Salted Toffee

It was almost two o'clock when Zhu Yu got home, he didn't say anything, he just stood outside the door and simply greeted Zhu Qin and went to school.

Zhu Qin looked back and saw that he had already left.

It's just that the hoarse voice just now was not normal, and I don't know why and how long I cried.

Zhu Qin sighed and shook his head slightly.

The school is still the same, but the atmosphere in the class is gradually getting serious as the school starts.

Zhu Yu waited until school was over in a daze, and stayed in a daze all afternoon, without even taking out the book.

The table was full of papers, and Wang Ying stacked them for him.

On the way, Lao Chen asked him to go to the office and told him about the temporary borrowing.

The second half of the third year of senior high school is the most stressful and critical period. Each school and each teacher has different review progress. It is undoubtedly the most unwise to transfer at this time.

Even though Zhu Yu seldom depends on reviewing in class, but after getting used to a bad environment, suddenly going to a completely strange place, no matter who it is, there will be a transition period.And this transition period, no matter how long, is a loss.

"Did something happen at home? Is there any teacher who can help? The next three months are a very critical period. If you don't want to leave, the teacher will try to persuade your father to stay."

Lao Chen analyzed a lot and said a lot.

But he is an outsider after all, and he has no idea what the real reason is.

Zhu Yu also wanted to stay, but he couldn't.

He didn't know what Fu Yanting said to Zhu Qin that made Zhu Qin leave the clinic so resolutely and leave immediately to move.

But habitual obedience has been deeply rooted in his bones. Zhu Yu never thought of refuting what Zhu Qin and his wife said.

I didn't dare to do it before, and I wasn't qualified.

It's the same now, and he knows he can't change anything.

So he planned the safest way and emphasized it to Fu Cizhou over and over again.

He was always worried about things being exposed, but Fu Cizhou frightened him time and time again.

From first friends to family members.

Fu Beibei urged Wan Wan not to tell Fu Yanting, so Zhu Yu kept it in mind and understood that this was the bottom line.

But Fu Cizhou is not.

What they value is different, and the trade-offs they make are different.

Zhu Yu took risks with Fu Cizhou's most precious thing, and Fu Cizhou destroyed Zhu Yu's bottom line.

The two hurt each other under the banner of love, essentially for themselves.

I wish Yu Yu a stable and smooth future, and Fu Cizhou wants the opportunity to hold hands in the sun.

In the immature 17-year-old, neither can give the other what they want.

But they fought desperately to get what they wanted.

Teenagers always love to face the wind and waves, trying to prove their greatness with danger.

But they are so vulnerable, they are so fragile that they can be smashed to pieces in an instant when they touch the reef, and finally become white waves that will never stop.

When school was over, Zhu Qin called him and said that everything was packed at home and asked him to bring back the school books and transport them away.

Senior high school students stay at school from 06:30 in the morning to 10:30 in the evening after school, and their desks and desks are almost full of textbooks and exercise books.

I don’t carry a schoolbag on weekdays. Like Zhu Yu, I carry a broken vocabulary book with me, eat empty-handed at noon, and pack an extra fountain pen when I go home at night.

Zhu Qin asked him to clean up. To put it bluntly, it was like moving house, and he couldn't finish it in one trip.

He was not in a hurry to leave after school, and he put all the books in his schoolbag one by one after Wang Ying and the others went out for dinner.

He picked out some textbooks and workbooks with important notes, and then threw the other less important ones into the trash can.

Just move it once, if you come back and run again, Wang Ying and the others will definitely have to ask what's wrong.

Zhu Yu couldn't answer, he was afraid that he would cry for no reason.

The little blue shark squeezed into the table hole, so aggrieved that even its head was deformed.

Zhu Yu took it out and pinched its face with his fingers.

There was still a book on Fu Cizhou's table, and a fountain pen was stuck in it, and the cap was not even covered.

It was as if he had just left and had dinner with Wang Ying.

Zhu Yu put the little shark on Fu Cizhou's bench, got up and left with his schoolbag on his back.

In the front row of the teacher, there were a few people who didn't go to dinner and were still studying hard, and the countdown on the blackboard had just reached the double digits of Jiu Datou.

At the [-]-day swearing-in meeting a few days ago, Zhu Yujie was not feeling well and did not go to the scene.

He just didn't want to, when he recalled this unique memory later, he found that there was no Fu Cizhou in it.

Really go.

This classroom that has been there for almost three years.

He lay in the corner and experienced two summers, but in the end it had no beginning and ended in the warm spring of March.

don't want to end.

Zhu Yu stopped by the door.

He held the door frame of the back door of the classroom, turned his face to look at the plane tree outside the window.

The big tree has just sprouted tender green, and within a few months it will be full of emerald green again.

It's only a few months.

A few months… just.

Zhu Yu curled his fingers and his Adam's apple moved slightly.

He turned around and walked into the classroom, and brought back the little shark on Fu Cizhou's bench.

Spring goes and winter comes, summer passes and autumn harvests.

He and Fu Cizhou can also be in just a few months, or just a few years.

It's good to exhaust your life, as long as you don't give up, it's good.

He wants to be with Fu Cizhou, no matter how long it is.

By the time I got home at seven o'clock, it was already completely dark.

Zhu Yu sorted out what he said to Fu Cizhou all the way, and prepared to write it into a letter for Wang Ying and the others to take there.

Fu Yanting will not cut off Fu Cizhou's entire circle of friends in Nanhuai because of him, will he?

Even if they are really not allowed to contact, they must come out during the college entrance examination.

As long as you look for opportunities by yourself, you can always hand them over to Fu Cizhou.

Just like what Fu Cizhou said, as long as he persists, Fu Cizhou also persists, even if we can't be together now, we can do it in the future.

Just don't give up, just don't give up...

Zhu Yu figured it out, and felt a little better.

There was a piece of letter paper spread out on the table, he tidied up his room, and wrote something when he thought of something.

The moving company's car got lost at the intersection, Zhu Qin received a call and went to find someone, and asked Zhu Yu to watch the house and stop running around.

Zhu Yu twisted his body and answered.

The little carp has been listless recently, and they don't eat the fish food floating on the water.

Zhu Yu tapped the fish tank with his pen, and it barely wagged its tail.

"Excuse me, is this the Zhu Yu family?"

Someone outside the house suddenly called him, and the voice sounded like Zhong Yan's.

Fu Cizhou!

Zhu Yu folded the letter paper and pressed it with a fountain pen, and ran out quickly.

"Ah, auntie..." Panting, Zhu Yuwei looked behind Zhong Yan, she was the only one.

Fu Cizhou didn't come.

But the person who came was not Fu Yanting, but Zhong Yan.

Could it be that Fu Cizhou couldn't leave, so he asked his mother to come over and say something to him?

"Zhu Yu," Zhong Yan's expression softened when she saw Zhu Yu, "Auntie has something to tell you..."

Zhu Yu turned his face sideways: "Auntie, come in and sit down."

"I won't go in..." Zhong Yan waved her hand, "I came in a hurry, so to make a long story short..."

Zhu Yu felt a "thump" in his heart, and walked out of the room to her side: "You, you said..."

"His father and I know about you and Fu Cizhou. Our attitude on this matter...is firmly opposed."

Zhong Yan seemed to be having a hard time speaking, and her speech was a little choked up.

Zhu Yu lowered his eyes and understood what was waiting for him next.

"Fu Cizhou was spoiled and grew up. He didn't experience any setbacks since he was a child. He was still a child. He was very curious about new things and always wanted to try, but he basically gave up halfway, like a musical instrument. , Sports, I just learn the superficial thing and leave it alone, that is, I learned the piano from him, and I whispered in his ear every day, his ears are soft, and he listens to me when he talks more...so , so his piano learning is better."

Zhong Yan spoke euphemistically, and Zhu Yu understood all the overtones.

In their view, they, like those musical instruments and those sports, are just Fu Cizhou's whim.

I have played and tried it, and when the novelty quickly wears off, I don't even want to touch it.

Taking a step back, even if Fu Cizhou is willing to insist, but as parents, Zhong Yan and Fu Yanting can supervise and advise at any time. After a long time, Fu Cizhou will compromise.

They always have a way to separate Fu Cizhou and Zhu Yu, because they are Fu Cizhou's parents, and Fu Cizhou cannot do without them.

"I watched Fu Cizhou grow up. Although his father doesn't care much about the house, he always has to see his son when he comes back." Zhong Yan's eyes were a little red, and she wiped her tears with sobs, "As parents, we should do our best. The greatest ability to give him a good family and good growth conditions, his father and I do not want to see him take such a difficult road in the future."

Standing in front of Zhu Yu is the woman who loves Fu Cizhou the most in the world.

Every word he said came from the heart, and every word made sense.

Isn't it parents who love children the most?Compared with them, what is he?

Zhu Yu suddenly discovered that Fu Cizhou still has such a pair of parents who love him and love him.

This is different from me. Behind Fu Cizhou is a complete family.

"It's illegal," Zhong Yan broke down in tears, "You are still young, you don't know what you will experience in the future. When our older generation is gone, you are together. In case something happens to one party, the other party will sign the agreement." No notice of critical illness!"

"You and Fu Cizhou got close. He took you home for the New Year and beat you to bleed for you. I never said anything. Because my aunt knew you were a good boy. She studied hard and was polite. My aunt used to treat you like a half Come and see my son. I am his mother, and I will not harm him, nor will I harm you. Good boy, you have just started, and it won’t be too long if you want to break up. Just listen to Auntie’s persuasion, let’s forget it, huh?”

Zhong Yan took Zhu Yu's hand and patted it lightly.

Zhu Yushi bit his lip, tears fell down uncontrollably.

It has to be said that Fu Yanting and Zhong Yan sang the bad face and the red face, and performed this play of persuasion beautifully.

Zhong Yan's words in the latter part were both true and false, with both hardness and softness, leaving Zhu Yu speechless, as if she couldn't find a reason to continue.

"Listen to auntie, find a girl you like to start a family, this is the right way."

"If you're really good for him, let him go. It's my aunt who begs you, okay?"

Zhu Yu mechanically nodded: "Yes."

Zhong Yan said a lot more, and Zhu Yu could no longer listen.

His ears were buzzing, and his mind began to empty out disobediently.

Zhong Yan's mouth opened and closed, tears couldn't stop falling.

Zhu Yu was a little numb, and then just nodded dully.

He had only one thought - he gave up.

Just half an hour ago, he naively thought that as long as he persisted enough, he would be able to be with Fu Cizhou one day.

But after Zhong Yan said something, he changed his mind.

Fu Cizhou's parents are so opposed, even if he and Fu Cizhou are together, then what?

Did you make Fu Cizhou fall out with his parents?

Can Fu Yanting do what you want?Can you hold Zhong Yan's tears?

Did they treat you badly?

Why are you making them so sad?

Do you think the whole world is like you and no one cares?

It's not that you have been compared with Fu Cizhou for a long time, you are really similar to Fu Cizhou.

You are just a sick child who is not even wanted by your biological parents and has been picked up to make up for you.

What qualifications do you have to stand with Fu Cizhou?

Is it just based on the other person's "like" for you?

too naive.

The parents' generation has eaten more food than Zhu Yu and Fu Cizhou for more than 20 years. What is powerful is not only the control of the body, but also the control of emotions.

They know where their weaknesses are and how to attack them.

Know how much effort to use and how much leeway to leave.

Zhu Yuming knew that the other party wanted him to give up, but he was pushed forward obediently.

He could not refuse, nor could he resist Fu Cizhou's parents.

His "like" for Fu Cizhou for at most one year is almost too insignificant to be worth mentioning in front of the other party's more than ten years of nurturing grace.

No way.

only obedience.

Finally, Zhong Yan handed him a card, and Zhu Yu subconsciously took it.

I pinched it in my hand and didn't look at it.

After the other party left, he stood there for a long time before realizing that it was a bank card in his hand.

Zhong Yan gave him a bank card.

How funny.

A sound of brakes disturbed Zhu Yu's thoughts. He looked up and saw a blue truck parked in front of his house.

"Here it is!" Zhu Qin jumped out of the car, "Everything is packed."

Zhu Yu hurriedly wiped away the tears on his face, grabbed the bank card and turned back to the house.

The letter paper on the table was still there, the fountain pen was rolled aside, and the paper was half unfolded.

He walked straight over, crumpled the letter with five fingers, and threw it into the trash can.

The cardboard box on one side was only half filled, Zhu Yu took out the contents and put everything about Fu Cizhou in it.

Sugar paintings, dolls, wood carvings, small bamboo fishes, and that little carp.

Even the down jacket that the two of them bought together was stuffed into it.

Zhu Yu packed a cardboard box expressionlessly, but did not seal it with tape.

He quickly packed the rest, and loaded the luggage into the truck with Zhu Qin.

Finally, he picked up the unsealed carton and walked out.

"So there's another one?" Zhu Qin said in surprise, "I just let the truck drive away."

Zhu Yu shook his head wearily: "This is for throwing away."

Zhu Qin glanced at the things in the box and seemed to understand: "I'm going to drive, wait for me at the intersection after you throw away your things."

Zhu Yu nodded: "Okay."

Four or five huge trash cans were put together one by one, and the garbage inside was a bit full, and it was estimated that they would have to be cleaned up in a while.

Zhu Yu raised his arm and put the box on top of the trash.

The little blue shark showed half of its head, as if struggling to look out of the cardboard box.

Zhu Yu stroked his little fish head, thinking he might as well leave it in the classroom.

Everything about Fu Cizhou should stay in Nanhuai.

When you stop thinking, you will slowly give up.

Zhu Yu pursed his lips and slowly withdrew his hand.

Forget it, that's it.

I gave up.

"I wish Xiaoyu..."

Zhu Yu's fingertips trembled, and the string of sandalwood bracelets made a light "click" on his wrist.

Fu Cizhou stood in the shadow at the corner of the intersection, leaning on his crutches.

They used to show their hearts to each other there, and quietly hooked their fingers in the night wind.

Now Fu Cizhou is still standing there.

But Zhu Yu will never pass.