Salted Toffee

"If you are sick, you can be cured," Fu Cizhou held Zhu Yu's cold fingers, and said slowly, "It's nothing."

Zhu Yu's lower lip trembled, but he calmed down quickly.

The expression on his face faded quickly, and the smile and panic in his eyes were quickly covered up.

Zhu Yu took his hand out of Fu Cizhou's palm: "I want to be alone for a while."

Fu Cizhou was taken aback, watching the other party standing up while leaning on the wall.

Things seemed to go back to a day ago, when Zhu Yu rejected him just like now.

"Shall I take you back?" Fu Cizhou tried to communicate.

Fortunately, Zhu Yu did not object, but nodded slightly.

Silence spread between the two, but the intimacy and tenderness half an hour ago were gone now.

Fu Cizhou sent Zhu Yu downstairs to the unit, but Zhu Yu stood still and did not let him continue to send him up.

"I..." He walked a few steps and turned around, a little uneasy said, "Don't be angry."

He was afraid that the other party would leave, and sometimes he really wanted to tell everything.

Ten years with Wei Xia, and three years with Fu Cizhou.

All in all, there are more than half of my life, those who were still young, how hard they lived.

It is not difficult to imitate a person's temper and character. Zhu Yu is clever and best at grasping people's hearts.

But it was the heart he had grasped that was slowly destroying everything about him in a subtle way.

Obedience to Wei Xia is because he wants to live a stable life, that is passive, and has to.

His native family and biological parents did not allow him to live normally.

But after Wei Xia's death, Zhu Yu, who could have been herself, changed to cater to Fu Cizhou's preferences.

Because I don't want to lose, because I like it too much.

But when he looked at Fu Cizhou, he had doubts in his heart more than once.

——Does he like me?

If another person with the same personality and similar appearance is changed, will Fu Cizhou also like it?

Then if you change to another character, will Fu Cizhou not like it?

"I won't be angry," Fu Cizhou stood a few steps away, showing a smile, "Whenever you want to see me, just call me, and I will come right away."

Zhu Yu nodded stiffly, and continued to walk into the building with his head drooping.

If one day Fu Cizhou knew that Zhu Xiaoyu was played by him on purpose, would he still stay by his side?

Probably, but is it okay for one year or two years, or ten years and 20 years?

After all, I am not that Zhu Xiaoyu.

If two people are really together for a lifetime, will Fu Cizhou endure it for the rest of his life, or act for the rest of his life?

The cool white sensor lights are on, and the white tile floor can almost print people's shadows.

Zhu Yu didn't look back, turned and walked into the elevator room, and pressed the button.

He thought that one day he would break up with Fu Cizhou, but he didn't expect this day to come so early.

Probably because he hasn't been active for a long time, just one night is enough to make him tired.

When I opened the door and went home, the TV in the living room was on and buzzing, as if it was showing the Spring Festival Gala.

There is an extra pair of men's leather shoes in the entrance, which belong to Lin Wei.

"Hey, are you back from a date?" Lin Wei put his arms on the back of the sofa, leaned back and talked to Zhu Yu.

Zhu Yu walked to the edge of the coffee table and stood still, looking at Lin Wei with a somewhat empty gaze: "As you wish."

"One day," Lin Wei raised his arm and raised his index finger, "It took me six or seven years to pull you forward for a while, but your ex-boyfriend only took one day, and with a 'swish', your whole body was completely shaken." Pulled back again."

"You make me feel very unfulfilling like this! Just because of that stunned young man? I don't even want it myself? How long can I act with a piece of skin, aren't you tired?"

The heater was turned on in the room, Zhu Yu listened quietly to Lin Wei's words, then turned and went into the bedroom.

He took a change of clothes and went out to the bathroom again.

"What did I tell you at the beginning? You have to look forward, you have to live a lifetime, and you have to be worthy of yourself..."

Zhu Yu closed the door of the bathroom, keeping those nonsense words out of the door.

He still remembers that before, he sat on the train for a day and a night, and could sleep on the bed with the smell of pickled cabbage and instant noodles.

Fu Cizhou forced him to take a bath, and he still felt that the young master had a temper.

But now that Zhu Yu has been out for a while, he has to go into the bathroom to wash himself.

Changing into clean clothes, it seems that you can relax for a while.

It was already nine o'clock in the evening after taking a shower. Zhu Yu dried his hair and walked into the living room. Lin Wei was still lying on the sofa playing with his mobile phone.

"How long are you going to stay here?" Zhu Yu asked coldly.

Lin Wei raised his eyebrows, and threw the phone on the coffee table casually: "Student, let's chat."

"There's nothing to talk about," Zhu Yu lowered his eyes, feeling a little uneasy, "I will deal with my own affairs..."

Before he finished speaking, Lin Wei suddenly grabbed his wrist and pulled it.

Zhu Yu was unprepared, and was about to fall on Lin Wei as soon as his weight fell. He raised his foot and kicked the coffee table violently. With a counterforce, he supported the sofa cushion next to him with one hand.

But even so, Lin Wei only slightly turned his face, and directly locked Zhu Yu's hands and pressed him on the sofa.

Zhu Yu, who had just taken a shower, seemed to be still steaming, his eyelashes were still wet, covering his eyes wetly.

"Let me go." Zhu Yu said with a cold face, expressionless when he was angry.

"I didn't want to do this at first," Lin Wei said "tsk", and leaned closer, "I can wait by your side for three years, and I can continue to wait for another three years. But looking at the current situation, no matter how stupid I am. Just wait, there's nothing left."

Zhu Yu tilted his head to avoid Lin Wei's touch, and warned in a calm voice, "Lin Wei, don't cross the line."

"I still have to cross this line today!" Lin Wei squeezed Zhu Yu's jaw, forcing him to turn his face, "He only knew you a few years before me, and I am the one who knows you best, Zhu Yu, I know all your virtues, you are the most real in front of me... oh!"

Taking advantage of his unpreparedness, Zhu Yu drew out his arm, and stabbed Lin Wei's numb arm, then bent his knees and hit his abdomen.

But because his lower body was almost suspended in the air, the force of this knee push was not very heavy.

"Depend on!"

Lin Wei cursed, and reluctantly grabbed Zhu Yu's collar.

The two of them got on the coffee table from the sofa and spilled a piece of melon seeds and peanuts that Zhu Qin bought.

"squeak--"

The sound of the anti-theft door opening, Zhu Qin didn't even enter the entrance, he looked up and saw Zhu Yu's hair was messy, his clothes were half-opened, and Lin Wei pressed him to the ground.

"..."

Zhu Qin's scalp exploded, he turned around on the spot, and ran to the elevator room like a trot.

"Dad!" Zhu Yu frowned and kicked Lin Wei away from him, "Don't go too far!"

Lin Wei laughed dryly: "Zhu Yu, what's your name? It's like what happened to you."

After the elevator door closed and opened again, there was no movement outside the door.

Zhu Yu simply gave up resisting and lay down on the floor.

He and Lin Wei tossed and tossed back and forth, no one could beat the other, it was really boring for the two of them to stick together like a dog's skin plaster, but they followed each other's wishes, fighting and squabbling was as close as they were close.

"This posture is very good." Lin Wei put his arms around Zhu Yu's face and stopped, "Shall we talk like this?"

Zhu Yu looked at him expressionlessly: "You say."

"You're acting emotionally," Lin Wei smiled, "You know you're acting, and you know it's not good, but you're still willing to play Zhu Xiaoyu next to Fu Cizhou, because you're controlled by emotions."

"It's like falling in love with a scumbag. You know that being with him will make you decadent, but you still can't help getting closer, and you end up becoming a scumbag like him."

"He's not a scumbag," Zhu Yu said.

"For example," Lin Wei seemed very unhappy, "You don't have to protect him like this, do you?"

"..."

"You've been walking the right path with me all these years, isn't it comfortable being yourself? Why do you want to repeat the same mistakes? Falling in the same pit a second time? Are you stupid?"

Zhu Yu seemed indifferent: "This is my choice."

"I can't watch you go back to the way you were before." Lin Wei put away that playful smile and finally became a little serious, "Zhu Yu, you can't deny my feelings for you, that's why you indulge me like this, you know I really treat you well, so you don't want to hurt me. No matter how many years you change, you will still soften your heart here. "

"I don't want to watch the person I like go to others to act for a lifetime. It's too tiring and I can't bear it. You shouldn't live in someone's shadow, you should be yourself. Now you don't have to try to please or compromise, you know You are the most comfortable and comfortable with me, why do you have to force yourself to return to his side?"

Lin Wei seldom said any serious words, and what he said were three parts true and seven parts false, which came out casually in daily jokes.

This is probably one of the few words he said with all his heart. According to Zhu Yu's judgment, at least seven points are true and three points are false.

I can't believe it all, but it's not bad.

But Zhu Yu couldn't control it.

"I just want to repeat the same mistakes. I just want to act. I am emotional. I can't watch Fu Cizhou suffer. So what if I act by his side for the rest of my life? If he is happy, I will be happy too. That's fine."

"Zhu Yu, you are crazy," Lin Wei laughed in surprise, "Do you know what you are talking about?"

Zhu Yu also smiled: "Lin Wei, since you know my virtues, you understand how important he is to me. I don't care what you say, and I don't care what I am. I don't care about anything, but I want to see him all the time, you understand?"

"squeak--"

There was another sound of the security door being opened.

Zhu Yu pushed Lin Wei away and straightened his upper body. One of Lin Wei's legs was between Zhu Yu's legs. Although they both sat up, their postures were still ambiguous.

Zhu Yu thought it was Zhu Qin who came back, and lowered his head to straighten his collar.

Just about to turn around and call Dad, but the word stuck in his throat after seeing who the other party was.

"Yo, rival in love," Lin Wei pushed back his bangs, "Happy New Year."

Fu Cizhou strode in, didn't even change his shoes, bent down and pulled up Zhu Yu who was sitting on the floor.

Zhu Yu's three souls and seven souls flew away at least half of them, and he stood there in a daze like a fool.

Fu Cizhou's face was too dark to look at, and he raised his hand to tidy up Zhu Yu's pajamas.

"Is it time?" Lin Wei stood up, still looking lazy, "How much did you hear what you said just now? How much did you understand? Do you need me to repeat it to you?"

Zhu Yu was startled, and took half a step back to lean against the wall.

Fu Cizhou pulled the person behind him: "I heard it, so what?"

"You're pulling him back," Lin Wei glanced at Zhu Yu, "he's making his condition worse."

"I don't understand those messy psychological problems, but I definitely don't agree with your diagnosis."

"The past between me and Zhu Yu is not an illusion. He is really happy and sad, he is really laughing and crying. It is not fake or acted. He is mine, I love him, and he loves me too."

Lin Wei leaned against the wall and bit a cigarette: "That's not the real him."

"The one now?" Fu Cizhou sneered, "He has completely become the antonym of the previous one. Is this what you call the 'real Zhu Yu'?"

"Why do you define his character? Because the dead Zhu Yu Aixiao loves blue, so he can't do it?"

Zhu Yu was startled, and looked at Fu Cizhou blankly.

Even Lin Wei pinched off the cigarette from his lips, and a weird smile appeared on the corner of his lips.

"I don't fucking care what's true or what's not."

Fu Cizhou seemed a little irritable.

"I just want to make him happy."