Salted Toffee

The contrast between Xu Ping and Fu Cizhou was too strong, until Zhu Yu was pulled into his arms and hugged tightly by the other party, Zhu Yu didn't realize what happened.

His brain seemed to go on strike suddenly, and he couldn't even perceive the passage of time.

Is it Fu Cizhou?

Why is he here?

Zhu Yu hurriedly pushed the person away, grabbed the other person's shoulder, and stared at the other person's face.

Fu Cizhou?Really Fu Cizhou?

Fu Cizhou pulled off his mask, took off his hat, his chest heaved violently: "Little fish..."

It's really Fu Cizhou.

As if a sudden breath was stuck in his throat, Zhu Yu seemed to be suffocated, and even stopped breathing.

He couldn't react.

"Little fish," Fu Cizhou raised his hand and pressed Zhu Yu's left chest, and breathed with the other hand behind his back, "follow me, exhale-inhale-"

Zhu Yu followed Fu Cizhou's rhythm, prolonging the frequency with each breath.

But his breathing was trembling, and his eyes seemed to be fixed on the other person's face without blinking.

When the breath finally cleared, Fu Cizhou took Zhu Yu's shoulders and hugged him back into his arms.

"Let's get out of here," Fu Cizhou put his lips on Zhu Yu's ear, "I brought a lot of money, let's go to a place where no one can find us, and we will be together forever."

Zhu Yu opened his eyes slightly, unable to believe that Fu Cizhou could say such a thing.

"You asked me before, which one should I choose between you and my parents, and I will tell you now, I choose you." Fu Cizhou's voice was very low, and he suppressed too many emotions, "I really... I can't stand it , I miss you so much, I miss you when I eat and sleep over there, I will go crazy if I don’t see you again, I worry about you, I want to see you, I don’t want anything, I just want you.”

Zhu Yu listened blankly, as if listening to a fairy tale.

He unconsciously raised his hand, wrapped around Fu Cizhou's waist, and buried his face in his arms.

I miss you too, I miss you especially today.

I've been everywhere we've been and I can't find you anywhere.

I miss you, I miss you, I can't sleep well, and my heart hurts when I think of you.

Especially thinking, thinking that I only want to talk to you, thinking that looking at a shadow feels like you.

Zhu Yu hugged Fu Cizhou tightly, but couldn't say a word.

"We can go by bus without an ID card," Fu Cizhou kissed Zhu Yu's forehead, took off his arm, pulled him out of the alley, and squatted down to pick up the test bag on the ground. "Let's go all the way." Going north, you can go to any city. I brought a lot of cash. If I save a little, it will be enough for us to live for a while. I am an adult, and I can go out to work. After a few years, my parents completely give up on me, and I will do whatever Don't worry about it anymore."

Fu Cizhou put on the mask again, and stuck the peaked cap on Zhu Yu's head: "They don't know I'm back, but they probably will know soon, we have to leave Nanhuai quickly, or we won't be able to leave Lost."

Zhu Yu was dragged forward by Fu Cizhou, he was a little dazed, and he was in a daze.

They took a taxi to the bus station, but instead of entering the station, they waited on the road after the exit.

"There will be a group going to the next city in a while." Fu Cizhou looked at his watch, took out a mask and put it on for Zhu Yu, "Don't talk, I'll do it."

Within 10 minutes, there was a bus passing by.

Fu Cizhou raised his hand to stop him: "Go to the next door and pay more!"

Zhu Yu turned his head and was taken aback by Fu Cizhou's unknown dialect.

"45! Send it to the bus station!" The conductor shouted at the top of his voice.

"Everyone else is forty and you get five more." Fu Cizhou pushed Zhu Yu into the car, "It's cheaper for the two of us."

"It's five yuan cheaper than at the station!" The conductor closed the door and said loudly, "You don't understand from other places, but our Nanhuai price is the same."

Fu Cizhou lowered his head and took out a one-hundred-dollar card: "The ID card has been stolen, take it with you!"

The conductor waved his hand and pointed to the last row: "Sit inside, if the police check, you will have to make up the ticket!"

Fu Cizhou took Zhu Yu to the innermost side and sat down.

He took off his full schoolbag and put it on his lap, and took out an orange for Zhu Yu from his side pocket: "Put the orange peel on your nose, it will make you feel better from motion sickness."

Zhu Yu took the oranges and leaned his head on Fu Cizhou's shoulder.

He wanted to touch him, thought madly.

The car started, and everything outside the window quickly moved backwards.

Zhu Yu didn't know where Fu Cizhou found out that you don't need an ID card to stop the bus halfway.

This person who didn't even sit on the bus before was able to bargain with the conductor with a foreign accent.

He didn't know why, and felt a little uncomfortable.

"Let's find a place to sleep when the neighbor is next door." Fu Cizhou put his arm behind Zhu Yu's neck and pulled him into his arms. "You sleep for a while, and I will call you when the time comes."

Zhu Yu didn't fall asleep because Fu Cizhou was motion sick.

The bus carries passengers halfway, and stops and starts.

In addition, the gasoline smell in the rear of the car exceeds the standard, and even the orange peel can't cover it.

Fu Cizhou vomited dizzily, and Zhu Yu wanted to get out of the car early, but was held down by Fu Cizhou.

"Leave the city first..." His face was covered with cold sweat, as if he had just picked it up from the water, "It's not far away...I'll just vomit... just vomit..."

This "not so far" has been driven for three hours, and it was already midnight when we arrived at the destination.

After squatting on the side of the road for a while, Fu Cizhou seemed to recover, and hurriedly dragged Zhu Yu to find a place to sleep.

For small hotels, you don't need an ID card for an extra 20 yuan.

Fu Cizhou asked for a single room, filled in a fake name and phone number, and brought Zhu Yu in.

The room is small enough to fit a bed.

The bathroom is cramped and run down with poor lighting and doesn't look very clean.

Fu Cizhou took off his schoolbag, covered it with a quilt and put it on the innermost side of the bed, turned around and hugged Zhu Yu, holding his face and gently pecking his mouth.

"First off, let's live in a homestay when we get to the place. I know the boss there and secretly let us live there."

Zhu Yu held Fu Cizhou's finger: "Fu Cizhou."

"I've come out with me, so don't say anything else." Fu Cizhou pulled out his fingers, lowered his head and took off his short sleeves, "I smell all over, I'm going to take a shower first."

He closed the bathroom door and scratched his arm.

This place is really not good, he turned over the quilt just now, and the musty smell almost sent him away.

What the hell, the taps look fucking dirty.

Fu Cizhou reluctantly took a shower, and when he got out of the bathroom, he happened to see Zhu Yu coming back from the outside.

"Where have you been?" Fu Cizhou didn't even use a towel, but just brushed his wet hair with his hands.

"I went out to buy something to eat." Zhu Yu lifted the steamed stuffed bun on his handle.

Fu Cizhou said "Oh": "You haven't eaten yet."

"I'll take a shower first," Zhu Yu said, "Do you have any clothes for me to change?"

Fu Cizhou opened his schoolbag and threw Zhu Yu a short sleeve: "Do you want pants?"

"I want underwear." Zhu Yu said.

Fu Cizhou flipped through it again: "I didn't bring it."

If you don't wear it, you don't have to wear it. Zhu Yu put on a short sleeve after taking a shower, and walked the bird in front of Fu Cizhou as if nothing had happened.

Fu Cizhou almost choked himself to death with a mouthful of buns: "What are you doing?"

"No pants," Zhu Yu spread his hands, feeling very innocent, "I washed the clothes."

Fu Cizhou reluctantly accepted this reason, but he was still a little uncomfortable with Zhu Yu's behavior.

Although his clothes are relatively large, they can basically cover the birds.But not to mention birds and birds, Fu Cizhou couldn't stand Zhu Yu's bare legs!

"We both have that kind of relationship anyway. It's hard for me not to think you're seducing me." Fu Cizhou denied and denied, speaking seriously.

After Zhu Yu finished eating the last bun, he threw the plastic bag into the trash can: "Huh? You think so?"

Fu Cizhou's scalp exploded: "What the hell?!"

"Seduce you," Zhu Yu kicked off his shoes and stepped on the bed, "Are you coming?"

Fu Cizhou came naturally. Not only did he come, but he was also very active.

He remembered that when Zhu Yu was wearing the JK short skirt, he had those same legs, and he had to look away quickly even to take a look.

But now, he not only wants to see, he also wants to touch.

Zhu Yu couldn't help laughing when Fu Cizhou threw him on the bed.He inserted his fingers into his hair, stroking the small old bald scar.

The chaotic kiss was mixed with heavy panting, on the lips, on the teeth, intense and chaotic.

The hem of the clothes was lifted up, fingers all the way up.

Zhu Yu sighed and hummed softly, provoking Fu Cizhou to work harder.

They rubbed against each other for the first time, one was faster than the other.

"Little fish..." Fu Cizhou read his name brokenly, with a pleasant nasal sound and panting.

Zhu Yu took out a box of things from under the pillow, wrapped his arms around Fu Cizhou's neck, and hung on the back of his head to open the package.

A piece fell, Fu Cizhou raised his hand to touch his neck, and pinched a thin piece.

His mind froze for a moment, and he turned his head to look at Zhu Yu like a fool.

"What are you doing!?"

As if he was so frightened, his voice almost broke.

Zhu Yu threw the box on the bed and kissed Fu Cizhou again: "Do you want to do it?"

Fu Cizhou couldn't accept such a fast progress. He thought it was because Zhu Yu was not satisfied, so he took it out with his hands again.

"Aren't you feeling uncomfortable?" Zhu Yu's ankle brushed against something intentionally or unintentionally, and Fu Cizhou hurriedly avoided it.

"It's okay." He insisted on being stubborn.

"No?" Zhu Yu asked again.

"Are you eighteen?" Fu Cizhou sat on the edge of the bed, his heart beating faster, "I don't want to commit a crime."

"It's okay," Zhu Yu hooked Fu Cizhou's neck, lay down on his back and led him to the bed, "Who knows?"

At this time, Zhu Yu was very attractive, especially the blush at the end of his eyes.

Fu Cizhou kissed him, and kissed away the red patch, spreading all the way to the tips of the ears and neck.

Zhu Yu was originally fair, but now his skin turned red, turning into an attractive pink, delicate and warm.

"I like you," Fu Cizhou said vaguely while kissing, "I love you."

Like and love seem to be different.

The former is the bright light, the latter is the deep sea.

Zhu Yu paused, suddenly grabbed Fu Cizhou's shoulders, and turned him over with a single force.

"Huh?!" Before Fu Cizhou could react, Zhu Yu pressed his chest on the bed.

"Master," Zhu Yu leaned over and pinched his chin, "You really won't come?"

Fu Cizhou's eyes darkened, but he still insisted: "Don't come to this kind of place."

Zhu Yu felt sore and kissed her.

He remembered that when the two went to see the sea, Fu Cizhou would rather walk for half an hour in the heavy rain than sleep in a regular five-star hotel.

But now he is willing to live here, a small dilapidated place by the roadside that even Zhu Yu feels unclean.

Zhu Yu gently held Fu Cizhou.

He is so distressed.

"Why all of a sudden..." Fu Cizhou propped up his upper body, wrapped Zhu Yu's fingers with great difficulty, "It hurts, take it easy."

Zhu Yu seldom does this kind of thing on weekdays, but now that it's real, he doesn't care about the importance of his hands, let alone any skills.

Fu Cizhou gasped in pain, and pulled Zhu Yu over patiently: "Don't worry about it, you might as well give me one more kiss if you have the time, I can do it myself faster than you."

Zhu Yu frowned, suddenly a little angry.

Is... so bad! !

Without warning, he let go of his hand, lowered his head and held it directly.

"Damn it!" Fu Cizhou went crazy, and he heard the swearing all over the floor.

He raised his chin, but couldn't help it for a few seconds.

"You, you, you, you, shut up!" Fu Cizhou pushed Zhu Yu away and retreated all the way to the bed, pulling the quilt and saying in shock, "Damn! What are you doing!"

Zhu Yu brushed his teeth, rinsed his mouth, and rushed to Fu Cizhou to kiss him, but he turned his face and refused.

"Damn," he slapped Fu Cizhou's face over, "You still despise my own?!"

"Of course my mother hates it!" The eldest young master seemed to be in a daze, "You can really talk about it."

Zhu Yu squinted his eyes and sat on Fu Cizhou's lap: "Then I want you to come, do you dislike it?"

"I hate it," Fu Cizhou said whatever he wanted, "Don't let me come, I won't be able to come in my life."

Zhu Yu was so angry that he bit his mouth, Fu Cizhou smiled and grabbed the hair on the back of his head, then rolled into a ball.

"Sleep," Fu Cizhou put his arms around Zhu Yu and covered him with the quilt, "I have to get up early to take the car tomorrow."

Zhu Yu nestled in his arms, and rubbed his hands dishonestly: "Huh? Can't do it?"

"It's been several times," Fu Cizhou pressed Zhu Yu's hand, "Stop messing around with me, go to sleep."

Zhu Yu grinned, put one leg on Fu Cizhou's waist, and put the other between his legs: "How many days will we take the car?"

Fu Cizhou put his lips on Zhu Yu's hair, closed his eyes and said softly, "Three days."

"Is today the first day?" Zhu Yu asked.

Fu Cizhou nodded: "One day tomorrow, and then the night after tomorrow should be there."

Zhu Yu hugged Fu Cizhou a little tighter: "Can we do it when we get there?"

Fu Cizhou laughed "chichi": "I didn't see it, Zhu Xiaoyu, are you still hungry?"

"Yeah," Zhu Yu admitted quite calmly, "I've been greedy for you for a long time."

"Are you hungry for my six-pack abs?" Fu Cizhou smiled and touched Zhu Yu's belly, "You don't have any."

"It's still a little bit." Zhu Yu held his breath.

"Noisy," Fu Cizhou patted his little butt and wrapped his arms around him, "Go to bed quickly."

Zhu Yu didn't sleep well that night, the noise from the neighbor next door was too loud, and his head was going to be dizzy due to the noise.

Fu Cizhou couldn't do the same. He scratched his arms and scratched his hair for a while, but after every tossing, he had to hug Zhu Yu tightly again.

Like any ritual, no matter what you do, there must be a fixed last step.

Zhu Yu also hugged him and rubbed against him.

After rubbing against each other, the fire broke out, and the two kicked the quilt again to make a fuss.

The result of this is that they didn't sleep much all night, and just went to fight on the bed.

Early the next morning, the two yawned and drove the car, leaning against each other and sleeping in the car for another day.

Fortunately, Fu Cizhou didn't get motion sickness.

But to make matters worse, he was allergic.

Fu Cizhou developed a bunch of rashes on his arms, waist, upper legs, and itched when he was blown by the wind, and itched when he was exposed to the sun. He had to wrap a cold compress in ice water with a towel, just like prickly heat. People are bad.

When he left the hotel at first, the sun was shining in the sweat, and Fu Cizhou was as red as a baked potato, and he couldn't hold back the pain.

Later, I got on the bus. Fortunately, there was an air conditioner, and the temperature was relatively low.

Fu Cizhou's sweet potato skin gradually became less scary, and Zhu Yu only needed to apply it to his back and thighs that were pasted on the car seat every once in a while.

"Speaking of which..." Zhu Yuqi leaned close to Fu Cizhou's ear, "Are you all aroused?"

Fu Cizhou scratched his neck irritably: "I haven't raised my face."

"Did it start there?" Zhu Yu bumped Fu Cizhou's with his thigh.

Fu Cizhou raised his eyelids and turned to look at him: "You owe c."

When the word is said so clearly, it makes people think a little bit.

Zhu Yu laughed all the way over this matter. When he arrived at the place at night, he took advantage of Fu Cizhou to go to the convenience store to buy food, and quietly used his ID card to open a high-end double room with a unit price of [-].

"Your parents found this place and we left long ago," Zhu Yu comforted, "It's just a transit station, it's not... And look at your arms and legs, can you still have them if you stay for one night?"

The young master is the young master, with delicate skin and tender flesh, Fu Cizhou can bear it, Zhu Yuke feels distressed,

The room has been opened, and the deal is done. No matter how much Fu Cizhou objects, it is a foregone conclusion.

For this reason, he straightened his face and did not speak.

I found an excuse to go out for a walk, fell asleep in the room, and didn't even take a shower.

"Get up and take a shower." Zhu Yu pulled Fu Cizhou.

Fu Cizhou shook off his hand and pushed the man several steps away.

With bare feet, Zhu Yu simply took advantage of the situation and sat down on the ground.

"Hiss..." He frowned, and pretended to cover his ankle, "It hurts."

Fu Cizhou didn't move for a few seconds at first, Zhu Yu confronted him and just cried out for pain.

After shouting several times, Fu Cizhou still couldn't stand up and got up to see where Zhu Yu fell.

"Master," Zhu Yu stretched his legs and clasped Fu Cizhou's waist, "There is a bathtub in the bathroom, it's so big, it's for two people."

Fu Cizhou had a gloomy face: "The bathtub shower in the hotel is boiling the kettle, you'd better not touch it."

Zhu Yu blinked, tilted his head and asked, "Why?"

Fu Cizhou's Adam's apple moved up and down, and he didn't answer the question, just pressed the back of his head and kissed him.

They made a fuss all the way to the bathroom, stacked them together and took a shower indiscriminately.

Zhu Yu just finished it once, and he was so comfortable that his toes were curled up.

"In the past two days, more than ten years' worth has been wiped out." Zhu Yu put his arm on Fu Cizhou's shoulder, proud of his favor, "legs are weak, and I can't walk."

"It's a few steps away." Fu Cizhou wiped him dry with a towel, picked him up and threw him on the bed, "You just pretend here."

Zhu Yu laughed when he was thrown. He put on Fu Cizhou's short sleeves, took out the small package from his pocket, and kicked his legs on the bed angrily: "Fu Cizhou! Come here!"

Fu Cizhou turned off the shower and dried himself: "What's wrong?!"

"Let's come." Zhu Yu held up the small package.

Fu Cizhou took the thing over, turned his wrist and threw it into the trash can: "No."

Zhu Yu got up from the bed and went to the trash can to pull things out: "Fu Cizhou, you are not a man! If you don't come, I will come!"

"What? You still want to fuck me?" Fu Cizhou let out a contemptuous smile, "You try?"

He didn't wear a shirt, so he wore a bath towel around his waist. The rash on his body has faded a lot, and some of them have disappeared, blending with his skin color.

"Damn!" Zhu Yu rushed towards Fu Cizhou, pulled the towel around his waist and looked down, "Hey? You don't have a rash here!"

"Watch it if you want, what excuses are you looking for?" Fu Cizhou grabbed Zhu Yu's arm and asked him to sit on his lap and kiss him.

Zhu Yu was so dazed by the kiss that he still didn't forget to touch Fu Cizhou's things with his fingers.

Fu Cizhou grabbed Zhu Yu's wrist and pulled it back, retreating his shoulders and straightening his chest.

He lowered his head and kissed Zhu Yu's left heart. There was a little incompleteness here, but if it wasn't stimulated, it was still a great little heart.

Can you be quiet and don't make trouble for my boyfriend.

Fu Cizhou thought to himself.

"I'm not a woman..." Zhu Yu was a little embarrassed, "What are you doing with me?"

"Ah?" Fu Cizhou raised his head, "What?"

Zhu Yu was at a loss for words for a while, and looked at Fu Cizhou a little bit dodgingly: "What... what? It seems nothing?"

Fu Cizhou reacted for a moment and finally came to his senses, he was so angry that his head burst into flames: "I'll fucking kiss your heart! What are you thinking in your head!"

"Yes yes yes..." Zhu Yu hurriedly apologized and admitted his mistake, "I was wrong, I was wrong, I judged the belly of a gentleman with the heart of a villain, and my head was full of yellow fertilizer. I didn't expect you to be the calm Liu Xiahui... "

"Get out!" Fu Cizhou shook his legs, and Zhu Yu fell on the bed.

He refused to accept it, and leaned on Fu Cizhou's shoulder and whispered to him: "You came out in a few seconds yesterday, are you still here today?"

Fu Cizhou ground his back molars: "You still have the nerve to say it."

Zhu Yu pressed Fu Cizhou's knee: "It won't be a few seconds today, right?"

With the experience of the last time, Fu Cizhou half-heartedly accepted this behavior.

Zhu Yu speaks like he has been wandering around for many years, but when it comes to actual practice, he is very unfamiliar.

The teeth are chaotic, and I can still take a bite from time to time.

Fu Cizhou propped himself behind with one hand, and pressed Zhu Yu's hair with the other.

It is very exciting, and the pleasure in the heart is countless times stronger than the pleasure in the body.

He looked at Zhu Yu, as long as it was Zhu Yu.

Anyway.

After the quarrel, Zhu Yu sprayed the rash on Fu Cizhou's body where the rash had not disappeared.

The potion doesn't smell very good. Although it is fragrant, the fragrance is too strong and it is a bit pungent.

Zhu Yu pinched his nose and told Fu Cizhou to go away, and Fu Cizhou really slept on one side of the big bed wrapped in a quilt and stopped talking.

There was a distance of nearly one meter between the two, and they suddenly fell silent.

"Why don't you fuck me?" After a while, Zhu Yu spoke first.

Fu Cizhou didn't answer, as if he was asleep.

"Why~" Zhu Yu dragged his voice, and leaned behind Fu Cizhou's back and kissed his ear, "Don't fuck me~"

"Is it because my legs are not long? Or is my butt not upturned? Is it unattractive? Huh? Master?"

"What are you doing?" Fu Cizhou scratched his ears, turned around and faced Zhu Yu, "I want you to think about it every day in the future, and you will never forget me."

Zhu Yu looked at Fu Cizhou, pursed his lips, and said very seriously: "I can't forget you now."

Fu Cizhou sneered: "It's nice to say."

He took Zhu Yu into his arms and hugged him. Zhu Yu was a lot more honest now, so he leaned into Fu Cizhou's arms and closed his eyes.

"Your leg," Zhu Yu didn't really want to bring it up, but couldn't help asking, "Is it serious?"

"No problem, just take care of him." Fu Cizhou rubbed his hair, "My father has his own hands, so don't worry too much."

Zhu Yu was silent for a moment, and wrapped his arms around Fu Cizhou's neck: "I'm sleeping."

Fu Cizhou clasped his waist and pressed him against his chest: "Go to sleep."

"You have to sleep too." Zhu Yu said.

Fu Cizhou gave a soft "um": "Good night."

Zhu Yu responded, "Good night."

There were no lights in the room, everything was immersed in darkness.

Suddenly, Fu Cizhou put his arms into his arms, hugged Zhu Yu tightly, and buried his face into his neck: "I love you."

Zhu Yu's heart skipped a beat: "Me too."

Fu Cizhou listened to his strong and intense heartbeat, and said slowly: "You must be safe and live a long life."

Zhu Yu hugged Fu Cizhou and repeated after him: "Ping... be safe and live a long life."

"Little fish, I love you."

"..."

"No matter what, I will always love you."

I wish Yu a sleepless night.

At three o'clock in the morning, he took out his mobile phone from his pants pocket.

Since leaving Nanhuai, this phone has been turned off, that is, during the two days of the college entrance examination, Zhu Yu recharged it and brought it back with him.

In fact, I was secretly looking forward to something in my heart, and I always felt that Fu Cizhou might also come back for the college entrance examination.

But Fu Cizhou didn't take the college entrance examination, but he came back.

Zhu Yu didn't expect Fu Cizhou to actually leave with a backpack of cash on his back.

He even made a plan, like a prisoner who is intent on escaping.

Unrealistic.

It's like a fool's dream.

Even naive, extremely immature and irrational.

But Zhu Yu couldn't bear to interrupt him again.

He pampered Fu Cizhou, and with the last tenderness and nostalgia, spent two days with him presumptuously, like a ridiculous dream.

But the dream will always wake up, and he has to leave.

Zhu Yu pulled away from Fu Cizhou's arms little by little.

He got out of bed, put on his clothes, folded the messy clothes and quilts and tidied them up, then walked to Fu Cizhou's side, leaned over and kissed him on the forehead.

"I love you."

He spoke in a very low voice, like dust floating in the air, faintly dissipating in the breath.

This seems to be the first time Zhu Yu expressed his feelings for Fu Cizhou. He skipped liking and said love directly.

From the moment Fu Cizhou said "I choose you", Zhu Yu knew that he was finished.

Even if Fu Cizhou can come out in the future, he can't.

He fell in, completely, completely.

He has to spend his whole life loving this person.

I love you very much.

But I'm sorry.

Zhu Yu sat on the floor beside the bed, while watching Fu Cizhou sleep, while sending a message to Zhong Yan.

A series of addresses and locations, and even the room number were told to the other party.

After Zhu Yu finished sending, he took out his phone card and put it on the bedside table.

He sat there, watched Fu Cizhou quietly for a while, got up and left around five o'clock.

With a "click", the door of the hotel room was closed.

The corridor was covered with a thick layer of carpet, and no footsteps could be heard.

Through a door, Zhu Yu seemed to disappear instantly.

Fu Cizhou opened his eyes and saw the phone card on the bedside table.

He propped himself up and took out a pack of cigarettes from under the pillow.

I lit one, smoked it slowly, puffed out the clouds, and reminisced about the goblin-like Zhu Yu of the previous two nights.

Zhu Yu never planned to leave with him from the beginning.

His solitary courage and desperateness were nothing but a joke that moved him.

Some people, once they make a decision, never look back no matter what.

Fu Cizhou exhausted all methods, but he still couldn't keep Zhu Yu.

He touched his forehead and smiled slightly.

At nine in the morning, Zhong Yan rushed to the hotel room.

Fu Cizhou leaned against the head of the bed with his bare upper body, and smoked an ashtray filter.

Condoms were scattered on the ground, the quilt was in a mess, and clothes were thrown everywhere.

"Fu Cizhou," Zhong Yan's voice trembled, "You let me down so much."

"Really?" Fu Cizhou put out the cigarette butt in the ashtray, "What's the disappointment? I like men, or did I do it with him?"

Zhong Yan raised her finger to him, trembling uncontrollably.

"You disappointed me too," Fu Cizhou smiled, "I dealt with a 17-year-old minor with my dad, and he was still a minor who took you very seriously. He has a heart disease, in case What do you say if you die?"

Fu Cizhou lifted the quilt, picked up the shorts on the ground and put them on: "You have succeeded, he is determined not to be with me. But he is not for me as you said, he is for you."

"Zhu Yu is very clear that I will be happier with him in the future, and he is also willing to walk that difficult road with me. But you and Dad use his kindness and take advantage of the petty interests you used to treat him Force him to leave. Won't your conscience ache?"

"I put my words here today. If Zhu Yu is alive, I can still have a thought. If he dies, I will die alone. I will not marry another woman, nor will I have children. If you are completely disappointed in me, Just regenerate one yourself, don't show a high-ranking elder attitude, saying it is for your own good, while stabbing the knife."

Fu Cizhou walked to Zhong Yan's side, staggered into the bathroom.

"I have always felt that you are different from Zhu Yu's biological mother."

He stopped at the door and said lightly: "But I don't think so now."

Zhong Yan opened her eyes wide, turned around and stared at Fu Cizhou, tears streaming down her cheeks uncontrollably.

"Hurt someone else for your own child, what's the difference between you and Xu Ping?"

"Mom, you really disappointed me."

The warm water washed against the skin, Fu Cizhou raised his hands to prop up the wall, as if he was exhausted after finishing a marathon.

It's meaningless to go one-way. Zhu Yu can't face his parents, so he won't stay.

He and Zhu Yu, is it really over?

Seems like it's really over.

But Fu Cizhou doesn't believe in evil, he just doesn't believe in it.

In vulgar youth dramas, the last ones together are never the front and back in the classroom.

The teenagers don't understand the ending because they are still in midsummer and have never seen the fallen leaves in autumn and the snow in winter.

Zhu Yu left temporarily to see the fallen leaves and other snow in the distance.

Cold comes and summer goes, spring and autumn alternate.

But Fu Cizhou stopped himself forever in the noisy midsummer of that year.

The endless chirping of cicadas and the bright sunshine.

Zhu Yu lay lazily on the table, tilting his head and talking to him with a smile.

"The cicadas are singing so loudly outside..."