can you be my boyfriend

The two went to the corner of the corridor where old tables and chairs were piled up.

Because there are a lot of sundries and messy things, very few students come here.

Lu Jianfeng carefully wiped the table and stools with the paper he was carrying before letting Chu Haoguang sit down.

Opening the plastic bag, Chu Haoguang found that Lu Jianfeng only bought one meal.

"Have you eaten?" Chu Haoguang asked while driving.

One lunch box was full of rice, and the other was a combination of two or three dishes, which was the same as what Chu Haoguang ate yesterday.

"I don't know what you like to eat yet, so I just bought the same one." Lu Jianfeng helped him hand the disassembled chopsticks to his hand.

"Thank you..." Chu Haoguang was surprised by Lu Jianfeng's carefulness, and said after a while: "Otherwise, let's eat together."

"I ate in the cafeteria." Lu Jianfeng said.

"It's definitely not as good as this," Chu Haoguang insisted, "and you see, there are two pairs of chopsticks."

Lu Jianfeng: "I bought an extra pair because I was afraid I would get a broken one."

As soon as he finished speaking, there was thunder rolling outside the window.

"It's going to rain." Chu Haoguang glanced outside, and heard Lu Jianfeng's low voice: "En."

"Eat." Chu Haoguang opened the lunch box, put some rice on the lid, and handed the lid to Lu Jianfeng, just like he was holding chopsticks for himself, he also tore off the remaining pair for him.

Fortunately, Lu Jianfeng did not refuse again.

Chu Haoguang was really hungry, he planed rice with big mouthfuls, and laughed himself after a few mouthfuls.

"What are you laughing at?" Lu Jianfeng asked.

"Why are you always so calm?" Chu Haoguang looked at him and asked, "How old are you? I was born in January, are you older or younger than me?"

"Smaller than you." Lu Jianfeng gave him a piece of paper, Chu Haoguang took it, and casually wiped it on his face, so Lu Jianfeng had no choice but to reach over and hold the corner of the paper towel.

"Your younger than me?" Chu Haoguang seemed a little surprised, he didn't even realize that Lu Jianfeng's hand touching his face was actually a little too much. "Wow, I turned out to be your brother."

Lu Jianfeng hummed, rolled up the tissue and put it on a corner of the table.

What Lu Jianfeng and Chu Haoguang said about I teach you is actually very serious.

He arranged for Chu Haoguang to tutor math after school.

On the subway, no one said who’s going to study at his home. When he was about to reach the station of Chu Haoguang’s house, Chu Haoguang approached Lu Jianfeng and said to him in embarrassment: “The time when my parents will come back is not very sure. , and they are more... If we go to my house, I'm afraid you will be uncomfortable."

Lu Jianfeng was also a little tangled, and he tightened his grip on the railing, and said, "My house is relatively small, and it's also very messy."

Hearing that Lu Jianfeng wanted to agree, Chu Haoguang immediately said: "It's okay, I just like small places, let's go to your house."

"OK then."

The subway turned a big bend, Chu Haoguang didn't force himself to stand up straight, but followed the direction of the subway freely, and leaned a little on Lu Jianfeng.

Lu Jianfeng's body froze, he helped him by the shoulder, and reminded him in a low voice, "Don't fall."

"No." Chu Haoguang said happily.

His reasons for not wanting to go home are made up.

His parents had high expectations for his grades, and Chu Haoguang was afraid of letting them see his math test paper.

They got off at a crowded station.

Lu Jianfeng led Chu Haoguang out, and said to him, "My house still has a long way to go."

"It's okay." Chu Haoguang opened his umbrella and raised it higher to cover Lu Jianfeng, "Didn't you bring an umbrella?"

Lu Jianfeng's hand to take the bag stopped, his expression was restrained, and he replied flatly: "No."

"Well, it's fine if I have one, but it's been raining more easily recently, so remember to take an umbrella."

Lu Jianfeng was very tall, and Chu Haoguang felt tired even holding an umbrella, so he asked, "Are you closer to 1.9 meters?"

"Well, one meter." Lu Jianfeng held the handle of the umbrella a little higher, and inadvertently touched Chu Haoguang's hand, "Let me do it."

"Okay." Chu Haoguang let go of his hand.

Probably because of his height, Lu Jianfeng held up the umbrella very well, and was able to cover both of them tightly in such a heavy rain.

The ground is bumpy, and there are one or two small puddles every little distance.

Some Chu Haoguang would skip over, while others walked over shallower edges carefully.

Chu Haoguang thought he was smart enough to land on his heels first, and when he couldn't stand still, he couldn't help but hold Lu Jianfeng's forearm holding the umbrella.

They all played basketball, but Chu Haoguang felt that Lu Jianfeng was much tougher than him, and even asked curiously, "Why are your muscles so good?"

Lu Jianfeng paused and said that he didn't know, and Chu Haoguang analyzed a series of reasons by himself.

In short, on the way back, Chu Haoguang hardly stopped talking.It wasn't until he entered the alley where Lu Jianfeng's house was located that Chu Haoguang remembered it and said, "You don't think I'm noisy."

"Yes." Lu Jianfeng said.

"Usually my friends think I talk too much." Chu Haoguang seemed a little pitiful, his voice was very crisp amidst the sound of rain.

Lu Jianfeng immediately said, "You didn't."

Chu Haoguang patted him on the shoulder and said that you are so kind, you are indeed the one I like.

Lu Jianfeng still didn't show any expression, but Chu Haoguang still enjoyed it and didn't feel the slightest hit.

In the end, Lu Jianfeng stopped in front of a dilapidated apartment building, raised his umbrella, and said in a bad tone, "My house is up here."

"Okay." Chu Haoguang looked up.

The original white wall has been dirty to gray-black, large and small advertisements are stuck on it in a mess, all kinds of rotten or unnecessary things are scattered on the ground, and the handrails of the stairs have also been thickened layer by layer. covered in rust.

Lu Jianfeng hoped that for a moment, Chu Haoguang would show dislike for all of this, so that he could justifiably say some cruel words to drive him away, so as to tell himself that they are really not from the same world.

Chu Haoguang can eat a lot of the most expensive dishes in the cafeteria, while Lu Jianfeng can only rely on the school's subsidy to choose some meals that can barely fill his stomach.

Chu Haoguang's sneakers are limited edition and very expensive, and he doesn't even want to touch the rain, while Lu Jianfeng's shoes have been worn casually for many years, and he has already traveled to many places that are much dirtier than rainwater.

Chu Haoguang has many friends, and each of them is more able to help him when he needs it than Lu Jianfeng. Lu Jianfeng is just a notoriously difficult person in school, and not many people like him.

They are worlds apart.

But Lu Jianfeng fell in love with a very good person.

He didn't dislike everything about Lu Jianfeng, thinking they were just friends.

"Let's go, I really made a lot of mistakes in math, and I can't finish correcting it in a short time." Chu Haoguang urged.

Lu Jianfeng glanced at him, Chu Haoguang felt a little strange, got out of the umbrella, and ran into the corridor quickly.

Under the rain curtain, Lu Jianfeng's facial features were sharp and angular in the gloomy sky, water droplets slid down the side of his right face, and wet the collar of his school uniform.

Although Lu Jianfeng is tall, the school uniform still looks loose on him.

Chu Haoguang was stunned for some reason, then ran back into the umbrella again, and wiped Lu Jianfeng's forehead with his palm.

"I can get myself wet when I hold an umbrella. It's really you."

At that time, Chu Haoguang only thought of such a possibility.

Lu Jianfeng is so stupid, I won't let him hold an umbrella next time.

Lu Jianfeng's house was indeed small, but Chu Haoguang felt that it was not chaotic, and even felt very warm.

Because things are placed according to the owner's preferences.

You can almost see the whole house when you enter the door. There is an old but clean cloth sofa in the living room. In front of it is a small table with paper towels, water glasses and other daily things. Behind the TV is the dining table, which is not very big.

Chu Haoguang pushed Lu Jianfeng to take a bath, and when he reached the bathroom door, Lu Jianfeng held his wrist, smiled softly, and said, "I still need to get some clothes."

Chu Haoguang let out a sigh.

Because Lu Jianfeng's palms were so hot, his very rare smile was also pretty.

Chu Haoguang was stunned for a moment.

"Then, go find some clothes and take a bath." Chu Haoguang said.

"Okay, wait for me in the room." Lu Jianfeng took Chu Haoguang into his room together.

Lu Jianfeng's room is simpler than the living room, with only a bed, a desk and a wardrobe.

Chu Haoguang asked him if he could sit on the bed, Lu Jianfeng said of course, and helped him take off his schoolbag and put it on the table.

Most of his clothes were wet and turned dark, Lu Jianfeng stooped to take off his shirt while walking to the closet.

The muscles on the arms rose and fell with the shoulder blades, and the clothes were casually held in his hands.

The space between the bed and the closet was very narrow, Lu Jianfeng took his things, and when he walked out, his calf under the shorts brushed against Chu Hao's Guangguang's bare knee.

"wait for me."

Lu Jianfeng washed quickly, as if he washed it casually and then came out.

Chu Haoguang has moved from the bedside to the desk, and spread his horrific math test paper on the table.

Lu Jianfeng took a stool and sat down beside Chu Haoguang, with a faint air-conditioning on his body.

"Let's talk first," Chu Haoguang grasped Lu Jianfeng's hand that was going to take the test paper, "Don't laugh at me. My teacher and classmates say I'm not good at thinking in mathematics."

In order to prevent Lu Jianfeng from having any unreasonable expectations, Chu Haoguang emphasized it again: "It's very bad."

"Okay." Lu Jianfeng said.

"Then I believe you." Chu Haoguang let go of his hand, took out a red pen from the pencil case, held it in both hands and sent it over: "Ms. Lu, please."

Lu Jianfeng was taken aback by his address, and looked down to see Chu Haoguang turning his head and smiling happily, leaving him with only a little hair spin.

Lu Jianfeng didn't urge him, but just turned on the desk lamp, waiting for him to smile, and then turned around to look at himself.

Chu Haoguang is very white, especially when compared with Lu Jianfeng.

They are all people who like to play basketball. Chu Haoguang never cares about whether it is sunny or rainy when he plays basketball, but he just wants to whiten his skin and facial features.

The light from the desk lamp seemed very old, Lu Jianfeng lost his mind for a short while, and quickly brought his thoughts back.

"Look at the simple ones first." Lu Jianfeng turned the test paper to the beginning.

"Mr. Lu," Chu Haoguang said in an aggrieved voice, leaning over on his arms, "I don't think there is anything easy."

Lu Jianfeng coughed lightly.

"I will teach."

This sentence was not just said casually, Chu Haoguang soon understood.

Lu Jianfeng's lecture style is very unique, not a single sentence is nonsense, and he will also summarize the knowledge points on the basis of explaining the original topic.

Two hours passed before he knew it, and it wasn't until Lu Jianfeng asked him if he had any questions that Chu Haoguang realized that half of his body had been pressing on his shoulders.

"No more." Chu Haoguang sat up straight, and gave Lu Jianfeng a pinch, but Lu Jianfeng dodged quickly, a little deliberately, Chu Haoguang's hand froze in mid-air, and then pretended nothing happened put it down.

"Thank you today, let me treat you to dinner."

Lu Jianfeng didn't refuse, and the two had a very ordinary dinner in the alley downstairs.

Lu Jianfeng sent Chu Haoguang all the way to the intersection before turning around and hiding in the high wall.

The boy took out a pack of cigarettes from his trousers pocket, shook one of them, held it skillfully between his fingers, and lit it with a plastic lighter.

The shredded tobacco burns quickly, and sparks are like a seed about to break the ground in the dark night.

Lu Jianfeng leaned against the brick wall, took a puff of smoke and extinguished it.

In addition to the smoke between the fingers, there is also the smell of him.

After that, Chu Haoguang would have lunch with Lu Jianfeng at noon.

They take one path by default, and walk to each other's classrooms at the same time after class. Either they meet on the road, or they have to wait for each other.

Chu Haoguang had been at the door of Lu Jianfeng's classroom so many times that even the teachers in his class knew him.

The weather is getting hotter and hotter, and the basketball game has officially started.

Chu Haoguang and Lu Jianfeng's class went all the way to the finals.

The competition started on a Monday. The night before, Chu Haoguang fell asleep at Lu Jianfeng's house because he had been reviewing math for too long. He woke up at one o'clock in the morning.

Fortunately, no one cared about his parents' business trip. Chu Haoguang glanced at his phone, and then with a complaining tone, he asked Lu Jianfeng who was still sitting at the desk: "Why didn't you call me?"

Lu Jianfeng put down his pen, turned off the desk lamp, walked to the bedside and said to him, "You slept so soundly."

Only half of Chu Haoguang's head was still on the pillow. He moved his body, looked up at Lu Jianfeng whose face was in the shadow on one side, woke up slightly, and said, "I want to wash up."

"Well, can I wear my clothes?" Lu Jianfeng asked, just as he was about to straighten up, his fingers were caught suddenly.

The boy's distinct joints were embedded in his palm.

"Give me a hand first." Chu Haoguang said.

He had just woken up, his voice was soft, and he grabbed Lu Jianfeng's hand with a warm body temperature, but he didn't have much strength.

It's just that I can't get up.

Lu Jianfeng repeated it to himself many times before he pulled Chu Haoguang up with all his strength, then immediately threw him away as if he was avoiding something dirty, and hid in the open wardrobe.

"I'll find you clothes..."

When Chu Haoguang washed up and went to bed, Lu Jianfeng was already lying down on one side of the bed.

Chu Haoguang jumped up, put his arms on him, leaned over to look at him, and said, "Your bed is really comfortable. My mother at home said that I only let me sleep on the bed board because of my spine. It's so hard..."

"Yes." Lu Jianfeng expressed sympathy in a reluctant tone.

Chu Haoguang tilted his body and fell beside him, pulled the quilt casually, wrapped it around his waist, and fell asleep.

Lu Jianfeng didn't dare to move for a long time, until he heard the even breathing of the people around him.

Really asleep, just so defenseless, simple.

Lu Jianfeng turned around carefully, lifted Chu Haoguang's arm, pulled out the thin quilt from under him, and gently covered it again.

Chu Haoguang faced him, and his long and short breaths were hot, clearly staining Lu Jianfeng's cool skin.

Lu Jianfeng supported his chin, and the edge of the quilt slid down, revealing his overly red lips.

His fingers pressed against the thin layer of flesh, but he didn't leave for a long time.

In the darkness, Lu Jianfeng felt it long and slowly with his soft fingertips, and then bent down.

In the end, he stopped just a few feet away, with only a little warmth left, and fell back to his place in a dejected manner.

Lu Jianfeng likes Chu Haoguang.

Better than liking yourself.