After I died, I became the white moonlight of scumbag A's ex-husband

No. 14 years after Hang Jing's death, Lin Yushu died of heart palpitations due to drug abuse.

Lin Yushu can be regarded as successful in his career. He had countless lovers in his life. He was never married and had no children. After his death, all his properties were given to Zong Xi.

Zongying did not attend the funeral.

He and Lin Yushu lived in two extremes in this life. He was like a walking corpse, shutting up his desires and punishing himself, while Lin Yushu was indulging in sex and lust, paralyzing himself with depravity.

No one will forgive each other, nor will they forgive themselves.

Zong Xi said that Lin Yushu's last words before he died were to ask Hang Jing if he would forgive him.

"Father, Uncle Lin likes my omega father very much?"

Zong Ying did not hide it from Zong Xi. Lin Yushu has always been very kind to Zong Xi. Although he is young, he should have his own judgment.

"Yes……"

Zong Ying raised his head from Gao Gaodi's folder, and said slowly: "But he is the same as me, we did something wrong and hurt your father."

Zong Xi thought for a while, and then asked: "But you have regretted it for more than ten years. Father, tell me, will Dad forgive Uncle Lin?"

Zong Ying was silent for a moment, then shook his head: "I don't know..."

Hang Jing looked at the worried Zong Xi with disdain in his eyes: "No..."

If it weren't for Lin Yushu, even if he and Zong Ying had a misunderstanding, they would not have reached such a decisive step.

Hang Jing knew that he was at fault, but for so many years, seeing the pain Zong Ying endured and the suffering he suffered every day, he inevitably hated Lin Yushu to the core.

No. 16 years after Hang Jing's death, Zong Xi differentiated into a SS-level pheromone, which is Datura flower.

After Zong Xi completed the division, Zong Ying personally cooked a few dishes.

"Father, can you still cook?"

Zong Xi looks almost exactly the same as Zong Ying when he was young, with unparalleled handsome features, tall and vigorous figure, except for a pair of amber eyes, which looks very much like Hang Jing.

Compared with Zong Ying, who is deep and repressed, Zong Xi has been favored since she was a child, and has a free and unrestrained personality. She is obviously an SS rank with excellent abilities.

Facing a table full of home-cooked dishes, Zong Xi's eyeballs almost fell out of their sockets.

He couldn't imagine how his father, who was as cold as a rock, got into the kitchen.

"This is what your father often made for me when he was alive."

Zong Ying is almost 50 years old. Although his figure is still tall and straight, there are still a few wrinkles at the corners of his eyes and his hair is graying. But in Hang Jing's eyes, this is just the mature charm added to Zong Ying by the years. The most beautiful "Father, the taste is good! I think my father's handicraft must be very good!"

Zong Xi tasted every dish, raised her eyebrows in surprise, "It's hard for you for so many years, but you still remember the taste of Dad's cooking."

Hang Jing also looked at the dishes on the table curiously, but unfortunately he couldn't taste them.

"I actually don't know."

Zong Ying put a chopstick of food into his mouth, chewed a few mouthfuls and swallowed, "When your father was still alive, he often cooked for me, but at that time, I only cared about venting my anger with him. I didn't care about the taste of the food. In fact, I didn't even have the patience to have a few meals with your dad."

"These……"

Zong Xi found that his father, who in his impression would not raise his eyes even if the sky fell, felt a little embarrassed at this moment.

Zong Ying pointed to the dishes on the table and smiled helplessly: "These are just the tastes of your father's cooking in my imagination. Because it's my favorite food, he has always been very accommodating to my taste."

Zong Xi looked at his father in front of him, his smile gradually faded.

When he was young, he didn't understand many things, such as why his father never attended his birthday party, why his father always looked into his eyes but his eyes were sad, why the elders around him loved him so much but they were so indifferent to his father...

Now, as he grew up, he gradually understood.

The elders around him, such as Uncle Xie, Uncle Xi Wei, and Uncle Xi Er, did not hide what happened to their father and father back then.

"Father, Dad has been dead for 16 years, you should let it go."

Zong Xi couldn't help persuading, "Because of guilt, you have been tortured by the susceptible period for 16 years. Even if you made a mistake at the beginning, the punishment for so long is enough to make up for it. Let yourself go, if Dad really loves you so much, I definitely don't want to see you like you are now."

Zong Ying just asked indifferently: "Do you know what kind of person your father is?"

Zong Xi froze for a moment, then shook his head, "I only know that he is excellent. Everyone who knows him says he is very good, very good. But if Dad is really such an excellent person, Father, why didn't you love him back then? What about him?"

"I've always wanted to ask you, father, what kind of person is father in your heart?"

long silence.

Zong Xi is waiting for Zong Ying's answer, and Hang Jing is also waiting.

He also wanted to know what kind of person he was in Zong Ying's heart.

"I have no idea……"

Zong Ying thought for a long time before giving such an answer, "Actually, I don't know much about your father."

"Zong Xi, I'm sorry, I can't answer your question, I really don't know him very well."

"Father, you don't know Dad, but you have tortured yourself for so many years. Is it because you love him, or do you just feel guilty?"

Zong Ying looked at Zong Xi, and Hang Jing gave his life to his son, earnestly and firmly: "I love him..."

"I love Hang Jing. When I didn't know him, I was fascinated by him. After I saw him, I became lustful. From the skin to the inside, your father has always been my only love. "

Zong Xi: "But you don't understand him."

Zong Ying sighed bitterly: "Yes, I don't know him well. Over the years, I have often recalled him, but I found that my memory of him is not as much as I imagined."

"The only thing that left a deep impression on me was the first time I saw him. He was very beautiful and looked very well-behaved. If he teased him casually, his face would turn red."

Zong Ying fell into memory: "Later, I found out that he is very capable and smart. Your father is much better than me in every aspect except that he is physically weaker than me."

"Later—"

Zong Ying lowered his eyes, "After that, everything was messed up."

"Zong Xi, I'm sorry, that's all I know about your father."

Zong Xi listened silently. This was the first time he had had a heart-to-heart relationship with his father when he grew up.

"But even so, you have loved Dad for so many years."

Zong Ying stared at Zong Xi's amber eyes, this was the only place where he could find traces of Hang Jing from his son.

"Your father, Hang Jing, the pheromone is an S-level camellia, and it was the time when all alphas would be moved. Everyone knew that he loved me, but I didn't believe it. Now, everyone knows that I miss him, only he doesn't." Know.

This may be punishment.

I waited for him for 16 years, and he never came back to see me, not even in a dream.Zong Xi, your father...will not forgive me. "

No. 18 years after Hang Jing's death, Zong Ying slowly transferred Qian Sheng's business to Zong Xi.

The board of directors objected, thinking that Zong Xi was still too young, but Zong Ying insisted repeatedly. Fortunately, Zong Xi gradually took over and did a very good job.

No. 20 years after Hang Jing's death, Zong Ying went to country R to watch the aurora alone.

Hang Jing waited with him in Bis Park for three days and nights, but the aurora never came.

Zong Ying looked at the pitch-black night sky, said "There will be no more aurora" and left.

After returning to China, Zongying once again waited for the susceptible period.

This time, Zong Ying didn't make it through.

That night, Zong Ying hugged a camellia, curled up in the corner of the bedroom, and the pheromones in his body exploded out of control and became completely disordered, but he did not suppress and resist.

Hang Jing couldn't feel the madness of pheromone, but he also felt something was wrong.

He called Zong Ying's name over and over again, but Zong Ying still couldn't hear him.

When the green bamboo was released after the last touch of rain, Zong Ying suffered a cardiac arrest due to pheromone imbalance, and there was no first aid in the empty villa.

In the last few seconds of being unconscious, Zong Ying hugged the camellia in his arms, and said: "Xiao Jing, I have been waiting for you, you haven't come back..."

"Zongying, Zongying, I've always been here, I've been here for so many years..."

Hang Jing couldn't cry, but when he watched Zong Ying let out his last long breath and closed his eyes, he burst into heart-piercing tears.

Zong Ying died, in front of Hang Jing.

He kept waiting, but until dawn, Zongying's body was cold, and he didn't see Zongying's soul.

"Why? Why didn't Zongying show up! Why is it still only me! Why!"

Hang Jing fell into madness, because the energy emitted by Zongying's soul, which was strongly stimulated by Zongying's death, began to shake the whole space, and the surrounding air produced cracks visible to the naked eye.

Just when the space was about to be shattered by Hang Jing's anger, suddenly, a voice appeared──

"Hey, it's actually here."

The world was hit by the pause button, and time stopped flowing.

Hang Jing saw a cherry blossom tree floating in the air outside the window, and a man with long eyebrows and fine eyes and a cold temperament jumped down from the tree.

He took a step forward, and his body automatically passed through the wall and appeared in front of Hang Jing.

"who are you?"

The man stared at Hang Jing's face for a long time. His eyes seemed to be that the programmer had seen an incredible curiosity and solemn inquiry in a certain program.

Hang Jing felt as if his soul had been searched, and everything in the past was exposed under the eyes of this man at the moment.

"It turns out that you protected the fragments of the main god, no wonder you can obtain energy that can shake the plane."

Hang Jing couldn't understand what the other party was saying at all, but the weird picture in front of him prevented him from acting rashly.

"I don't understand what you're talking about."

Hang Jing has been a ghost for 20 years, and he no longer sticks to materialism in his understanding of the world.

"Hello, Mr. Hang, I am the attendant of the Lord God, Ying Jiang."

After Ying Jiang and Hang Jing briefly explained, they realized that the world Hang Jing lived in was just one plane among thousands of worlds, and the so-called main god was the god who controlled all the planes.

There was once a large-scale plane turmoil, and many small worlds were facing destruction. It was the main god who divided his soul and scattered it on the plane that was about to be destroyed, so that he provided the small world with the energy to repair and resume normal operation in time.

And Ying Jiang has been shuttling in various planes, looking for the fragments of the main god that was split off.

Hang Jing barely digested Ying Jiang's explanation, and asked, "So who is the fragment of the main god you are talking about?"

The man didn't answer Hang Jing, but turned to look in the direction of the door. The door was pushed open and Zong Xi walked in.

The man bowed, with a respectful attitude: "Lord God, I'm glad to find you."

Zong Xi pushed the door open and came in, first glanced at Zong Ying who was curled up in the corner, and walked over.

With a mournful expression on his face, he picked up Zong Ying and put him on the bed, wiped his body clean, and changed into a clean set of clothes.

Hang Jing silently watched Zong Xi finish everything before calling him in a low voice: "Zong Xi..."

This time, Zong Xi heard it.

He turned around, looked at Hang Jing, and pulled out a sad smile: "I finally see you, my omega father, Hang Jing."

Immediately afterwards, Zong Xi waved to the man standing by the window: "Ah Ying, you came too late, I just woke up, if I delay for a while, this plane will be destroyed!"

"Lord God, Awakening, Plane?"

Looking at his son, Hang Jing felt that he had vaguely grasped the truth of the world, but it was not clear enough.

"Zong Xi is what you said, the fragment of the main god?"

Ying Jiang stood beside Zong Xi and explained to Hang Jing: "Yes, Mr. Zong Xi is the son of you and Mr. Zong Ying, and also the soul fragment of the main god in this plane."

"Lord God, I didn't come too late, but I came too early. According to the instructions you left, I sealed my memory. I came to this plane 40 years ago and stayed here for 20 years. After the seal was released, my memory recovered. , I didn’t perceive your existence in this world, so I left for another plane.”

Zong Xi was not surprised: "Since I asked you to come 40 years ago, there must be a reason. At that time, this plane was severely damaged, and my fragments were affected by the law of out-of-control, so I had no chance to survive here."

"It's you……"

Zong Xi looked at Hang Jing with kind eyes and a trace of respect, "Dad, you exchanged your own life for my birth."

Hang Jing looked at Zong Xi, and only asked one question: "You are a god, so are you still my son?"

Zong Xi blinked and said affirmatively, "In this plane, I will be your and father's son for the rest of my life. There is no doubt about that."

Hang Jing glanced at Zongying: "Why does my soul stay with Zongying after I die?"

"This is your own wish, Dad, remember what you said yourself?"

[I used Zong Ying's name to build a siege for myself, and I was self-styled and self-imprisoned.

I am the judge and only prisoner of this relationship, and the longer the time passes, the longer my sentence will be. 】

"Dad, your soul stays by your father's side and you can't leave it. It's the punishment you imposed on yourself."

Hang Jing was startled, and sighed: "So, as a god, you have satisfied my idea?"

"no……"

Zong Xi shook his head and denied, "I did grant one of your wishes, but not this one."

"You once begged the gods to let your father know that you really love him."

Zong Xi turned to the dead Zong Ying, and said in a low voice, "God, I have answered your wish."

As if struck by lightning, Hang Jing looked at Zong Ying in disbelief, and the pain spread to his heart and washed his soul: "So, the reason why Zong Ying has suffered for the past 20 years is because... because of my obsession?"

Zong Xi also felt sad, but as a part of the Lord God, he had to follow the rules.

"Father also made a wish to the gods before he died."

"He wants me to forgive him? But I never resented him. It's not his fault."

Facing the stagnant eyes of Hang Jing, Zong Xi sighed, "No, my father hopes that if there is an afterlife, you will no longer be bound by family responsibilities and gender constitution, and you can do what you want. He hopes that you can free."

Zong Xi noticed that Hang Jing's mood swings are still affecting the balance of the plane. Is it because the shard of the main god was born, so the law gave him the energy to transcend the plane?

"Dad, you and father have given me life. Under the law, I will do my best to satisfy you. Father wants you to be free, and I can make you a god of this plane.

From then on, like Ah Ying, you can freely travel to various planes to experience different lives, and you can also go to the main god space to be with me. Time and space will no longer bind you, and you will gain real freedom. "

"free?"

Hang Jing cried and laughed, and his mind collapsed, "Do I care about such freedom? Fuck his plane god, I don't need it!"

"Didn't you say that I use Zong Ying as a cage to imprison myself? Your so-called freedom requires me to give up your father and become a high god?

I don't need this kind of freedom at all, I would rather stick to Zongying and be his eternal prisoner! "

Ying Jiang's long eyebrows frowned slightly, as if she couldn't understand such strong feelings, Zong Xi had no choice but to face the decisive Hang Jing.

"This is my father's last wish on his deathbed. He regards you as a god, and wishes you to be unfettered and enjoy freedom forever, so that you have the chance to become a god. Dad, do you really want it?"

"Zong Xi, the gods are high above, merciful to all living beings, and all things are equal, I can't do it. If I were a god, I would only be a selfish god. When a god doesn't have all living beings in his heart, he only favors one person and takes one person as his desire. Falling into heaven is his only ending."

Hang Jing laughed wildly and sternly, "Zong Xi, if you make me a god, I will destroy this world without Zong Ying and be buried for him."

When the voice fell, the plane fluctuated violently, and the time that was stagnated by Ying Jiang began to flow slowly, and cracks appeared in the space.

If this continues, the entire small world of the plane will fall into doomsday.

"Hey, Dad, Ah Ying just came here when he noticed the turmoil in the plane. I was awakened because of his arrival! Don't worry, I'm still not proficient in my business! Give me some time, and I'll find a way."

Ying Jiang tried her best to stabilize the plane, but she couldn't resist Hang Jing's destructive power.

Zong Xi was so anxious that he broke out in a cold sweat, "Hey, I'll go, didn't everyone say that you are very gentle, Dad? Why do you lose your temper? You are scarier than your father! Calm down, calm down, I have a solution, don't be impulsive, With your current ability, you can really destroy the world!"

Ying Jiang took a step forward, inexplicably making people feel calm and peaceful: "Mr. Hang, please give the Lord God some time. Since Mr. Zong's wish is to make you free, the law will definitely let you get the freedom you want."

Hang Jing was in a bad mood, and his face turned into a piece of ice: "Zong Xi, I don't care if you are the fragment of the Lord God or what, since you admit that you are my son, don't challenge my patience."

"My God, Dad!"

Zong Xi blinked at Hang Jing, "You are so scary, do you really not consider being a plane god? You look like that, you have that feeling!"

"Zong Xi, I'm not in the mood to talk to you."

Looking at Zongying's body, Hang Jing received too much information for a while, and was in a daze, "I want Zongying, or, I destroyed this plane."

Zong Xi finally stopped smiling and thought for a while, "Dad, if you want your father, there is only one way, which is to reshape this plane."

"Remodeling?"

It only took a few seconds for Hang Jing to understand what Zong Xi meant.

"You mean, I can go back in time, back in time?"

"To a certain extent, yes."

Ying Jiang glanced at Zong Xi, and added, "But in order not to affect the main god, even if we reshape the past, we can only send you back to the time after the main god was born."

Hang Jing was taken aback: "After Zong Xi was born? At that time, I was already dead. "

"I can find another body for you."

Ying Jiang explained, "I said before that I have been to this plane. I just found out that after I left, that body was still there. Mr. Hang, it was you who kept my body at that time, maybe, This is why the Lord God arranged for me to come early, everything was preordained."

"I?"

"Yes, that body is called Gu Zhijin, maybe you still have an impression?"

Hang Jing recalled for a long time, and finally remembered who Gu Zhijin was, but went back to Gu Zhijin's body to find Zongying...

He looked at Zong Xi who was stuck on Ying Jiang's body in embarrassment, a little hard to accept.

"I will use your body to go back to find Zong Ying. Zong Xi was born at that time, although he has no memory, sooner or later, he will restore the memory of the main god, and watch me use your body to be with Zong Ying , Is this appropriate?"

"Mr. Hang is too worried."

Ying Jiang pressed Zong Xi's shoulder and pushed him away, "In the system space, the main god has no concept of time, all planes, all things, countless possibilities are happening at the same time.

Although you have not returned to the past, everything that happens in the future also exists in the world of the Lord God.

If in a certain timeline, you had really been with Mr. Zong Ying as Gu Zhijin, then the Lord God must have known about it long ago.

I speculate that 40 years ago, the Lord God shaped Gu Zhijin's body into this plane, sealed my memory, and only let me be born with his original origin. Maybe it was not the disorder caused by the turmoil of the plane, but it was arranged early in the morning. .

Thinking about it now, Gu Zhijin's personality is not like mine at all, but closer to the main god.I stayed here for 20 years to find the fragments of the main god, but in the end I left without finding anything. This shows that the identity of Gu Zhijin does not belong to me, but the preparation made by the main god for you in the future.

Mr. Hang didn't use my body, but because of the order of the Lord God, I kept Gu Zhijin's body for you. "

"So—"

Hang Jing looked at his son who seemed to be very out of tune, and it was a little hard to accept that he was such a powerful existence.

"You mean, the Lord God knew that I would die because of giving birth to Zong Xi, and stayed here forever. After 20 years, when I met you, Zong Xi awakened my power and let me go back in time. He also knew that I went back because of Gu Zhijin Therefore, when you came to this world 40 years ago, you deliberately prepared such a body for you to keep and give it to me as a spare?"

What is this, the grandfather paradox?

"You can understand that."

Ying Jiang smiled shallowly, "For the main god, time is meaningless, there is no past, no future, as long as it is something that will happen, even if it has not happened to us, it already exists for the main god .”

Hang Jing thought for a long time, and probably understood that this was a concept beyond three dimensions, and it was not a category he could understand.

"Once I go back to the past, the present doesn't exist, you and Zong Xi..."

"Don't worry about that."

Zong Xi patted Ying Jiang's shoulder, "A Ying, you remember the coordinates here, come to me in 20 years, this time you need to appear as an SS-level omega. I will stay here until my body grows old, you You know, I don’t want to have children with others, I have to wait for you to come over.”

"Yes, Lord God."

Ying Jiang didn't have any objections, and seemed to be used to such an arrangement, "This is the ABO plane, your pheromone is now a mandala, do you need me to adjust it to the most suitable pheromone attribute?"

"Need not……"

Zong Xi stretched out his hand, and a cherry blossom floated into the cherry tree outside the window, lingering in his palm, "Sakura is better, it suits you very well."

"Ah Ying, thank you for your hard work."

Zong Xi put his arms around Ying Jiang's shoulders, but was politely pushed away, and he leaned forward again unswervingly, "You collect fragments for me everywhere, and I keep causing trouble for you. We could have stayed here now If you make a villain, you can go back in a few decades, but if you go back in time, you need to wait another 20 years."

"Lord God, this is my duty."

Ying Jiang bowed and sent a halo into Zong Xi's body, "No matter how long it takes, I will definitely find all your soul fragments. This is my loyalty to you."

"Sakura──"

Zong Xi hugged Ying Jiang and kept rubbing against her, completely moved, "I really want to go back with you right away, but I can't, my dad is too ignorant, after 20 years, I feel panicky when I think about it."

"Zong Xi, I'm sorry that as a father, I didn't help you, but instead held you back and delayed your making a villain."

Hang Jing glanced at Zong Xi, who was on Ying Jiang's body and refused to leave, with a complicated expression on his face, "Now, can you tell me how this ignorant parent can go back to the past?"

Ying Jiang glanced at Zong Xi, Zong Xi shrugged helplessly, and with a wave of one arm, the door of the bedroom opened, and a dark passage appeared.

"Out of this door, you can go back to the closest point in time to my birth. But, Dad, there is something I want to make clear to you."

Zong Xi suddenly became serious. He walked up to Hang Jing and said solemnly, "It takes a lot of energy to go back in time. I only have the ability of a fragment at present. Even if I can send you back, there is no guarantee that there will be no accidents in the process."

Hang Jing: "For example?"

"Reverse time and space, what has happened will be erased, I have not awakened 20 years ago, you will be just an ordinary person when you go back."

Zong Xi looked at Hang Jing, "Gu Zhijin's body was seriously injured, I can't guarantee how far you can recover. You will return to a certain time point after my birth, but I'm not sure which day it will be. You may You don’t remember what happened in the past 20 years, and your mood stays at the moment you just died. You may be disheartened, you may no longer be persistent, and you may even resent your father because you only remember the past.

Maybe in the future, when you see a scene that stimulates you, you will slowly remember it, maybe, you will never remember it.You have reshaped the past, changed the direction of the future, and everything is unknown.

Dad, I can't guarantee that you and father will have a perfect ending if you do it all over again.

Going back this time, once you encounter any accident, you will not have the chance to start over again. "

Ying Jiang then said: "Mr. Hang, please be careful. Looking back in time, there are too many uncertain factors. This road is full of dangers and unpredictable."

Zong Xi: "Dad, think carefully about whether it is worthwhile to abandon your identity as a god and go back to the unknown past."

Hang Jing reached out and ruffled Zong Xi's hair with a gentle smile.

"Zong Xi, being a god, as you said, traveling the world may indeed be a pleasure. However, when I have seen the mountain wind pass by, the Milky Way enters the sea, and the aurora scattered across the sky, when I have seen So what if we lost all the incredible beauty in the world?

I still only love your father.

In my eyes, nothing is more important than Zong Ying. He alone is better than thousands of worlds. "

Hang Jing walked to Zong Ying's side, looked at his face, stroked the green bamboo flower ring on his finger that had been worn for 20 years, took the pot of camellia by the bedside, hugged it, and sniffed it gently Hua Xiang: "Zong Xi, no matter how difficult and dangerous this road back to the past is, just tell me, will there be Zong Ying on this road?"

Zong Xi stared fixedly at Hang Jing, watching him touch his father's eyes with nostalgia, and it took a long time before he gave an answer──

"Yes, father will wait for you at the end of the road."

Hang Jing smiled, stood up holding the camellia, looked at Zong Xi and Ying Jiang, and said with a smile: "That's enough."

"Zong Ying has been waiting for me for too long, I want to go back and find him." Chasing wife crematorium?This is the real crematorium. I decided a long time ago whether there is such a setting. Although Zong Ying and Hang Jing are the main characters, they are not perfect. On the contrary, I think they have their own problems. , Zong applied to repent all his life, and Hang Jing also suffered all his life, because they all did something wrong, it's useless to just shed two tears and say a few words of sorry.

Before Zong Ying died, he begged for a freedom for Hang Jing. Hang Jing gave up becoming a god and used the whole world in exchange for a new start and then went back to read the text. When Hang Jing came back from rebirth, he was world-weary and confused, and he was conflicted and hesitant. His psychological pressure was When was it suddenly removed?It was he who saw Zong Ying hiding in the room alone through the susceptible period. At that time, his memory began to gradually recover.