can you be my boyfriend

The night before the college entrance examination, Chu Haoguang was worried that he would not be able to sleep well, so he huddled under the quilt and sent a message to Lu Jianfeng.

At first Chu Haoguang only asked him: Are you asleep?

Unexpectedly, Lu Jianfeng returned quickly: "No."

Chu Haoguang asked again: Then when do you plan to sleep?

After waiting for a while without Lu Jianfeng's reply, Chu Haoguang was about to put down his phone when the ringtone suddenly rang.

Chu Haoguang hurriedly covered his voice to answer the phone, fearing that his parents would hear that he was still awake.

"Hello?" Chu Haoguang got up and went to the window sill while talking, and he was relieved until he closed the glass door behind him.

"Why did you call suddenly?"

"I thought there was something wrong with you." Lu Jianfeng said.

He was probably lying on the bed, the surrounding was very quiet, and the sound was very empty.

"No, it's almost time to go to bed, and I'm a little worried that I won't be able to sleep." Chu Haoguang lay on the railing, feeling a little comfortable with the cool night wind blowing over him.

"You may be worrying a little too much." Chu Haoguang heard Lu Jianfeng laugh lightly, "It's okay if you can't sleep, you're well prepared."

In the last few months of the college entrance examination, Chu Haoguang and Lu Jianfeng spent a lot of time together.

Their grades were already at the same level, but Chu Haoguang's mathematics was worse. After Lu Jianfeng helped him with tutoring for so long, mathematics would no longer hold Chu Haoguang back.

"I didn't think about the exams..." Chu Haoguang paused, and then asked, "Have you thought about where to go to university?"

Probably didn't think about it, because Lu Jianfeng suddenly stopped talking.

"What about you?" Lu Jianfeng asked.

"Me?" Chu Haoguang looked far away, "I don't know, I don't have any specific ideals, so it seems a little bad, but I just take one step at a time."

"It's nothing bad," Lu Jianfeng said, "Let's think about it together after the exam."

Chu Haoguang hummed, feeling that his impetuous mood calmed down a lot.

He was talking about thinking together.

"I think I can fall asleep." Chu Haoguang said.

"Well, good night." Lu Jianfeng's voice was low, like a ray of wind, following Chu Haoguang into a dream.

He had a rather long dream.

On the day the notice was delivered, he and Lu Jianfeng received text messages at the same time.

The two went to the school together to get the notice, but Lu Jianfeng searched for a long time but couldn't find his.

Chu Haoguang accompanied him through the stack of emails, each one was heavy, and each one did not have Lu Jianfeng's name.

Chu Haoguang squatted on the ground and found that his fingers were numb, and he said "impossible", from doubt to panic.

His legs probably lost consciousness, his throat seemed to be choking on a deep breath, and his eyes were sore, "Why not?"

Chu Haoguang spoke in a low voice, because if he opened his throat a little, tears would flow out.

"Why not?"

Someone hugged him against his back, grabbed his hand, and whispered in his ear, "It's okay, don't look for it."

Chu Haoguang pushed his elbow, and heard Lu Jianfeng groan in pain.

"Something, something, something!"

I don't care about the notice anymore, I really want to wake up Lu Jianfeng!

Chu Haoguang's legs went limp, and he fell down. Lu Jianfeng picked him up. Chu Haoguang turned around and hugged him before he felt better. He repeated incoherently: "No..."

"Your letter must have arrived, and we will find it."

"It will be found..."

The alarm clock on the bedside rang three times in a row, and the person wrapped in the quilt finally woke up.

Trembling fingers fumbled to turn off the sound, Chu Haoguang was sweating uncomfortably.

Fortunately, it was still early, so he went to take a shower first. When he came out of the bathroom, his mother had already prepared breakfast, so he just asked, "Why did you get up so early to take a shower?"

"I didn't sleep well." Chu Haoguang casually made up a reason.

Mom understood his nervousness and didn't ask any more questions.

I'm going out.

Chu Haoguang sent a message to Lu Jianfeng and sat near the subway door.

Because it was still too early, there were not many people in the subway, and everyone looked at their phones.

After the subway arrived at the station, Chu Haoguang turned his head, looked out through the glass door, and saw Lu Jianfeng beside the platform.

Lu Jianfeng was wearing a black mask. He was looking down at his phone. When Chu Haoguang looked at him, he raised his eyes as if he was blessed.

The two looked at each other briefly, then Lu Jianfeng followed the crowd into the subway and sat down beside Chu Haoguang.

"Did you sleep well last night?" he asked, leaning closer.

Thinking of that absurd dream, Chu Haoguang's uneasy heart finally calmed down because of Lu Jianfeng's appearance.

"You will do well in the exam, right?" Chu Haoguang asked him suddenly, not in the usual joking tone.

Lu Jianfeng paused and said, "Of course."

"Well," Chu Haoguang nodded and let out a long breath, "It will be fine."

He leaned over suddenly and leaned against Lu Jianfeng's arm, half of which was stuck to the short sleeve and half to the skin.

Lu Jianfeng walked over, the temperature on his body had not yet dropped, and he carried the warm breath of the sun.

"What's wrong?" His throat tightened, and Lu Jianfeng found it difficult to speak.

But Chu Haoguang straightened up quickly, smiled and said to him: "It's nothing, it's just that I suddenly feel very confident."

Lu Jianfeng didn't say anything else, but when the subway reached the next station and many people poured in, he sat down a little more beside Chu Haoguang.

Just like how Chu Haoguang leaned on him before.

The examination rooms of the two are in different teaching buildings, and they will be separated after entering the school.

Chu Haoguang opened his hand towards Lu Jianfeng, "Why don't we hug..."

Before he finished speaking, he was hugged by Lu Jianfeng.

Chu Haoguang really felt the temperature on Lu Jianfeng's body.

"It will definitely be possible today..."

He touched Lu Jianfeng's back.

Boys of this age have exercised very well, their muscles are thin, and they can touch bumpy joints, as if they are touching a mountain.

"En." Lu Jianfeng leaned against Chu Haoguang's shoulder, let him go hastily, and said to him, "Good luck."

The sun shines through the playground onto the classroom windows as the final high school exam begins.

Chu Haoguang always felt that his three years of high school ended hastily.

For example, the moment Chu Haoguang walked out of the examination room, he forgot many things about high school in a daze.

On which paper was the Chinese question that he hadn't read fluently for a long time?Who was the person who ran 3000 meters in the first two games of his class?How many basketball games has he played in?How many were victories?How many times have you seen Lu Jianfeng on the sidelines?

Chu Haoguang seemed to have suddenly developed a fever, his face was flushed red by the setting sun.

He stood at the place he had agreed with Lu Jianfeng, waiting for that familiar figure to run over.

"Are you sick?" Lu Jianfeng frowned at him, a little anxious.

Chu Haoguang wanted to say that he didn't, so he raised his hand to touch his forehead.

Very hot.

Really sick.

It must have been blown by the air conditioner at night.

What a waste.

Chu Haoguang woke up at Lu Jianfeng's house.

When he was still in a daze, he felt that he was holding something soft in his hand, and he brought it to his lips and sniffed it deeply.

Ok.

It smelled like mint on Lu Jianfeng's body.

There seemed to be no one in the room, Chu Haoguang squinted for a while, and heard footsteps from far to near.

The door is an old-fashioned wooden door, which is very quiet when someone pushes it.

Lu Jianfeng walked in very gently and sat down beside the bed.

Chu Haoguang deliberately did not open his eyes and kept breathing evenly.

Lu Jianfeng put his palm on his forehead, probably to test the temperature.

But after waiting for a while, he didn't take his hand away.

Chu Haoguang suspected that he might be getting sicker, and was about to open his eyes when Lu Jianfeng moved.

He sighed softly, almost inaudibly, and then leaned down, resting his forehead on the back of his hand.

There was a small distance between the tip of the nose and the bridge of Chu Haoguang's nose, and the breathing was clearly on his cheeks.

Chu Haoguang clenched his hand under the quilt.

He couldn't react right away.

What is Lu Jianfeng doing?Why are you so close?

Chu Haoguang's mind was in a mess, and he controlled his breathing restraintly.

too close.

Lu Jianfeng has a very special smell for Chu Haoguang, like cool mint, he will feel very comfortable when he gets close to him.

Just except now.

It seems that the few mint leaves have been chewed, and the spicyness surges.

After an unknown amount of time, Lu Jianfeng straightened up and took away the smell.

Chu Haoguang breathed a sigh of relief, and felt that the people around him froze suddenly. Only then did he realize that he had moved too much, so he turned over in a concealed manner, and slowly opened his eyes.

"Lu Jianfeng..." Because of the fever just now, Chu Haoguang's voice was still hoarse.

"I'm here." Lu Jianfeng shook his hand.

I don't know if I felt wrong, but Lu Jianfeng seemed to tremble a little.

He doesn't use his body to express closeness to Chu Haoguang.Lu Jianfeng rarely does the shoulder-hooking and back-hooking movements that ordinary boys like to do.

Chu Haoguang spent a few seconds recalling the time when he was very close to Lu Jianfeng, and seemed to understand something.

He suddenly pulled Lu Jianfeng with all his strength, but the latter couldn't react in time, and put an arm on Chu Haoguang's waist.

"What are you doing?" Lu Jianfeng asked.

Chu Haoguang suddenly laughed, and said understandingly: "Are you worried now?"

Lu Jianfeng was stunned for a moment: "What are you worried about?"

"Your college entrance examination results, college bully, don't think about it," Chu Haoguang put his hands on Lu Jianfeng's shoulders, rolled over and pushed him into the bed, "Just sleep and you'll be fine."

Looking at Lu Jianfeng's dazed eyes, Chu Haoguang felt a surge of elation from the bottom of his heart.

"Sleeping is definitely a good way." Chu Haoguang just tilted his head on Lu Jianfeng, "I'll sleep with you for a while."

He closed his eyes as he spoke.

Humans show closeness to others for a reason.

Every time Chu Haoguang wanted to get closer to Lu Jianfeng, it was because of the need to rely on him.

Lu Jianfeng must be the same.

No matter what the reason was, in short, Lu Jianfeng needed him.

Chu Haoguang was very happy to discover this.

So he stroked Lu Jianfeng's head slowly like an adult coaxing a child.

"Although you are usually very cold, as if you have no interest in anything, but I know that our Teacher Lu is a very gentle person."

Chu Haoguang's voice was very low.

Later he said a lot more, all about what was good about Lu Jianfeng, but Lu Jianfeng didn't listen much.

Chu Haoguang is very tall and straight, his body is like a branch sprouting seedlings, every part is very resilient.

But when lying on Lu Jianfeng's body, he felt that he was soft.

Same as his lips.

Even though he hasn't touched it.

Chu Haoguang opened the door and saw Lu Jianfeng standing in front of the window with a jar of wine.

Hearing him coming out, Lu Jianfeng turned around.

He was only wearing a black vest, and overalls with tight feet on his lower body, and the muscles on his arms were undulating.

"woke up?"

"Well," Chu Haoguang rubbed his eyes and walked over, leaning against the window sill beside Lu Jianfeng, "How long have I been asleep?"

"Over an hour." Lu Jianfeng said.

"Aren't you asleep?"

Lu Jianfeng raised his hand and took a sip of his wine.

"Asleep." He lied.

Chu Haoguang talked for a long time, but his voice became smaller and smaller.

After Chu Haoguang fell asleep, Lu Jianfeng only hugged him for a short time, then put his arms around his waist and put him into the bed.

I got up alone, smoked a cigarette first, it was not of much use, then took a cold shower and changed my clothes.

Then I stood by the window sill and drank for a while.

"Is there any more?" Chu Haoguang pointed to the jar in Lu Jianfeng's hand.

"Yes." Lu Jianfeng put the wine bottle on the window sill, and walked out of the kitchen to get it for Chu Haoguang. When he came back, he found that Chu Haoguang had already drank his own.

"Why do you think this is a bit sweet?" Chu Haoguang frowned and pursed his lips.

"Hmm." Lu Jianfeng didn't know what he was thinking, and looked a little distracted.

He held the new bottle in his hand, dunking his index finger into the tab, the bubbles made a loud sound, and the jar was opened easily but with too much force.

"Drink this."

Chu Haoguang took it without thinking about anything, and returned it to Lu Jianfeng.

They also often ate different dishes, Chu Haoguang felt that it was not a big deal.

"Now you can think about where you want to go," Chu Haoguang said, "Is there any place you really want to go?"

Lu Jianfeng held up the wine bottle and touched him lightly, and stuck it to his lips for a while before taking a small sip, "Call your mother, lest she worry."

"Oh," Chu Haoguang thought about this, and hurried to the room, "You reminded me."

Soon Chu Haoguang's voice came out on the phone.

It seemed that his mother was a bit difficult, Chu Haoguang patiently explained a lot, most of what he said was the truth.

Lu Jianfeng also turned on the phone and took a look.

His parents work far away from home, knowing that he finished the college entrance examination today, they sent him a lot of messages.

When the wind was blowing on the window sill and calmed down, Lu Jianfeng replied one by one, and even chatted with them a few words.

Chu Haoguang came out while still on the phone, touched Lu Jianfeng with his wine bottle, and took a few more sips.

"Come back tomorrow... Well, I see, Mom."

Chu Haoguang looked at Lu Jianfeng helplessly.

"Good night Mom."

"If only my mother was half as easy as your mother." Chu Haoguang complained.

Lu Jianfeng suddenly smiled, and Chu Haoguang looked at him inexplicably.

"What are you laughing at?"

Lu Jianfeng turned his head, his shoulders were still shaking.

"Laughing, what are you laughing at?" Chu Haoguang patted Lu Jianfeng's back, "Hey, why are you ignoring me..."

Lu Jianfeng laughed for a while, then turned around, bowed his head and said to him, "You also like to talk."

Chu Haoguang was stunned for a moment, then came to his senses, and rushed over to argue with him: "What do you mean, do you think I talk too much?"

"I don't." Lu Jianfeng raised his hands and stepped back, afraid that the wine in his hands would be spilled, Chu Haoguang ran after him and scratched his waist.

After fighting in the living room, Chu Haoguang's calf hit the edge of the sofa and hissed.

Lu Jianfeng immediately put the jar down, squatted down and held his calf. "It's okay."

"It's okay..." Chu Haoguang sat down while supporting Lu Jianfeng's hard forearm.

No headlights were on, just some light from the room leaking through.

Lu Jianfeng lowered his head and carefully looked at his legs, half of his facial features were in the shadows.

Chu Haoguang didn't hold back, and covered the top of Lu Jianfeng's head with his palm.

Lu Jianfeng only had very short hair stubble, which was a bit prickly, but Chu Haoguang didn't seem to notice it.

"You are so nice, why do people always misunderstand you?" Chu Haoguang said a little dejectedly.

Lu Jianfeng put his calf down and let him step on the floor.

"I don't care much about what other people say." Lu Jianfeng looked up at him, but there was a gentle warmth under the sharp eyebrows, "Can you misunderstand me?"

"Of course not!" Chu Haoguang raised his face and asked in surprise, "What are you thinking?"

Lu Jianfeng lowered his eyes and smiled, "That's fine. I only care about what you think of me."

Chu Haoguang stroked his chest, and his heart was pounding.