After I died, I became the white moonlight of scumbag A's ex-husband

This sentence has tortured Zongying in endless nightmares almost every night in the past year, and it is his most feared curse.

Now that it sounded in his ears again and again, he immediately withdrew his hand like an electric shock, not daring to pull Gu Zhijin any more.

"Xiaojing, I'm sorry, it's my fault, it doesn't hurt anymore, it's my fault, it doesn't hurt anymore, I won't let you hurt anymore..."

Zong Ying kept chanting, his throat was as dry as a knife being cut by repeated bloody smell, his voice was intermittent and very hoarse.

These words, every time Zong Ying wakes up from the nightmare, he always repeats to himself until dawn.

Now those confessions finally have an audience.

Zong Ying didn't even know how he got here this year.

indescribable...

It's too painful to be alive.

Suffering from endless remorse and despair every day, self-blame and bottomless longing that have no place to rest have already completely emptied Zong Ying from all thoughts of the rest of his life.

As long as he thinks about what he has said and done to Hang Jing, and how Hang Jing died, Zong Ying is also in purgatory when he is alive.

Zong Ying has never really been in love, and the only time he had a heartbeat was to pay the jackal by mistake.

When he realized how big a mistake he had made, Hang Jing was dead, and there was no chance for him to make up for it.

The reality directly cut off all his hopes.

If it wasn't for Zong Xi, he wouldn't be able to survive today.

Zong Ying actually made a secret decision. When Zong Xi is ready to take over the company as an adult, he will drop everything and go find Hang Jing. For up to 20 years, he counts the days with his fingers.

No one knows that Mr. Zong, the president of Qiansheng Group, seems to have a great reputation, but he is actually just a walking dead.

His soul, along with another ring, was deeply buried next to Hang Jing's ashes by his own hands.

But now, Hang Jing is back.

"Xiao Jing, I was wrong! Don't ignore me, you can say anything to me, you can say whatever you want, you can scold me, don't ignore me..."

Gu Zhijin's mind was dizzy, the memories that would make his whole body hurt, and the reality that seemed ridiculous to him at the moment, divided his brain into two halves, pulling each other, leaving him no time to think about the Zongying in front of him, just follow the Listening to what the other party said over and over again, he continued:

"What do you want me to say?"

Zong Ying raised his head, swallowed the blood froth coming up from his stomach, rubbed his face, and carefully looked at the alpha standing in front of him:

"How is your health? Gu Zhijin suffered such a serious injury before, did it affect you?"

"I've checked. Gu Zhijin's family background is not good, and her living conditions are very poor. After you came back, did you take care of yourself? Will there be any root causes of the disease? What are the sequelae?"

Zong Ying was extremely grateful to God for allowing him to find Hang Jing again.

However, Hang Jingming has been back for so long, but he has never looked for him, even the two of them have met several times, and he doesn't say anything.

Now, he recognized him, but still pretended to be a stranger.

why?

Was he heartbroken, so I resented him?

Zong Ying was thinking, if he hadn't invested in this MTC design competition because he missed Hang Jing, if it hadn't been for Silver Lock that caught his attention and the two had an intersection, if it wasn't for Yang Yi's unintentional words that made him start If there were not so many coincidences, if Zong Xi's sudden appearance and the identical pheromone hadn't exposed Gu Zhijin's biggest flaw, how long would he plan to hide it?

Could it be that he will not recognize himself in this life?

Maybe Zong Ying didn't know until his death that the person he missed so much that he went crazy had actually returned to the human world long ago, and was even by his side all the time!

Thinking of this, Zong Ying was about to collapse.

"Xiao Jing, why don't you go home?"

"It's been half a year since you woke up, why didn't you come back to me?"

The trembling of Gu Zhijin's body had calmed down, and Zong Ying's thoughts of questions pulled him away from the past memories, and his eyes gradually recovered.

"Zongying, do you know what you're talking about?"

"Why did I go to you? What does my health have to do with you?"

"Although there is no one else here for the time being, it is a public place after all. Your appearance will cause me a lot of trouble."

"Zongying, you have crossed the line."

Zong Ying couldn't accept Gu Zhijin's indifference and alienation of words.

He would rather the other party punch him and kick him a few times like before, and he doesn't want to see him being so indifferent to him.

It was as if they were really just strangers.

"Xiao Jing, don't look at me like this, don't talk to me with this attitude."

Zong Ying struggled to stand up from the ground, his abdomen was still cramping, he couldn't stand up straight, his back was half bent, he covered his abdomen with one hand, and propped his thigh with the other, looking embarrassed.

"Xiaojing, come home with me. I've been living at home this year, and I keep all your things, which are exactly the same as before. Come back with me, okay?"

Gu Zhijin shook his head firmly: "No..."

Zong Ying paused, "Are you worried about Gu Zhijin's younger sister? We can pick her up and live with her, as if we have found a sister for Zong Xi."

After thinking for a while, he hastily added: "If you don't want to cause trouble, we can keep it from everyone without saying anything. It's not difficult. You can still be Gu Zhijin, and you can use his identity. That's fine, you can More freedom!"

"As long as you come back, it doesn't matter whose identity you use."

The violence in Gu Zhijin's body has not completely faded away, but he has somewhat regained his sanity.

Seeing Zongying like this, he was in a daze, his brows frowned slightly, he didn't know how to describe Zongying's current appearance, it seemed that he couldn't live without himself.

so strange...

This is not the familiar Zongying he knows.

Before today, he was somewhat apprehensive about being discovered by Zong Ying. Not to mention how cautious he was, he still felt a little psychologically burdened.

But now that he has been exposed, he knows how stubborn Zong Ying is, and it is unrealistic to try to fool around.

With no way out, he felt a lot more relaxed and became surprisingly calm.

Anyway, whatever Zong Ying thinks is his guess.

There is no real evidence for such a thing as death and resurrection. Even if everyone knows it well, as long as he refuses to admit it, no one can do anything.

"Zongying, I think you misunderstood. I won't go because it's unnecessary and has nothing to do with Gu Zhiyu."

"Why should I go home with you and live with you?"

"There is nothing between us."

Gu Zhijin's attitude irritated Zong Ying. Regardless of the overwhelming pain in his abdomen, he straightened his body, his red eyes stared at Gu Zhijin's eyes, his voice was out of tune, and the stubbornness in his eyes almost turned into substance.

"How can there be no relationship at all! We are husband and wife, partners, and we still have Zong Xi! How can there be no relationship at all!"

"Xiaojing, are you hating me? I know, I know it was my fault before, I... as long as you go home with me, I can do anything to make it up!"

"Xiao Jing, even if you are angry with me, then there is still Zong Xi, don't you recognize him?"

"You can hate me, but don't pretend you don't know me, I can't bear it..."

Zong Xi is indeed Gu Zhijin's Achilles' heel.

Especially today when he saw the child with his own eyes, those blurred shadows that could only be imagined in the past now have a real appearance. This is his longing and dreaming concern, and he definitely can't let it go.

But this does not mean that he will compromise on Zong's obligations because of the child.

The days to come are still very long, Zong Xi is only one year old, he has enough time to find a way to live in harmony with Zong Xi.

Zong Xi is Zong Xi, Zong Ying is Zong Ying, Gu Zhijin clearly distinguishes them.

"Zongying, I think you are really crazy. Are you and I husband and wife? Partner? Where do you have the confidence to say such nonsense?"

"I don't hate you, why should I hate you, do I know you very well?"

Zong Ying wanted to refute, but suddenly remembered that Gu Zhijin was right.

He and Hang Jing are no longer partners. Although the world doesn't know it, the divorce agreement that he burned did exist, and they never met again until Hang Jing died.

In Hang Jing's view, they really have nothing to do with each other for a long time.

But there are so many misunderstandings, some Zong Ying doesn't know, some Hang Jing doesn't know, how to explain.

Even if Hang Jing really came back now, he really died once, separated by a human life, like an abyss straddling them, how to cross it.

After recognizing Hang Jing's ecstasy at the beginning, endless fear followed, especially in the face of Gu Zhijin's cold eyes, Zong Ying was at a loss and spoke incoherently.

"I burned the divorce agreement, no one knows."

"I don't know that day, your mother that day... I'm sorry, but I didn't know about that time in Country F. Really, I didn't lie to you..."

"I didn't send that bouquet of flowers. The hot search was bought, and I wrote it nonsense. I didn't send it..."

"I didn't know you were pregnant, your health is not good, it's not allowed, so I...it's my fault, I should explain it to you in advance..."

"I used to be stupid, I was stupid, I was blind, it was all my fault..."

Zong Ying wanted to say too much to Hang Jing, and all the words were squeezed out of his mouth for a while, his heart was so confused that he completely lost his ability to think.

Zong Ying wanted to explain the misunderstandings of these years clearly, but his tongue seemed to be tied, and he didn't listen to his command at all, and said whatever came to his mind, without any logic at all.

"Don't pretend you don't know me, Xiaojing, I really miss you, I'm going crazy thinking about you!"

Zong Ying saw the wedding ring on his finger, his eyes lit up, as if he had caught a life-saving straw, he raised his hand and handed it to Gu Zhijin.

"Xiaojing, I found this, it's in your bedside table. This is a pair of wedding rings you designed, and I put the other... in..."

Zong Ying's face turned pale, he gritted his teeth and said, "Put it in the cemetery."

"This is proof that you love me, isn't it? I love you too, I injected my pheromone into both rings, both of them."

Zong Ying raised his hands high, and there was a hint of anticipation hidden in his words, "I've been wearing it all the time, Xiaojing, I've been wearing it all the time, and never took it off."

"I know you hate me, I deserve it, I'm wrong. Please, give me a chance to make it up. I love you, I love you very much, you come home with me, you can do whatever you want me to do, don't ignore me……"

Looking at the familiar ring in front of him, Gu Zhijin felt sad, why did Zong Ying do this, didn't he like Lin Yushu?

He just said he loves himself?

Zong Ying fell in love with him after his death?

What is this, he spent so many years of pursuit in his previous life, exhausted all his efforts and failed to get Zong Ying's love, and finally exchanged his own life for it?

Now, is it Zong Ying's turn to beg for his response?

God can really joke.

Gu Zhijin looked at the ring on Zong Ying's finger, and raised his eyes to find the water vapor hanging in Zong Ying's eye sockets.

He stretched out his hand, trying to wipe away the tears hanging in that eye, but stopped the moment his fingertips were about to touch Zong Ying's face.

He dropped his hands.

"Zongying, Hang Jing won't hate you. He loves you very much, and he will still love you until he dies."

"I know I know……"

Zong Ying looked at Gu Zhijin, tears finally couldn't bear the force of gravity and fell down his face, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

Gu Zhijin looked at Zong Ying who was crying miserably, and said word by word:

"But I'm not Hang Jing."

"I don't love you..." Zong Ying cried. Although his tears are worthless, this is just the beginning, but at 00:20, we can still distribute some powder packets to cheer everyone up. Readers who subscribe to this chapter should go get them early Fate started everything from scratch, but the status of the entrants was reversed.So, don't be too arrogant, you have to pay back everything.

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