can you be my boyfriend

I did it again early in the morning, and Shen Zai was really tired, huddled under the blanket and didn't want to come out.

Shu Yunzhang went to cook for him and brought it to his room before he sent a message to Shen, saying that he would take Shen back later.

Shen Zai lazily held his chopsticks loosely, picked out the vegetables in the small dish, and pushed aside all the vegetables he didn't like.

After eating for a while, Shu Yunzhang pulled his chopsticks, sat down beside him from the opposite side, and put all kinds of dishes together with a spoon and handed them to his mouth.

Shen Zai paused, looked at Shu Yunzhang a few times, and then reluctantly bit the side of the spoon, and ate it slowly.

After a meal, Shen Zai was sleepy again, he grabbed Shu Yunzhang by the corner of his clothes and asked him, "When are you going home?"

"Talk to your brother tonight, do you want to go back?"

Shen Zai poked his head out from the gap in the quilt, and said in a muffled voice: "I want to go back, you mess around..."

Shu Yunzhang laughed angrily, and asked him, "What's wrong?"

Shen Zai felt embarrassed to answer.

"Can you go back now?" Shu Yunzhang pulled back the quilt, revealing a large piece of bluish-red skin under the messy clothes.

He jumped up and pushed Shu Yunzhang, then he fell down and was taken into his arms by Shu Yunzhang.

"Be careful." Shu Yunzhang frowned and said to him, Shen Zai fell back on the bed awkwardly, not noticing the pain in his waist, and yelled.

"Stop messing around, okay?" Shu Yunzhang came up to see his injuries, and then pressed him to apply the medicine again.

Shen Zai lay on his lap and moaned.

"You're getting bolder, I think you've learned how to handle me now." Shu Yunzhang patted Shen Zai's leg lightly, and Shen Zai rolled over and rolled back on the bed.

None of the roses left on the small table last night could be seen, and the petals were scattered all over the place. Shu Yunzhang turned his back to Shen Zai and cleaned them up. Shen Zai was too shy to look at them, and said, "It's a pity... "

"I'll buy more for you in the future if you want." Shu Yunzhang took the wrapped petals, leaned over and kissed him.

Shu Yunzhang took Shen Zai back to have dinner, but Shen Zai ate too late at noon, had no appetite and energy, and sat at the dining table and moved his chopsticks occasionally.

Xia Xuenan thought it was because he was not feeling well, so she cooked porridge for him alone.

Shen Zai couldn't live up to his mother's intentions, so he drank all of it, and he was overcrowded.

Leaning on the sofa and listening to the chat between Shen Fangcheng and Shu Yunzhang, Xia Xuenan came over with another plate of fruit.

Shen Zai reached out to pick up the fruit plate, the collar of the sweater slid down a bit, Xia Xuenan suddenly asked: "Xiao Zai, what's wrong with your neck?"

Shen thumped in his heart, too stunned to speak.

It was Shu Yunzhang who took the plate in his hand, straightened his collar calmly, and said to Xia Xuenan with a smile: "My house hasn't been cleaned for a long time, it's a little dusty, and there may be some bugs."

"Oh..." Xia Xuenan believed it, and asked again: "Did you have a good time last night?"

Now even Shu Yunzhang was stunned.

Xia Xuenan thought she had said something wrong, and was trying to find something to make up for, Shen Fu walked over slowly, "My friends who haven't seen each other for a long time, they all drank too much, it's good to take Xiao Zai out to play."

Shu Yunzhang took the words, "Well, let Xiaozai drink some wine, auntie won't blame me."

Xia Xuenan laughed, looked at Shu Yunzhang with loving eyes, and said, "Why? You are willing to take Xiaozai out to play, auntie is very happy."

Shen Zai also realized that Shen Fu sat down beside him, and exchanged a look with Shu Yunzhang.

Shen Zai pulled his collar unnaturally, listening to them lead the topic to another place.

After Xia Xuenan and Shen Fangcheng went to bed, Shen Fu snorted, didn't give Shu Yunzhang a look, got up and left.

Shen Zai had the illusion that he would survive the catastrophe, and hugged Shu Yunzhang's waist and heaved a sigh of relief.

Shu Yunzhang held his hand and asked, "Are you so afraid?"

"No..." Shen Zai closed his eyes and shook his head, "I just don't know what to say."

After a while, Shu Yunzhang's tone sank, and he said to him, "Got it."

Shen Zai felt that he had said something wrong, so he opened his eyes and hurriedly explained to him: "I have no intention of not wanting to say something."

"I know," Shu Yunzhang rubbed his hair, "I will take care of these things for you when you are ready."

The light in the eyes dimmed again: "Can't we face it together?"

Shu Yunzhang's palm paused, as if suddenly moved, he sighed softly, kissed his forehead, and said, "Of course... thank you baby."

The day they went back was earlier than planned, because Shu Yunzhang's temporary work required him to start work earlier.

On the day they left, Shen Fu didn't see him off, he said something out of sight, out of mind, and explained a lot to Shu Yunzhang when Shen Zai didn't know, and stood on the balcony watching the car leave on the day they left.

Shen Zai, the airport of the two cities, has gone back and forth many times, always feeling different every time.

But this time, Shen Zai ate a satisfying lunch on the plane, pushed Shu Yunzhang's arm, blushed and said, "Boyfriend, can you bring me a piece of paper?"

The new address made Shu Yunzhang a little dazed. He first squeezed Shen Zai's hand, then helped him get what he wanted, and wiped his mouth clean with his own hands.

Throwing the tissue aside, he leaned up to kiss her, and tasted the taste of lemonade sinking in his mouth.

A few days after returning, Chu Haoguang suddenly sent a lot of exclamation points to Shen Zai.

Shu Yunzhang went to the company to deal with work, and Shen Zai was watching a movie alone in the study. When he saw Chu Haoguang's news, he replied with a question mark.

Chu Haoguang went around and said a lot of irrelevant things, which seemed to be related to him and Shu Yunzhang, but it had nothing to do with him when he thought about it carefully.

He first asked: How does it feel to fall in love with Shu Yunzhang?

Shen Zai didn't know what to say, and before he could answer, he saw Chu Hao Guang post again: Don't you find it strange that boys and boys get along in the way of dating?

Shen Zai found something was wrong, so he asked: What happened?

Chu Haoguang didn't speak for a long time, Shen Zai got up and poured a glass of water, and came back to see a line of words on the screen.

Chu Haoguang: Lu Jianfeng...he said he likes me.

"Little cutie, what do you think I should do?" Chu Haoguang asked him with a sad face while drinking beer, "This is my best brother, we have known each other for a long time..."

Shen Zai always thought that they got to know each other because of their university roommate status, slightly shocked and asked: "So you have known each other for a long time."

"Can't you tell?" Chu Haoguang said, "Look at his wooden appearance, don't you think it's strange that he knows me so well?"

Shen Zai shook his head.

To be honest, I don't think so, because Chu Haoguang is a very active and cheerful person, and Shen Zaizong thinks that he can make many friends.

"Don't think about it anymore, drink..." Chu Haoguang poured himself another glass.

Out for dinner with Chu Haoguang, Shen Zai informed Shu Yunzhang in advance.

It happened that Shu Yunzhang had something to do at night, so he let him go out to play.

Chu Haoguang considered that Shen Zai was a little shy, so even if he wanted to drink, he chose a very quiet private room in the restaurant, just the two of them.

Shen Zai listened to Chu Haoguang talking intermittently, all of which were very broken chatter.

"Then are you going to refuse?"

Shen Zai asked, Chu Haoguang stopped talking again.

He was already a little bit up, his eyes were cloudy and looking forward aimlessly.

"I don't know. I think he's very serious. If he refuses, he will definitely suffer."

"Lu Jianfeng is such a fool, I know him too well, he is the kind of person who doesn't want to tell you anything..."

When it was past nine o'clock after drinking, Shu Yunzhang asked Shen Zai where he was, and Shen Zai reported the name of the restaurant and wanted to take Chu Haoguang away by the way.

Just as he put down his phone, Chu Haoguang's phone rang. He glanced at it and said it was Lu Jianfeng who was about to hang up, but Shen Zai picked it up.

Chu Haoguang said that he ran out halfway, probably Lu Jianfeng was very worried.

It was the first time to answer someone's phone, even though he was no stranger to Lu Jianfeng, Shen Zai was still nervous.

"Hello, is this Lu Jianfeng?" Shen Zai asked.

There was silence for half a second, and there was a "hmm".

"Has Chu Haoguang looked for you?" Lu Jianfeng asked.

Shen Zai took a look at Chu Haoguang, he was so drunk that he was unconscious, and he had already lay down on the table.

"Yes, he's drunk, can you pick him up?"

Shen Zai didn't know if he was doing the right thing, but it should be the best choice to hand over Chu Haoguang to Lu Jianfeng and bring him back.

"You won't... bully him while he's drunk, right?" Shen Zai thought of some unsavory scenes between him and Shu Yunzhang, and felt that it's not good to speculate, but he needed to guarantee Chu Haoguang's Safety.

There was a sound of closing the door from Lu Jianfeng's side, he should have gone out, but in the corridor, the sound seemed extraordinarily empty.

"How many years have I endured, I don't care about such a night."

Shu Yunzhang arrived earlier than Lu Jianfeng, and when he entered the room, he saw the fallen Chu Haoguang and the wine bottles all over the floor, with a very heavy expression on his face.

Shen Zai ran over to explain to him, saying: "I didn't drink... There must be one who is sober."

Shu Yunzhang said "Yes", but he still didn't seem to believe it. Shen Zai glanced at the door behind him, confirmed that it was closed, and put his arms around his neck and kissed him.

Really didn't drink.

The two were about to separate when the door behind them was suddenly pushed open.

Shen Zai was startled, grabbed Shu Yunzhang's arm and hid behind him, Shu Yunzhang embraced him with his backhand, turned around and saw Lu Jianfeng.

Naturally, Lu Jianfeng did not expect to encounter such a scene, so he turned his head and walked straight to Chu Haoguang.

Shen Zai blushed, his voice was unnatural, observed his expression and said to him: "Chu Haoguang drank a lot today..."

"Well," Lu Jianfeng picked him up, "Thank you, I'll take him back."

"Let's see you off." Shen Zai called to stop Lu Jianfeng.

Lu Jianfeng thought for a while and said, "That's good."

Chu Haoguang didn't make much fuss when he drank too much, and Lu Jianfeng was also very strong, and he didn't seem to be struggling to carry him.

Shu Yunzhang led Shen Zai to the front, but Shen Zai couldn't help but look back.

Shu Yunzhang and Lu Jianfeng stuffed Chu Haoguang into the back seat together, and drove them back to school first.

When it was almost time to arrive, Lu Jianfeng who didn't talk much said, "I'm sorry to trouble you today, but I'll treat you to dinner another day."

"It's okay." Shen Zai glanced at him from the rearview mirror, and Lu Jianfeng looked extremely tired, "Chu Haoguang usually takes good care of me, so it's right to accompany him."

"Did he say anything to you?" Lu Jianfeng asked.

"He should be..." Shen Zai thought for a while, "I can't accept it all at once, so I need to give him more time."

"I see." Lu Jianfeng said.

Shu Yunzhang stopped the car, and he took Chu Haoguang away.

Seeing the two entering the school gate, Shen Zaicai was relieved to let Shu Yunzhang drive away.

"Are you full tonight?" Shu Yunzhang asked Shen Zai.

When he mentioned this, Shen Zaixian felt very hungry.

"No, I want to eat your cooked noodles..."

Shen Zai curled up on the seat, and stretched after a while.

"Are you tired?" Shu Yunzhang turned the steering wheel and glanced at him, "Go back and take a shower first, I'll cook for you."

The car stopped in front of the red light, leaned forward, and shook Shu Yunzhang's hand on the steering wheel.

"I like you so much..."

Shu Yunzhang was not surprised by Shen Zai's sudden confession.

He gradually understood that Shen Zai just liked to talk to him a lot directly, but he didn't know it when he was provocative.

"What's wrong?" Shu Yunzhang asked.

Shen Zai let go of his hand again, and fell back on the seat.

"It turns out that it is a rare thing to communicate with each other..."

"Ah."

The traffic moved slowly.

"Thank you for being willing to tell me..." Shen Zai was also a little embarrassed himself.

"What if I didn't kiss you that night?" Shu Yunzhang asked suddenly.

Shen Zai hesitated for a while, but decided to say honestly: "I might run away, I was planning to run away."

"Run what?"

"I always feel that you are taking care of me as a younger brother..." Shen Zai thought of those moments when he guessed Shu Yunzhang's intentions.

Actually what does he know?

He is only 19 years old. In all his years of life, he has never experienced the gentle and careful care of others, and he can tell how much it is family affection and love.

The more uncertain you are, the more you worry about gains and losses.

"At first, I just wanted you to grow up well and avoid detours," Shu Yunzhang smiled. "Later, I just want to lead you along."

"I won't let my younger brother kiss and hug me, I won't feel sorry for him when he gets a little hurt, and I will probably let him suffer more, and I won't always think about what to do if he doesn't see me anymore ..." Shu Yunzhang parked the car on the side of the road and looked sideways at Shen Zai.

"Xiaozai, I'm under a lot of pressure, you may not believe it."

Shen Zai opened his eyes wide, looking a little confused.

"I am 11 years older than you. You think I am powerful now, probably because you have not grown up. You will meet more things and more people. They can also make you grow. I don't believe there is no You can’t become a very powerful person. Because I hope you can always look at me, and I want to be the one who is always worthy.”

Shu Yunzhang slowly rubbed the side of his face with his palm, his eyes drooped, and he stared deeply.

Shen Zai held his hand, and the body temperature of the two overlapped and passed on to each other.

"But I also want to be able to catch up with you, and I also want to support you...Brother..."

A slight but deep chuckle came from his nasal cavity, Shu Yunzhang's five fingers rubbed against Shen Zai's, and they clasped together with him.

"You called me wrong."

"what?"

"Do you know what to call this sentence?"

"do not know……"

Shu Yunzhang pressed against his lips, making him feel the opening and closing.

"Call husband."