can you be my boyfriend

That night, the two sat in the study and played chess. The brand new chess still smelled of pine wood.Because Shen Zai said he couldn't do it at all, Shu Yunzhang started teaching him by recognizing chess pieces.

Shu Yunzhang was very patient, saying that one is the king and the other is the queen, and each kind of chess piece is equivalent to something in Chinese chess.He spoke clearly and well enough, so Shen Zai didn't have the heart to tell him that he actually doesn't even know how to play Chinese chess.

In order to show that he was serious, Shen Zai was even taking notes in a notebook.

"Elephant, you can only move diagonally, but the number of squares is not limited..."

"Bing, you can only move forward but not backward, and you can only move one square at a time, but the way of capturing is a bit special..."

When Shu Yunzhang was talking about knights, Shen Zai's pen tip drew a long stroke on the notebook, and he had been distracted for a long time.

Night would reduce his sense of security, and even though he and Shu Yunzhang did get along well during the day, Shen Zai still missed the things he was familiar with very much.

He thought of his bed, which was not too big and not soft, but very warm, of his parents and brother, and of the bookcase in the bedroom with the books he liked but didn't read very much.

Shu Yunzhang saw that he was in a daze, and put the chess pieces in his hand back into the box. One of them fell because he was not holding it firmly. Shen Zai finally noticed that he was packing up his things, and asked, "What's wrong?"

"I see you are sleepy." Shu Yunzhang said.

Shen Zai said apologetically, "I slept too long in the afternoon."

"Well, so go to bed early at night."

Shen Zai helped Shu Yunzhang put the chess together, and Shu Yunzhang accompanied him into the room. After Shen Zai lay down on the bed, he stood by the bed and looked down at him: "Is there anything you're not used to?"

Shen Zai shook his head, his hair rubbed against the pillow to make a small sound.

"Go buy something you'll need tomorrow."

Shen Zai's eyes were bright under the floor lamp, and he looked at Shu Yunzhang lazily.

"it is good."

"Then go to sleep." Shu Yunzhang said, turning off the floor lamp by the bed.

Footsteps sounded, and two or three seconds later, Shu Yunzhang left the room.

Shen Zai closed his eyes, trying to fall asleep early, but he couldn't do it.

The bed was so soft that it creaked when it was moved slightly.After tossing and turning for a while, Shen Zai finally felt a little drowsy, and suddenly woke up after being dazed for a while.

Can't sleep.

Shen Zai took the mobile phone from the bedside table and glanced at the time. Because it was early in the morning, it was only after midnight.

He walked to the balcony, it was cool at night, Shen Zai only planned to stand for a while.

Next door was Shu Yunzhang's room, the balcony was dark, Shen Zai guessed that he should have fallen asleep.

After nearly half an hour, Shen Zai felt a little cold, but saw that the balcony was suddenly lit up, because someone in the room turned on the light.

The glass door was opened, Shu Yunzhang came out, and saw him when he turned his head.

There was wind on the balcony, which made Shu Yunzhang's pajamas slightly bulge up, "Can't you sleep?"

Shen Zai was cramped, not knowing what to say.

He's not used to lying, but he doesn't want Shu Yunzhang to care about him.

They stared at each other for a while, Shen Zai didn't know if Shu Yunzhang could really see himself clearly, but it was too dark at night, he couldn't see Shu Yunzhang's expression clearly.

Shu Yunzhang pointed to the room, Shen Zai thought he wanted to go back to sleep, so he nodded.

After Shu Yunzhang closed the balcony door and left, Shen Zai heaved a sigh of relief, turned around and entered the room.

Holding a corner of the quilt in his hand, before Shen Zai lay down on the bed, there was a sound of walking in the corridor, and the door was knocked.

He thought something was wrong, put on his slippers suspiciously, and went to open the door, Shu Yunzhang didn't look like he just woke up, and stood casually, when Shen Zai came to open the door, he asked again: "Can't sleep? "

As if he had to answer this question, Shen Zai realized that Shu Yunzhang had come to see him, so he could only say, "I fell asleep for a while and woke up again."

"Well," Shu Yunzhang didn't seem to care about how Shen Zai woke up, only cared that he couldn't sleep now, shook the tablet in his hand, and said, "Accompany you."

Shen Zai was stunned for a moment, but couldn't say no such rejection, so he turned sideways to let Shu Yunzhang in.

Shu Yunzhang sat down on the small sofa and said, "Go to sleep."

Shen Zai let out a short "Oh", went to bed stiffly, turned off the headlight and replaced it with a floor lamp.

Shu Yunzhang asked again: "Can I fall asleep with the light on?"

"Yes," Shen Zai turned over and turned his face to Shu Yunzhang, "I used to sleep with a small light on at home."

"Okay." Shu Yunzhang changed to a more comfortable sitting position.

Shen Zai closed his eyes, because he was afraid of being seen by Shu Yunzhang, and lay motionless like a corpse.

After a few minutes of letting go, he suddenly heard Shu Yunzhang's abrupt voice: "If you can't fall asleep, don't hold on."

Shen Zai froze for a moment, his eyelashes trembling slightly, sat up slowly, and rubbed his eyes in a concealed manner.

Shu Yunzhang looked at him lightly, his expression very calm.

Shen Zai lowered his head, and defended in a low voice: "It should be because the environment has changed..."

I just think Shen Zai is even a little cute.

Shu Yunzhang smiled and said nothing.He got up from the sofa and sat on the edge of the bed, handing the tablet to Shen Zai.

"I know. Is there a movie you want to see? Let's watch it together."

"Aren't you sleepy?" Shen Zai picked up the tablet and followed the previous interface to find movies.

"I usually sleep very late, biological clock."

In the end, the two discussed and chose "Zootopia". Shen Zai's reason was that the warm little stories helped to fall asleep, and Shu Yunzhang's reason was that Shen Zai stayed for this movie for a long time.

Then Shu Yunzhang went to bed and lay beside Shen Zai.

Shen Zai's shoulders were a little shorter than his, but Shu Yunzhang's body was very hot, which made up for Shen Zai's body temperature that had been cooled by the night wind, making Shen Zai not focus on the movie very much.

In fact, "Zootopia" is a movie that Shen Zai has watched many times. Every plot is very clear, and the more important lines can even be spoken coherently, so he is not afraid of running away, because no matter what Shu Yunzhang asks him, he will Should be able to answer up.

Their arms were close together, Shen Zai blinked slowly, separated by two layers of fabric, the body temperature still passed as if there was no barrier.The scent of the perfume on Shu Yunzhang's body has faded a lot, from being probing and fascinated to being gentle and comforting.Shen Zai's heart tightened and relaxed, and slowly calmed down.

After Judy successfully passed the police test, Shen Zai's breathing slowed down and he fell into a deep sleep.

Leaning on the pillow behind him, his body softened, his lips and nose were illuminated by the light of the screen, making him look very cute.

Shu Yunzhang looked down at him for a while, turned down the voice of the tablet, supported his head with one hand, and took away the pillow with the other to let Shen Zai lie down smoothly.

Shu Yunzhang was very light when doing all these movements, almost without any movement.In the end, he lifted the quilt to get out of the bed, the mattress was inevitably sunken, Shen Za frowned and moved, turned towards Shu Yunzhang, and grabbed his clothes with his fingers.

The pajamas were immediately wrinkled, Shu Yunzhang raised the corners of his lips soundlessly, held Shen Zai's hand regretfully, and took off his fingers one by one.Shen Zai's hand was the same as his own, with a soft and warm touch. Shu Yunzhang got off the ground, covered him with a quilt, and left quietly.

The next afternoon, Shu Yunzhang took Shen Zai to go shopping as promised.

Their main target is some items that Shen may use in the beginning of school, such as stationery and daily necessities.

Shu Yunzhang did not interfere with Shen Zai's choice, and sent Shen Zai the memo he had prepared earlier.At that time, the two were standing at the entrance of the shopping mall, Shen Zai was looking down at his mobile phone, only a few punches away from Shu Yunzhang, but he replied: Thank you.

Shen is very fast in shopping because he is not picking, but just paying.Take the one that is closest to everything, and only take a glance at the price, and ask for it if it is not outrageous.

When passing a pajamas store, Shu Yunzhang held Shen Zai and asked him to choose a pair of slippers from the store entrance.

Those shoes were wrapped in exaggerated fluff, Shen Zai hesitated for a moment.

"Winter is coming, you will need it." Shu Yunzhang explained lightly.

Shen Zai nodded, and took a few seconds to look around.

The cabinet where the slippers are placed is against the wall, and the innermost one is not convenient to take out.

Therefore, as expected, Shen Zai did not choose the pair that he had been looking at for the longest time, but chose the one that was placed outside.

Shu Yunzhang said, "Okay, I see."

Then he beckoned to the shopping guide, "I want that pair."

Shu Yunzhang pointed to a pair of gray slippers with ears, which Shen Zai didn't choose, but Shen Zai liked.

Shen Zai glanced at Shu Yunzhang helplessly, but Shu Yunzhang didn't look at him.

Shen Zai felt that Shu Yunzhang was angry, he messed up again, and his heart felt as uncomfortable as being soaked in a jar of acid water.

The shopping guide packed the shoes, Shu Yunzhang handed them to Shen Zai, and the two walked outside the store together.

The shoes are packed in a black box with a delicate bag on the outside.

"Want to eat?" Shu Yunzhang asked.

Shen Zai was stunned for a moment, and followed his gaze to look at a dessert shop ahead.

"Shen Fu said you like it, can you buy what you like?"

Shen Zai and Shu Yunzhang appeared in the dessert shop, and this time Shen Zai chose what he really wanted under the supervision of Shu Yunzhang.

There were not many people in the store, and the two sat down in the corner.

"Shen Zai." Shu Yunzhang called him suddenly, giving Shen Zai the feeling that he wanted to talk, and Shen Zai immediately became sober.

"I, I have always preferred the taste of matcha."

Shen Zaiyao looked at Shu Yunzhang with begging eyes, but Shu Yunzhang still interrupted him and said, "I know why you agreed to come here."

In order to save space in the store, each table is not big, and Shu Yunzhang and Shen Zai sit opposite each other.

Shu Yunzhang's eyebrows were straight and sharp, and when he said something seriously, it was easy to give people a sense of oppression, as if he had made a serious mistake if he didn't answer.

But Shen Zai didn't know what to say, and didn't want to say anything.

Shu Yunzhang was about to speak again, but Shen Zai stepped back from his chair and stood up with a flustered expression, unable to say anything.

But a lucky thing happened that day, the service desk called and said that their ice cream was ready, and Shen Zai took the opportunity to escape.

He took the ice cream and didn't want to go back to his seat, put the spoon in the bowl and didn't eat it.

He was distracted, standing in the middle of the corridor, holding a bowl flat, and didn't notice a parent with a child came into the store.

The mother went to the front desk to order something, and the child walked backwards for fun and bumped into Shen Zai.

The water from the ice cream in his hand spilled on Shen Zai's bowl-holding sleeve, turning into a sticky white lump.

The child started to cry, and the parents embarrassedly pulled out the tissues on the table next to them, and put a large ball on the sleeves.Because Shen Zai was not used to being touched by strangers, he avoided it repeatedly, and couldn't even say "it's okay" or "I'll do it myself".

This is his damn avoidant personality disorder.

Shen Zai couldn't interact with people normally, and felt uncomfortable all over.

The noise caught Shu Yunzhang's attention, and when Shen Zai heard Shu Yunzhang standing behind him and asked "what's the matter", he felt a kind of gladness that he was finally saved.

"It's okay." Shu Yunzhang supported Shen Zai's lower back, and pushed the parents' hands away, and the pile of papers fell lightly on the ground.

"We can handle it ourselves, where is the bathroom?"

The clerk pointed them in a direction, and Shu Yunzhang took Shen Zai's dirty wrist and led him in without hesitation.

The bathroom is very narrow, and the sink is especially small. It is very difficult for two adult men to stand down.

Shu Yunzhang asked Shen to stand in front of him and help him turn on the tap.

Small water flowed out slowly, and Shen Zai saw the two people in the mirror.

Shu Yunzhang almost circled Shen Zai, his chin sank at the position of his eyes.

"Just wash it and go back right away."

After listening to what he said, Shen Zai scooped up a little water with his other hand and poured it on his sleeve.

The process of "simple" cleaning the ice cream was more complicated than Shen Zai imagined. Shu Yunzhang stood quietly with his arms folded.

Shen was guilty, afraid that Shu Yunzhang would say what he hadn't finished before, but he was afraid that something would happen.

"You came here to keep your family from worrying."

Shu Yunzhang looked down at Shen Zai washing his sleeves, but couldn't see any expression from the mirror.

"I've finished washing." Shen Zai raised his sleeves and wanted to leave while talking.

Shu Yunzhang knew that he would be like this, and held his wrist, not caring that his unwrung sleeves were still dripping, and even his body was wet.

In the small space, the atmosphere became stiff, and Shen Zai stepped back with his head down, leaning against the edge of the sink.Shu Yunzhang made him very at a loss, the distance between them repeatedly exceeded Shen Zai's safe range, and Shu Yunzhang even forced him to say something and make some choices.

In Shen Zai's limited life experience, he has never met such a person.

When Shen didn't move, Shu Yunzhang let go, leaned against the wall, and calmed down.

"But I hope you really want to stay."

The corners of Shen Zai's mouth still slumped slightly, typically not very happy.

"Please believe that no one forces me to do anything. I take care of you voluntarily. You are not my trouble. If you can't adapt, we still have many ways to solve it."

While looking at him, Shu Yunzhang put his hand into his coat pocket, touched the cigarette that was left before, and flipped it back and forth on his fingertips.

"And you are getting better slowly, don't put pressure on yourself."

I have to admit that every sentence of Shu Yunzhang is very accurate.

Shen Zai saw that his eye circles were red from the mirror, he immediately lowered his head, and remained silent for a long time.

"Thank you brother." Shen Zai pouted and said.

Shu Yunzhang clicked his tongue lightly and pinched his face.Shen Zai blinked his eyes, and tears fell down. He didn't want Shu Yunzhang to see him, so he covered his face and cried.

Unexpectedly, at such a time, Shu Yunzhang still felt that Shen Zai was so obedient, holding his shoulders and hugging him, he didn't feel that he was bullying anyone at all.

"Cry on me."