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Three years ago, Song Shihe's "Ode to the Moon Night" with novel meanings and beautiful rhythms shocked the decadent poetry circle in Y City. When all the poets at that time used the night as a metaphor for evil, he proposed a new angle. He said that the moon night is in the night To lead the way for people, to tell people loudly with a faint light that there is still light in the darkness.

While gaining a lot of praise for breaking traditional prejudices and being young and promising, he also received a lot of abuse for being famous as a young man and not following the so-called "right way" in the current social poetry circle, most of which were followers of decadent poets.They accused him of twisted thinking, social incompatibility, and unrealistic dreams.Some people refuted the praise of his novel thinking, and instead accused him of being old-fashioned and still living in the romanticism and art of the old age, which led to the regression of the poetry world and wasted the efforts of several generations of poets.

At that time, Song Shihe was overwhelmed by critics who criticized him overwhelmingly. Among the ten most popular articles criticizing poetry at that time, "Ode to the Moon Night" accounted for seven, and it was the most vicious seven articles, cursing and insulting rumors. There are many of them. In this state, he is like a dead and old tree. Although it has branches, it can't sprout any inspirations as beautiful as new buds.

In the past, he thought everything was beautiful, and everything he saw was a magnificent scene in the world, and he often had inspiration lingering in his mind, but now he only feels that people on the street are pointing at him, even sparrows are pointing at him. Twittering seems to be accusing him of not following the "right path".

People who never let go of any opportunity to ridicule him made a lot of articles to ridicule him, and some people said that he was just plagiarizing the works of his predecessors. He's just an idiot, but he has inherited his father's reputation. Now that his father has passed away, his meaningless inner self is revealed.

Song Shihe began to hate picking up a pen, and every time he sat down and couldn't write any poems, he felt extremely anxious.Sometimes he would slam the pen vigorously, spill the ink everywhere, and every time he vented, the whole room would be a mess.

He began to be pulled into the abyss by the secular world, he began to degenerate, he smoked, smoked every day, he refuted alcohol, and fell asleep drunk every night, and he began to be photographed by newspapers drinking with women of different styles every day.

At that time, people from all walks of life said that he was a fallen angel whose wings were broken by the secular world, and others said that he was an olive laurel crown that fell into the mud, with his feet sunk deep in the mud, and he was beyond redemption.

Although singing and singing every night, he didn't feel the slightest pleasure. He knew that he was not suitable for this path, but he was powerless and didn't know how to change.

Until, in the snowy winter day, in the broken everything, in the hazy drunken eyes, I met spring.