came to him.Meng Huaize's medicine box has been used for many years, and there are frequent minor problems. Meng Huaize has not changed it even after using it smoothly. He just used it like this. When he left this morning, he closed the medicine box cover a little harder, and the medicine box cover was wobbly. It almost fell down, but was finally carried away by Meng Huaize with his hands.

Looking at the overgrown trees on Chuanji Mountain, Wu Yue suddenly thought that maybe he could make a new one for him.

He always does things as he pleases, and he immediately does whatever he thinks of. As soon as he thought of it, he got up and went to Chuanji Mountain, yelling at the little fairies to find a pile of wood, and then he did it himself, holding the stone against the stone in his hand unskillfully. Wood frowned.

The goblins surrounded him in a crowded circle, not daring to stretch their hands on the wood Wu Yue was holding, but their mouths became sharper and sharper, teaching Wu Yue what to do, but These goblins are also of a half-baked level, and they are of no use except to make people's brain hurt.

Wu Yue sat on the ground, biting a branch and thinking for a long time, then raised his hand confidently, and neatly drew a golden line on the wood, the wood was split in half by the demon force, and the little fairy next to him was silent, Holding his breath and staring at his next move, Wu Yue propped his chin and meditated on the two halves of wood for a long time, then raised his head and asked, "And then?"

He nearly ruined all the trees on Chuanji Mountain, and in the end, even Mu Qing, who didn't want to show up, couldn't help but yelled on the top of the tree: "Just stick them together with demon power!"

"That won't work." Wu Yue stared at the number of pieces of wood that had been hustled in his hands. His eyebrows were stained with some sawdust, showing a bit of stubborn youthful air, "I want to make him exactly the same."

It wasn't until the sky was getting dark and the surrounding fireflies gradually lit up that Wu Yue pushed away the pile of scattered logs, stood up clapping his hands, and told the little fairies: "Hide these logs first, don't let them Meng Yunzhou saw it."

On the way home, Wu Yue was in a happy mood. He thought of Meng Huaize's surprise when he received the new medicine box, and the corners of his eyes couldn't help but curl.

Wu Yue stepped into the small courtyard in the twilight, and saw Meng Huaize sitting under the crabapple tree.He didn't expect Meng Huaize to come back so early today, he raised his eyebrows and said with a smile, "Why did you come back so early today?"

Meng Huaize didn't move or make a sound.

Wu Yue's blunt nerves didn't feel anything unusual, he walked to the table, let go of the corner of his clothes, and the wild fruits he had carried all the way rolled onto the stone table, and one disobedient The one almost rolled off the table, but was caught by Wu Yue, who handed it to Meng Huaize like a treasure, teasing him: "Why, do you want to eat?"

I don't know which family in the village is burning a fire, and the smell of burning firewood is overflowing in the blue twilight. Meng Huaize's eyes quietly fell on the red mountain fruit in front of him, and then he raised his hand and lifted the fruit from Wu Yue. He picked it up in his hand, and the next moment, he slammed the wild fruit hard into a dark corner of the courtyard wall.

Wu Yue's brows froze for a moment, he turned his head to look at the rotten flesh on the ground in the distance, and when he looked back, the depths of his eyes were slightly golden.

"What do you do?" he asked.

Meng Huaize's usually gentle face was expressionless at this moment, and his voice was hoarse: "Where have you been?"

"What?" Wu Yue stood, looking down at Meng Huaize, such a posture of looking down brought an inexplicable sense of oppression.

Meng Huaize asked again: "Where did you go?"

Wu Yue replied, "Chuan Jishan."

Meng Huaize stood up slowly, staring at Wu Yue, and questioning every word, as if suppressing anger: "You went to Chuanji Mountain, why didn't you tell me?"

Wu Yue frowned and looked at Meng Huaize, Meng Huaize was obviously angry, but Wu Yue didn't understand why he was angry.

"Chuan Jishan, I used to go often," Wu Yue said, "Why did I tell you?"

He took it for granted, but Meng Huaize suddenly suffocated. For a while, his mind went blank, and Wu Yue's phrase "Why did I tell you" was repeated over and over again.

He didn't realize that his whole body was trembling, and he could hardly stand up. Wu Yue reached out to help him, but he opened it.

"Don't touch me!" He looked driven to the extreme, his voice fell apart, and his eyes were red as if they were about to bleed. "Why did you tell me? Good! Today we are going to Chuanjishan, what about Chuanjishan? Farther away, other places, isn't it?" He stared at Wu Yue, word by word, "Are you Don’t you think so, why did you tell me?”

The world is vast, and Wu Yue has always acted freely and without restraint. He didn't understand the meaning of Meng Huaize's questioning, and what answer he wanted to get.

"What do you want?" Wu Yue asked.

"I'm asking you!" Meng Huaize yelled so that there was a hint of rusty sweetness in his voice.

Wu Yue raised his eyebrows and thought for a while, then said, "If you want, I can tell you."

He thought that he had already compromised, and Meng Huaize should be satisfied, but the person in front of him seemed to be hit by something, staggered and barely stopped, his complexion became paler and paler.

Wu Yue was retreating towards him, but in this small retreat, Meng Huaize confirmed his future, a future made up of endless departures and long waiting.

Heavy despair poured down his head, and Meng Huaize was almost strangled from the inside and the outside.He didn't know how to deal with it, his clenched hands were almost pinching blood on the flesh, and the bright red wild fruit was shaking in his trance-black vision, he let out a low growl, and squeezed the wild fruit with convulsive fingers, almost Exhausted all the strength of the whole body to smash out.In his rage, he didn't know how to control his strength, and when he grabbed the mountain fruit, he slammed his fingers on the rough stone table, his nails were broken, and blood was drawn from his fingertips.And the mountain fruit was so small and so light, it couldn't carry the great despair that would overwhelm him, and his rage was like a flimsy joke, incompetent and extremely ridiculous, but he had no choice.

"Meng Yunzhou!" Wu Yue pinched his hand, staring at him with golden eyes, "What are you making trouble about?"

"Get out!" Meng Huaize's eyes were red, struggling to break free from his restraint.

Facing Meng Huaize like this, Wu Yue couldn't help being a little surprised.Meng Huaize is always gentle, like a ball of soft cotton that is easy to bully, even when he is angry, he is not sharp, like a cat cub whose claws have been cut off, scratching a few times angrily, leaving it to others The back of an unhappy head is also soft and fluffy.He has never seen Meng Huaize like this.

Meng Huaize couldn't break away from Wu Yue's force like iron pincers, his sanity was gone, and in desperation, he lowered his head and bit Wu Yue's hand holding him, exerting all his strength under his mouth, the smell of blood rose to the tip of his tongue in an instant, but he died He bites his mouth and does not let go, as if he wants to vent all the pain and pain of the rest of his long life at the jaws at this moment, wishing to bite off Wu Yue's flesh.

Wu Yue looked at him expressionlessly with lowered eyes, and let him bite with his hands raised. After a long time, he felt the force between Meng Huaize's teeth loosen, and then asked, "Enough trouble?"

Meng Huaize's eyelashes trembled slightly, and those useless tears suddenly fell down, dripping on Wu Yue's bloody wound.

Wu Yue was taken aback for a moment, but was shivered by the tears. He reached out to wipe Meng Huaize's tears: "You cry..."

"Don't touch me!" Meng Huaize avoided his hand, his voice was hoarse, he stared at Wu Yue, his red eyes were actually alienated and tired, "You go."

Wu Yue withdrew his hand, he stared at Meng Huaize, his eyes narrowed slightly, his golden eyes were breathtaking in the night, this was a sign of his anger: "What did you say?"

"You go." Meng Huaize repeated in a low voice, "Go wherever you want."

Wu Yue never thought that one day Meng Huaize would drive him away.After a brief silence, Wu Yue sneered: "Is it because I didn't tell you when I went to Chuanji Mountain?"

"No," Meng Huaize closed his eyes, his voice was so ethereal that it was almost impossible to grasp, "I don't want to see you anymore."

Wu Yue thought it was ridiculous. He happily made a wooden box for Meng Huaize on Chuanji Mountain for half a day. On the way back, he was still thinking about how happy he was when he received the box, but when he got home, he was greeted with anger and exile .Wu Yue has always been proud, only he trampled other monsters under his feet, never willing to lose face, this time when Meng Huaize was tired of chasing him away, he smiled back angrily, but his expression loosened into a look of indifference appearance.

He leaned lazily aside with folded arms, raised his eyebrows and asked Meng Huaize: "You think I dare not leave?"

"You dare." Meng Huaize said, the rage just now seemed to have exhausted all his strength, and now only hopeless tiredness remained, as if he couldn't bear the weight of his body, he staggered back and sat back on the chair, deeply With his head bowed deeply, Wu Yue could only hear his hoarse voice, "Don't come back after leaving this time."

"I beg you."

There is no moon tonight, and the black clouds are surging and intertwined. The late autumn wind passes through the forest tops, blows across this small courtyard, and rolls up the fallen leaves on the ground, rustling, but it brings more tranquility.

Meng Huaize still sat with his head bowed so deeply, the sky and night seemed to fall on his shoulders, he couldn't bear such a weight, his shoulders shrank forward.He sat until the thick black clouds in the sky gradually dissipated, revealing the moon with a layer of fringe, and sat until frost gradually fell around him, and the withered yellow grass stems and blue stone slabs in the courtyard were covered with a layer of white. , his clothes were soaked through the night and the morning dew, and the cool tide seemed to have rained all night.

In the gradually whitening sky, Meng Huaize raised his head slowly, the misty mist moistened the ground in front of him, showing a kind of cold yellow, which is the color of naked soil.

Empty dirt.

There are only scattered wild fruits, the originally red, ripe and soft fruits are now just rotten pulp mixed with yellow mud.

Meng Huaize stared blankly, then seemed to be bewitched, slowly got up from the chair, went to squat down in front of the smashed fruits.He stretched out his hand to pick up the fruits, but when his blood-stained fingertips were about to touch the dirty pulp, he watched his fingertips stop.After a long time, he curled his fingers and retracted them, only grasping the cold mist full of palms.

He squatted there without saying a word, without tears or expression.He has been angry, desperate, and crazy. It seems that he has released all the hostility and unwillingness in this life last night, leaving only an empty shell, and only a long, lifetime of silence.